Chapter 20 Travel

After leaving Su Chan's house, I walked on the road in a distraction, I don't know how long I walked, and a sudden thunder in the sky woke me up.

The rain in the weather forecast did not miss the appointment this time, and when I was most disappointed, I smiled self-deprecatingly, and refused to let me go even the rain, and wanted to drench me freely, telling me how incompetent and depressed I was, so that he was laughing at me and laughing at me.

I looked up at the gloomy sky, but suddenly I lost the desire to go home to avoid the rain, and wanted to walk in the rain like this.

My life won't get any worse anyway, so what's the point of getting drenched in the rain?

A few minutes after the lightning and thunder, the rain fell from the sky, and the soybean-sized raindrops hit me, but I didn't feel much of it, and even stood there and closed my eyes, trying to experience the heavy rain.

But when I closed my eyes, what appeared in my mind was all the past of me and Su Chan, a replay of the scenes.

There were warm moments, and there were also times when we quarreled, and all the things that made me remember were replayed, and these good and bad things recorded our relationship for more than ten years.

I suddenly felt a little relieved, feelings are not love after all, if a long time of companionship will turn into love, then this love is too simple.

I know that love is unreasonable, but I don't want this domineering unreasonableness to happen to me, but after thinking about it, what have I done for Su Chan, over the years, apart from letting her worry about me, have I helped her in anything?

Compared with Song Kai, who chased Jicheng from the imperial capital, I am indeed small and inconspicuous, but when I remember that the two of them stood at the wedding scene and exchanged rings and kissed each other, my heart began to throb again, and my mouth said that I put it down, and my brain told me that I was going to turn the page, but my heart would still hurt involuntarily and be sad.

I didn't think about what might happen in the future, but walked home silently in the rain, and when I got home, my clothes and trouser legs could wring out a basin of water, I took a random shower, and went to bed.

The next day, I was woken up by the ringtone of my mobile phone, it was Yang Yue who called, she brought me breakfast at the door of my house and asked me to open the door for her.

I let out a "hmm", and when I made a sound, I realized that my voice was hoarse, and my head was even more dizzy, and my whole body was hot.

I realized that I had a fever, and dragged my weak limbs to open the door for Yang Yue, Yang Yue seemed to see that something was wrong with me, and she exclaimed in surprise the first time she touched me.

"Brother, why are you so hot?"

When I just wanted to say that it was okay, Yang Yue put down the breakfast in his hand, pushed me into the door, asked me to go back to the bed, helped me cover the quilt, and came over with a thermometer to let me take my temperature.

I wanted to say that there was no need to be so troublesome, I would just take some medicine, but Yang Yue insisted on wiping my hands and face, saying that this would help lower my body temperature.

I couldn't use my strength, and my body was very uncomfortable, Yang Yue also insisted again and again, I couldn't stop her, I could only watch her busy with breakfast without taking care of it, and when she wiped my hands and face, she wiped my legs and feet, and didn't dislike me at all.

When I saw Yang Yue doing this, I remembered how I used to take care of Su Chan, how similar is it to Yang Yue now?

At this moment, I suddenly realized that my eyes seemed to have been only on one person, and I had never paid attention to and observed other people around me.

How is Yang Yue's kindness to me worse than Su Chan's kindness to me?

It's just that I didn't pay attention to it all the time, and I didn't look at it.

I take Yang Yue as my sister from the bottom of my heart, and naturally it is impossible to suddenly forget that Su Chan fell in love with her, but this comparison makes my heart feel better.

I'm not so lonely, there are still people who are silently watching me and accompanying me not far away.

After I took the antipyretics, Yang Yue was still a little uneasy and wanted me to go to the hospital to see, but I shook my head and signaled that it was not necessary, if the medicine did not work, it would be good to go to the hospital again, and now this situation is over.

After finishing all this, Yang Yue remembered that she hadn't eaten breakfast yet, and she was going to feed me breakfast, but when I saw her like this, she quickly sat up straight, saying that I could just come by myself, I was not weak enough to let a woman feed me for a meal, and it was too embarrassing for me to spread it.

During the meal, Yang Yue also told me that Li Yong called her and said that a job suitable for her was arranged in the company, and asked her if she wanted to go, and she wanted to come and ask my opinion.

After Yang Yue finished speaking, I naturally agreed with both hands, Yang Yue has not been in the WTO deeply, and it is still guaranteed to go to our company, and I will be relieved.

I was supposed to report this afternoon, but I was sick, so Yang Yue postponed the time to tomorrow, and when I took a nap in the afternoon, she helped clean my house for me, and all the dirty clothes were washed.

When I got up and saw that Jiang Yan's T-shirt was also hanging on the drying rack, my expression was a little strange, and I glanced at Yang Yue who was cooking dinner in the kitchen.

But the girl didn't notice that I was looking at her, and she didn't ask, so I pretended not to see it and didn't say it, after all, it's a bit difficult to explain this clearly, and it's best if she doesn't ask.

After a day of rest at home, my body has also improved, although I still have some low-grade fever and weakness, but the high fever has not occurred again.

I was lying on the bed looking at the ceiling, and suddenly I had the idea of leaving Jeseong, maybe I would go out for a walk and come back, or maybe I would just go out for a few years, and simply develop outside.

Jeseong is my sad place now, I don't want to stay here, but I don't know where to go.

After a moment of silence, I suddenly wanted to go back to the countryside to see my grandparents, in the past few years of working in Jicheng, I only watched them on video, but I didn't go back for a while, even if I went back, I only stayed for a day or two, sometimes it was the New Year, sometimes it was the day of my grandparents' birthday.

Thinking so, I didn't hesitate, I don't have a job now, and naturally there is nothing that binds me, so I then booked a train ticket back to the countryside tomorrow.

After booking the ticket, I thought about it, and sent a message to Jiang Yan, saying that I was going to travel, and asked her not to come to me these days, so as not to find my people.

Within a minute of the text message, Jiang Yan's phone call was returned.

"Why are you going to the countryside all of a sudden, and you can't think about going home to farm?"

Jiang Yan is still a detached character, and she hurt me first as soon as the phone called.

I didn't have the heart to worry about this girl, "It's nothing, it's just to go home and see my grandparents, and it's rare to have time, so go back and relax." ”

"Is your little village pretty?"

I was a little surprised, "Why are you asking this?" ”

"You just say it's not beautiful!"

"It must be beautiful, if you want mountains and mountains, water and water, and good air, I plan to retire and retire there in the future."

"Then you can book me a ticket too!"

“????”

After Jiang Yan finished speaking, I was at a loss, "Why do you still follow me when I go home?" ”

"Don't you say it's a small mountain village, I'll just go on a trip, it's just going to be a game recently, and the pressure is a little high, so it's good to go out and relax."

I'm a little resistant, it's a good choice to have a beautiful woman with me, that is, I brought it back, how to explain it to my grandparents?

Grandparents have always had a lot of ideas about hugging their great-grandson, but I have never been able to bring my girlfriend back, if I take Jiang Yan back this time, and I don't take her back next time, maybe the old couple will nag me again.

I didn't squeak for a long time, and Jiang Yan saw that I didn't want to take her there, so she hurriedly said, "Do you remember that you still owe me once?" ”

"Don't think about not taking me there, use it here for the time you owe me, you can get the ticket and food!"

After that, without waiting for me to reply, she hung up my phone and sent me a random text message with her identity information, asking me to book a ticket and tell her the time of the train, and she will wait for me at the station on time tomorrow.

When I saw this text message, I had a little headache, but I had no choice but to book a ticket for Jiang Yan, and one person's trip became two people......