I used to feel that life is very long, and it would be too hard to live so long in a lifetime.

But now I suddenly found that some people's lives are really short, so short that you don't have time to touch them, and their lives may be terminated.

I never understood why Tan Luoxi took such a path, and it was not until the final news that the news of her death was reported in a big way, and it dawned on me.

To be honest, when I saw the photos and videos on the news, especially when the car driven by Tan Luoxi crashed into the guardrail and rushed down the hill, my heart was dripping blood as if it had been broken by something.

The report said that because of the speed of the car, which caused a huge impact, Tan Luoxi's head had been shattered into pieces, and the photos on the website even made people feel creepy when they looked at it, and the moment I saw it, I couldn't stop vomiting.

I immediately turned off the screen of my phone, not daring to look at it again, and my heart was pounding.

It wasn't until I turned on my phone again that I found that there were not only Tan Luoxi but also Huo Jin among the people reported in the news.

Because he was in the car, too, but he was luckier than her.

He fastened his seat belt, and at the moment when the car rushed out, although he was seriously injured, he fortunately saved his life, but Tan Luoxi was not spared the bad luck of being thrown out.

In the two days after watching the news, I have been languishing, and even have some fever, probably because these days, one after another people have left me, and my body can no longer bear this blow at this moment, and some of them can't afford to be sick, and they can't even take medicine, and they will vomit out after eating.

Even two days before Xu Zhizhou returned to the Netherlands, seeing that my illness was still not improving, he said with a serious face: "Either I won't go, I'll leave when you get better." ”

I naturally felt that it was inappropriate, after all, his mother had a deep opinion of me, and then made her feel that Xu Zhizhou didn't even want to go back to home for me, and it was inevitable that the future would be in dire straits, so I simply picked up the medicine in front of him and swallowed it, just to let him go with confidence.

Although I may not be able to help Mother Xu's attitude, all I can do today is support him unconditionally, how can I drag him down because of my body?

Xu Zhizhou seemed to be helpless to me, he was silent for a while, and instead said: "Xiao En, why don't you go to the Netherlands with me, I can take care of you, maybe you can change the environment, I don't worry about leaving you here alone." ”

Let me go with him to the Netherlands?

I was a little surprised when I heard it, and coughed lightly: "Don't make trouble, you're just going for a few days, I'll wait for you to come back, although I know you're worried about me, but I will also take care of myself, I've almost taken care of myself since I was a child, you can rest assured, if you're still worried, we can also talk on the phone every day, WeChat video, I can report my condition to you at any time, and strive to recover as soon as possible." ”

He looked at me with a raised brow, and then said, "Aren't you afraid that I will be abducted by Dutch beauties?" ”

At this time, the only one who can joke is Xu Zhizhou, I coughed and laughed, and finally rubbed it in his arms: "With your determination, I am really not afraid, if you run away, you will not wait for me for so many years." ”

Finally, in my soft words, he finally said: "Wait for me to come back at home." ”

……

The day Xu Zhizhou left, it happened to be Tan Luoxi's funeral.

Originally, I was sick, and Xu Zhizhou told me before leaving, I was too weak to try not to go to that kind of obscure place, but I still couldn't hold back after all, cleaned myself up, tried not to look so weak, and took a taxi to the funeral.

And on this day, the originally sunny sky also had a light rain, although it was not big, but the raindrops still made people feel a little cold.

There were a lot of people at the funeral, and it was not surprising that Tan Luoxi's character could make a lot of friends, but I stood in the distance and watched everything in front of me, and the man who was standing at the forefront in the distance.

But it didn't take long for the man who was still in front of me to stand beside me, and there was an extra umbrella above his head.

Although Tan Yiyang's expression looked extremely calm, his eyes were full of bloodshots, and even that look was like a pool of stagnant water, it was his sister after all, especially when he saw her ruined body after being hit, it would take time to forget it.

Until he left the cemetery, Tan Yiyang didn't say much, just opened his mouth lightly and said, "I'll send you back", and left here with me.

At this time, I had no intention of refusing him, after all, he was in a sad and sad time, and even if it was embarrassing, I still got into his car.

But when everyone left, Tan Yiyang and I were sitting in the car, but we saw another person appearing.

Huo Jin was pushed in a wheelchair and parked outside the cemetery, his face was tightly wrapped in gauze, no matter how the people next to him persuaded him to give him an umbrella, he knocked it off.

Suddenly a woman rushed out from the steps of the cemetery, I had heard of this woman, she was Tan Luoxi's best friend, I saw her overturn the wheelchair violently, and Huo Jin fell to the ground all of a sudden.

Maybe I was soft-hearted, and I just wanted to open the car door and go out, but Tan Yiyang suddenly grabbed my hand.

"The surname Huo, Luo Xi is gone, why do you want to come here to harass her?"

Huo Jin didn't look at the woman, he was still looking straight in the direction of the cemetery when he was helped up by the servant, and even I could hear their voices when I was sitting in the car: "I just wanted to come and see her one last time, but the security guard didn't let me in." ”

When the woman heard him say that, she couldn't control her emotions even more, and slapped him again: "Why did you come to see her?" If you hadn't gone to Nepal to find her, would she be like this now? It was you who killed him, how can you, a murderer, still have the face to come here, why is it not you who died? ”

"I'd like to be the one who died, I've been having nightmares since I woke up, and if I hadn't answered Congwan's call before she was driving, maybe everything could have been saved." When Huo Jin said this, he finally turned his head, and his eyes suddenly fell on Tan Yiyang's car.

He wanted to say something more, but when the two men looked at each other, Huo Jin couldn't say anything, just let the tears flow.

The woman wanted to pull him again, but Huo Jin shook off her hand, didn't even sit in a wheelchair, limped and dragged his plaster leg to Tan Yiyang's car window, hugging the steering wheel.

"Lao Tan, you let me go in to see her off, she is the woman I love the most in my life after all, please."

Huo Jin's voice sounded extremely low, but Tan Yiyang didn't even raise his eyelids, but just said lightly: "Let go." ”

Hearing his words, Huo Jin's body trembled obviously, but he didn't let go of the steering wheel, but even poked his whole head in.

"Old Tan, I know you hate me, you are very uncomfortable when Luoxi dies, but my heart is not much better, I have been calling you since I woke up, and asked the maid to take me to your old house, but I can't see you, I just want you to tell me, what it was like when Luoxi died in the end, I just need to close my eyes to return to the moment of the crash, I don't dare to close it at all, this time I don't want to let go anyway, you let me go in to accompany her, she is very lonely, she will be afraid if she is timid."

The more Huo Jin spoke, the more sad he became, tears almost covered his face, even so, Tan Yiyang was not moved, he still said in a cold voice: "I'm afraid the last person Luo Xi wants to see is you, just like the woman said just now, you are a murderer, what qualifications do you have to shout here to see her, huh?" ”

When Huo Jin heard this, he couldn't stop shaking his head: "I didn't expect that I would bring her so much pain when I went to see her, I always thought that she might have let me go, but it wasn't until the moment of the car accident that I realized that I had hurt her to the bone, and she couldn't forget me no matter what." ”

In their conversation, I learned that Huo Jin went to Nepal to find Tan Luoxi, maybe it was to catch up, maybe to see her, no matter which one it was, it seemed that their meeting was not pleasant, maybe it was this unpleasantness plus Huo Jin's wife called from Wan, which irritated Tan Luoxi even more for a while, so she drove the car angrily without even fastening her seat belt.

If I'm correct, that's pretty much it.

Tan Yiyang broke Huo Jin's hand with all his strength and immediately started the car, but Huo Jin grabbed the steering wheel again as if he was not afraid of heaven and earth, and didn't care that the car had already started, just wanting to go in and see Tan Luoxi.

Tan Yiyang seemed to be enraged this time and stopped the car.

vigorously opened the door, almost dragged Huo Jin and threw him to the construction site next to him, and then picked up the rusty steel pipe next to him and hit Huo Jin's body a few times, until the servant blocked Huo Jin's body, seeing this scene, I also got out of the car and rushed over, grabbed Tan Yiyang's arm, and gradually stopped him.

I saw Huo Jin lying on the ground covered in blood, and when he was held up, he barely moved.

"Young master, young master, young master, you must be fine." The servant slapped Huo Jin's face, and suddenly he coughed twice, opened his eyes, looked at Tan Yiyang, and said with difficulty: "Old Tan, as long as you can let me see her, I will suffer if you beat me to death, really." ”

Tan Yiyang sneered, his eyes flashed with ruthlessness, and he threw down the steel pipe and said in a low voice: "Huo Jin, the relationship between us has been severed since today, before you hurt Luoxi, I have repeatedly given you the opportunity to allow you to contact Luoxi, just because Luoxi loves you." Don't appear in front of me again, don't test my patience with you, even if we have known each other since childhood, but our relationship ends today, from this moment on, don't think you can still see her tombstone, I will immediately relocate her to a place, a place you will never find. ”

As soon as the words fell, he pulled me into the car and drove away.