Chapter 86: A Shallow Dream 7
"I was teasing you just now, don't worry, I'm fine. Shallow, in your heart, dad is very important, right? In the same way, your dad loves you very much, and for your dad's sake, you have to come out, you know? Brother Haoyuan's mother suddenly said seriously, it turned out that she was lying to herself, but fortunately, she was lying to herself.
I somehow threw myself into her arms and gently lifted her veil, wondering what kind of lady she was, if she was as loving as the lady next door. Sure enough, she was really beautiful, as beautiful as the moon, which surprised and loved me.
With such a beautiful face, he must be a good person, Brother Haoyuan is really happy, accompanied by such a beautiful mother. Fortunately, she was okay today, otherwise she would really not be very sad.
Suddenly, the blank space in my mind slowly came back again, and it happened more and more recently. Before I was completely unconscious, I subconsciously curled up in the arms of Haoyuan's brother's mother, she was really fragrant, and very warm, staying by her side, I felt that my sleep became warm, no longer full of coldness.
Brother Haoyuan's mother doesn't seem to refuse, such an indifferent person actually cares for me, is this what it feels like to have a mother, it's good! But my dear mother, when will you come back?
When I woke up, I didn't see Haoyuan's brother's mother, could it be that I was dreaming? It's impossible, I've never had a dream other than that blank, and last night, I was really happy.
"Shallow, it's time to get up, Daddy will take you to a place" Daddy sat on the edge of the bed, not smiling like before, but looking at himself with a sad look. Daddy, what's going on today? Is there someone bullying daddy again?
I thought my father was going to take me somewhere, but he took me to a hillside where there were two graves.
As soon as Daddy was gone, he burned paper, lit incense and candles, and read something. I was delirious, all I knew was that my father pulled me to my knees and asked me to learn to kowtow to him, and my father said it was my grandparents. But I never seem to have seen them, do they live in them?
Daddy knelt down and spoke to the two tombstones for a long, long time, and the more he spoke, the more sad he became. Daddy, what's wrong, do you miss your grandparents too much? But why did you mention me, Daddy, did you do something wrong......
After that, my father took me away and came to the town, bought me a beautiful dress to change into, and specially invited a lady to comb my hair.
"Ah Gui, your girl is so beautiful, it's just a pity" The lady who combed her hair looked at me and sighed.
"What is a pity? She will be healed soon, she will be healed, my shallowness, she will be healthy" Saying, Daddy ignored the puzzled look of the eldest mother behind him, and pulled me away. He also took me to buy a lot of delicious food, and along the way, he was absent-minded, often staring at other children in a daze.
When I woke up, I felt very uncomfortable looking at my dad like this, did my dad really start to dislike me, I started to dislike me, and I also wanted to talk to my dad and play with my dad. However, I can't help it, and the time I have been awake is getting shorter and shorter. Daddy, I really want to chat with you, but I can't refuse that blank ......
When I got home, my father went to find Haoyuan's brother's mother. And Brother Haoyuan pulled me over and said seriously, "Shallow, I'll teach you to play the piano, and when you are alone in the future, you can also practice by yourself."
I watched quietly and stopped moving. Daddy doesn't want me anymore, does even Brother Haoyuan want to leave me? Learning the piano, my heart was very sad, the blank swept again, it laughed and said, "Shallow, this is the place where you stay, this is, stay here, they don't understand you, only this is your destination, hahaha"
Yes, this is the place where you stay, and this piece of white is what you should have.
No, it's not, I have my father, my brother Haoyuan, and my mother who hasn't come back, I just can't speak, I'll get better, I'll get better. However, no matter how much I remind myself, I still can't resist it, this time, it seems to be more serious than before, Daddy, I don't know when I will be able to wake up; Daddy, shallow doesn't want to stay anywhere; Daddy, you have to, you have to take care of yourself, I don't know if I can protect you......
(Shallow recollection)
What appeared on the screen was Qianqian sitting on a chair, letting Haoyuan hold her hand and plucking the strings, it turned out that from that moment, Qianqian was completely unconscious.
Later scenes, the sister-in-law personally participated, she didn't expect the little girl to be sober so much, so eager to live. Maybe she's too young to express this desire, but she knows that she wants to come out, and children like freedom, so should she.
"Shallow, shallow, Daddy, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, Shallow, Daddy I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, shallow" Ah Gui cried silently, no struggle or writhing, he cried like this, he apologized like this, it turned out that he had always misunderstood Shallow, it turned out that he had always hurt Shallow. The voice in her heart came into her ears clearly, and she was a little girl, using the purest words, to say her pain and her suffering, but she couldn't do anything about it.
Looking at such a Gui, she couldn't help but feel helpless and emotional. Agui went from a pretentious scholar to a man who supported his family. From a lonely man to a father who loves his children. During this period, I also paid too much.
couldn't catch the exam, he didn't cry; When his father and mother died, he didn't cry; The lady left, and he didn't cry; Life was hard, and he didn't cry. However, it was only because of shallowness that I cried again and again. The man has tears and does not play lightly, shallow is the softest string in his heart. Now, if the strings are short, can the piano continue to be played and sung......
Ah Gui is not as great as Liujun's mother, he just uses his most humble identity, his most sincere attitude, and his most simple love to hold up a piece of heaven for Qianqian. After witnessing the story of Liujun's mother-in-law, and looking at the shallow memories, the sister-in-law couldn't help but feel a headache, in this world, the most indescribable thing is love.
Thinking about it, she took back the picture, and also took back all the purple dream spirits, and turned everything into darkness. In this quiet atmosphere, only the sound of Agui's heart-wrenching crying was filled. Cry, you can calm down after crying, shallow, I guess, you can't come back.
"Let go of this vine, ma'am, and I, what shall we do next? Where is my shallowness, I really want to see her" Agui wiped some tears, clasped his hands tightly, shallow, his father is incompetent, he didn't give you company, he didn't make you happy, and he couldn't share your pain.
"It's not that there is no hope, it's just that there is not much hope, anyway, since you're here, let's go down" With a slight wave of her hand, the purple dream spirit instantly appeared, illuminating the surroundings.
"Well, let's go" Agui got off the swing and instantly felt a lot older, girl, don't be afraid, Daddy is here, Daddy is here to take you home, waiting for me.
"Okay" The concubine closed her eyes and muttered, slowly opening the door to the Nightmare Polar Land. It's all fate, even if it's painful, even if it's all nostalgic, there's no turning back.
took Agui into the road to the Nightmare Polar Land, which was neither long nor short, but extremely painful. The concubine trembled her fingers slightly, and a purple light surrounded Ah Gui, so that she could ensure that she would not be seriously injured, but she could not protect the pain in her heart. I hope that Agui can stabilize his demons and arrive smoothly, at least be sensible, and add more hope to Qianqian.
Agui heard a shallow voice as he walked, "Daddy, Daddy, I'm so scared here, are you coming to me?" ”
"Shallow, where are you, are you good to show Daddy a way, Daddy doesn't understand, Daddy can't find you, you show Daddy the way, shallow, shallow" Ah Gui suddenly stopped and said loudly, Shallow, where are you? Daddy can't find you, can't find you.
"Ah Gui, remember the shallow memories, she is still there, it is impossible to come out, we are not in her memories now" The concubine thought about it, or reminded Ah Gui.
"No, no, madam, listen, shallow she is crying, she is crying, she said she is afraid, you help me, let me go to her, we won't go back, don't go back" Ah Gui knelt in front of his sister-in-law, kept pleading, and a shallow voice came from his ears really clearly.
"Agui, she can't cry, she doesn't even smile, think about it, if you really want to accompany her, you can't choose here, go to the end. You are her father, you have to be sensible" The aunt squatted down and spoke slowly, the dream words in the center of her eyebrows turned black, she was serious at this moment, and every word was like a clear spring immersed in Ah Gui's heart.
"I, I'm ......" Yes, I am a shallow father, how can I give up halfway, since Mrs. has said so, it must not be shallow here, but, it is clearly a shallow voice, how can I be so selfish, how can I still make shallow and painful?
"Daddy, daddy, you're so ruthless, you alienated me and let me stay in my own world for a long time, you are incompetent, making me an executioner, Daddy, I'm still so young, you can't bear to hurt me so much?" Suddenly, a shallow picture appeared in the dark mid-air, and she said angrily and hatefully.
"No, no, Daddy doesn't know, Daddy...... Shallow, it's Daddy who is bad, you're right, Daddy is incompetent and selfish, it's all Daddy's bad, let you come to this world to suffer, Shallow, Daddy is sorry for you, how can Daddy make up for it, Shallow, don't hate Daddy, don't hate me, okay? Agui hurriedly got up and reached out to touch the shallow illusion, Qianqian just called himself daddy, but Qianqian hated himself, don't, don't.
"What's the use of apologizing and making amends? You take your life to accompany me, and bear this pain with me" The shallow eyes on the screen were full of mockery, and every word went straight to Ah Gui's heart.
"Okay, okay, I promise you, Daddy will take his life to accompany you, you wait for me" Ah Gui hurriedly said, preparing to commit suicide.
"Agui, Qianqian is your daughter, if she wants you to die, why should she protect you desperately, think about it. If you want to die, you owe her more, I won't stop you" Sister-in-law said calmly, this is also the last time she persuaded Agui, this polar road is also a choice, maybe it's a good thing not to go to the polar region.