Chapter 168: Thank You (1st Update)
Su Xiaoran never thought that she would one day be able to sit and chat face-to-face with Xiaomeng, it was really amazing to think about it, a person who would never have appeared suddenly appeared in front of her, the most important thing is that she has the same face as herself, and she shares the love she deserves.
Or is it that she shared the love that originally belonged to her?
As Xiaomeng approached, Su Xiaoran's heart beat faster and faster, and she didn't understand why she was suddenly so nervous, in this case, shouldn't she be angry, or something else?
What a beautiful face.
I have to say that Xiaomeng looks much better than herself, although the two have the same facial features, but Xiaomeng's aristocratic temperament exuded from the inside out is intoxicating, she is like a proud princess, and Chenxi is his prince.
"You're looking for me."
Xiaomeng sat down, as if Su Xiaoran was a long-known friend.
"Yes, I'll look for you." Su Xiaoran repeated, and then waved like a waiter, without waiting for her to speak, Xiaomeng preemptively said: "Give me a cup of Blue Mountain, thank you." ”
Su Xiaoran clasped her hands tightly and rubbed uncomfortably. For some reason, when she saw Xiaomeng, she didn't hate her as much as she imagined, but, as if she was looking in the mirror, she observed another self in this world.
Xiaomeng didn't seem to be so shocked and curious, she drank coffee, and then raised her eyes to look at Su Xiaoran: "Your name is Su Xiaoran, right?" My brother often tells me about you. ”
"Your brother?" Su Xiaoran was a little caught off guard.
"That's right, my brother, Huayan."
Su Xiaoran was stunned, the little dream that Hua Yan mentioned in front of her was a person who had left the world, and in front of Xiao Meng, how would Hua Yan describe her?
"What the hell are you looking for me today?" Xiaomeng went straight to the point, as if his mind was not here.
Su Xiaoran paused and asked, "Last night...... Did you call me? ”
"Last night?" Xiaomeng's eyebrows were raised, and his eyes rolled, as if he was reminiscing. "Nope."
Su Xiaoran lowered her head and looked at the glass of boiled water in front of her, feeling surging. Before she came, she had a lot to ask Xiaomeng, but now, she couldn't say a word.
"Why, is it because of this that you came to me today?" Xiao Meng showed a surprised expression, and his fingertips were still running his hair that had fallen down. Just this casual action, Su Xiaoran's originally sinking heart continued to sink, Xiaomeng's gestures revealed confidence, she is a bright woman, a smile, a quiet and moving made her fascinated by the same woman, let alone Chenxi?
Chenxi used to love her to the bone, right?
"I ...... I just want to ask if you've been doing well in the past few years. ”
"I'm fine, thank you for your concern. Thank you for taking care of Chenxi for me. ”
What the.
Su Xiaoran raised her head and looked at Xiao Meng, she thought she had heard it wrong, but yes, the polite and generous smile on Xiao Meng's face made her embarrassed.
So, did she just take care of him on behalf of someone else?
"Xiaoran, although we haven't met, I'm no stranger to you, really, my brother often mentions you to me, and my mother, they all say that you are a very good girl, and I am very relieved to have you by Chenxi's side."
"Yes, they told you about me." Su Xiaoran had a stiff smile on her face, remembering the things that Hua Mu had done to her.
Now that everything is clear, no wonder she dislikes herself so much, I see.
"Of course they will mention you, after all, you are the only person after me who can get close to Chenxi. Do you know that Chenxi has worked hard since he was a child, and he strives for the first place in everything. He is also very good, and he has always been the brightest star when he was in school. If it weren't for his parents' accidents, he probably would never have been sad. I like that Chenxi before, and I'm going to change him back to the way he should be. ”
"What do you mean, the state he should be?"
"You won't understand. Thank you anyway, at least in the past few months, his pain has decreased a little. Xiaoran, you are a good girl, you should understand what I am talking about. ”
"What if I don't understand?" Su Xiaoran didn't know where she got the courage to raise the bar.
"I don't understand...... That's also to no avail, I have been with Chenxi for five years, I know what he likes and dislikes, I know everything about him, Xiaoran, I heard that you also had an unforgettable relationship, then you must understand my feelings now. That's right, between me and Chenxi, even if I intervene in someone else, that person will never be able to replace my position in his heart. ”
"Little dream, I love Chenxi." Su Xiaoran's fists tightened, and when she said this, she mustered up her courage. If it was in front of Qiao Xiaoyan or Lia, she could say this casually, but in front of Xiaomeng, she was a little weak-hearted.
Four years, five years. It's really ridiculous, originally she thought that she would never fall in love with anyone in her life except Ji Ren, but Chenxi had obviously lived in her heart.
Xiaomeng was stunned, and then turned into a smile, a chuckle, a laugh that he felt ridiculous. She looked at Su Xiaoran, and the corners of her mouth curled slightly: "Love? Do you know what love is? What kind of love is love to you? By the way, I think your so-called love should be like traveling, liking this place at this stage, so you stay there for a short time, and then change places, stay again, you stop and go, thinking that you have loved a lot of people, but in fact, there is no at all. Su Xiaoran, do you know what love is? ”
"Of course I understand, I won't love Chenxi less than you."
"Huh." Xiaomeng didn't expect Su Xiaoran to say this at all, she adjusted her sitting posture, looked at the person in front of her who said that she loved the person she loved, and asked, "Then do you think Chenxi loves you?" ”
In a word, Su Xiaoran was asked.
That's right, Chenxi, do you love yourself?
He said he loved her, and even if he didn't, wouldn't the images that were once so vivid not tell the whole story? Of course, Chenxi loves her, and he also said that she and the child are the colors of his future.
"What's the matter, don't dare to answer? You know that the reason why Chenxi is close to you is because you look like me, and you have gained his sympathy and pity by relying on this skin, but he doesn't love you. Xiaoran, don't think what I'm saying is ugly, when a person says that he is in love with someone who looks exactly like his ex-girlfriend, do you believe it? ”
Su Xiaoran covered her stomach, she was so nervous that when she was nervous, she unconsciously wanted to touch her stomach. She wanted to tell Xiaomeng that she was pregnant with Chenxi's child, but she swallowed the words again.
Wouldn't it be stupid to use a child to prove that the other person loves him/her if he needs to use the child to prove that he loves him/her?
"Xiaoran, I'm here today, I'm back, and I don't plan to leave again. I've already said this to Chenxi, so if you're an understanding person, I'll ask you to leave automatically. ”
Xiaomeng stood up, closed his coffee money, and then turned to leave. When she left, Su Xiaoran clearly smelled the familiar scent of osmanthus flowers.
So familiar.
She suddenly realized that Chenxi also had the same smell on her body, at the beginning, she used to think that Chenxi was girlish, but she sprayed this elegant perfume, but now, her heart hurt because of this fragrance.
He was clearly using all kinds of ways to miss her.
It seems that before it started, it was already a mess of losing.
In the afternoon, Su Xiaoran returned to the company, and the big boss saw that her face was not good, so he came over to say a few greetings, but as soon as he saw him, Su Xiaoran couldn't help but think of Chenxi, which also reminded her: Until now, she is still living under his protection.
Su Xiaoran rejected the idea that the boss wanted to give her a day off, and now she just wants to enrich herself with work, even if she can forget some memories for a while.
A day passed, she still didn't wait for Chenxi's call, he promised that he would give her an explanation, but now, she waited and waited, and he disappeared.
I panicked.
Su Xiaoran endured the thoughts in her heart, endured countless question marks, and forced herself to finish the day's work.
Qiqi came to the door of the company very early to wait for her, and when Su Xiaoran walked out of the door of the company after the sunset, he saw Qiqi standing there with a grim face, waiting for him.
"Qiqi, I want to go to Hua Yan, I want to ask him what's going on."
"I know, I've already asked him out to meet, let's get in the car."
Qiqi said and pulled Su Xiaoran into the car, Su Xiaoran was a little incredible, Qiqi and her, have they really reached the point where they can understand what the other party thinks without guessing?
Qiqi is very calm.
She's like that, the more serious things are, the more she likes to pretend to be calm. She didn't speak along the way, and Su Xiaoran looked at the street scene in front of her with peace of mind and thought about things, if she saw Huayan, what should she ask?
If it's really as Xiaomeng said, then hasn't Huayan been deceiving Chenxi all along? How could he be willing to give it?
"Qiqi, I want to talk to Hua Yan alone for a while."
"I know, you go in, I'll be waiting for you in the car, and call me immediately if there's something." Qiqi sent Su Xiaoran out of the car, and followed her with his eyes uneasily.
Su Xiaoran walked into the MIX bar, Hua Yan chose to meet here, there should be a reason for him, right?
is still a noisy environment, and you can see Huayan's figure at a glance.
He sat there alone, with a cigarette in his hand, looking lonely. Hua Yan also saw Su Xiaoran at that moment, so she stood up, her movements a little stiff and cramped.
"You're here."
Very kind greetings.
"Huayan, I ......"
"Sit down." Hua Yan pursed her lips and smiled, and motioned for Su Xiaoran to sit down. Then, suddenly looking at her stomach, I don't know if I was smiling at her or smiling at myself, "Time flies so fast, a few months is enough to change a lot of things." ”