Chapter 87: A Shallow Dream 8
"I know, I know, but what to do, what can I do. Fake or true, I just don't want to continue to suffer like this, I don't want to owe her a minute or a second, madam, what do you say? I'm really messy and messy now" Ah Gui clasped his hands tightly, his ears were full of shallow confiding, his eyes were full of shallow hatred for himself, he didn't know what to do at all, and the pain in his heart became deeper and deeper.
"Agui, time is running out. Now, I can only respect your choice. Whether to stay here and take your life, or go over and face it bravely, as long as you choose, I will fulfill you. "My sister-in-law said every word and every sentence very seriously, she was just a guide, and she had no right to dictate in other people's fateful choices.
"Daddy, stay with me here, I'm scared here"
"Daddy, Qianqian needs your company so much, do you really want to let Qianqian be lonely?"
"Daddy, if you pass, you won't be able to find shallow again......" There are many shallow pictures in the dark space, and the shallow and pitiful ones on the picture are pitiful, constantly begging.
Agui stopped talking, just squatted down and hugged his head and cried loudly, all this came really suddenly, he knew that he hated pain in a shallow way, but he didn't expect her to be so painful, so thin, how could she resist such torture. As her father, it's really useless, shallow, and her father is really useless.
Just as Agui complained about himself in pain, a voice slowly came from his heart, "Daddy, you have to take care of yourself, I don't know when I will wake up, Daddy ......"
"I don't care if you're really shallow or fake, I want to say, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Daddy owes you too much, even if I can't recover it, I can't make up for it. ”
"Shallow, Daddy has experienced too many ups and downs in his life, and the only lucky thing is that with you, for you, Daddy is willing to pay and say yes. So, shallow, Daddy doesn't want to break this persistence halfway, even if it's a punishment, we're all at the end of the road, okay? Shallow, Daddy really loves you very much, you wait obediently, Daddy will definitely not let you be alone" Ah Gui got up and said loudly to the surroundings, tears flowing down his weather-beaten cheeks. Shallow loves himself like this, and he has to cheer up a little, since Mrs. said that there is an end, then go, maybe there is a way to cure shallow.
There is no glory and wealth, no fame and fortune, no fame and fortune, no fame and eternal fame, I can not have a lot in this life, or even not this life, but I can't do without shallowness.
"Madam, I've thought about it, let's keep walking, where is he waiting for me, right?"
"En" the aunt nodded, turned and continued to walk forward, and the dream spirits gathered more together, illuminating the darkness and giving the sad scene a touch of warmth and relief.
Ah Gui followed behind her sister-in-law, walking step by step, constantly firming up in her heart to the idea of going to the end to atone for her sins, because that is the best place. Gradually, the sound in my ears disappeared, and the picture in front of me blurred, as if everything was calm again.
When Gui's mind and thoughts were completely calm, the darkness disappeared in an instant, and a beam of colorful light illuminated Gui's surroundings. The concubine continued to hide in the darkness, glad that Agui could come here.
"Gui, huh? You are welcome to break through your demons and come to the Polar Nightmare Pole, to this purest place. The nightmare old man's voice sounded slowly, but it suppressed Ah Gui's heart and made him feel a suffocating pain.
"He's just an ordinary mortal" The concubine slowly spoke, her tone was full of helplessness, this nightmare old man, don't you know that the dream spirit on his own body is very heavy? How could a mortal like Agui withstand it.
"Got it" The old man of the nightmare suppressed his dream spirit unhappily, this girl, even such a mortal was brought in, what if there was an accident, it was not her who was injured, and as long as she lived for ten years, she was really getting more and more unruly.
"Whew...... Madam, who is the one who speaks? Can my shallowness be saved? Can you give me a definite answer? Agui felt the pressure relieved, and then slowly said to his sister-in-law, where is this, and can the shallow disease be cured......
"Gui, since you can come to the Nightmare Polar Land, we will do our best to help you. It's just that Nightmare Polar is not a doctor, it can't cure all diseases, it is a most sincere place, a place that can give you the most complete and regretless decision. So, no matter what the outcome is, you have to accept what you choose," the old man said softly, Nightmare Polar is a place to choose, a place to see the truth, but it is not a medicine, and it cannot cure all diseases.
"I know, but I just want to ask, can Shallow be cured, can she get out of that predicament? How should I choose, I am just an ordinary person like an ant, I beg you, save my daughter, she is still so young, there are still many things to do, so, please" Agui endured the pain in his heart, knelt down and kowtowed, he was born ordinary, he could only hope that God would favor him and give him a way to live.
"It's useless for you to beg me, I don't have such ability. Ah Gui, next, I just hope that what is said next, you can listen carefully" The old man of Nightmare hurriedly used his spiritual power to help Ah Gui up.
"Good...... You...... You said, "Agui was inexplicably helped up, but his heart began to panic."
"A superficial disease, called dementia, is a disease of self-immersion. Asa suffered from this disease, not only because of the accident that occurred when her mother was pregnant with her, but also because she lacked companionship and a joyful atmosphere when she first learned to talk and walk. This kind of disease can only wash the heart and brainwash, but the shallow illness is very strange, she is occasionally conscious, which shows that she wants to wake up and get out of this silence. Your safety, Haoyuan's concern, and the sound of the piano are the keys that can motivate her to wake up and preserve her memories. However, it was still a little late, because she was very young, and she kept struggling repeatedly, and she could only let the white nightmare swallow up her thoughts, and as you can see, she could only slowly stay in that white space. The old man of the nightmare told about his shallow illness in distress, and this little girl still longs for freedom and warmth. It's just that the arms can't twist the thighs, how can that nightmare be easily destroyed.
"When, is there really no possibility of healing at all? So, what to do, what do I do? When Agui heard this, he asked in a panic, isn't it, there is no way to be cured at all.
"Well, there's no way," the nightmare old man said earnestly.
"Are you joking, right, the world is so big, there are so many doctors, with one person, one method, can make my shallowness better. Yes, as long as you release Qianqian out of it, she can grow up healthy and happy" Qianqian is locked up there, you have to go in, take her out, and then find the best doctor to treat Qianqian.
"It's useless, shallow lacks too much care and warmth, although it's to love you as the starting point, but the things you do are extreme. The more time passes, the more violent her temperament will become, and the more extreme her ideas will be. Even if you search for doctors all over the world, there is nothing you can do. This kind of dementia is not a terminal disease, but it needs to be cared for from a warm cradle from a very young age, and it was affected by his father's desperate time. It can only be a pity to miss the time of companionship, and the old man of Nightmare does not feel sorry.
"How can this be, why is it back to the original point, shallow, I might as well stay there just now, whether I am with you now, it's all my own mistake, wrong"
"Shallow space, you can never enter, and you can't fit in, you can only witness, Agui, are you still obsessed with it now?" The old man of the nightmare said loudly, letting them press Ah Gui's heart, and the blind hope will only hurt more.
"Shallow, shallow, can you hear me? Daddy is wrong, Daddy is wrong, I shouldn't feel sorry for myself because I'm a scholar, I shouldn't immerse myself in work to support you, I shouldn't forgive your mistakes because you're sick. Shallow, it was my father who hurt you, it was me who hurt you, shallow, shallow"
"Hahahaha, thousands of years have passed, thousands of sails have been crossed, the green mountains are still there, and the personnel have turned empty. Shallow, what should Daddy do to get you back, God, why do you torture my daughter so much, why, what did we do wrong, we only promised in our lives, or we couldn't get a healthy family...... "Agui fell to his knees all of a sudden, why did he have to go to this world, why did he bring shallow to bear such pain...... What the hell are you doing, it's so messy, it's messy.
The concubine looked at Ah Gui quietly, thinking of Haoyuan's happy expression when he was thinking about preparing the piano score for Qianqian. I feel more and more sad and uneasy, I actually feel that the shallow illness is very serious, and I can't bring Agui to let him understand the shallow sincerity and listen to the shallow voice. But now, I actually feel wrong, maybe Agui shouldn't come, maybe the pain of going with the flow is better than now. On the night I hugged the shallow, I had already thought about such an ending...... If he is so powerless one day, how can he protect Haoyuan, is he really waiting for the arrangement of fate?
"Agui, you should blame yourself. You are the father of the child, from the moment she came to this world, you have carried all her hopes, and as a parent, you should not teach your child her pain. However, she worked very hard, she didn't follow the dream, at least she worked hard to leave you with memories, and to this day, it is not something you can solve with your life. Now that you've come to this nightmare land that you can choose from, please cheer yourself up and move on with the rest of the options. Whether you live or die is left to you to decide in the world. Here today, the choices you need to face are more important than that. Ah Gui, after going through so much, take out your composure, stand up, get out of here, for such a brave daughter, be stronger" The nightmare old man couldn't bear to say, he was not only distressed by Ah Gui, but also the little girl's shallowness, all said that father and daughter are connected, presumably Ah Gui's pain also appeared on her.