Whether God chooses whether life is alive or dead according to his likes and dislikes is really curious to know this answer; Sometimes, it seems that the truth has been found, but often there is another truth hidden under this truth, and this hidden truth is often the most real truth, but it is rarely discovered; Sometimes, the truth is not heard by ears and seen by eyes, but by heart, with the eyes of the heart, but it is rarely known.

On a dark afternoon, I accidentally came across a small ditch, which was neither deep nor large, and even exposed silt; In this hydrosphere, aquatic weeds are overgrown, and in the uncovered areas of aquatic weeds, lazy tadpoles, water snails, wheat ear fish, and of course, some shy swimming fish that have not shown their heads and hide under the aquatic weeds.

Maybe it's because of our childlike innocence, maybe it's because we think the water is too shallow and it will dry up, or maybe it's because we've shown kindness and we take off our trouser legs and put our legs into this slightly muddy but infinitely vibrant water.

When the fish found out about the stranger's intrusion, they made a mess, and even the crucian carp hidden in the water and grass were scurrying around in alarm, and they were all afraid.

We take the water to the shore and pick up the crucian carp and put them in a small water bottle, which is their temporary new home, because then we take them to a nearby pool and release them.

In this rescue, we spared out a lot of large tadpoles and water snails, but we didn't care, because crucian carp was our target, not the larvae of toads and water snails with frequent tentacles, so they just jumped on the dry ground next to them, waiting for them to die.

In this self-conceived God's rescue, we caught 5 large crucian carp, which was a real surprise; These big crucian carp hide in the mud, as if adding a special layer of protection, but for our poor bombardment, even the crucian carp of thieves cannot escape, and we have to be caught ashore.

After our carpet sweep, this small ditch is basically no fish, in fact, there are no crucian carp, during which we have a lot of small fish, but we did not ask, because our attention is focused on the big crucian carp, we are checking whether there are still big fish that have slipped through the net, after checking that there are no omissions, we take away them in small water bottles, this feeling of being a "fish savior" is really good, because we do back to God.

For the small crucian carp, we really had to release, but for the big crucian carp, we took it home and raised it, but I didn't expect that 4 died overnight, only one was left to survive, at that time it was clear that it could be released together, but because the fish was a bit big, so I chose to raise it at home, in fact, there was a little bit of a meaning to eat, but I didn't expect to burp two pairs, and finally it was thrown away; For this only fish alive, we also released it in a hurry, and these two days will never be forgotten.

Now that we think about it, we don't have a good heart, just because of personal likes and dislikes, this is called partiality, the real kindness is to save all lives, not only to save what we like, and think that we are a "fish savior", in fact, we are just a greedy person with insatiable desires, this is not called kindness, this is called hypocrisy; In the rescue of the fish, a lot of lives were killed, and even a few big fish were killed, just for our so-called justice, the so-called help, which is called grass life; Then there was a heavy downpour, and this little ditch was filled with rainwater, and the lives in it were really saved, and if we didn't disturb this balance, maybe all life could be saved, and this is called not being disturbed; We really don't know if it's going to rain, in fact, we know that summer is the rainy season, but we still do it, it's not a good intention, it's a hypocrisy.

In the human world, how can it not be like this, it is obviously a sunny day, but he pretends to be generous and gives the white umbrella in his hand to others to use, but when it pours down, he secretly leaves first, and it doesn't help at all, how should others be grateful, and how should they be disgusted!

If our help is only within his ability or even a little effort for others, but we help and only help a little bit and leave, this is not kindness at all, but to make ourselves feel kind, just to comfort ourselves, to think that we are a good person.

I'm really afraid that one day, all my actions are just a hypocrisy, just a formality, just a gesture to get thanked by others, not a kind of kindness that really comes from the heart.

In this so-called rescue, we played the role of God, and we could have saved more, but we have harmed countless innocent lives because of our greed.

Perhaps there is a God who sees our material world as a small ditch, and he stands outside the ditch and decides the life or death of other species by his likes and dislikes.

If you think about it, it's really like today's human beings, who always think that they are a god, but forget that we who live in the city are also a link in the food chain, forgetting that it has always existed and has been weakly affecting everything about us.

In fact, we are no different from other species, they are all organic organisms composed of proteins, and the only difference is that we know good and evil, and have thoughts.

But if one day, people who claim to be God forget their own good and choose evil, then there will also be a real God who decides our life and death by virtue of his likes and dislikes, and this is another true truth hidden under the truth!

Note: The "we" in many places in this article refers to "me and my younger brother".