[May 15th, the 263rd day of Tianxiu's departure]

Tianxiu, I went to the dance a few days ago, I was really unlucky, I fell into the swimming pool and almost drowned, but fortunately, Zilong appeared in time to save me,

Think about how many times he has saved his life, and suddenly feel that he owes him a lot.

When you come back, we must repay him well.

[June 21st, the 300th day of Tianxiu's departure]

You're gone, and I'm left with nothing but a shell

[June 23, the 302nd day of Tianxiu's departure]

Tianxiu, I'm so happy, the Mantianxing series I designed with Jing Jing was selected by Dragon Cloud, I'm really happy, I really want to share my happiness with you.

It's so nice to be quiet, I just casually said that if you were in the United States, you could see clothes with a starry pattern.

As a result, she quietly closed her private studio and went to Longyun Group to apply for a job as a fashion designer.

She was really nice to me, and I was so ignorant when I thought I misunderstood you and him at the beginning.

[July 11th, the 320th day of Tianxiu's departure]

Yesterday, Longyun Group announced its official entry into the U.S. market, and at the press conference, the reporter re-mentioned that you bought a diamond ring in early March to give it to your French fiancée.

In fact, I had already seen that news in March, and I had seen it a long time ago, but no one knew that during this time, I used almost all the energy of my body to deceive myself.

No one knows how much pain and struggle is hidden in my heart.

I know I can't afford to lose you.

Tianxiu, please, it's okay for you to come back, I can't hold it anymore.

[July 17th, the 326th day of Tianxiu's departure]

Tianxiu, the day before yesterday was Zilong's birthday, he actually confessed to me that he liked me, I rejected him, I think I am really good or bad, in fact, I have been in Zilong's house for 10 months, I can't see how good he is to me, I just keep avoiding pretending to be stupid.

For me, it has taken all my strength and courage to live with pain, and to brew a strong enough desire to pursue happiness is simply a luxury that is difficult to consume.

Tianxiu, if you leave these days, I may not be able to last without Zilong, I am very grateful to Zilong, but I also know that gratitude does not mean love, I can't give him any hope, maybe I should resign and stay away from him, so that it will not cause him misunderstanding again.

[September 29th, the 400th day of Tianxiu's departure]

Tianxiu, I stayed in the hospital for more than two months during this time.

The doctor said I had PTSD and I really didn't want to think about those painful memories anymore.

When I regained consciousness and came to my senses, I was hoping that your departure was a dream.

I don't know where you are, how are you doing?

I really miss you, Tianxiu, you know?

Why haven't you come back, have you missed me?

……

When Tianxiu saw this, his heart was even more uncomfortable.

He reached out and touched Ruoyu's cheek beside him, and then said softly:

"Cat, you know, I missed you more than anyone else at that time, and if it weren't for thinking about you all the time in my heart during those hellish days, I would have died hundreds of times."

[January 7th, the 500th day of Tianxiu's departure]

Tianxiu, it's been 500 days, it's been 500 days since you left, I miss you very much, it's the kind of longing that can't be solved by looking at the photos, I really want to hug you. I want to talk with more like-minded people about "Billions of Favorite Wives: Who Can Know Lovesickness", WeChat pays attention to "Excellent Reading Literature", chats about life, and looks for confidants~