[My 213 Life] 11: Panic C
I didn't understand my age and pretended to understand myself and made a choice, but when I reached the age where I should take it on my own, I started to blame others because of a crisis, but I didn't ask before, but others have said it many times, I have never listened carefully, there are no ifs in life, only choices and consequences, these wrong lives, maybe just one step, but I don't know how long it can affect.
If it was said that it was once a little more than nothing, a young and frivolous, or a pretending to be smart, then everything now is not only a bitter fruit, but also a kind of life growth about choices.
Sometimes, when there is a mistake in choosing the wrong choice, don't hesitate, make a decision when it's time to make a decision, life is too rushed, and hesitating all the time will only cast a layer of dust on life, although this will become a good memory when you are older, but it is definitely an unimaginable misery when you are young.
Although we all have an age of pretending to be forced, and we all love to say something very profound when we are young, beyond our age and even we don't understand it ourselves, but we admire that we are really TM geniuses, but maybe it only takes an afternoon, maybe a day later, or maybe the next stage of growth to overthrow these words, this is just an emotional catharsis at this age - without asking if the words are logical, and whether they are really different from the facts, just because of the synaptic heartstrings, it is enough.
However, this gloom buried in the depths of my heart began to emanate, recalling the past, I really understood that I was really reckless at that time, and I didn't understand personnel, but I had to bear all this, and I had to look away, since the problem came, escape is not the way, only to face it, to solve it.
But this kind of commitment, this kind of evil consequence that could have been avoided, has appeared, and it is only because of a momentary pretense, a momentary promise without thinking that it affects the present, and even the distant future.
Pretending to be forced is sometimes a witness to being alive, but sometimes it is also a witness to approaching tragedy. Now, after fading away from the childishness of a body and washing away the lead of a body, I found that everything is a teacher, how long and short life is, I just hope that I will not do anything wrong again, because there is a sky outside the sky, there are people outside the people, and everyone's opinion is very important; Don't let yourself have regrets and regrets in the future, because some mistakes, although not worth mentioning, but some mistakes can regret for life, and even suffer for a lifetime, so you must be cautious when making some major choices in life, don't make a decision casually, life can not be repeated, and if you are wrong, you will always be wrong.