Chapter 611: Do You Think There Is a Mother-Child Relationship Between Us?
He Yuhe glanced at his mother, his expression was still relatively flat, and he quickly calmed down, not as surprised as he was at the beginning.
At first, I probably didn't react, because I didn't dare to imagine it. The person who suddenly appeared in front of him turned out to be his mother, and he thought it was the person he cared about in his heart, but it seemed that he was just thinking too much, not what he thought.
Although I am somewhat lost in my heart, I still have to quickly clean up my mood and don't want to be noticed.
"Sit down for a while, and I'll pour you a glass of water." He Yuhe reacted quickly, although he was somewhat disappointed in his heart, and thought that she was back.
The person in his heart did not appear, but a person who did not surprise him. Maybe she would have been a little surprised when she saw her for the first time, but she quickly regained her composure.
Chen Fangru didn't say much, but kept staring at him, and sincerely felt that her son was not close to him at all, and even a little distant.
At this time, I was really thinking that my mother was really incompetent, maybe it was too dereliction of duty.
He is the only child in his life, but this only child is only polite to him, but he has never been as close as other children.
Seeing the situation in front of him, in fact, he really regretted it, he knew that he should grow up by his side, maybe in this way he would be much closer to himself, and he would not be so cold when facing himself.
Now that I regret it, everything is meaningless. Now no matter what he does, he will be disgusted in his heart, and he will not buy his own account. can only say that between himself and him can only maintain superficial politeness.
To put it another way, there should be few people, and the relationship between children and parents will be like this. Although he said that he was rich, he could not make up for it with money. Man is really vulnerable, especially between himself and him.
Over the years, he has also realized his mistakes back then, and he has tried every means to get closer to him, but no matter what he does, the result is almost not much progress, and no matter what he does, it will not play a big role in his eyes.
If you are not close to yourself, you will always be not close. In short, there is a deep barrier between himself and him, and this layer of separation does not know when it will disappear. I really regret it, I knew that I shouldn't have done this back then, but there is no regret medicine to take in this world, no matter how much I have, it will be useless, who can understand the bitterness in my heart.
"I only have boiled water here." He Yuhe didn't have long to bring out a glass of boiled water from the kitchen.
Although she clearly told her that she only had boiled water here, she would drink it if she liked it, and if she didn't like it, she would pull it down.
Maybe I didn't expect that there would be guests at home suddenly, and I didn't prepare those things to greet me, not to mention that I only came back to live here at night, and I wasn't there most of the time during the day.
If it weren't for Shu Yixin's frequent cooking here, he might not even have boiled water. Because after his appearance, renting a house by himself may have changed a lot compared to before, and if it were before, it would not be so clean at all, and it would be impossible to feel popular.
In other words, everything is much better here than before, because a woman is always present with me, so everything is different from before.
"Thank you." Chen Fangru's own son also politely said, thank you.
He Yuhyuk sat down on the sofa opposite, but did not speak. It's not waiting, waiting for the other party to speak first, she really doesn't know what to say in the face of herself, in short, she just feels that there is nothing to say, and there is no common topic.
Chen Fangru has also been waiting, waiting for his son to talk to him, but after waiting for a long time, only his silence is right.
It seems that if he didn't take the initiative to speak, he wouldn't have anything to say to himself, and he would only sit in silence all night.
Between two people, there is always one person who wants to speak first, breaking the silence in front of him, and he can't say that he is so moved, you look at me, I see you, but no one speaks.
"Don't you have nothing to say to me?" After a long time, Chen Fangru really couldn't help it, so she didn't hurry to speak.
"What do you want me to say?" He Yuhe looked at his mother and said something casually, but the other party was dumbfounded.
I never thought that she would suddenly appear in the apartment where she lived, even in the old mansion, there was nothing to say between herself and her, let alone here, what she wanted to do for herself.
Seriously, I really can't find a topic, and I don't know what to say to her, because I always feel that there is no topic to communicate with her, after all, each other's outlook on life, values and worldview are different.
Even if it is two people, sitting face to face, there is nothing to talk about, so at this time, if you let yourself say something to her, you can only be silent.
He Yuhe has always been a taciturn person, and only in the face of a few special people will he seem to have a topic to talk about, and he is silent in the face of most people.
"Is there really nothing to say between us? Is there really no mother-son love between us at all? Chen Fangru heard him talk to himself in such a tone, in fact, her heart was somewhat hurt.
How could he say such a thing? Do you know that it would hurt your heart to say something like that?
No matter how you say it, he was conceived and born in October, and he worked so hard to give birth to him, but he never thought that one day he would treat himself like this, just like a stranger, and even said that he was not as good as a stranger.
Sometimes I think that if I had known, I shouldn't have worked so hard to give birth to him, and I wouldn't have these things today, and I wouldn't have been so troubled.
He Yuhe looked at her and said word by word, "Then do you think there is a mother-son relationship between us?" He Yuhe did not answer her question, but asked his own question.
Yes, at this time, I just want to ask rhetorically, in her heart, does she have her own son? For how much he has paid, once upon a time, he used his thoughts.
I really want to ask, she has grown so big, she really cared about herself and greeted herself once upon a time. In my impression, it was really rare, and I couldn't remember it at all. In her daily life, how does she care about herself, and even says that every year on her birthday, does she say happy birthday to herself?
I don't expect what kind of gifts they will prepare for themselves, not even the most basic happy birthday. Compared with the children around him, it is simply a world of difference, if he didn't mention these things, maybe he would have forgotten it a long time ago, and he still remembered it when he mentioned it again.
I remember when I was a child, whenever my friends had birthdays, their parents would prepare gifts for them early, and even throw them a party. It's just my parents, who don't remember their birthdays at all, let alone prepare birthday gifts or parties for themselves, which is simply an extravagant hope.
So at this time, I want to ask rhetorically, in her heart, does she regard herself as her son, has she ever really cared about it, and appears in front of herself when she wants herself, but she won't ask more when she doesn't need to, what is the mother-son relationship between herself and her in this case.
So don't blame yourself for treating him like this at this time, because in your heart, only grandpa is the best for herself, and only grandpa will remember himself, he will remember his birthday every year, he will make longevity noodles for himself, he will make fried eggs for himself, and he will also prepare gifts for himself.
Only at that time did they feel that it was really their birthday, which they didn't know, and what they had been longing for since they were young, but they could remember their birthday and simply say happy birthday to themselves.
No matter how busy you are at work, you can always find some time to call yourself and say a simple blessing to yourself, but none of them have it.
Since I was sensible, I never expected that they would buy me birthday gifts and say blessings to myself, and year after year passed, and I slowly got used to that kind of life.
The only person who can spend his birthday with him is grandpa, and there is no one else except grandpa.
On the contrary, their parents are indeed incompetent at all, and they only cared about their own work and left themselves to their grandfather.
It's no wonder that in my heart, I always only remember my grandfather's goodness, but I don't remember what my parents have paid to me.
He Yuhe felt that he had done the most basic thing to maintain a superficial relationship with her like this. At least, he didn't tear his face with him, and he still maintained the most basic politeness between himself and her.
"I ...... I ......" Chen Fangru was blocked by his words and had nothing to say, which is indeed reasonable.
Yes, in his heart, he always remembered how he treated him at the beginning, so he didn't have any feelings for himself since he was a child, and he was cold every time he faced himself.
If you can't live by doing your own sin, you can only say that all these things are the cause of your own planting, and then you can only bear the consequences of this.
When he treated him like this, he would definitely be deeply imprinted in his heart. Even after so many years, even if he is sensible and knows that he was forced to do so, he can't think for himself from his own point of view.