Chapter 213: Don't do what you don't want to do
Just a millimeter away, the knife in Xiaomeng's hand was inserted into her neck.
Chenxi's hand clenched the blade tightly, and blood dripped down his palm and fell to the ground, merging with Xiaomeng's tears.
"You're crazy."
Chen Xi looked at a shallow scratch on Xiao Meng's neck, his tone floated in mid-air, and he quickly snatched the knife that was sharp enough to pierce Xiao Meng's neck and threw it on the ground.
Xiaomeng seemed to be frightened, staring at a pair of big eyes and trembling, she looked at Chenxi tremblingly, and finally came to her senses after a while, and suddenly threw herself into his arms.
Crying sadly, Xiaomeng's whole body was trembling, Chenxi was already numb, he felt that his arms were cold and cold, and he also felt that his heart was falling into the abyss step by step.
After a long time, Chenxi's hands were numb, the moonlight was getting colder and colder, Chenxi knew that twelve o'clock had passed, at this moment, what was Su Xiaoran doing?
……
A long and boundless night.
Su Xiaoran actually fell asleep, and the moment she woke up and opened her eyes, an inexplicable feeling came to her heart.
For the first time, she never lost sleep for anyone or anything. She thought she had done enough to love herself.
She made her own breakfast, listened to soothing soft music, and after eating breakfast, she deliberately dressed up and went out.
Sitting on the crowded bus, Su Xiaoran took out his earbuds to listen to the radio as usual. Over the years, she has been working as a translator and has listened to the BBC every morning.
When she came to the company, Su Xiaoran walked into the company calmly in high heels, she nodded to everyone she knew, and then came to the translation department, sat in her position and prepared to start the day's work.
"Su Xiaoran, Manager Wang can't find it."
Su Xiaoran looked up and saw that it was actually Geo who she hadn't seen for a long time, she had become much more mature than before, and the right makeup looked very comfortable.
"I'll go right away."
Su Xiaoran nodded and smiled, waiting for an opportunity to approach her: "I really didn't expect you to come back." ”
"But I'm still back, and I have time to have a meal together?" Su Xiaoran had already gotten up, and Geo smiled, as if he didn't want to get too close to her: "Forget it, we're not the same people." ”
After saying that, he walked away. Su Xiaoran looked at her back and pondered for a while, and then came to the door of Wang Wei's office and knocked on the door to enter.
"Manager Wang, you are looking for me."
Su Xiaoran stood with a smile on his face.
"Oh, you...... Come on? Welcome back. ”
Wang Wei smiled, got up from the chair, and stretched out his hand to take the initiative to shake hands with Su Xiaoran. Su Xiaoran took two steps back, "There are many people, you are your honest boss, and I am my good employee, so it's fine." ”
"Huh."
An embarrassed smile stayed on Wang Wei's face.
"I'm surprised you're back."
"It's good to be surprised, but it's not good to be frightened."
"Look at what you said, we used to be allies, how could we be frightened. But let me tell you, Lia has been a lot more honest lately, you can think of another way to get her out completely, which is good for you and me. ”
"Manager Wang, I don't understand what you're talking about, Lia is doing a good job, why don't you want her?"
Su Xiaoran smiled and looked directly into Wang Wei's eyes without fear.
"I didn't expect you to say that."
Wang Wei sat back in his chair, his face regaining his majesty, "Su Xiaoran, what do you want to do when you come back this time?" ”
"Work, support your family."
……
Wang Wei knew that he could no longer say anything from Su Xiaoran, so he simply darkened his face: "You go out!" ”
Walking out of Wang Wei's office, Su Xiaoran suddenly felt dizzy, she leaned against the door and closed her eyes for a while, and then heard Qiao Xiaoyan's voice in the dark.
"Su Xiaoran? How did you end up here? ”
Su Xiaoran barely opened his eyes, but saw Qiao Xiaoyan standing with Chenxi, and the two seemed to have just come back from outside.
Chenxi. Why is Chenxi's face so haggard?
Su Xiaoran strengthened his spirits, stood up straight, and said, "Good morning!" ”
"Early. Chenxi, let's go up, shall we? ”
Qiao Xiaoyan turned around and asked for Chenxi's opinion.
Su Xiaoran was also waiting for Chenxi's reaction, but Chenxi really took a step and walked towards the elevator.
"Goodbye!"
Qiao Xiaoyan turned his head and looked at Su Xiaoran with a smile.
And just like that, watch them disappear little by little.
I lost contact one night, I didn't answer the phone, there was no explanation, and now I met without any explanation and incomprehensible indifference.
This kind of thing can only be done by Chenxi.
It doesn't seem like the first time this has happened.
Su Xiaoran admired her courage, she didn't catch up, be sad or shed tears, but turned around and immediately threw herself into work again.
A whole morning passed, Qiao Xiaoyan did not come out of Chenxi's office, and when it was time for dinner, Su Xiaoran packed his things and planned to go to the neighborhood alone for a cup of coffee.
She took her bag, walked out of the translation department, and walked directly to the door of the company.
"Xiao Ran!"
Hearing the shouts behind him, Su Xiaoran turned around and saw Qiao Xiaoyan walking briskly towards him.
Su Xiaoran stopped and waited for her.
"Going to lunch? I didn't eat either, right? ”
"Aren't you with Chairman Chen?"
"He! He'll have a date later...... Xiao Ran, I'm sorry, am I talking too much? ”
Qiao Xiaoyan covered his mouth and asked.
Su Xiaoran pursed her lips and smiled, "What's the matter?" Aren't you going to eat? Let's go, together. ”
As he spoke, he strode forward.
Qiao Xiaoyan was stunned, but quickly followed.
In the coffee shop, Su Xiaoran ordered a small piece of cake, plus a cup of Blue Mountain, then looked at Qiao Xiaoyan and said, "I'm sorry, I have limited time at noon, everything is simple, you won't feel wronged, right?" ”
"How could it be, it just so happened that I lost weight."
Qiao Xiaoyan ordered something exactly the same as Su Xiaoran, and the two sat facing each other, Su Xiaoran began to eat with relish, seemingly unaffected by what happened just now.
Qiao Xiaoyan stirred the coffee in his hand, carefully observed Su Xiaoran, and asked for a while before asking, "That, you are with Chenxi now...... How's it going? ”
"That's good." Su Xiaoran barely looked up.
"Oh."
"But how did I hear about it...... Chenxi and Xiaomeng...... Reconciled again? ”
Su Xiaoran paused as he bit the cake, and then took a sip of coffee, his face calm. "Yes."
"It should be, Xiaomeng committed suicide for Chenxi, and the news has come from the company, why don't you know?"
Su Xiaoran's heart paused, she really didn't know that she was too devoted to work today, and she only sat in her position all morning. However, the eyes of those people in the company looking at her were strange, she didn't pay attention at the time, thinking that it was because she had just returned to the company, but now it seems that ...... No?
Although she felt a little uncomfortable, Su Xiaoran continued to eat. Qiao Xiaoyan saw it, but he only secretly measured it in his heart, and did not make further plans.
"I'm done eating, what about you?"
In ten minutes, Su Xiaoran finished eating, wiped his mouth with a tissue, looked at Qiao Xiaoyan and asked.
The things in front of Qiao Xiaoyan didn't move at all, Su Xiaoran smiled, "I shouldn't have asked you to come to eat with me in the future, I'm more casual, so I said that you definitely can't get used to it." If it's okay, I'll go back to the office. ”
"You wait!"
As soon as Su Xiaoran got up, Qiao Xiaoyan called.
"What, what's the matter?"
"Don't you care about Chenxi and Xiaomeng? And I've heard...... You and Little Dream ...... Your relationship ......"
"That's none of your business, is it?"
"Xiaoyan, do you think you have wasted too much time on me, if you like Chenxi, you can fight for it yourself, fair competition, you say this to me, it has not changed your position in Chenxi's mind, do you say yes?"
Su Xiaoran chuckled and left calmly.
Qiao Xiaoyan didn't expect that after only a few days of hard work, how could Su Xiaoran become like this?
Walking on the winter streets, Su Xiaoran was blowing the cold wind, and her mind fell into the cold wind little by little.
Xiaomeng committed suicide for Chenxi......
This sentence is still relatively new to her, and I have to admit that it is still lethal.
You can even take your life for a person, Su Xiaoran also had that impulse in her life, and that was when she knew that she was about to lose Ji Ren.
At that time, she completely lost her mind, and only Ji Ren was thinking about her, so she rushed into the traffic, and Teacher Hou became what she is now.
The feeling of being lost for a long time still retains Yu Wei, which always reminds her of what it means to be alive.
When Su Xiaoran returned to the company, she saw Chenxi standing at the door, as if waiting for her.
She slowed down, and now Chenxi was not a man she admired and loved for her, but a man who was willing to sacrifice his life for him.
Still walked in front of him, Su Xiaoran stopped and looked at him solemnly like he had met for the first time, but did not speak.
"I have a lot to say to you, but I don't know what to say or where to start."
"Then don't talk about it." Su Xiaoran stopped Chenxi's words and looked at him, as if he wanted to give him some kind of strength.
"As you said, when you don't want to do anything, don't force yourself. You can save it for later when you want to say it, and it doesn't matter if you don't have a chance to say it, I don't care. ”
Su Xiaoran finished the last sentence, then walked into the company, returned to his seat, stared blankly at the busy crowd around him, and then forced himself to lower his head and continue to work.
Chenxi was left cold like this, and Su Xiaoran's reaction caught him off guard, but he was also grateful.
He was grateful that she hadn't forced him to do anything in this chaotic time, and what he was most afraid of now was being forced by someone else, and that feeling suffocated him and made him want to escape.
After being stunned for a while, Chenxi took out his newly bought mobile phone, sent a text message to Qiqi, and sent her the current address of the second elder of the Su family.