Su Xiaoran's bright eyes were like stars in the sky. Qiqi grabbed her hand and repeated it over and over again: "It's okay, it's going to pass, it's going to be okay......"

"Chenxi, I want to see him." Su Xiaoran struggled to get up, but Qiqi pressed her down: "The doctor said that your body is very weak now and you can't walk on the ground." ”

"I want to see him." Su Xiaoran was extremely resolute. She clutched Qiqi's hand tightly, as if she wanted to insert her nails into her palm, Qiqi shook her head and refused to speak.

Su Xiaoran's heart reviewed the scene when it happened over and over again. She brought a stool, and she climbed on it and stood on tiptoe, thinking that this would be a way to hide her secret, but ...... She lost her and Chenxi's children because of this.

"That note, Qiqi, where is that note?" Su Xiaoran suddenly grabbed Qiqi's collar like crazy, Qiqi broke free, the door opened, and it was Su's mother who came back.

Her eyes were so red that one could tell at first glance that she must have just cried. An old woman of fifty or sixty years old, despite her red eyes, walked up to Su Xiaoran with a smile, and her voice was soft like a warm spring breeze:

"It will pass, as long as you are well, everything will pass."

"No, I can't get by, Mom, my baby is gone, isn't it?"

"Xiaoran, don't be like this, you are like this, my mother is uncomfortable." Su's mother sniffed desperately, but when she saw her daughter's desperate eyes, she was really uncomfortable.

How could this suddenly happen?

"I want to see Chenxi, Mom, you help me find Chenxi, I want to see him." Su Xiaoran desperately held her mother's hand, now, the only person she wants to see is Chenxi, the child is gone, they need to face it together.

Su Mu looked at Qiqi in embarrassment, and Qiqi simply got up, "I'll pick him up." ”

A person walking in the cold corridor of the hospital, Qiqi touched the scene. A few months ago, she voluntarily ended her child's life here. At that time, she felt that her heart was dead, dead thoroughly.

But today, when she saw Su Xiaoran's helpless and desperate eyes, she seemed to realize that maybe love hurts more than hate. Su Xiaoran loves Chenxi so much, and she loves her children so much. Originally, she was only one step away from going to the other side of happiness, if it weren't for the unexpected situation tonight......

Damn Chenxi, he always drops the chain at a critical time!

Qiqi was wrapped in a coat, not wanting to continue to indulge in the mood of sadness and sadness. So I took a few puffs of cigarette and thought it was over, and everything was MOVEON.

Qiqi drove to Chenxi's house, it was pitch black, at this point, if he was at home, the lights should be on. For some reason, Qiqi suddenly had a bad premonition: Chenxi shouldn't be looking for Xiaomeng, right?

She immediately called Hua Yan, and she swore that if she knew that Chenxi was with Xiaomeng at this time, then she Jiang Qiqi would definitely explode him immediately.

"It's me."

Tonight's kiss still made her feel a little palpitating, so Qiqi didn't get angry when she heard Hua Yan's voice.

Hua Yan's voice sounded tired, "Qiqi, is there something wrong?" ”

"It's okay, I just want to ask you, do you know where Chenxi is?"

"Chenxi?" Hua Yan paused, and suddenly smiled helplessly: "How did you think of asking me?" He won't even answer my phone now, how do I know? ”

"You don't know?" Qiqi was angry, doesn't this mean that she has been busy all night?

"Huayan, if you dare to lie to me, you will look good in the future!"

"Qiqi, I have no reason to deceive you. By the way, you came to him so late, something? ”

"I ......"

Qiqi originally wanted to talk about Su Xiaoran's situation, but when he thought that Huayan was Xiaomeng's brother, he gagged: "I like to find someone who has nothing to do with you!" ”

After speaking, he put the phone away.

Hua Yan was relaxed after hanging up the phone, to be honest, talking to Qiqi now was his most tired moment, for some reason, he felt very happy when he drank with her, but when they were both sober, they would always quarrel.

It's getting louder and louder every time.

He had been sitting alone in the dark for a long time. Xiaomeng's emotions infected him, and he suddenly felt a sense of panic spreading. About parents, about Xiaomeng, about Chenxi, and even about Qiqi.

Xiaomeng should be asleep, right?

Hua Yan looked up and looked at the window of the ward on the third floor, but he couldn't see anything, because he closed the curtain when he left, and only one lamp remained. But he still kept this habitual action, and when his mother left, he told him to take care of his sister.

Hua Yan thought about it, and walked out of the hospital, he was very tired today, and he needed to go home to rest and rest.

In the ward, Xiaomeng had a dream in a trance. She dreamed that she was back in her teens, when Chenxi was growing her body, thin and tall, but she looked good when she smiled.

The most important thing is that she can follow Chenxi every day, because Chenxi and her brother are good friends, so she has more rights than those fan girls.

Hechenxi is also naturally good. Two people, go to school and leave school together every day, and in their spare time, they will go shopping and play games together outside the school. Those practices may seem childish now, but they were her happiest years.

Behind the dream, a Su Xiaoran suddenly appeared, and Chenxi took her hand and waved goodbye to herself.

No......

Xiaomeng shouted desperately, she had never begged anyone in her life, but she was willing to put down her body and beg him not to leave.

Awakened by his own howling and crying, Xiaomeng opened his eyes in a daze, and suddenly saw a familiar figure sitting at the head of the bed.

"Chenxi?"

With a fair face, deep eyes, and an unsmiling appearance, isn't it the Chenxi she misses?

"No, it won't be yours, you're gone, leaving me."

Xiaomeng hugged his head in pain, and had a splitting headache.

At this moment, a certain thread in Chenxi's heart that was sealed by dust was torn off, and he raised his hand, having an urge to stroke Xiaomeng's hair. Everything in front of him was too familiar, a few years ago, he dreamed of seeing her again, but why did he want to run away after meeting again?

"Little dream."

"Chenxi?" Xiaomeng, who heard the voice, opened his hand and looked at Chenxi's face, and then said in surprise: "It's really you, Chenxi, you're back, aren't you?" ”

In ecstasy, Xiaomeng jumped up and hugged Chenxi's neck tightly. Or the fragrance of osmanthus in memory, many years ago, because of a joke by Xiaomeng, both of them fell in love with this faint taste.

Hitherto.

After being stunned for a few seconds, Chen Xi came to his senses, and he pushed away Xiaomeng in a panic, with a panicked face.

"You...... What's wrong? Xiaomeng had just hugged him, and he didn't want to let go like this.

"I heard that you are hospitalized, I will come to see you." Chenxi lowered his head as he spoke.

"I thought you were ignoring me anymore. Chenxi ...... Let's not quarrel, okay? ”

"It's not a quarrel...... Little dream, between us, has long ended. Chen Xi said this, and the stone that was pressing on the bottom of his heart was finally put down.

"The end?" Xiaomeng asked rhetorically, and then sneered, "What's the end?" I still love you, and you, do you dare to say that you have completely forgotten me? ”

"It's different, it's different...... Xiaomeng, if you gave me a reason at the beginning, it was okay to make it up, as long as you told me to wait for you, I would definitely wait, as long as I wanted. But you didn't, you completely disappeared from my sight, in a cruel way, didn't you do it to hide from me? ”

"I'm not trying to hide from you." Xiao Meng pushed away the quilt, and then lifted the clothes on his body, at first Chenxi turned his head, not daring to look or willing to look, but Xiao Meng dragged his head over.

"You see, in the past few years, I haven't been traveling, I've been going for fun, and I've had so many needle holes on my body, all because I have to be treated every day. Five years, Chenxi, there is not a single day in these five years that I have not thought of you. There were many times when I was on the verge of going through it, but as soon as I thought of you, I got through it. Now, what you see is the flower dream standing in front of you completely, you seem to have not changed at all, it seems that I am still living well, but who do I talk to about my loneliness and pain in those years? I left because I didn't want you to be scared with me, and I could do anything for you, but you? ”

Big tears rolled down the quilt and the bed. The pinholes intertwined with the old and the new are shocking. Chenxi's nose was suddenly blocked by something, it's hard to imagine, how did Xiaomeng come over in the past few years?

"I'm sorry." Chenxi couldn't hear his own voice.

"I'm sorry I don't want you" Xiaomeng put down her clothes, still smiling bitterly.

"I'm really sorry."

"As I said, you are always free. Chenxi, you must be happy, as long as you know that you are happy, my five years will be worth it. ”

Chen Xi was stunned, it was always Xiaomeng chattering, choking, smiling bitterly, and Chen Xi, except for the suddenly stunned expression, there was nothing else.

How similar to before, when dating, Xiaomeng is usually the only one who talks.

"Go back, I know, my brother must have told you about my illness, and I will tell him later, and tell him not to disturb you as much as possible. The two of us are no longer in the same world. By the way, I heard that you proposed to Su Xiaoran? Congratulations. ”

Xiaomeng said, lay down again, turned sideways, turned his back to Chenxi, biting his palm and holding it hard, but his shoulders were still shaking.

That night was another difficult night in Chenxi. Xiaomeng obviously existed in front of him, but he didn't dare to reach out to touch her, he didn't dare to comfort her, there seemed to be a tall mountain between the two people, no matter how he climbed, he couldn't overcome those difficulties and obstacles.

If there is a rational voice pulling in my heart at this time, it is Su Xiaoran. It was the one he unconsciously fell in love with later. She is the same as Xiaomeng back then, simple and real, he wants to protect her truth, so he must force himself to say goodbye to the past.

"I'm gone, goodbye."

Chenxi stood up and said a word to Xiaomeng's trembling back, then softly closed the door and left.