Yes, for her, the danger factor may not be much, but at this time, she is obviously absent-minded, so she is not worried about letting her boil water, don't tear down the house at that time.

If such an unfortunate thing really happens, she won't even have a place to live at that time, so let herself do this little thing, seeing that she is absent-minded, and she can't bear to let her do these things.

Lin Ya could see that she was not in a very good mood, and she had been thinking about something, but she just didn't know what she was thinking. I grew up with her, and I rarely saw her, and I had such a thoughtful look.

Because she has always felt that there is nothing that she can't overcome, she won't torture herself like this, and she will say anything. Her optimistic personality has always been what she wants to learn, and today she suddenly became like this, is it stimulated by something?

Seeing her like this, she is inevitably a little worried, no matter what, growing up with her also has feelings.

I don't, and the rest of my family really treats her as family. Over the years, they have been dependent on each other, and how can they not worry when they see her so abnormal today.

Shu Yixin glanced at Lin Ya, didn't say anything, and then obediently sat aside and vacated the seat for her.

It's really my current mental state, and doing these things will tear down the house in minutes, so I'd better settle down and sit aside.

Lin Ya went to the kitchen first, filled it with water, and after making everything, she sat down beside her and said, "What happened, what are you thinking, thinking so intently." "She's always been very cheerful, and there's nothing to make her difficult.

Therefore, I rarely see her like this, I have always felt that she can face everything optimistically, and there is nothing to embarrass her, but today's situation completely betrays her, and it is all written on her face, and the performance is particularly obvious.

Shu Yixin looked at Lin Ya and hesitated for a while before saying lightly, "Lin Ya, have you ever thought about why you were separated from your family in the first place." "It's impossible to say that there is no reason, and it is impossible to say that there is no reason, it's just that I don't know.

"Why did I ask this question all of a sudden, but I really didn't think about how I could get separated from them." After all, now that I have grown up, I am not like at the beginning, I would pester the dean to ask these boring questions, why my family didn't want me.

Thinking more about why they don't want themselves, but rarely thinking about why they are separated from their families, and whether there is anything else in between.

There is also the fact that I rarely think about these problems now, after all, I don't have much hope in my heart to find them, I think more about my current life, as well as my future life, and how I have to work hard to make myself live a better life.

"I also suddenly remembered this question today, we used to be always struggling, how to find our relatives, thinking about why they didn't want us, but rarely thinking about why we were separated from them." Lin Ya recalled that there really seemed to be such a thing.

I don't seem to think much about why I was separated from my family, whether they didn't want me, or because of something else.

"I thought I thought about these questions, but all along, I just thought that I got lost with them accidentally, or took and trafficked some people or something." After all, thinking so much is groundless for me, just my own unilateral thoughts, because I don't have any evidence in my hands.

If there is any evidence in his hand, then he has already found his family, so why bother with these issues here at this moment.

I have long lived happily with my family, and I will no longer feel that I am an orphan and haunt it. After all, over the years, he has been burdened with such an identity, making others look down on him.

Although it is said that everyone is equal in this society, sometimes, because of their status as an orphan, they will still be treated unequally, and others will still look at them with colored eyes.

Maybe I think it's easier to bully as an orphan like myself, there is no backstage, and I don't have any relatives, so I can bully as much as I want.

"I think we should all think like this, thinking that we are either taken away, or abducted or trafficked, is there anything else?" Lin Ya still didn't quite understand what she wanted to express at this time.

Anyway, that's how it turned out, they became orphans, orphans without a father and mother, not knowing where their home was or who their family was.

"Isn't there any more for you, will it be because of some conspiracy that you are separated from your family?" Shu Yixin continued to ask without giving up, thinking that there was such a possibility.

I didn't have such thoughts before, but now that I am reminded by him, the more I think about it, the more I feel that it is possible. Are you obsessed? Or sit in the right seat.

"Conspiracy, I see if you've watched too much TV lately, that's why you have such an idea, where did so many conspiracies come from." Those only appear in wealthy families, ordinary people, how can these appear.

What's more, she has never had the luxury of expecting that she is the daughter of a wealthy family.

"I just had this idea all of a sudden, just to ask you, and I didn't take it seriously." Shu Yixin, you can't figure it out in your heart, so at this time, you can only tell her that you just have such an idea, just say it casually.

"Even if you have such thoughts, do you think it is realistic? You have also watched a lot of TV series, and the so-called situation is all because of the special identity of the other party, the daughter of a wealthy family, a prince of a wealthy family, etc., where will it be ordinary people like us. Although Lin Ya knew that she was an orphan, she classified herself as an ordinary person, and felt that she was no different from ordinary people, except for the lack of family affection and family.

Yes, in addition to treating yourself as an ordinary person, what can you do with yourself, after all, like your current identity, just a part-time worker, just for three meals a day, constantly running.

How can I want to live such a life again, how can I not want to be like other eldest ladies, I don't have to do anything, I can have no worries about food and clothing, and I can squander it at will, but for myself, these are simply foolish dreams, and it is impossible to achieve them at all.

Because he doesn't have such a good net worth, and he doesn't have such a good backer, he can only rely on himself for everything, and other people can't be relied on at all.

So I can only regard myself as an ordinary person, and I have never thought about how special my identity is, such as what kind of eldest lady or what kind of group's daughter, for myself, I can't think about these things.

If I could be like Li Yiyou, the eldest lady of a group, how good would it be, I just think about eating, drinking and having fun every day, pursuing what I want, and dressing myself up beautifully. Then I go out to various high-end occasions every day, in fact, I also want to live such a life, but the reality forces me to admit that I can't live such a life, and I can only rely on my own hands to work hard, so that I can make myself have three meals a day and no worries about food and clothing.

Sometimes I think about it, people are better than dead people, so I never dare to compare myself with others, I just want to do a good job in peace, get a good salary of my own in the future, and live an urban white-collar worker of my own.

Lin Ya never imagined what her identity would be, she felt that it was good to be plain, and she didn't expect to be able to find her family, after all, so many years have passed. If they have always found it a long time ago, how can they not find it until now, but no one has come to the door now, then they have not much hope.

"Before, I also felt that I lived an ordinary life, and I was just an ordinary person, but today I think that in fact, the reason why we were separated from our parents at the beginning may not be so simple, and there may be some conspiracy behind it." Shu Yixin didn't think about these things so complicated before, he just felt that he would be able to find his family one day.

But I never thought about what my true identity would be, and why I was separated from my family at the beginning, and what would be the use of this?

Generally speaking, they abandon their children because they are not able to raise them, or because the children are congenital and cannot afford to raise them, so they will be thrown into the welfare home.

But I am physically and mentally healthy, and there is no problem at all, but I also grew up in a welfare home, and there is only one explanation, it is not so simple to be separated from my parents at the beginning, and there may be something else behind it.

In the orphanage where I grew up, there are actually many children with congenital diseases. I am glad that I don't have those congenital diseases, I am very healthy, and I can live well.

ruled out the possibility of being abandoned, but why did I grow up in an orphanage, and why did I abandon myself in the first place, the question has always been deeply imprinted in my mind, whether I really don't want myself, or because of other reasons.

I didn't think about this aspect before, so I don't think it's possible, but the more I think about it now, the more I think it's possible, there may really be some conspiracy in this, and there are some insider stories that I don't know.

"What are you stimulated, so think too much, where is there so fantasy as you think, how can this kind of thing happen to us, it is only a film and television drama, it is all made up." Lin Ya always felt that how could things be so coincidental, weren't those things going to appear in film and television dramas? There are also such stories in reality. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!