Chapter 41: The Dream of the Scars 5
Fan Jie tried hard to support his body, slowly turned to the iris, buried his head for a long time, and then mustered up the courage to look at the iris affectionately, for this moment, he really worked hard for a long time.
"Hey, Iris, long time no see. My name is Fan Jie, also known as Wuji. Before I met you, I was very wooden, I didn't understand the feeling of love, I didn't understand the joy of life. I am so happy to meet you, I understand the feeling of love, and I understand the meaning of the rest of my life. Iris, I was wrong, I mistook the love you gave me as an excuse for my own personal gain. Iris, I was wrong, I made the mistake of telling you too much of a promise but not keeping it; Iris, I was wrong, I made the mistake of thinking too fragile for you. Iris, I don't want to say I'm sorry to you, and I don't want to beg you to forgive me. I want to thank you, thank you for the warmth you bring me, thank you for the joy you bring me, thank you for the happiness you bring me. I am a god, a pharmacist, my identity can't give you a future, my spiritual power can't protect your safety, and my medical skills can't save your heart. I felt like a good-for-nothing fucker. Iris, this is angelica, is your favorite herb. If you go back in time, I want me to be your true 'Angelica' home...... Iris, a home, the two of us, breakfast, lunch and dinner, embracing each other in spring, summer, autumn and winter, and accompanying each other from generation to generation, these commitments are what I want to fulfill the most, but...... Iris, I love you, the sea is dry and rotten, and it is eternal and unchanged. Silly girl, farewell! Please remember, I love you......"
Fan Jie looked at the iris and said it seriously. Tears blurred his eyes. These words had been pressed on his heart for too long, and now he felt easy to say them.
Picking up the short knife, he stabbed himself in the heart, but the concubine used her spiritual power to knock him off, and then turned her head to look at the iris.
Hearing this, Iris did nothing but watch quietly and listened quietly. Seeing that Fan Jie was about to commit suicide, tears fell quietly from the corners of his eyes, and his hands let go of the rope of the swing. Fortunately, the sister-in-law understood herself and knocked out the knife.
She shook her head and waved her hand. The picture disappeared, and so did Fan Jie. The nightmare bell rang, disturbing people's hearts with inexplicable tension.
"Iris, what's wrong with you?"
"Thank you, thank you, sister-in-law," Iris said softly, still reluctant to let him die.
"If I don't save him, you'll have to break the rules and save yourself, right? Iris, you still love him? ”
"Son-in-law, I'm running out of time. Let's go, isn't it time to make a choice? I urged my sister-in-law, and I didn't want to answer her question. Still in love? Maybe it's still hating.
"Iris, since I still love it. Why don't you forgive Fan Jie and Traceless? To this day, no one can blame anyone."
"Son-in-law, I don't blame anyone, so I can't forgive anyone...... Yes, I still love him, I just want to see him now" The tears in Iris's eyes finally burst out of her eyes.
"Good"
The concubine nodded, took the iris's hand and jumped off the swing. When Iris's feet felt like they were on the ground, she noticed that her surroundings had become dark, and there was a heavy atmosphere in the air, which suppressed her heart and made her feel overwhelmed.
"Don't be afraid, hold my hand"
The concubine comforted the iris, and with a flick of her hand, the purple spiritual power turned into a spirit and illuminated the darkness. It gives some relief to the dreary atmosphere.
Alas, every time I come here, even I feel uncomfortable, the nightmare old ghost said, this is an ordeal, it is a heart lock. People who have something in their hearts will feel more deeply, this is to remind them to choose the door lock seriously and be a single-minded key.
The sister-in-law walked all the way with the irises, and the spiritual power illuminated them all the way. Walking through this gloomy place, Iris found that her eyes were open. This is the place where she and Fan Jie used to come to collect medicine, and they are too familiar with it.
"Son-in-law, what is this?" Iris wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked at it with a smile.
"Iris, I really can only send it here. I'll leave the rest to you" Auntie hugged the iris, silly girl, I can only do it for you.
Iris nodded heavily, the woman had done too much for herself, and she should walk the rest of the way by herself.
She let go of her and slowly flew to the opposite side of the iris, watching quietly.
"Iris, welcome to the Nightmare Divine Land. Yes, as the sister-in-law's sister, I didn't lose the face of our nightmare family" An echo sounded, which inexplicably weighed on Iris's heart very heavy.
"Thank you. I'd like to meet him, okay? ”
"Haha, don't worry. Please look at this"
Suddenly, a green spirit bead appeared in front of the iris, shining brightly.
"This medicine spirit was given to her by Wuji. Sister-in-law, how do you deal with it? The old man of nightmares asked.
"Iris, this medicine spirit is the most precious thing of the divine medicine master, just like life. It might save your life, I'm a nightmare, I don't need this thing. So, this is for you, it can be regarded as a last gift for you" The concubine looked at the iris and used her spiritual power to move the medicine spirit in front of the iris. This, I believe that iris must be useful.
"Thank you, Son-in-law. I need this gift very much" Reaching out to hold the medicine spirit, Iris looked up at the concubine in the distance, in this life, her greatest luck is to get the love and trust of the concubine.
"Alright. Solved the issue. So, Iris, let me tell you about the rules of this game."
"Good"
"Iris, a game in the real world, you can afford to block it, go on, and if you can't afford to gamble, you will leave the game early. In this nightmare land, since you have come to gamble, there is no way back, do you understand? The old man said seriously, this is a road, only the end.
"Don't worry, I'll hold out until the end," Iris said loudly, looking for the direction of the voice. Until now, there is no turning back.
Hear her answer in the affirmative. The nightmare old man's voice slowly sounded, "Yes, there is no way back when you come here, and it may be light or dark to move forward, but I believe that at least you will have no regrets"
"Yes"
"Alright, Iris, in a moment there will be two doors in front of you, and on the right side of the door will hang the key. You can open the door, and as long as you walk in and choose whoever is going to die. I'll give you a stick of incense, you don't have any spiritual sense, so after the time, you and him will be wiped out. Do you accept it? ”
"Okay, I'll accept it" Iris clenched the medicine spirit bead in his hand, and he already had the answer in his heart, so why not be afraid of the choice.
"Sister-in-law, let's order incense" said that the surrounding environment had changed again, and it was so dark that it was frightening. But then a purple light shone on the irise, wearing a pink dress, under this beam, she looked extraordinarily beautiful and beautiful, but it also became more and more distressing, where she stood alone, she always looked very lonely.
She hesitated for a moment and looked at Iris, who nodded at her, signaling her to rest assured. sighed lightly, and had to use his spiritual power to wave, and there was a yellow light in front of the iris, and in that light was a pillar of incense, which was lit red.
Instantly, the tight door revolves around the iris, and a picture appears on the door, and the characters in the picture make sounds......
"Iris, don't touch this herb, it's very precious"
"Iris, wake up, it's cold here, why are you asleep here, stupid"
"Iris, come and taste this...... Eat slowly, haha"
"Iris, I will live up to you in this life"
"All I want is your flower"
"Iris, one house, two people, three meals, four seasons, life and life, I only have you"
“……”
Iris's eyes were filled with tears, these pictures, these words, were all the morning and twilight of her and Fan Jie, these memories buried in the bottom of her heart that she didn't dare to turn out, touched the defense line in her heart, and she still couldn't let go.
Looking back, I don't want to see that. But as soon as she turned around, her tears kept flowing.
"Madam, don't wait for me so late, your body is very important"
"Iris, come, drink more porridge, this is what I carefully cooked for you"
"Madam, it's good if we have a child in the future, and we will have someone to accompany you"
"Madam, I will be your heaven in the future, and I will give you a stable home"
"Iris, isn't it good to be an obedient pawn?"
"Iris, I'm ruthless, haha, it's all forced by you, it's all forced by you"
“……”
Looking at these, Iris's heart hurt even more, all the faces on the screen were replaced with traceless real faces, these warmth turned into mockery, once she thought that there was no Fan Jie, and when she met without a trace, it was God's mercy and God's favor, but she didn't expect it to be punishment.
Looking at the iris squatting on the ground in pain, the concubine told herself, this is fate, you have been sent to the terminal. The rest of the way is her own, you can't help it, and don't try to help her.
"Iris, this is angelica"
"Madame, eat this, the best roast duck."
"Iris, don't be naughty, this medicine is very expensive"
"Madame, don't go to bed any later"
"Iris ......"
"Madame......"
“……”
"Ahh I don't want to listen to it anymore, I don't want to watch it anymore" Iris covered her ears and shouted, so tired, this life, really tired.
She sat down slowly, hugged herself tightly with both hands, and cried aggrievedly. After a while, I looked up in the haze of tears and saw the incense that was constantly burning.
Iris struggled to stand up, wiped away her tears, and took a deep breath to calm herself. Two doors revolve around her, one with her and Fan Jie's past, and the other with her and Traceless.
Suddenly, the second gate slowly stopped, stopping to the left and right of the iris. There was a large black lock on the door, and the golden key next to the door shone with colorful light.
"Remember, Iris, whoever you open will accompany you to death, of course, you can also choose the rest of the people to stay" The nightmare old man reminded him, this little girl is really pitiful, I can't love it, I can't ask for it.
Hearing the old man's reminder, he looked at Fan Jie's door, and then looked at Traceless. Iris walked to Fan Jie's door tremblingly, thought about it, walked to the door without a trace, opened his lock, and opened the door, but never stepped in, but hid in front of the door, looking at the traceless.
The traceless in front of him was trapped by the nightmare vine, unable to move, he could only look at Iris blankly, his eyes were very calm, Iris would choose to die with him, maybe it was also happiness......
"Without a trace, I want you to die with me. There were no surprises."
"Iris, I have always felt that I exist in the dark, that is, an abandoned child who has no one to love and no one to feel sorry for. It wasn't until I had your company that I knew how to be warm. Freedom is my greatest wish, and it really started by using you. But since the day we got married, I swore that I would definitely give you a happy future, Iris, maybe I and Wuji were both wrong and missed the way to love you. ”
"Hehe, you are all too self-righteous, please stop saying love me, for my good, for our future, okay? The pain you have brought to me will never be erased," Iris said with a smile, why do the people she cares about love yourself like this, it's really tiring and tiring.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Iris" At this moment, the traceless eyes became clean, still so lazy, but there was no anger.
Iris took a handkerchief to wipe the blood stains and ashes off Wuji's face, this is the person next to her pillow, the person she once tried to love, and even wanted to have a child for him, but the reality is really cruel.
"Traceless, thank you. It was in my life when I was most helpless and lonely. Whether or not you have carefully arranged it, I have very unforgettable memories with you. Over the years, thank you for giving me a home and a stable life. Didn't you say, a day of husband and wife? There is no trace, there is nothing wrong with wanting to be free, but freedom depends on yourself, God is unfair, give you such a life, there are misfortunes but also luck, you are very smart, even if you are hidden in the dark, you can shine. At this point, no one is right or wrong, I just hope that in the next life, you can be free, you can live in a down-to-earth and happy way. I'm leaving, without a trace, I just want to remember the good things between us, and so do you, you know? ”
"Iris, I'm sorry for you, I'm taking advantage of you. But I just want to tell you that I love you...... Only now, I don't know what I want, Iris, I must find it first in the next life, even if it is a lot of hardship, I will give you a home again, are you willing to marry me again? Traceless looked at the iris blankly, he was really stupid, he had been freed and happy, but he destroyed it himself.
"Without a trace, in the next life, you don't look for me, and I won't show up. May we owe nothing more. From then on, each has a destiny. "I really feel too tired, no trace is actually good, but I still don't love him.
"Hehe, Iris, won't you even give me a chance in the next life? Why? Why? Where can I compare to Boundless" Traceless was furious, why couldn't Iris give himself a chance.
Iris leaned up and kissed the traceless cheek, "Fool, you are very good, others can only be the driving force that makes you excellent." You know? Take care of yourself."
"Iris, Iris, what do you want to do? Do? Looking at the appearance of Iris, Traceless suddenly realized, he didn't want it, he didn't want it.
"Traceless, this is what Fan Jie and I owe you. Thank you for being in my life, and you must live well. ”
"No, I don't, Iris, don't, Iris" struggled without a trace, this was the freedom he had always wanted, but now he felt heavy. He couldn't accept it, but he couldn't move, so he could only watch like this.