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Good boys

By the time you read this letter, I had left this world and gone somewhere else without you.

Born as a soldier and died as a soldier's soul, the horses are singing and the golden drum is shaking, and the strong man is excited and forgets his life, don't cry and grieve because of my death, people will eventually die, but sooner or later, I will complete my mission and go first, and you have to be strong for the rest of your life.

I admit that I am very selfish, I have guarded the mission with my life, but I can't stay one more day to protect you, I dedicate my blood to the mission, but leave my sadness to you.

You are to forget me and live happily every day for the rest of your life, this is the command.

Are you surprised that I, who am obedient to you, would use the word command to you in such a tough tone?

This is the original me, a Yu Changmo you don't really know.

At the end of my life, I tear off the mask of hypocrisy and no longer be a tender lover in your eyes, I want to say to you, I didn't fall in love with you at first sight, I didn't like you, I never did.

In September, the moon season blooms to the top, you look back at me in the fragrance of the moon season, before you appear, the world is just a black branch to me, you appear with your own budding buds, my world has a different color because of your existence.

However, it was not love at first sight.

I heard someone call your name, Chen Qianmo, very familiar.

I'm not surprised, because your eyes are still as clear as they were when you were a child.

It's you, the little sister I've been looking for.

I hugged you when I was eight years old, and if it was love at first sight, why wait until now? So, I didn't fall in love with you at first sight.

I admit that you are beautiful, and all women will be eclipsed where you are, but your awkward and stubborn personality has touched me far more than your outstanding looks.

You are contradictory, you are awkward, you are full of rejection of the world, your eyes are full of loneliness, my mother classifies your character as "hypocrisy" because you are born in a happy family and are loved by someone but are still awkward, I never think your hypocrisy is funny.

Because, behind every hypocritical woman there must be one less man who loves her.

It's not a fun thing for me, it's heavy.

What makes you have more loneliness in your originally carefree eyes, and what makes you so indifferent to the world, to borrow your lines to say, I pinch my fingers, you lack me in your life.

I don't like you, never. Because I love you.

I don't find your soul interesting, because it sadly makes my heart ache.

It's never love at first sight, because the so-called love at first sight is nothing more than finding the person you were destined for, that's all.

I have met you among hundreds of millions of people, and among hundreds of millions of souls, the one that suits me best is not necessarily the best, but it must be the most suitable for me.

It's you, it's you, Chen Qianmo, my little girl, wipe away your tears and keep going.

Don't feel that my life is too short, some people have beautiful appearances, and they don't have true feelings when they live to old age, I am much happier than them.

Do what you like, have a complete faith and goal, find the most suitable woman in the world, have the most vigorous love, pay for what you love, a lifetime is enough, until the moment you close your eyes, you are worthy of your life, such happiness, such heroism, I surpass the vast majority of men in the world.

I really hope that I can come back alive, so that I can brazenly ask you to give me ten years, I will use this ten years to cultivate more suitable talents for the motherland I love in the most suitable position for me, during this period I will not have so much time to accompany you, I will take root in the army to realize my favorite ideals, I will leave the first thirty-five years of my life to my beloved parents, leave me work and mission, and then leave all the time for the rest of my life to the people I love the most.

I want to have a small courtyard that belongs to me and you, give birth to two children like you and like me, raise a cat, and raise a dog, our cat is called Snoopy, our dog is called Little Cady, plant a garden full of colorful roses for you, half of the flower arrangement and half of your bath.

Cook a meal every day and wait for you to come back in your favorite police uniform, give you a hug, listen to you tell the joys, sorrows and sorrows of the day, and share the fatigue for you.

I will be filial to your parents, and so will you, and we will take our children home every weekend.

When you and I are retired, drive my big G to take you and our cats and dogs, leave the children to take care of the house, and we will go out for a walk together to see how magnificent the great rivers and mountains you and I are guarding are.

No matter how uncomfortable and sad my departure makes your heart at this moment, I command you: forget the sadness of this moment, start from the next second, love, struggle, and be yourself.

If you've ever loved me, give me a smile and give me a promise to complete the task.

I am willing to love the world for you, and I hope you can open your heart for me and look for all the beautiful existences worth remembering.

I hope to use my warmth to awaken your heart that has never been indifferent, but only temporarily sleeping, so that you can embrace the people you like and do what you like.

I hope you can love yourself and the profession you love as much as I do, and don't give up being a police officer because of my sacrifice.

You really love the profession of a police officer. From the moment you entered the school and stared at the badge in a daze, I knew you liked it, and you always liked it.

It's just that you have always refused to admit it, and you have to forcibly package yourself as an indifferent and selfish person, but I know that you are not.

You never were.

If the hardships of life obscure your love for the world, I am willing to do that dusting and using everything I have to restore you to the innocence we had when we first met.

If I die accidentally, you will fulfill my wish for me, love yourself for me, take care of yourself for me, and make your sad and lonely heart beat happily again for me.

After reading this letter, I command you to forget me, to burn all the memories I have brought to you, when I have never been in this world, not to cry every day without me, not to make you uncomfortable at the thought of me, this is the commandment.

If one day, you meet a man who loves you, and you are not rejected, start a family with him, have a few children, and continue to live happily.

Don't be afraid that I will be jealous, if you are happy, I will be happy in another world.

It's just that I'm selfish, and although I allow someone to take care of you while I'm away, I still greedily ask that you be buried with me after you finish your life, no matter how many people you have experienced after me, I hope that the last person who will accompany you to sleep underground will be me.

If there is really a soul in the world, if you don't come, I won't leave, I will always wait for you in another world, no matter how many decades I will wait for you, and when you finish your life, I will take you with me.

But if you dare to commit suicide, or lose the ability to love this world, I will not see you when I come.

The girl I have loved and cared for with my life, no one can hurt, including yourself.

Word.

May you be filled with joy for the rest of your life with me or not.

May you love yourself as I love you.

Yu Changmo stopped writing.

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