This is what Chen Meng saw when he came in.

The lover cried into tears, and the son fell asleep peacefully under the morning light and love.

"Silently, come on, I have something for you." Chen Meng walked to Qian Mo's side, and Qian Mo found her.

wiped his tears and followed Chen Meng out.

Chen Meng took out a letter from his arms and solemnly handed it to Qian Mo.

"Silently, I have never used my and your uncle's rights in my life to give the green light to my family to get privileges, but today, I did it, this is what I got from the leader of Changmo, and I will give it to you."

Qian Mo took it, and the brown paper envelope had a simple texture, and on it was the words of his iron drawing silver hook.

There are only two words on it:

Note

"Why is this thing?!"

Chen Meng saw that Qianmo's lips suddenly turned white, and his breathing became heavier, and he reacted strongly, so he hurriedly explained.

"He's fine, this suicide note is their tradition, everyone has it."

The special forces are different from other departments, and everyone must sign a suicide note during training.

There are often such episodes in film and television dramas, and the same is true of reality.

Although the danger of special forces is limited, and the casualty rate is not as great as it is shown in the TV series, the casualty rate is not high does not mean that there is none, this is a very noble profession, and at the same time, it is also very dangerous.

"According to the regulations, each of them must write a suicide note in advance, seal it and hand it over to the team for safekeeping, if they sacrifice glory in the mission, these suicide notes will be sent to the family, Yu Changmo wrote two copies, one is for me and his father and his sister and brother, and the other is for you, I didn't move the one he wrote to the family, I hope I will never have a chance to open it in my life, but he wrote it to you, I use my authority to come out."

Qian Mo looked at the words of the suicide note, and his hands trembled unconsciously.

She didn't dare to look at these two words, although he was still lying in the hospital room, but these cruel words reminded her that she could lose him at any time.

"I don't watch, I don't want to watch, I don't want to lose him - master, you let him change jobs, right? It's good to do anything, there are so many posts in the army, isn't it good to change to a safe post? Or... Don't do it, isn't it good to go into business? Why don't you let him go back to my house and raise sea cucumbers with my father..."

Qianmo was already incoherent.

Chen Meng understood her very well and patted her on the shoulder as an elder.

"As a mother, I don't understand your feelings, and I also want my son to choose a stable job, 9 to 5."

Qian Mo grabbed Chen Meng's hand, and the suicide note was deformed by her grip. "Master, let's talk together, shall we? We threatened him to kick him out if he didn't change jobs, okay? ”

Chen Meng withdrew his hand and slapped her hand again and again.

"Silent, don't you understand?"

Qian Mo had a question mark.

"I am his mother, and his father and I raised him to adulthood, but we can only send him until he is eighteen years old, before the age of eighteen, his father and I will give advice, the life after the age of eighteen belongs to him, I can't make decisions for him, and you, although he did not participate in his previous life, but in the next few decades, the only people who will accompany him are you and the children of the two of you."

The mother who can say these words must be extremely wise and see through life.

The love that parents give their children is the purest in the world, as a continuation of life, how many parents are eager to take their children's lives into their own hands, and there are really not many who can let go like Chen Meng.

"As a partner who accompanies him for the rest of his life, these major life events should be decided by the two of you together, not for us old ones to come forward to solve them, I suggest you take a look at his suicide note, if you still insist on your choice after reading it, then I support you."

Chen Meng didn't open her son's suicide note, but she could guess that it was her own child, and she understood what she thought.

"I understand your thoughts, I understand my son's thoughts, and I respect you both whether you make the decision to go or stay."

Since Qianmo asked her on WeChat thoughtlessly whether she would be disappointed if she was not a police officer in the future, Chen Meng has always wanted to talk to Qianmo.

When his son had an accident at this time, the best way Chen Meng could think of was to let Qianmo read the suicide note.

"Master, don't you think that you and my master are too child-like? Do you let them do whatever they want? Qian Mo asked.

In terms of parenting, she lacks experience, and her father Chen Baichuan and her master Chen Meng are two extremes.

She has been strictly disciplined by her father since she was a child, so strict that she can't say a few words to boys, and her father forcibly interfered with the selection of college.

The Xiao Hei family is the opposite, and the masters don't care what these children want to do.

"The same question, my mother asked me - the next time she comes, I will introduce you to her, she used to control half of the Chinese business circles abroad before she retired, she didn't understand my concept of parenting very much, she felt that I was too loose with his father, I said to her at the time, if the child is stronger than us, we don't need to interfere with his choice, he will surpass us in the future, if the children are not as good as us, leave money and power to them, sooner or later they will be lost."

Chen Meng is very pleased that she and the second master's genes are relatively strong, and the three children have three different choices, each of which is excellent.

In different fields, do what they like, and everyone knows exactly what they want.

Qian Mo seemed to understand whether she understood or not, she thought of the last time she told her master about her studies, and the master also reacted like this.

If you want to learn, it's okay if you don't want to learn, if you want to be a policeman, it's okay if you don't do it, as long as-

"It's good if you're happy."

That's right, that's the attitude of the master last time.

Chen Meng left, saying that she would go back to stew soup for her son, and by the way, she would ask Qianmo for a day off, and tomorrow, Saturday, Sunday, she would not have to go back to school and stay in the hospital to take care of him.

Qian Mo put the leather envelope in his pocket and returned to the hospital room.

He seemed to feel that it was gone, opened his eyes, looked around in confusion, and when he saw her, he hooked the corners of his mouth, closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

Qian Mo held her chin and looked at him for a while, and when he fell asleep, she stabilized her mind and took out the suicide note tremblingly.

In one fell swoop, he tore open the sealed bag and pulled out the letter paper from inside.

There are only two pieces of paper, and the vigorous and powerful pen characters write his bones, and looking at his words is like seeing his person, handsome and excellent, and even the punctuation marks between the lines reveal a warmth.

To: Good boys

By the time you read this letter, I had left this world and gone somewhere else without you.

only saw the beginning, and Qian Mo's tears burst the embankment.

The sense of substitution is too strong, although he is lying there, but this letter tears away the biggest fear in her heart, and spreads out the things she is least willing to face.

Bloody, every tear was full of her fear and sadness.

Qian Mo endured his grief and continued to look down.