Chapter 334: Amnesia

"Maybe it's because of your body, so you don't sleep well, you don't worry too much, and it's not a big deal." Chen Fangru drank tea and said lightly.

After all, this is his own business, whenever he has something on his mind, he can't sleep, so it is easy to be noticed, he is his own son, and he naturally knows this clearly.

"If you're not in good health, don't work too hard, you know?" He Yuhe finally said so lightly, no matter how you say it, the other party is his own mother, and it is really impossible for him to ignore it.

"Well, I see, you are the same, don't work too hard when you work, pay more attention to rest." Although he said that he was not by his side, it did not mean that he did not care about him.

"Yes, grandpa has always taught me to pay attention to my body no matter what, so I won't be so cruel to myself." Because someone once said to himself that the body is his own, and if he is not good to himself, then no one will be good to himself.

But now that I think of the person who once said this to me, I feel a little distressed. I really feel very distressed, no matter how I say it, it's myself, the person I love to the bones, but now I let myself know that something like this has happened. Seriously, I'm really a little worried about how I'm going to face her when I go back.

For the time being, I can only avoid her and not meet her. It's not that I don't want to see her, I don't want to talk to her anymore, in fact, I don't know how much I want to do in my heart, it's just that I am a little weak now, and when facing her, I can't be so calm.

may also consider that she knows herself too well, and she is very clear about her every move. In front of her, I never thought of lying or anything like that.

Rather than this, it is better not to face her for the time being, but this is only temporary, because I can't say that I will not face her in this life, even if she doesn't want to see herself, she will not be like this.

No one can understand her place in her heart, how much she misses her, and that kind of thinking is even beyond her imagination.

I didn't feel anything in the past, but now I know her true identity, and after knowing that I have been a very loving couple of lovers between myself and her, I really can't clean up what I miss her.

When I saw her again, I felt that she was different, inexplicably attracted to herself, and I didn't exclude being with her, it turned out that God had arranged all this a long time ago, but I just forgot about her.

"What kind of arrangements are there today, how many days are you going to stay here?" In any case, it is necessary for me to ask him about his situation as his mother.

In addition to asking these basic things, it seems that I can't find any topic to talk to him, not myself, I don't want to communicate with him, but, when I talk to him, I always feel a sense of oppression, I don't know how to talk to him, I always feel that I am not from the same world as him.

Maybe there is really a generation gap between himself and him, he didn't grow up by his side from childhood to adulthood. He doesn't have that deep feelings for himself, he doesn't want to say a lot of things to himself at all, every time he speaks, he just says some, superficial words, to be honest, he doesn't know his inner words at all, and he doesn't want to reveal them in front of him.

Sometimes I think about myself, this mother is too much of a failure, I don't know what my son is thinking, and I don't know what he wants.

Everything I did at the beginning was just blindly thinking that it was for his good, for his future, and for him to have a better future.

But only now do I know that there is such a big gap between myself and him, and I don't know what he is thinking or what he wants.

In such a situation, how can I not feel that I have failed as a mother.

Just chatted with him, just chatting about some trivial things in life, as for what he really thought in his heart, he didn't understand it at all, and he wouldn't take the initiative to mention it to himself.

"For the time being, there is no suggestion of arrangement, how many days to stay depends on when you tell me those stories, if you tell me earlier, maybe I will leave sooner." If he doesn't choose to tell himself in the end, then he can only rely on his own way.

How many days can I stay, for the time being, I really don't have this plan. After all, I don't know when my mood will recover, and at this time, even if I let myself go back to my country to work, I don't necessarily have the mood to deal with those documents, so I should come out to relax, and I will naturally go back when I figure it out.

Regarding this point, it is still the grandfather who knows himself better, so before he left, Uncle Sun went to take his place. Maybe it's also because I need time, so I can't go back so quickly, it's not something that can be done in three days and two ends.

It is precisely because of this that the relationship between himself and his grandfather is relatively deep. The only one who can understand himself better and understand himself is grandpa.

"Oh, I see." After Chen Fangru heard what he said, her head lowered unconsciously.

I didn't have the courage to face his eyes directly, or I felt that I was afraid of his eyes, I didn't think his eyes were terrible before, but now, I feel that I am a little afraid of his eyes.

"Seeing that your face is not good, let's go back and sleep more first, no matter what, the body is more important." Since she chose to say this last night, she didn't have too much urgency at this time, and she had to tell herself the answer immediately.

For myself, it's okay to stay in two days, and I'm not in such a hurry, anyway, I'll stay here for two more days.

What's more, the meaning in this sentence is already obvious, if they are not willing to tell themselves, then they will stay for a few more days, and they will use their own means to get the answers they want to know in the future.

"Well, there is indeed such a plan, but what about you next? Will you come back for lunch? "As a mother, you should be concerned, although I know that he may not necessarily tell his whereabouts, but I have to say this greeting myself.

"I'll be out later, don't wait for me to have lunch, I'll be back before dinner." I will come back for dinner, come back to eat with them, and by the way, I look forward to whether they can tell that story to themselves.

What's more, now my father is not present and has gone to work in the company, so if I have anything to say, I hope that both of them are present, and I don't want to repeat it over and over again.

"Okay, anyway, it's still the same sentence, be careful and take care of yourself." No matter how you say it, it's the meat that fell from your body, how can you not feel distressed.

"I will, I'll take care of myself." Being able to hear her words of concern for herself, her own heart, is actually quite moving.

"You should also be careful when you go out, don't be reckless about many things, you know." Knowing that he was going out, he cared about it himself.

"Don't worry, I'm not a three-year-old anymore, I'll take care of my business." He Yuhe actually said these words, things were very impatient, maybe she felt that others denied her, and that mood made her feel particularly unhappy.

He heard this sentence since he was a child, although he knows that the other party cares about himself, but you should clearly know that the current self is not the child at the beginning, and he has his own ability to distinguish. So they don't need to worry about themselves at all, and they have reached this age, so they are more worried about themselves.

At this time, his tone was a little unhappy, he was not in a particularly good mood recently, no wonder he had such an irritable mentality.

But it's not as close as I imagined, and it's not so good, but I don't necessarily care about him at all, in fact, I also thought about arranging a future for him before, but in the end he still refused, and now I don't dare to do it easily.

It can only be said that everyone has their own different choices, maybe he feels that this road is not what he wants to take, or maybe he wants to break his own path again.

In short, no matter what, I know deeply that the present is really different from the past, and I can't impose my own ideas on him, he has grown up and has the ability to think independently.

He Yuhe actually doesn't have anything to do, it's not that he doesn't want to stay at this house, although he went to the bar last night and drank a lot of alcohol, but now his head is still very sober.

Is there something in your heart, so your spirit will be very concentrated, so you won't feel tired?

Anyway, there is nothing to do, staying in this house will only make you cranky, it is better to go out for a walk by yourself, take a walk, maybe let yourself think of other ways.

After all, I have to make this matter clear to her, but I haven't figured out how to talk to her until now, and her memories have been lost, whether to let her get back those lost memories first, or tell her directly, but in such a situation, can she easily accept it?

I always felt that God had made a big joke, and at the same time I lost my memory, I also lost my memory.

The two of them lost their memories of the past, forgot the happy times they had together, and forgot the painful and helpless days when they left him, and when they met again this time, they forgot each other, for each other, isn't it a new beginning?

They have lost their memories of each other, does it mean that God has given them a new beginning at the same time?

(End of chapter)