Chapter 40: The Dream of the Scars 4

I thought things were going to go well, I thought I was going to be free. However, the gambling ring required too many things, too much spiritual power.

There is no way, by chance. I can only arrange for Traceless to cooperate with Wan Feng, Wu Ling Mountain is indeed a place with super spiritual energy, Wan Feng needs a Ling Mountain girl, and I only need Wu Ling Mountain.

However, this has become the thing I regret the most. Her sister Qianyu had an accident, but I didn't expect that Wan Feng's promise that I really like my sister-in-law was false, and now it hurts her. In the meantime, there must have been no trace to help do a lot, after all, Wuling Mountain is a heavenly powerhouse.

This disrupted my plans. It was my greed, it was I who prompted the greed of the Traceless, and I found that I could not restrain his appearance more and more. Things are starting to deviate from the original intention, and the number of people affected is slowly increasing, what should I do? How?

"Fan Jie, you go and save your concubine, go and ask the Emperor for mercy, okay?" She cried and shouted, and I knew it was the most important person in her heart.

"Iris, I can't save it, you can't save it" I can't do it, I can't stop, for the sake of Iris, for the future, I really can't do anything.

"Fan Jie, you don't want to save her, I beg you, take me to the Punishment Polar Region, I'll save her, okay?" She took my hand and said helplessly.

"No, where we can't go"

"You, she is my family, even if it is a sea of swords and fires, I have to go, I can't just watch her leave"

"Iris, I know. But I still can't take you there."

"Okay, you're afraid, I'm not afraid. You don't take me, I'll find it myself," she said, turning to leave.

I couldn't put her in danger, let alone let my plan breed an accident, so I had to use the medicine spirit to hit the iris, and there was a misty fragrance in the spiritual power.

"Fan, Fan Jie, you" she slowly fell. I reached out and grabbed her and hugged her to the bed, "Iris, you can sleep well." Don't blame me for being ruthless, I'm doing this for you and for our happiness. ”

I still went to find my sister's master and added elixir to my sister's spirit bead, so that I could give Qian's sister a glimmer of life, and I was sorry for him, so I shouldn't have looked for Wan Feng, and I shouldn't have let him join forces with Wuji. But there is only so much I can do for Iris, atone for myself, and the rest can only rely on my own life.

The spiritual power required for gambling spells is getting bigger and bigger, and the spiritual energy of the Soul Mountain is no longer due to the departure of the thousand concubines, so the best way is to change places. Change to a place that will not let her get hurt and can make us happy, and that is Osan Town.

However, I never expected that fate would make people. Because of himself, he caused Qianji's wife to be punished and changed his plan. In the end, because he didn't control Traceless, he also framed Iris in the heavenly court.

caused her to resign from her immortal position and go to Wushan Town to guard the spirit. It was also at this time that my sister-in-law's master found me, and he shook his head and looked at me seriously.

"Fan Jie, I know that you are a twin son, this is a fate that cannot be changed"

"Why do you say that?"

"You are the body of the gods, the things of the demon world, don't move. For the sake of you saving your sister-in-law, who is the future husband of Iris, I kindly remind you. It's too late to stop now. ”

"Will you denounce me to the Emperor? At this point, I can't go back, I want to be myself, I do this for Iris, for the sake of no trace."

Master Sister-in-law smiled, "Fan Jie, I won't denounce you, it's not my responsibility." There are moments when everything is reined in, no matter who you are, you can't escape your selfish heart, don't use the slogan of kindness to exchange your selfish desires"

With that, he left. I sat alone on the ground and thought about it for a long, long time, yes, it was me who was too selfish, it was my fault, it was my fault......

The second day after she was punished, she was slandered without a trace, she came to the medicine pavilion when she was about to leave, and when I saw her appearance, I happily ran over and hugged her, fortunately, she chose to come back, but ......

"Fan Jie, I love and believe in two people the most in my life, one is my sister-in-law and the other is you. However, the one I taught me to love is punished and his life and death are uncertain. Let the person I love be for power and profit, cold and ruthless. It's ridiculous, hehe, it's ridiculous" She broke away from my embrace and looked at me coldly.

"Iris, believe it or not, I never broke that promise, I love and hurt you the most" I tried to tell her that I really loved and loved her.

"Haha, Fan Jie. The person you love the most is yourself, the family you promised didn't have me, the two people didn't have me, the three meals didn't have me, the four seasons didn't have me, and the life didn't have me. I'm not your 'Angelica' either, haha, Fan Jie, you're still too cowardly after all. ”

"Do you just not believe me?"

"Believe, if you don't save my concubine in order to protect me, I can trust you. However, you slandered my concubine in front of the Emperor of Heaven, slandered me, and even ruined my Lingshan and ruined my home, you taught me how to convince myself to believe in you You say, ah, say," Iris said hoarsely, his eyes full of sadness and hatred.

...... "I suddenly felt that I couldn't say anything, indeed, it was my cowardice, it was my selfishness, I ruined this happiness with my own hands, and I was not qualified to justify."

"I can't say it, right? I thought that the promise of a lifetime and a couple would not change, but I didn't expect that in the face of life and power, it was still so vulnerable. Fan Jie, I can't kill you now, but remember. In the future, we will meet again, I will kill you," she said, and she turned to leave.

I just watched quietly, tears drenching my eyes. I was so scared that I didn't even dare to reach out and hold on. I know that from this moment on, I have completely lost her, so what is the meaning of my future?

I'll never forget the way she looked when she turned away. At that moment, there was hatred in her clear eyes, hatred. The girl I guarded, but I changed.

During those days, whenever I woke up, I would find a place to drink, get drunk, and then crawl back to my room to sleep. This is the best way to numb yourself. If I could, I would like to leave it like this...... But one morning, the sun shone slightly into the room, I felt very warm, I woke up, and saw the iris in the vase blooming, with the sun, beautiful and sober.

"Nerd, this is the iris I planted with my own hands, and now I give it to you, let it be with you all the time"

"It's going to die one day, I still want you to have this one," I smiled and hugged her from behind.

"Idiot, this is what I let the flower spirit go, it can last for a long time" She tilted her head, very serious.

"No, I just want you as a flower"

"Well, I will always bloom for you."

"Here, give me one" I teased her.

"Don't" she broke free of her arms and ran away.

"Run, see if I catch up with you, how to clean up your ......"

"Ah...... Hahaha"

“……”

Here, there are too many stories of myself and Iris, who teaches herself to love, to be warm, and to be simple. Master Sister-in-law is right, it's never too late. I decided, don't go on like this, can't be so cowardly anymore, I'm going to find Iris, I'm going to stop all this.

However, when I came to Osan Town, I found out that Iris married to the traceless after the disguise, that kind of heartache is really unforgettable, it is all my own fault, what can I do? Hehe.

My heart was numb, and I couldn't even feel the pain anymore. Now what I have to do is to complete the final remedy, to protect Iris from hurting her, and to protect Wushan Town, and to hurry up to smash Traceless's plan and take him away.

Therefore, I opened Li Guilou in Wushan Town, helping people whose spiritual power was damaged, and I also insisted on sending osmanthus cake to Iris every day, which was her favorite pastry, and this was the last thing I could do for her.

These days, I think about it a lot, I find myself doing many, many wrongs, and I take my love for her to comfort my conscience. I thought it was love, but later I found out that it was selfishness.

Fortunately, the concubine survived and became a nightmare. I think I'll need her help to get back to square one. However, how long will I have to wait for her, and in the meantime, I have to control the situation.

I can't control the traceless, but I can do something to make up for it. So I didn't hesitate to waste my spiritual power to make osmanthus cakes to replenish the spiritual power of those who were hurt by the drunken building. In this way, it is also convenient for me to protect her. I never had the courage to meet her. Because I am not qualified, there is no reason.

Heaven still favored me and gave me a chance to mend my ways. I finally waited for my sister-in-law. In order to get her attention, I paid special attention to her son Haoyuan, and in order to make her suspicious of Wuji, I specially arranged a lot.

Indeed, my sister-in-law was very clever and it didn't take long to find me. The moment she came to me, it was when I decided I wanted to leave without a trace. I told her some truths, but not completely. I'm still selfish, I'm afraid she'll blame herself for giving up helping me, I'm afraid she'll think I'm not worthy of iris when she finds out. I guess I'd better leave something nice for Iris, and I don't want her to be hit again.

However, things still came to an end, to the place I didn't dare to think of, I decided, I had to face myself, looking at her lying in my arms, I wanted to be the nerd she knew at the beginning, and become her angelica.

This is my dream, it is my memory, it is my heart, and it is the self I dare not face the most.

The image suddenly vanished, and a thousand words filled the air. The concubine shook her head helplessly, Fan Jie, why did you know now? With a slight wave of his sleeves, the purple spiritual power emitted a dazzling light, and in front of them, the picture of Fan Jie appeared again.

Fan Jie knelt down and looked at Traceless, "Traceless, I'm sorry." My brother has not fulfilled his responsibilities in this life, and he has not experienced your loneliness. I'm the one who has single-handedly pushed you to this point, and I know that I have no right to accuse you, because I'm even more ruthless than you. Without a trace, we are twins, the closest brothers, and the ones who can feel each other the most. Until now, I have realized that we brothers should be grateful for this gift given by fate, and we should face it optimistically and calmly, perhaps, we can all reap happiness now. Without a trace, in the next life, I will definitely no longer occupy this body, and I will definitely beg you to have a future day and night. Without a trace, my brother sincerely said to you: Brother, I'm sorry, please forgive my brother"

Saying that, Fan Jie used his spiritual power to conjure up a short knife in his hand, and slammed it into his thigh, and the blood immediately flowed out, staining his white cloth shirt red. Seeing this, Wuxian closed his eyes, perhaps, relatives not only need to be tolerant, but also need to communicate.

Then Fan Jie turned around and knelt towards his sister-in-law, "Sister-in-law, I'm sorry." I shouldn't have promised Wan Feng that he wouldn't harm you. I hurt you and indirectly hurt you. In the end, it didn't save you, but took advantage of you. I know you've always understood it all. But you still choose to believe in this friendship for the sake of this friendship. Thank you for loving iris so much. Thank you for helping me so much. I don't have an afterlife, and I don't know how to repay you, and now I can't use the medicine spirit anymore, so the medicine spirit will be left to you. I'm sorry, I beg your pardon."

Saying that, Fan Jie used the short knife transformed into spiritual power to stab the other thigh, his face began to turn pale, and the blood that flowed out was shockingly red. The concubine looked at him quietly, this knife was indeed owed by Fan Jie, and from this moment on, they did not owe each other.