Chapter 482: Find Something to Do for Yourself

At that time, I felt that I was very rational and strong, and I would not be affected by the people on the side, but now it seems that this is not the case.

Maybe it's because of my parents.,So my inner world is not so trusting (love qg),I always feel that the other party can't really be good for you.,Everything you do is for you.,I won't believe it before.,Someone asked me if I could do this.,But now,'s own thoughts have changed.,Slowly I feel that maybe there really is such a person.,And there is such a person on the side of your own (body shēn), But I haven't cherished my previous self well.

Maybe in the future, I can really spend more time on her (身shēn), pay more attention to her affairs (情qg), and find someone who is sincere (爱ài), which is really not so easy.

She is really likely to be that person, the person she wants to find in her life, she can't say that her parents feel the failure of her marriage, and she has a mustard in her heart, and she always feels that there will be no one in this world who treats herself sincerely.

They are just individual cases, it's just that their marriage is unhappy. I can't look at marriage with their case, after all, my own situation is completely different from theirs.

It's no wonder that they are the fate of their parents' words and matchmakers, so the result of the political marriage is that they are like that, they didn't have a feeling (love qg) before, and they were only together because of interests.

She and Xiaoou are completely different, she is free love (love ài), she is sincere (love ài) herself, and she also has feelings for her (love qg), so she will be happy with her.

Maybe I should really get out of the shadow of my parents' unhappy marriage, and I should stand in other perspectives, many people's families are happy. Like my parents, there are only a few, and I can't feel that I can't meet the right person because of the failure of my feelings, but I don't think so.

Originally, I didn't want to go home so early, but now, if I don't go home, where can I go, I can't say that I continue to go back to work at this moment, and I don't have that mentality, so even if I go back to work to deal with work (love qg), I don't necessarily be able to sit still, or go home early to spend more time with my family.

Usually because of work (love qg), I always neglect too many things (love qg). I don't have time to spend with my girlfriend, and on the contrary, I don't have time to spend with my family.

Therefore, whether you should look at these things from a different perspective (love qg) is not to say that work is the whole of your life, in addition to work, there are other things (love qg) that are worth managing with your own mind.

For example, kinship (affection qg) and (love ài) (affection qg) are the same, and it takes time to operate.

"Son, why did you come back so early today, have the company's affairs (love g) been dealt with" Zhang Ying saw her son come back so early, and she really felt a little strange, usually he wouldn't come back until it was dark.

When I saw him today, it was still very bright, proving that it was not too late. So at this time, I was a little surprised to see him come back.

Ye Jinghao looked at his mother and replied softly, "The company's affairs (love g) have been handled almost well, so I'll come back early." ”

While answering his mother, he walked upstairs.

Zhang Ying saw that her son was going back to the room, so she hurriedly stopped him, "Come and sit with my mother first, I have something to say to you." "It's rare that he came back so early and had time to chat and talk with him.

Ye Jinghao had already stepped on the stairs with one foot, heard his mother call him, and then walked back and sat down on the sofa.

Think about how much he didn't accompany his mother because of work, in fact, he was also a poor man, he lived here alone, his father rarely came back at all, and every time he came back, he only quarreled.

So it's better not to come back, so as not to quarrel as soon as we meet, so that the heart (love qg) will be even worse.

As his son, he should spend more time with her, usually she is very lonely, and there are few people in this family who can talk to a few words.

Although I have such thoughts at this time, I don't have any kind of heart (love qg), so I can only say that I will accompany her more next time.

After all, my heart (love qg) is really not good today, I want to be alone, calm down.

"Mom, what do you have to say?" If there is nothing important (love qg), I want to go back to my room early to rest, and my thoughts are a little too chaotic and complicated.

Zhang Ying approached her son's place, sat down, and then said softly, "Can't I sit down and chat with you if there is nothing to do, usually you are busy with work and have no time, I don't dare to disturb you, it's rare to see you come back so early today, you can accompany me more." "I know that he is very busy with work, so I will not easily disturb him, unless there is something particularly important (love qg).

It seems that there is basically no such time, whether it is a weekend or a time. In short, he is very busy, and sometimes it is not easy to see him by himself, because every time he comes back, it is already midnight, and he has already rested at that time, and he goes to work early the next morning, so he can't see him at all.

Could it be that he came back so early today, and he really wanted to pull him to chat about family life and talk to him. I'm his mother.,Not his enemy.,So even if there's nothing important (love qg),You can gossip about homely things.,Anything (love qg) can be said like an ordinary family.。

After listening to his mother's words, Ye Jinghao felt that she misunderstood what she meant, so he hurriedly explained, "Mom, I didn't mean that, you misunderstood me." At this moment, after listening to my mother's words, I also feel that I really only care about work, and no one is with me.

It's not just his girlfriend, but even his mother usually doesn't have much time to spend with, and more of them ignore their family, it seems that in fact, only their careers are ignored, and there is still a family on the side.

At this time, I suddenly understood a little, why every time I saw my grandfather, he always seemed a little lonely, it turned out that his children and grandchildren were all for their careers, everyone was busy with their own affairs (love qg), and there was no time to accompany him, so this family was so big, so luxurious, but there was no warm feeling at all, every time he was alone, and the others were in a hurry.

"I know that you usually because of work, and I don't dare to disturb you, it's rare that you come back early today to chat with your mother, and it's okay to talk Usually my mother is home alone, and the house is also very deserted, and many times there is no one to talk to." This is the life of a wealthy family that people envy, it looks really good on the surface, what do you want, but you don't know. The loneliness of the heart.

"I'm sorry Mom, I don't have much time to spend with you because of my usual work, so I'm too lonely for you." Ye Jinghao also realized at this time that he only thought about himself and didn't think about her.

Now the loneliest person in this family should be his mother, after all, everyone is usually busy with their own things (love qg), who else accompanies her besides herself

"Don't say I'm sorry to me, I know you're busy with work, and I don't want to bother you, I just hope you can be with me when you have time." Zhang Ying naturally hopes that her son will focus more on work, and she has never thought of disturbing his work.

However, sometimes when I am lonely, I always hope that my son can spend more time with me, he is his only hope.

"Actually, you can find something for yourself to do, so that you won't be so bored all day." Ye Jinghao felt that if his mother could find something to do for himself, then he would not feel so bored and stay at home all day with nothing to do.

I don't mean that she goes out to make money to support her family or something, I just hope that she can find something interesting to do (love qg), and by the way, she can pass the time.

"Let me think about it." Zhang Ying did not answer directly, but she did not directly refuse.

Many people are indeed envious of being born in a wealthy family and having what they want. But only if you clearly know the loneliness in your heart, know what your usual life is like, and you can't even find someone to talk to, is this still the life you envy?

My husband treats himself like this again, to put it mildly, he is not as good as ordinary people, and he is not as good as those ordinary people.

Fortunately, his son is still (quite tg) good to himself, at least he didn't betray himself, and he won't ignore him. Otherwise, there is no need for me to stay up here and spend the rest of my life, and I would have chosen to leave a long time ago.

After listening to his mother's words, Ye Jinghao's heart suddenly trembled. Subconsciously thought, yes, she is the person who needs to be accompanied the most, and there is no one else in this family except herself, so she is free, and she should indeed accompany her more.

Other people may not understand, don't they even understand themselves, my mother is usually alone at home, and sometimes there is no one to talk to. For her, she is her only expectation, if she even ignores her, then what is the point of living in this world, and what is the point of staying here

It's a pity that I usually don't have much time to accompany her, not that I don't want to accompany her, but I don't have so much time.

Most of her work status is to go out early and return late, so whenever she comes back, she has already rested. In such a situation, I can't bear to disturb her, although I say that we live together, but the time to meet is quite small.