"I don't know, it's just that today I suddenly have this like this, maybe there really is such a possibility." Shu Yixin himself can't say why he has such feelings, is it because after listening to him, he had a whim, and he thought that there was such a possibility.

However, there is one thing that Lin Ya said, it is not completely unreasonable, this probability is really not very large, but film and television dramas often appear, and those are all made up.

If this happens in reality, it's really too bloody. Or maybe it's just that I think too much about myself, and I think of such a possibility, so I will have such an idea when I sit down.

If at the beginning, I didn't sit in the right seat and didn't think of this, then at this time, wouldn't I have to worry so much, Shu Yixin felt that it would be because I thought too much about it to have such an illusion, and in reality, how could there be so many pleasant things.

It's because I think too much about it that I will move out the set of film and television dramas, and I feel that it is possible for me, and such things have happened.

In fact, these are really unrealistic, maybe a few parents really didn't like themselves back then, and felt that they were superfluous, so they abandoned themselves, regardless of whether they were healthy or not, or maybe because they were patriarchal and felt that they were daughters and useless, so they would ruthlessly abandon themselves.

These may all be there, I have imagined it before, but I have never been willing to think about it, and I can't always remember that I am a child that my parents don't want, so I will abandon it.

So in such a situation, what's the point of finding them by yourself, even if you find them, they don't necessarily need themselves, if they need themselves, they won't abandon themselves in the first place.

One day, I really let myself know that I abandoned myself because my parents didn't want me, so I still think about finding them, and do I still think that all my efforts are worth it?

"I see you, whether it's true or not, you shouldn't dwell on too many of these questions, don't you know, we have been orphans for so many years, if they really want to find their lost children, it is impossible to get to today, there is no news, so the chances of us being able to find our families are really not much." Lin Ya also understood that after so many things and so many years of waiting, the result was still the same.

If your family has really been looking for yourself, then it is impossible, there has been no news in the past few years, and it is impossible to say that you can't find it, after all, you have always lived in an orphanage and have never left, there is only one possibility, they have not looked for themselves at all, so the chance of being able to see them in this life is really small.

Since I don't have the luxury of hoping that my family can find me, then I can only rely on my own ability to live a good life, and I can't say that if I can't find my family, I can't survive, haven't I been like this in the past few years?

Shu Yixin looked at Lin Ya, although what she said hit her heart a little, but she had to admit that what she said was also the truth. has been an orphan for so many years, if your family really has been looking for you, it is impossible to say that you have never found it.

From Xiaopan to Dapan to now, he has come out to work in the society, but his so-called family members still haven't appeared, so the chance of being able to find them is really small.

In fact, I can't have too much hope, maybe in this life, I can't know who my family is, and it will only become a regret in my heart.

Even if it becomes a regret in my heart, there is no way to do it, after all, the world is vast, and where can I go to find my so-called family.

The most important thing is to face reality, after all, you are not living in a dream, but living in reality, so you should also be realistic, which is more important than anything else.

"I have to admit that what you said is also reasonable, maybe I was really stimulated by something today, right?" Maybe I shouldn't think too much about it at all, I shouldn't imagine what kind of identity I will have, and what kind of conspiracy I have encountered behind it.

In fact, those for themselves have become the past, and it is impossible to change anything, it is better to face life positively, and think about your future life is not more practical.

As for who his family is, I believe that if I have fate, I can meet them, if there is no fate, I can only regret it for a lifetime.

In fact, I have long been used to it, and there is nothing, I have known since I was a child that my identity is an orphan, so if I am still an orphan in the future, I will not be affected much by myself.

After so many years, will one day change this reality, and I will no longer be an orphan, but a child with a family and parents?

Shu Yixin denied this question, because she knew that the chances of finding her family were not great, not to mention that they had not been looking for themselves over the years, and even if they went to find them, they might not be able to find them.

"Now that you've figured it out, you don't have to worry too much, let's rest, there are still many things to be busy tomorrow." Those things that can't be changed, and the questions that can't be answered, why bother.

It's still the present and the future life that matters. No matter what kind of changes will occur in the future, and no matter whether your family can find yourself, but so far, you still have to live a good life, so you still have to work, and you can't be depressed.

"Well, I know, I won't think too much, you should rest early, sorry to disturb your rest." If it weren't for her own reasons, she would have rested at this time, and she could only say sorry to her.

"Do we need to be so polite to each other? If you say anything sorry, don't think too much. Lin Ya felt that they were not relatives, but they were better than relatives, they had lived together all these years and helped each other, so there was nothing to thank and nothing to be sorry for.

Although there is no blood relationship between them, what is the difference between their feelings and sisters? We have been living together all these years, and we know each other well, so we are better than relatives.

"I'll do the next thing, you go to sleep first, I feel sorry for disturbing your rest." Since she said she didn't need to be so polite, she still had to say it.

Lin Ya just glanced at Shu Yixin with helpless eyes, she didn't want to continue to talk to her, if she continued to talk to her, she didn't know when she would talk about it, she was like this, so she couldn't control her, she had to say those words of thanks, if she really felt that saying it could make her feel at ease, then she would accept it.

Thinking that it was not early now, and thinking that I still had a lot of work to do tomorrow, I must have enough energy, so I didn't have time to talk about her here, so I had to rest early.

After Lin Ya returned to the room, Shu Yixin thought about it again, and felt that what she said was not completely unreasonable, maybe she should also know clearly that her own position should know that the chance of wanting to get her family back is really not very good.

After all, more than 2 years have passed, and if you have the heart to find it, you will find it a long time ago, and it is impossible to wait until now and not find it. The biggest possibility is that his family has never thought about finding himself, so he shouldn't have too much hope.

If you have this ability in the future, you can look for it, but you shouldn't have too much hope for what the result will be.

Thinking about those unrealistic things, it is better to think about your future and how you can make yourself live a better life.

After thinking about this clearly, Shu Yixin also felt that he should not put too much thought into it, nor should he disrupt the rhythm of his life because of such things.

My life has to go on, so there is no need to continue to dwell on these unrealistic things, I don't have such time, I don't have such an identity, and I shouldn't do such things.

There are some things that you should think about for yourself, and you shouldn't put too much effort into them. After all, I live in reality, and those dreamy things will never be realized no matter how much I think about them.

After Shu Yixin figured it out, he didn't waste his time, and after finishing the things that he didn't finish just now, he simply cleaned up the house he lived in, and then rested early.

Instead of wasting your energy and thinking about those things, it is better to let yourself rest more. In this way, it is still good for your body, and don't joke with your body.

Although it is said that the parents of the body are affected by the skin, but I don't even know who my parents are, but I don't joke about my body, and I don't treat myself badly.

Although I arrived, I don't know who my parents were, why did they choose to abandon themselves in the first place, whether they really didn't want themselves, or because of other reasons, I didn't want to be entangled at this time, because even if I was entangled, I didn't necessarily have an accurate answer to answer myself.

Everything will be natural, and won't you be clear when the truth is dug up, you know? Now live the life in front of you and wait patiently for that day to come. If I believe that there is a fate between myself and them, I will definitely see you again.

Shu Yixin still arrived at the store on time the next day, the things she thought about last night almost made her insomnia, and in the end, she still convinced herself that she shouldn't think too much, those unrealistic dreams should be abandoned, and when it really happened, she would come back to entanglement. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!