Chapter 17: I'll be with you
Song Kai's appearance and forced resignation hit me continuously, making me a little unable to bear this pressure, and I didn't eat at night, so I lay in bed all night with my eyes blank, and I didn't even know when I fell asleep.
When I woke up the next day, it was still morning, and I was hurrying to get dressed and get ready to go to work, when I realized that I was no longer an employee of the company.
When I thought of this, I couldn't help but feel a little low, and looked at the phone I threw aside, which would have run out of power, and I charged the phone before going to the bathroom and taking a hot shower.
As soon as I came out of the bathroom, I heard a knock on the door, and when I opened the door, I found that it was Yang Yue standing outside my door with breakfast.
I was also a little surprised to see Yang Yue here, I usually went to work at this point, unless she knew that I had left, it would be impossible to come to my house.
Seeing me staring at her, Yang Yue also said directly, "It was Brother Li Yong who told me, let me come and see you." ”
I didn't plan to tell Yang Yue about this, but I didn't think that Li Yong would say it first, although I was a little helpless, I still gave up the place and let Yang Yue come in first.
I first went back to the room to change into dry clothes, turned on the phone to see if there was any news, and after opening it, I found that except for a few calls and text messages from Li Yong to me, there was no one else's call, I called him back, saying that I was fine.
Li Yong has a lot of opinions on my resignation, I didn't say much, there is only this road in front of me, I have no choice but to resign, although Li Yong is angry, but he can't resist his old man, after chatting a few words, Li Yong went to work first, asked me to come out to drink, I answered, but did not say an accurate time.
After the phone call came out, Yang Yue had already set up breakfast, and Yang Yue basically knew the cause and effect of the incident, and looked at me apologetically, obviously feeling embarrassed to be affected by her affairs.
I gently hugged Yang Yue, who was looking at me in a daze, and gently pressed her head on my chest, "It's okay, it's just a job, just look for it, don't blame yourself for anything, some things can be lost, some things can't be lost, they have no comparable value with you." ”
When I finished saying this, Yang Yue in my arms suddenly cried, and I was gently holding my hands, but at this moment, she was extremely hard, hugging me tightly, as if she was afraid that I would run away the next moment, and I also felt warm tears in my chest, soaking my clothes.
I patted Yang Yue's back gently, in fact, sometimes it's good to shed a little tears, Yang Yue's heart may not be less than me, she is not smooth during this time, but she rarely shows it, and it is nothing to release the pressure.
After crying, Yang Yue's spirit was obviously much better, and she was a little more cheerful than before, and said that she would help me pay attention to whether there was a job suitable for me.
I nodded but didn't care, I wanted to take a break for a while before thinking about work, I've been busy for so many years, and I haven't had a chance to take a good rest, now that I've left my job, it's not bad to take a good rest, and by the way, think about how I should go in the future.
I used to accompany Yang Yue, but today, it has become Yang Yue by my side to accompany me, although I am a little lost, but in the end there is nothing wrong, but I have not disappointed Yang Yue's kindness, not to mention that having someone by my side is indeed much better than boiling alone.
Yang Yue and I stayed at home for a day, ordering takeout when we were hungry, and leaning on each other for a while when we were sleepy.
In the evening, Su Chan called me and told me not to forget to invite her to dinner, I hummed against my will, but the uncomfortable feeling in my heart was even stronger.
I wanted to tell Su Chan the truth, but I couldn't say it when the words came to my lips, and when Su Chan hung up the phone, I still didn't say it after all.
After dinner, I let Yang Yue go back, she also has to find a job and be busy with a lot of things, I actually don't have a big deal, it is better to let her be busy with herself, not long after Yang Yue left, my mobile phone rang, and the call prompt was Su Chan's phone.
I looked at Su Chan's call, and I was inexplicably resistant, because I deceived Su Chan, and at this time my psychology was also a little empty, I didn't answer the first time, but Su Chan persistently called the second time, looking at it, if I don't answer again, Su Chan may come directly to my house to find me, no way, I can only pick up.
As soon as I picked it up, I heard Su Chan's somewhat angry voice, "Gu Yang, why did you lie to me and say that you were going to invite me to dinner?" ”
I scratched my head and said, "I was going to go, but I didn't go because of something temporary." ”
As soon as I finished speaking, I heard Su Chan sneering twice on the other side of the phone, obviously looking unconvinced.
I sighed and didn't lie to her again, "Such an important matter is related to your future development, and it is normal for you to meet each other, it is not right for me to lie to you, but I don't want you to delay your future because of personal emotional problems......"
Without waiting for me to finish, Su Chan said coldly, "Then what qualifications do you have to decide my future for me?!" ”
I was a little silent, I didn't know how to answer, and it seemed that no matter what I said or did, it was wrong at this moment.
I haven't spoken, and Su Chan's anger has become even greater, "Gu Yang, you're a bastard!" ”
After scolding me, Su Chan also hung up the phone, and I looked at the mobile phone in front of me, lost my mind for a long time, I don't know why, in just two days, my world suddenly turned upside down, one punishment after another, and the people closest to me didn't understand me, and I seemed to be abandoned by the whole world......
When I looked at my phone and lost my mind, the doorbell rang suddenly, I thought it was Yang Yue coming to look for me, but after opening the door, I found that it was Jiang Yan standing at the door.
Jiang Yan glanced at me with disgust, and without waiting for my consent, she went directly into the door of my house, looked at the somewhat messy living room, and pouted, "Why are you so sloppy!" ”
I didn't care what Jiang Yan said about me, but sat on the sofa a little decadently, and said with some curiosity, "How did you know that my home is here?" ”
Jiang Yan was really curious to find me, after all, I never said where I lived, she sent me back before, and she only sent it to the door of the community, at best, she knew which community I lived in, and it was impossible to know that I lived in this building.
Jiang Yan glanced at me, and said a little angrily, "You are embarrassed to say this, I went to your company to look for you today, but I didn't see you come out when everyone was gone, and you didn't answer your call, as if you were playing missing, so I waited for you on the side of the road for more than half an hour!" ”
I'm a little sorry, I didn't expect Jiang Yan to come to me, this girl came to me on a whim before, and I didn't know when she would come, so I neglected this matter.
And after she said this, her tone suddenly softened, "Later, I happened to find out that you had resigned, and the anger in my heart suddenly couldn't be born, which was originally the level of dissipation, but after thinking about it, you should be quite pitiful, so I still came to see you, after all, you still owe me once, if you jump off the building with autism, I will ask for an account." ”
In fact, people are not afraid of difficulties and tribulations, but they are afraid that when you are suffering, not only will outsiders question you, but even close relatives will not understand you and disapprove of you, and that is the most terrible thing.
Although Jiang Yan is not very serious, these indecent words are full of thoughts about me and the taste of caring for me, and somehow, they suddenly stabbed the fragile place in my heart.
My nose was a little sore, and my vision suddenly became a little blurry, and I knew that it was tears that filled my eyes, and I reached out to wipe my eyes, but they couldn't wipe them clean......
Seeing me crying, Jiang Yan was stunned at first, but she didn't laugh at me, but walked to my side, gently hugged me sitting on the sofa into her arms, and didn't care that my head happened to be leaning on her chest, and gently touched my head with both hands, "It's okay, cry if you are wronged, and the resistance will pass, not to mention that I will accompany you?" ”