Chapter 333: Same Tea, Different Taste

Even I can be sure that my parents have something to hide from them, but I don't know if they will honestly explain to themselves.

It's not that I can't understand why they did it in the first place, I also know that they are standing in their own position and think that such a choice is the best for them, but they ignore their own feelings, do you mean that you should also ask your own opinion?

At this time, you are not forcing them to make any decisions, you just want them to be what happened to them back then, such a simple question, why is it so difficult in their eyes.

Their own requirements should not be too much, nor too high, why should they tell themselves that it is so difficult for them? Since such things were done in the first place, there is nothing wrong with admitting these things today.

Even if you know that they have done a lot of very excessive things, you can't do anything with them, but at this time you want to ask for a certificate, you want to know what happened at the beginning, and you just want to know the truth of a thing.

Yes, for themselves, they just want to know the truth of a thing, and they don't have any other requirements, why can't they tell themselves what happened back then, what they are hiding.

Anyway, what should be said and what should not be said is already there, and the next thing is to see what they think.

They really don't want to tell themselves what happened back then, so they can only rely on their own means to investigate, and they don't know what kind of mood and state they will use to face them at that time.

In short, all this is unknown, I can only say, look at the results of my investigation, and then make plans, after all, now, I don't know what kind of mentality I will use to face them, although the other party is my parents, but if the situation is too serious, I can't forgive them.

So far, I haven't figured out what kind of mentality I will use to face them, I can only say that one step at a time, and now I just want to numb my mind with alcohol, because I feel too tired.

Thinking of this, He Yuhe didn't hesitate much, and finally drove away. Chen Fangru heard the sound of a car leaving, and probably guessed that her son went out. I hurriedly ran to the windowsill to take a look, and sure enough, I saw my car running out.

It's late at night and I'm still going out, I don't know what I'm going out for? But it's too late to say anything at this time, because you can't even see the butt of the car, and the other party has long disappeared in front of your eyes.

I could only sigh, I wanted to talk to my husband, but I turned my head to look at him sleeping, and I couldn't bear to wake him up.

And considering that he has to go to work tomorrow, which is different from himself, so let him sleep peacefully at this time.

However, this night was sleepless for himself, because his son's thoughts were thousands of and entangled in his mind, although he said to himself, don't think too much, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge, and there will be a solution when the time comes, but this self can't convince himself at all.

What should come is always to come, and what should be faced is always to be faced.

In the end, I was dazed, and I didn't know how to fall asleep, anyway, it was already dawn when I got up, and there was no one around, so I looked at the time, and it turned out to be so late.

When Chen Fangru freshened up, she saw her son sitting on the sofa in the living room.

I don't know why, at this moment, my heart is actually a little empty, I can't tell the feeling, in short, I don't know how to face him.

"Why did you wake up so early and eat breakfast?" Although he said that his heart was somewhat empty, he still cared about his son a little.

If he had known, he should have taken him with him when he was young, so that his feelings for him would not be so cold. only maintains a superficial relationship, but in fact, he really knows that he doesn't have much deep affection.

Thinking that at that time, I was only thinking about work, and I thought that my son had someone to take me, so of course I had to focus on work. Now I remember to regret it, everything is too late, because my son has grown up and has his own ability to think.

He is not the child he was at the beginning, he needs to be accompanied by others, he needs someone to take him, everything can't go back, so he can only sigh.

"Well, just eat a few bites, you can go to breakfast first." He Yuhe didn't look at the person, but he knew who was talking to him.

Although his relationship with him is not particularly deep, he still has the politeness he should have, and he still keeps a certain distance before he tears his face with them.

"Okay." Chen Fangru really felt that such an atmosphere was a little embarrassing, and she didn't know what to say next, and she didn't know what to say.

He Yuhe calmly sat in the living room drinking tea, stayed with his grandfather for a long time, and slowly liked to drink tea, and always felt that drinking tea was still very good.

Health is good for the body, and these words are often on Grandpa's lips.

Every time I stay with my grandfather, I will inevitably drink a few cups of tea, but the taste of tea here is not quite the same as the taste in China.

Obviously, it is tea, which was brought from China, but in my opinion, the taste is still somewhat different, perhaps because of my mood, or because I am in a foreign country, so I feel that the taste is different.

Chen Fangru said that she didn't have any appetite, so she just ate a few bites casually, drank a glass of milk, and hurriedly ended her breakfast.

Usually, I might be in the mood to eat breakfast, but today, thinking that my son is not far away, and thinking of the words he is going to say to myself later, my heart is inexplicably uneasy, and I don't know what to say.

It's not that I'm a little afraid to face my son, maybe it's because of what I did five years ago, if it weren't for this one thing, why would I be weak-hearted, and why wouldn't I dare to face him directly.

I always feel that when I face him, my heart is not particularly steady. Although the other party is his son, when facing him, he always feels that something is missing. may not have his momentum, or it may be because of his weak heart.

Anyway, I can't tell the reason, and when I faced my son at this time, it seemed that I had done something wrong.

In fact, in this matter, I don't feel that I have done anything wrong, probably because everyone is in a different position. Although I feel that I haven't done anything wrong, when facing him, I always feel inexplicable and have a feeling of emptiness.

I can't say why, but when I faced him, I always felt that I didn't have enough momentum. At this moment, he was by his side, but he felt a lot of pressure.

"I saw you going out late last night, so I shouldn't have rested much." When Chen Fangru was sitting in the living room, she could only find some topics and chat with each other.

At this time, if he doesn't take the initiative to find some topics to talk about, he shouldn't have anything to say to himself, and the atmosphere will only be more awkward when the two of them are together.

For his son, he has always been silent, usually with him, he doesn't necessarily have what kind of topics to discuss with himself, every time he talks to himself, there is something, otherwise he is so silent and no one speaks.

"I'm fine, maybe I slept too long when I came back yesterday." He Yuhe poured a cup of tea for his mother and replied lightly.

"Let's have a cup of tea, it doesn't taste good, but it's okay." Although it can't be compared with the domestic one, it is also very good for me to be able to drink such tea in a foreign country.

Chen Fangru looked at her son, glanced at the cup of tea again, and had to say that at this moment, when she faced it, she really felt like she had nothing to say.

But I can't escape, if I escape at this time, I will become more and more empty-hearted.

"Okay, thank you, this tea is still brought from China." After all, you can't buy such authentic tea in the United States, and these teas at home are brought from China.

"I always feel that it is not as good as grandpa's tea." Even if it's the same tea, I don't feel as good as the tea I drank with my grandfather at this moment.

Because of my mood, I feel that even if it is the same tea, the taste is different.

"Maybe it's because the water quality here is different, so the tea brewed is also different." Chen Fangru took a sip of tea and said lightly.

Maybe it's not that big for her, after all, she's used to it.

"I see you're not in good spirits, you shouldn't have slept last night." He Yuhe said such a sentence inexplicably.

After all, it's her mother, although there is nothing to talk about between herself and her, but she still wants to care about her, and her face is really not so good, you can guess that she shouldn't have rested much last night.

Is it because of her own reasons, so she didn't rest well, it means that last night she was trying to find a way to think of a good excuse to convince herself.

In short, most of the reasons are because of their own appearance, because of what they said. For her, there is some pressure, I can't say that there is no pressure at all, it's not that I don't want to tell myself, when I asked them yesterday, I would tell myself directly, instead of, when facing myself, I chose to be weak and didn't know how to face myself.

I clearly know that there are some things that I still have to face, but at this moment, I can't find reasons and excuses to convince myself.

(End of chapter)