Su Xiaoran walked back to work casually, she sat down, her expression was a little dazed, but despite this, she was still able to deal with her emotions and would not bring them to work.

Well, forget about it.

Su Xiaoran turned on the computer, opened her eyelids and looked at the dense text on the computer, her fingers moved quickly on the keyboard, only work could save her heart from almost collapse.

"Su Xiaoran?"

May began to speak again, and Su Xiaoran muttered softly, without turning her head.

"I just saw you and Qiao Xiaoyan eating together, what's the matter?" May's gossip desire was hooked, and it was impossible to let Su Xiaoran go easily.

"It's nothing, it's just a coincidence. May, do you still have a job? Bring it and I'll do it for you. ”

Su Xiaoran finally stopped and turned her head to look at May. May is a little flattered, Su Xiaoran is now the chairman's girlfriend, how honored is she to take the initiative to help herself?

"I think it's better to forget it...... How dare I ask you to help me. May smiled, looking as cute as Qiqi.

Su Xiaoran looked at the documents piled up on her desk, and took them over without saying a word, "I've done all this for you, you can go back early after work at night, I heard that you have a boyfriend, you must not have time to work, right?" ”

"Aren't you the same? Could it be that the chairman is working overtime tonight, and you want to wait for him to be with you? ”

"Sort of!" Su Xiaoran shrugged, not wanting to explain more, nor wanting to arouse the suspicion of others.

Her words blocked May's mouth and found her a staircase to go down. "Then you're welcome, anyway, you're in love when you work overtime, so I have to go back! Now think about it, how good it is for two people to work in the same company, you can come to work together in the morning, and make an appointment to go back together in the evening, how romantic! ”

May fell into a reverie again, Su Xiaoran's eyes returned to the computer screen, and her fingers moved quickly, about what May said, she used to think it was good, but now.

She suddenly felt that it was too uncomfortable for two people to be together all the time, and if she didn't want the other party to see her sadness, she had to act everywhere, although it was very tiring.

Chen Xizhen never looked for her again, and when she was about to get off work, Su Xiaoran heard a commotion outside, although she didn't open her head to look, but she could tell what was going on from the voice.

It's a little dream, right?

It seems that it should be, Su Xiaoran clearly heard the soft voice of Xiaomeng in the translation department, followed by the commotion of everyone.

Most of the people in the company have never seen Xiaomeng, but this time they saw a person who looked exactly like Su Xiaoran, and they were all boiling in an instant.

"Let's go."

Xiaomeng was still greeting everyone warmly, Su Xiaoran heard an indifferent voice, and then the boiling sound became farther and farther away, and the crowd seemed to move like the door.

Su Xiaoran is still staring at the computer for high-intensity work, she can convince herself not to go out to confront her face-to-face, and she can also convince herself not to be sad.

Deceive oneself as well as others.

May, who was packing up her things and preparing to go home, finally understood the reason why Su Xiaoran took the initiative to ask for overtime, she looked at Su Xiaoran, who had been in the same posture all afternoon, and asked cautiously:

"Su Xiaoran, you ...... Is it really okay? I mean, I can save my work for tomorrow. ”

"It's okay, you can go back."

Su Xiaoran didn't even have time to take a look at May, and May sighed and left when she saw her so persistent.

Everyone left, it was just right to leave, who wants to bother themselves at this moment, Su Xiaoran thought so.

She didn't know how many documents she had translated in an afternoon, or how long she had been in this position, the only thing she knew was that the person she loved, Chenxi, had just left her eyes.

Don't blame him, Su Xiaoran knew that it was Xiaomeng's reason, if it were her, she might do the same, but, just inexplicably, she suddenly felt that this love came so hard, so difficult, she just wanted to use work to anesthetize herself now.

……

"Honey grapefruit tea, no ice, crazy roasted wings, you haven't eaten yet, have you?"

A large bag of fragrant things suddenly fell on the table, and a voice that had been in his memory for a long time came, and Su Xiaoran raised his head in surprise and saw Ji Ren.

Ji Ren, a person whose ghost does not go away, made her spend her entire youth to heal, but she will never be able to hate.

"How did you get in?" Su Xiaoran was sure that there was hostility in her tone.

She stopped what she was holding and looked around warily: there was no one left.

"I'm here to bring you something, it's all your favorite food." Ji Ren is wearing a white sweater today, a khaki slim trouser underneath, and his hair is cut short, looking sunny and healthy.

But, no matter what, he is no longer Su Xiaoran's Ji Ren.

"Thanks, take it, I don't need it."

Su Xiaoran said and began to pack up her things. She knew that as soon as Ji Ren appeared, she would not want to continue to work with peace of mind.

"You're still rejecting me like you're seeing someone you hate." Kiren seemed to be talking to himself.

Su Xiaoran put the things in her bag, stood up, and reached the position of Ji Ren's chin. "That's right, I'm just rejecting you, so please stay away from me."

"I apologize for what happened last time."

Su Xiaoran had just taken two steps forward, and Ji Ren suddenly said. She stopped, but didn't look back. "Ji Ren, whether you apologize, repent, or pursue me again, these are not enough to make me fall in love with you again. In this life, I can only love you once, and the deadline has run out. ”

Perhaps it was the effect of sadness that accelerated Su Xiaoran's pace, and she felt that she was unprecedentedly heroic and decisive. She doesn't want to break the thread, she doesn't want to be entangled.

That's right, she blamed Chenxi a little, blaming him for not cleaning up and messing up.

Ji Ren still chased out, "Don't you want to know why I'm here?" It was Qiao Xiaoyan, she told me that there was a problem between you and Chenxi, so I came. Su Xiaoran, I said that as long as there is still a little possibility between us, I will not give up. ”

Ji Ren's voice chased after him to the door of the company, and a cold wind came, and Su Xiaoran shivered, which could make her sober up somewhat.

"If you don't give up, I've given up. A slap doesn't make a sound, Ji Ren, stop being sentimental, and don't try to deceive me anymore, I am no longer the Su Xiaoran who will obey you in the past. Do you know what makes me feel all about you? It's Hansia, Hansia, she told me that during the four years of college, in the only four years that I thought I was you, you, when you said to me that you love me, while dominating Hansia's body, is this the case? Is it true that for you, emotions and bodies can really be separated? Ji Ren, just when I look away, so please stay away from me and don't make me sick anymore. ”

The function of memory is that it allows you to remember and at the same time can also stab you all the time, Su Xiaoran thinks that she is no longer aware of Ji Ren, but whenever she thinks of those stupid and simple four years, she still feels heartbroken.

Deception is one of the most unforgivable things in the world.

Ji Ren was stunned, Su Xiaoran's words really surprised him, and when he finally came to his senses, he saw that Su Xiaoran had already gone away, so he desperately chased after him, he knew that if he didn't chase at this moment, he would lose the opportunity to get her forever.

So really caught up.

Perhaps because of anger and fear, Ji Ren actually pulled Su Xiaoran's arm hard, not caring if she hurt or not.

"Do you think I'm willing? Do you think I like it? Su Xiaoran, I am not a saint, I can clean myself for a person to such an extent. Yes, I did have an affair with Hansia, but whose fault is it? It's you! It's you who keep you from touching me, it's you who always push me away and say it's good for me. I'm a man, Hancia volunteered, and there is no man in the world who can refuse something delivered to his door, especially when he can't be comforted by his beloved. Even if I was wrong about the past, I never loved Hansya, and I never fell in love with any woman, except for you, isn't that enough? ”

Su Xiaoran heard the sound of heartbreak.

Love?

At the moment, she just wants to laugh, laugh at ease, laugh at all the infatuated resentful women in this world.

"I beg you, don't say the word 'love' in front of me, I'm disgusting."

Su Xiaoran ran into the traffic again, but this time, she didn't lose her mind so much that she forgot her safety, she paid attention to every passing car, avoided them, ran to the other side of the road, and under the light of the street lights and Ji Ren's gaze, she beckoned into the taxi and drove away.

"Beauty, did you quarrel with your boyfriend?"

The taxi driver looked at Su Xiaoran's ugly face through the rearview mirror and asked kindly.

"Nope." Su Xiaoran leaned her head against the window of the car, looking at the colorful night and a little starlight.

"There is no best, don't look at my little car, there are a lot of people in my car every day, what kind of people, what kind of things they are going through, I can see at a glance."

The driver was a little proud, and Su Xiaoran laughed softly, taking it as a response.

She remembers that on the day she went to Kihito's wedding, she also met a funny taxi driver, at that time, she wore Kihito's favorite lilac dress, and went with all the courage in her life just to witness Kihito's happiness.

But she was regarded as a person who went on a blind date, but she met Chenxi at the wedding.

Perhaps, everything was already predestined; Perhaps, forgetting is the best place to start.