Reluctantly!

These words came out of Hua Yan's mouth, and they couldn't be lighter.

But Hua Zhuo knew how difficult, heavy, and weighty she could say these words.

Prince Huaiyu is an imprint that she can't touch in the depths of her soul, Prince Yunchi, the same identity, is destined to make her road infinitely hard, full of thorns.

Yun Chi must not know what she will endure and face the moment she agrees to marry him.

Whether it is for Su Zi or for the Lin'an Hua family, it is light, and the really heavy is her own heart.

She wants to tear apart the painful memories that have been engraved into the bone marrow in her heart for a long time, and she wants to break and crush a self and create a new self to accept him, get along with him, go on a blind date with him, and conclude a relationship with him.

What's the hardest thing in the world?

Maybe 10,000 people have 10,000 sayings, but for Hua Yan, some things are an insurmountable gap, and she tries her best to force herself to cross it.

Now this chasm has just taken a step, and it has left her bruised all over her body.

Hua Zhuo looked at Hua Yan with pain and distress, and said in a rare dumb voice, "Brother respects your decision, but you also have to respect your brother, I asked you to marry Yun Chi, and you promised me that you would never leave the Hua family." ”

Hua Yan raised his head from his arms, his eyes were red, and the mist was wet, "Brother, Yun Chi is going to be broken, crumpled and crushed, the furnace is refining the world, do you know?" ”

Hua Zhuo was stunned, he was already smart, and suddenly understood what it meant.

Hua Yan continued, "It's easy to say, but this is a baptism of blood for hundreds of families in the world, if our Hua family doesn't want to be in the furnace, then we can't be this relative." You know, once he does it in the future, whether it is as my crown princess or as the queen, it is not a good thing for the Hua family, he does not move the Hua family, it does not mean that others do not move, because of me, the Hua family is involved, and I am in dire straits, I am unwilling in every way. ”

Hua Zhuo's face tightened, "So, you still want to follow the example of hundreds of years ago, the Baohua family, and sacrifice yourself to accompany him?" ”

Hua Yan pursed her lips and whispered, "He is bent on pulling me to accompany him, if I don't marry, vacant the sixth palace for me, and I want to accompany him when I die, this is my blessing, once upon a time, I wanted such a blessing, and no one gave it to me, so I naturally wanted to accompany him......"

Hua Yan looked at her with heavy eyes, distressed and helpless, after a long time, he shook his head, and still said resolutely, "Hundreds of years ago, you did enough for the Hua family, if it weren't for your letter, the Hua family would never have opened the place to let the great grandfather clear the customs, and it was bound to damage the people in the siege and defense of the city, the great grandfather remembered the kindness of the Hua family, and the descendants of the Hua family have been peaceful for hundreds of years, and now after a few hundred years, you will live for yourself, don't think so much." With me, even if His Royal Highness the Crown Prince will refine the world in the future, the Hua family will be involved, and the wind and rain will be in the future, and the water will be in dire straits, and it may be affected like never before, but I don't believe it, I can't keep the Hua family. ”

This was said in a very calm and imposing manner.

Hua Yan was silent.

Hua Zhuo said, "Besides, our Hua family is not hundreds of years ago, the foundation of thousands of years, and you and my brother and sister are here, no matter how big the wind, frost, snow and rain, what are you afraid of?" ”

Hua Yan sighed deeply and whispered, "Brother, you don't understand what I mean, once involved, it's right that you and I are not afraid of this wind and rain, but what about the future after the wind and rain?" Yun Chi will not make a move on the Hua family, so what about how many generations after Nanchu continues? is too deeply involved with imperial power, how can it be hidden in the city? Continue to settle down for a few hundred more years? ”

Hua Zhuo said ruthlessly, "At that time, you and I will already be dusty, so I can't control it, this generation, the Hua family is in charge of me, and my great-grandmother also supports my decision, so it's decided." In the future, how long the Hua family will inherit from our generation is a matter for future generations. ”

Hua Yan saw that he couldn't say anything about Hua Zhuo, and for this reason, he actually uncovered what she had buried very deeply, she was silent for a moment, and could only nod weakly, "Just listen to my brother, I never wanted to be an unscrupulous descendant of the Hua family, the Hua family gave birth to me and raised me to teach me to be an adult, whether it was hundreds of years ago, or now, I only want the Hua family to be stable forever." ”

Hua Zhuo rubbed her head, "Silly girl! ”

Hua Yan leaned on Hua Zhuo for a while, and seemed to gradually regain some strength, looked at the scriptures on the table and said, "It's a pity that these good scriptures have been ruined by me." ”

Hua Zhuo saw that she had endured it and didn't have another seizure, she was really relieved in her heart, and she was also in a little mood, and said with a smile, "The Buddha misses you with a good heart, and I won't blame you." ”

Hua Yan smiled, glanced at the statue of the Buddha, and said with tears in his smile, "Brother, what kind of heart do I have in Akagi?" I am selfish for myself, abandon Houliang and ignore the world, I am not sorry for the Hua family, but I am sorry for Huaiyu and Houliang. I can be regarded as a sinner in Houliang Jiangshan, and I don't blame him for not taking me with him until he died. ”

Hua Zhuo shook his head, "It's right that you say that, but the situation of Houliang at that time is no longer worth protecting, the lives are ruined, the people are not happy, the whole world, there is only one Huaiyu Emperor, can not save the world, the heroes are in chaos, fighting for power, even if our Hua family inserts a kick, we can save the Houliang Jiangshan, but we may not be able to save the people of Houliang, you are selfish for the Baohua family, but how is it not for the people of the world in Houliang to choose the grandfather of Mingjun?" He took over the mess of Houliang in the troubled times, and gradually created the prosperous era of Southern Chu for hundreds of years. ”

Hua Yan stopped talking.

Hua Zhuo looked at her, "We people in the Hua family have little selfishness, but the righteousness is never ambiguous. Hundreds of years have passed, such as today's peace, even if you are wrong, it is worth it, we have never been responsible for anyone's world, but we have done a lot of things for the people. After a pause, he added, "As for Emperor Huaiyu...... You just forget about it! ”

Hua Yan withdrew her gaze from the Buddha statue, lowered her head and stared at the scriptures on the table again, and after a while, said, "Brother, I want to forget too, but how can I forget the things engraved in my soul?" Sometimes I almost think that he must be punishing me and remembering that I owe him for the rest of my life. ”

Hua Zhuo's brows tightened, and he thought for a moment and asked, "Do you know why you were born in the Hua family hundreds of years later?" And the memories of hundreds of years ago? ”

Hua Yan was stunned for a moment, and slowly shook her head, "I don't know ......"

Hua Zhuo slowly released the hand on her shoulder, sat down, and said to her, "According to fate, it is destiny, but I vaguely feel that maybe it is not so simple. ”

"Huh?" Hua Yan looked at Hua Zhuo, "What does my brother mean, these things I was born with are not destiny?" Not providence? That's ......"

Hua Zhuo rubbed his eyebrows, "You and I have grown up together since childhood, for many years, everyone in our Hua family has equated your hysteria with my strange disease, and you have kept it a secret, and only I know, the secret you hide in your heart is different from my real strange disease, although I have never dared to reveal your scars, but I have been thinking about how to cure your hysteria." ”

Hua Yan listened quietly.

Hua Zhuo said in a low voice, "I thought you were already well earlier, but now you have hysteria again, after I handed you over to Yun Chi to take back today, I was thinking about this matter, but I couldn't think about it all the time, but what you said just now reminded me, maybe, you can be like this, and it has something to do with Emperor Huaiyu." ”

Hua Yan's back instantly chilled, and the blood color that had recovered a little bit was completely gone, he looked at Hua Zhuo, "What does my brother mean ......"

Hua Zhuo said, "I don't know if my guess is accurate, maybe you really said it right just now, Emperor Huaiyu really wants you to remember him for the rest of your life." ”

Hua Yan's heart was shocked.

Hua Zhuo pressed her shoulder again, looked at her bloodless face and said, "Sister, you should be the one who knows Emperor Huaiyu best, think about it carefully, does he have the ability to make you remember him for the rest of your life?" Hundreds of years ago, before he died, did he do anything other than prepare poisoned wine for himself and not for you? ”

Hua Yan thought about it with a white face, but as soon as she touched it, she couldn't help but shake her head, "I don't know ......"

Hua Zhuo looked at her appearance, knowing that she had experienced several psychological fluctuations today, and was afraid that she had reached the limit of what she could bear, so she hurriedly stopped and said, "That's it, don't think about it today, my brother will definitely help you solve this dream demon, one day, just like you ask me to accompany me for treatment, you will also get better." ”

Hua Yan stretched out her hand to cover her head, was silent for a moment, nodded calmly, and said softly, "Listen to my brother." ”

Hua Zhuo touched her head again, "Let's go, don't you want to incense your ancestors?" Earlier, there were only a few sticks of incense, but now I am with you, and each tablet is covered with three sticks of incense. The ancestors of our Hua family, even if it is a tablet, are spiritual, you have been peaceful for the Hua family for hundreds of years, they will definitely bless you to live this life well. ”

Hua Yan stood up and nodded.

Hua Zhuo opened the door of the Buddha Hall, and the two brothers and sisters slowly entered the Buddha Hall together.

There are three incense sticks in front of each tablet, as Hua Zhuo said, in front of each tablet, there seems to be a subtle flow of breath, which is the origin spiritual power left by every descendant of the Hua family before his death, which is sealed in the tablet.

The entire Buddha hall of the Hua family is full of subtle green spirit mist, which is obviously only within one hall, but it is insignificant and vast.

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