Li Yifan is as ordinary as his name, and his family gave him this name at that time in the hope that he could live a peaceful and ordinary life. What is it about him that sets him apart? It's just a bit of a victim paranoia. Speaking of this disease, there is nothing special, modern people's lives are so stressful, who has not had a little mental illness. Like Li Yifan, the elders naturally call it too rich in imagination, and no one's parents are willing to admit that their children have psychological problems. Once Li Yifan's mental illness is investigated, if it is serious, it will be classified as a mental illness, which will be even worse, and I am afraid that the future days will have to be spent in ridicule and fooling by classmates and friends.

When he was a child, Li Yifan's parents just threw him into the art training class. If he has a lot of imagination, then learn to draw, which can be used just in time, and it can be regarded as finding something else to distract him. A child is a child, and the discomfort in his heart is slowly replaced by the happiness in front of him.

Now Li Yifan is a third-year university student majoring in oil painting, and he is also a horror cartoonist, occasionally drawing some four-panel comics and the like to earn some living expenses. When he first entered the university, Li Yifan was still a withdrawn and melancholy boy, who always liked to be alone and seemed unsociable in what he did. Maybe it was a coincidence, but Li Yifan was in a dormitory with famous activists in three grades. There are four people in the dormitory, one is Liu Siyi, the director of the logistics department of the school basketball team, who is also their director, the other is Zhang Rui, the director of the school's propaganda department, and there is a noisy guy, the backbone of the school's propaganda department, and Wu Shuai, who is also a popular anchor on a live broadcast platform. I was forced into a few by my roommates before, and finally I was eliminated from membership because I didn't participate in any club activities.

After gradually getting acquainted with these comic roommates, Li Yifan slowly opened up and opened his own comic personality. It's impossible for you to stay alone in this dormitory, with these three living treasures, anywhere will not be peaceful. Under their leadership, Li Yifan was a lot more cheerful. Psychological problems have not appeared much in the past three years of university life. As for the occasional delusion, he was already accustomed to it.

"Every time I wash my face, as soon as I close my eyes, I can see someone behind me, holding a knife and staring at my neck, it feels very real!" Li Yifan occasionally ridiculed his own "skills", and compared the length of the knife with his hand as he spoke. And so on, every time he talked about something that he seemed to have experienced himself, several of his roommates felt that it was nothing, it was normal, and everyone was the same.

"What's that, I feel that way once in a while." Wu Shuai looked at his face in the mirror narcissistically, and said while applying a mask, "These are all imagined by yourself, as long as you are bold, you will be fine." Hey, I said Yifan, you usually watch less horror movies and draw less of your supernatural suspense comics. Draw more positive sunshine to make sure you don't see the mess. Wu Shuai always said this, he was used to it, and Li Yifan didn't take this feeling seriously after so many years.

Even if it wasn't dark at this time, when he was alone in the teaching building, he seemed to see a white dress floating around the corner. Li Yifan could only joke, "Yo! The girl from the department came out in white and was scary. ”

But these days it's very strange, paranoia has been frequent for half a month. Li Yifan checked the big bag of medicine in his hand. Bai Ran deliberately used a zippered non-woven pocket to fill him with medicine, probably to protect him, and didn't want others to see him taking psychotropic drugs. He couldn't help but tease himself, for a person like him who feels that someone is going to harm him in everything, he really takes himself too seriously, an ordinary person like himself, it is estimated that he can find a dozen in the crowd casually, and a billboard can be stoned to death if he falls, who is so boring, there is nothing to harm him.

But walking on the road, Li Yifan either felt that he was going to fall down the stairs in the next second, or looked at the telephone pole on the side of the road that was about to smash at him at any time, or the oncoming person casually glanced at him, and he felt that the other party would take out a knife and stab him in a second......

The feeling along the way is not very good, he can come up with a disaster movie when he crosses the street, and recently as long as he is alone, no matter what he does, he has to think about it for a while.

Li Yifan closed his eyes and shook his head, from the moment he walked into the school, his head hurt more and more, and he quickened his pace and walked towards the dormitory.

A few living treasures in the dormitory were still studying at night, and he had a terrible headache, so he went straight back to the dormitory. He looked in the mirror, but he was also a big boy of more than one meter and eighty, how could he walk on the road like a girl every day.

Staying alone in a quiet dormitory, without the voice of my roommates, I feel very uncomfortable. Pour a glass of water and take the medicine. The white porcelain jar was just placed on the lips. Li Yifan looked at the water swaying in the cup, the water reflected his face, and the face of a strange man, he didn't look closely, shook his head and didn't think about it, closed his eyes, drank water and took medicine in one go.

Light incense and listen to relaxing music. This method was taught to him by Bai Ran, who when he was in college, he would bring him CDs and incense every year when he went home, saying that it would relax his mind. Although this method works, Li Yifan, a big boy, does these things, which will make people feel like a sissy. But in order to stop having those hallucinations, he had been sticking to this method for years.

After taking the medicine, I feel that my head doesn't hurt as much as it just now. Li Yifan sat at his desk, turned on the computer, clicked on the mailbox, and saw that the editor of the platform where he published his cartoons was urging the manuscript again. Because of the previous incident, he hasn't updated the comics for half a month, and his mind has been messed up lately, and he doesn't have the heart to draw comics well. He closed his eyes and tried to slow down, and the face of the man who appeared on the shore when he felt the drowning that day came to his mind came to mind, this time clearer, but it was also a blink of an eye.

"There it is!" Li Yifan picked up the pen and drew quickly on the tablet. Before, he drew a sketch of a girl being followed, because he was not inspired, and he had not drawn it since he was not in a state for a few days, so he combined the scenes he saw when he felt drowning with the previous paintings, and this became a good suspense story.

After a while, he drew the drowning on the computer from beginning to end, and the content was quickly finished, and he began to color, because he drew a four-panel comic and did not need too much detail. After the drawing, he carefully drew the student ID card he saw in the water at that time, and the face of the girl in the mirror, although his vision was blurred at that time, he could still feel the girl's delicate and full face, and the feeling of the soft long hair sliding over the face with the water. That feeling of suffocation, powerlessness, fear...... It's like I've experienced it all over again.

Save the drawn pictures, log in to the comic platform, and upload them one by one. Li Yifan curled up, read the cartoon he had just uploaded, and his eyes stayed on the face of the man on the shore. In fact, I wanted to depict it carefully, but I couldn't draw it, after all, he was facing away from the street lamp at the time. staring at it, the computer suddenly went black, and a hideous smile seemed to appear on the screen......