Chapter 23 (1st Update)
Hua Yan listened to Hua Zhuo's words, and Jin Ge resonated in her head, and she couldn't say a word.
Hua Zhuo continued, "You have traveled all over the world, but you don't go to the capital, you take over the Hua family, never rip and check the secrets of the royal family, avoid the royal family without the slightest contamination, never touch the books of the previous dynasty, under the eighth secret compartment in your study, there is a portrait that you painted half when you were three years old, after you stop writing, you will dust it and never open it." The Queen Mother gave the marriage, but she was caught off guard, making you panic all of a sudden. ”
Hua Yan's body was stiff and motionless.
Hua Zhuo looked at her and said, "A few hundred years ago, the Hua family was quiet, and the prince was Huaiyu, and a few hundred years later, the Hua family was beautiful, and the prince was late." The shackles of fate bind you so much that you want to struggle but don't get rid of it, and you want to break free, and you don't hesitate to use all means, but every time you do it, you are reluctant to really hurt him, leaving room for it, otherwise, with your ability and the power of the Hua family, why do you have to deal with Prince Yunchi for a year? ”
Hua Yan's heart was shocked, and her voice choked, "Brother, don't talk about it......"
Hua Zhuo shook her head, "Hua Yan, let me tell me, you have hidden so many things by yourself, and you have been burdening yourself, aren't you tired of living?" Why don't you let me say it? If I never say it, I may never find a cure for your hysteria, am I really waiting for you to vomit blood and die one day? And I, as your own brother-in-law, will I collect your body? ”
Hua Yan's tears rolled down one by one, crying silently.
Hua Zhuo looked at Hua Yan, from childhood to adulthood, she rarely cried, in his memory, there were a few times when he was anxious about his strange illness and was on the verge of being critically ill, but at that time he was just red eyes, gritting his teeth and trying to pull him to make him have to live, it was she who was such a little child, she was a little girl, and she dragged him day by day with her perseverance, and he gritted his teeth day by day and survived, and finally cured the strange disease.
But herself, she has always knocked out her teeth and swallowed blood, and she has been trying hard to break free from the dream demon, but fate is like this, the gears of fate turn around, and finally turn back.
Hundreds of years ago, Emperor Huaiyu had already returned to the dust, and now the prince Yunchi, everything is fine, this person is no longer the other, but it is the same identity, the emperor of Jiangshan, the Chaogang Sheji, the east palace and the imperial palace of the capital......
There is a saying that things are not people.
He can understand the ambivalence of the demon in her heart who has been trying to break free but can't get rid of it, and he can understand why her hysteria is frequent, almost the slightest related thing will make her have a seizure, that is because, gradually, she has become two of herself.
One of himself was hundreds of years ago, hidden in his heart, and one of himself is now, unable to break free from the powerlessness of the dream demon.
It's the prince Yunchi!
If it is a different person, it seems that it is good for anyone, as long as there is no such identity, as she said in the past, Yun Chi is very good, only this one identity, she will stay away.
It's a pity that she chose Su Zi for herself, and God still asked her to choose Yun Chi.
This is life, her life, born as a phoenix star, born in the world, but the catastrophe cannot be destroyed, and the demon cannot be removed.
Hua Zhuo stretched out his hand to wipe away Hua Yan's tears with his fingertips, and said sadly, "You haven't cried since you were a child, when I was a child, I wanted to make you cry, but you never let me get my wish, and now that I'm about to get married, I got my wish." ”
Hua Yan didn't speak, the whole person was quiet, only tears kept flowing.
Hua Zhuo's hands were wet with her tears, falling on his fingertips, hot, and he hardened his heart and said, "Cry, cry out, maybe you'll be fine." At the end of the previous dynasty, the accumulation of a hundred years of moths, many drawbacks, except for a prince Huaiyu, the royal family is a drunken man who is content with pleasure, and there are few people who are full of private pockets for the country in the Manchu Dynasty, but he has been persecuted since he was a child, and he does not have a good body and bones, so it can only be said that it is a catastrophe determined by the previous dynasty. In troubled times, the building will fall, no matter who it is, there is no power to return to the sky, no wonder you. ”
Hua Yan reached out to cover her face, and surging tears flowed out of her fingers, wetting the scriptures on the table.
Hua Zhuo watched the scriptures be blurred by her tears one after another, like ink-colored flowers, blooming silently and gorgeously, he pursed his lips and said distressedly, "You are not sorry for anyone, Emperor Huaiyu was born as the crown prince, and Houliang Jiangshan is his responsibility, you go from house to house, change your identity, marry him, and accompany him for several years, it can be regarded as treating him with deep affection, for the life and safety of the whole Hua family, you made the decision to give up helping him and protect the Hua family, so that the Hua family has been peaceful for hundreds of years, and the descendants have avoided the catastrophe of the troubled times, Now the people of Nanchu are peaceful, and the Ming Jun is generation after generation, which is much stronger than the poor life of the Later Liang people hundreds of years ago, you did not do anything wrong. ”
Hua Yan was silent, silently crying, more than ten pages of scriptures were wet with her tears, and pieces of ink lotus bloomed.
Hua Zhuo looked at her with a hard heart, no longer spoken, and no longer comforted her, this was the dream demon she was born with, the crux of her birth, the thing that was born engraved in her soul, and no one could help her unless she untied it herself.
It's always a good thing for her to cry.
has been hiding for too long, carrying it for too long, especially after agreeing to marry Yun Chi, the dusty things have been revealed, which has made her unbearable, just a few words, every bit of things, made her attack.
It's like that thin layer of paper, which breaks when you poke it.
But this paper, if he doesn't completely tear it up today, he is afraid that he will lose this sister.
He can't afford to lose this sister! The younger sister who grew up with him since he was a child!
If he was there hundreds of years ago, he was afraid that he would not be able to help her make a better choice, on the one hand, the lives of the entire Lin'an Hua family, and on the other hand, the Houliang Mansion would collapse.
Even if it is saved, what can it be?
There are only two results, one result is that it gradually becomes a burden on the auxiliary burden of the flower family; One result is to save it once, and it may not be necessary to have the effort to save it a second time, and sooner or later, it will still collapse.
The Hua family will not be the Hua family today, perhaps, it has already been destroyed in troubled times.
Emperor Huaiyu, the history commented on his clear bones, is the most dazzling star of Houliang, unfortunately, this star fell too late, and was persecuted too early, if he was born early in Houliang for ten years, if he was not poisoned and injured since childhood, Houliang's country can continue for at least another hundred years.
His death is also famous in history, he did not hand over the table, but in the most arrogant way, he wrote a letter to the grandfather, sent it to the imperial capital, and used his death to exchange the grandfather's kindness to the people, and the awakening of the police queen, so as not to follow in the footsteps of the new dynasty.
A glass of poisonous wine fell the curtain of Houliang Jiangshan.
Hua Yan cried, and suddenly became hoarse, "He didn't prepare poisoned wine for me, only his own, he blamed me...... When he died, he didn't want me to accompany him, even if I chased him to Huangquan, I wouldn't see him...... Poor and poor and falling from the Yellow Spring, they don't see him......"
Hua Zhuo saw that she seemed to have another seizure, so he pressed her shoulder suddenly, and said angrily, "Why don't you want to think about it, he didn't prepare poisonous wine for you, maybe it's because he knows that Grandpa Tai likes you, and when he goes to the imperial city, he will take over Liang Jiangshan, and after the change of dynasty, he will also let you live, he wants you to live, and his country should not be accompanied by your life." ”
Hua Yan's throat was fishy and sweet, but fortunately, Hua Zhuo pressed in time, she didn't vomit blood again, she cried and shook her head, and said hoarsely, "Husband and wife should be one, but he actually threw me down, just to blame me......"
Hua Zhuo looked at her almost uncontrollable appearance, and regretted it in vain, she shouldn't have forced her to recognize herself when she had two consecutive hysteria attacks and her body was the most vulnerable, he clasped her shoulders tightly and pressed her head into her arms, "Hundreds of years, no matter what, right or wrong, it's already dusty, you are not Hua Jing, you are Hua Yan, those past clouds, still remember what to do?" He threw you down, or blamed you or not, what's the use of thinking about it now? ”
Hua Yan leaned on Hua Zhuo's arms, slowly calmed down, and murmured, "Yes, it's already in the past, what's the use?" I'll never see him again, I'll never see him again, the world is so big, there is no one ......"
Hua Zhuo interrupted her, "And Yun Chi, if you promise to marry him, you shouldn't blindly cling to those things that should have turned into dust a long time ago, and it's unfair to him." ”
Hua Yan closed her eyes and said weakly, "Brother, what should I do?" For so many years, I thought I had forgotten, but that day in the Southern Xinjiang Palace, looking at him, looking at it, I saw that person, I knew that he was Yun Chi, but I couldn't control myself, Yun Chi said that he swore to death and wanted me to accompany him, so I thought that someone would die and not want me to accompany him. There is so much blood in a person's heart, I thought, sooner or later, I will vomit and die. ”
"Nonsense!" Flower burns and shouts.
Hua Yan stopped talking.
Hua Zhuo patted her head, feeling distressed, gritted her teeth and said, "Don't marry him!" His identity is your nightmare, and I can't afford to pay my sister. ”
Hua Yan shook her head and resolutely whispered, "Brother, Yun Chi is very good, my life was saved by him, I promised him to accompany him to see the four seas and rivers are clear, and the sea is prosperous." In this life, at this point, if I don't marry him, who else can I marry? Besides......"
"And what?" Hua Zhuo looked at her.
Hua Yan's voice was extremely soft, "I'm ...... to him I can't bear ......."
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