Chapter 18: The Lonely Back

I couldn't control my tears, but I could control my voice and try not to cry.

In front of Jiang Yan, I still have a good face, if I still cry, I really don't have the face to see her in the future, who knows how many times Jiang Yan will hurt me?

After I vented for a while, I was able to control my emotions, took a few deep breaths, and inhaled all the faint fragrance on Jiang Yan's body, without the smell of chemicals, more like the body fragrance emanating from this girl's body.

This faint fragrance made me a little moved, but I still restrained myself, didn't take advantage of Jiang Yan, and moved my head away from her chest.

When I moved my head away, the chest of Jiang Yan's T-shirt was already wet with my tears, and the thin shirt was attached to my body, and my old face couldn't help but blush.

Jiang Yan followed my line of sight, her pretty face also turned red, she stretched out her hand to cover the soaked area of her chest, and kicked my calf, "Look at it, do you have any clean clothes, quickly bring me a T-shirt." ”

I nodded and took out a new T-shirt from my closet that I had bought this summer and hadn't worn it a few times and handed it to her.

After Jiang Yan took the clothes from me, she kicked me out of my room, locked the door and went to change clothes.

And I took advantage of this time to go to the bathroom to wash my face well, except for my mother, this is the first time I shed tears in front of a woman, how can I feel a little ashamed.

But Jiang Yan came to me tonight and said those things afterward, as well as hugging me like she didn't dislike me as a man just now, really moved me.

This girl is not without emotional intelligence, nor is she cold to everyone, but she has not met a person who is willing to make her a true friend, but once she identifies you as her friend and is willing to treat you well, she will show all her sincerity.

When I wiped my face and came out of the bathroom, Jiang Yan also walked out of my room.

Jiang Yan looks about 1.65 meters, and I am more than 1.8 meters big, plus she is wearing hot pants today, after changing into my big T-shirt, I was stunned to cover my hot pants, and my lower body disappeared, only leaking my long legs.

Jiang Yan seemed quite satisfied with her dress, and threw her changed clothes to me with a smile, "I won't return your clothes, they look good in this way." ”

I caught the Tibetan T-shirt that Jiang Yan threw over, and laughed with a smile, "Then you also gave me this dress?" ”

After I finished speaking, Jiang Yanqiao's face turned red, "You are perverted!" ”

"You got this clothes dirty, let you wash them for me, why are you so rascal!"

I looked at Jiang Yan's disgusted appearance, suddenly stepped forward, and in Jiang Yan's stunned expression, I directly hugged her in my arms, "Thank you for coming to see me." ”

Originally, Jiang Yan was still a little resistant, but after listening to me, she didn't resist, but let me hold her.

When I let go of my arms and looked at Jiang Yan in front of me again, Jiang Yan's ears were red, and when I saw her looking at her, she avoided my eyes and muttered, "The flesh is numb, you are a big man, and you still say these things." ”

I didn't care if Jiang Yan hurt me, this girl is a pure knife mouth tofu heart, her mouth can't stop at all, if she says that she will hurt you, but when it comes to the critical time, she will show her sincerity to you, and when she looked down at the time, it was not early, and she planned to send Jiang Yan back to school.

In the past, I was naturally too lazy to do this kind of thing, but Jiang Yan took the trouble to come to see me today, and I also want to have the appearance that a man should be.

When I said I was going to send her back, Jiang Yan sat on the sofa at my house, "You have no conscience, I didn't eat to see you, you didn't even invite me to eat, you want to send me back!" ”

Seeing her playing tricks, the dark clouds that had been hiding over my head in the past two days seemed to have dissipated a little, and the irritability in my heart disappeared a lot.

"You say where to eat, I invite you, although you lost your job, you still have money."

I'm really not wrong about this, I've saved a lot of money over the years, and Li Ping compensated me with 100,000 yuan for this resignation, and I have been mixed in Jecheng for a few years, but I also mixed up the down payment for a house, but I didn't plan to buy a house here, I want to rely on this money to try to see if I can turn over.

Seeing that my mood was no longer so low, Jiang Yan also smiled, "Let's go to Shanyi to eat, the dishes in the restaurant are boring, and you can eat all the way to the snack street over there!" ”

Jiang Yan said that I naturally have no objection, she came by car, and after arriving at Shanyi, she asked me to come down first, park the car by myself, and then come to me.

When this girl parked the car and came back, we also went to the snack street in the night market together, I didn't have much interest in these foods, and I didn't have much appetite, so I simply bought a bag of beer and carried it, but Jiang Yan bought two portions of food every time, but she didn't wronged my stomach.

After eating something, I didn't ask Jiang Yan to buy two, but drank the beer I bought, and got drunk to relieve my sorrows, I have plans to live like this tonight.

Seeing that I bought beer, Jiang Yan also pulled me to sit next to a barbecue restaurant, and after ordering some skewers, she took out a beer from the bag carrying beer, opened it and took a sip.

I was a little surprised when I saw her drinking, "You still drink?" ”

Jiang Yan pursed her lips, "Can't girls drink?" ”

I shook my head and said I didn't mean that, or I was just surprised.

Sometimes Jiang Yan is the kind of girl who is particularly warm and well-behaved, and she looks like a cold goddess in front of her classmates, which will sit opposite me and drink beer and look like a female man, which makes me a little unable to see through this girl, and also makes me more and more curious about her.

Jiang Yan is like a book, the more you read it, the more fascinating it becomes, and the more you turn it, the more you want to read all her beautiful appearances.

Jiang Yan touched my wine glass, took a sip, and said softly, "I don't think you seem to be the kind of person who is very fragile, right?" ”

I paused, still nodded, but I didn't say anything about Su Chan.

"There's been a lot going on lately, life has been up and down a little too fast, and... There are some things that make me sad. ”

As I spoke, I finished the beer in the can in one gulp and opened another can, "I don't want to talk about it today, I'll tell you later, let's take it easy today." ”

Jiang Yan glanced at me and muttered "Love to say it or not", but she still picked up the can and touched me.

I didn't let Jiang Yan drink too much, after she took the second can of beer from me, she didn't take it for her, after drinking the beer in the bag herself, she asked for some draft beer, eating skewers and drinking beer, watching the college students' wanton blooming youth.

I don't know if it's because of the strength of the wine, I suddenly had the idea of going to Su Chan now.

Once this idea grows in my heart, it becomes more and more uncontrollable, this thought is getting stronger and stronger, and I have made up my mind, I just take advantage of tonight to go and talk to Su Chan clearly, no matter what the result is, I admit it!

Thinking like this, I also killed all the draft beer in one gulp, looked at her in Jiang Yan's surprised eyes and said softly, "It's not early, I'll send you back, it just so happens that I still have some trouble." ”

Jiang Yan stared at me for a long time, but she didn't ask much, but nodded and stood up and walked in front of me.

I wanted to send Jiang Yan directly downstairs in the dormitory, but when I walked to the gate of the school, Jiang Yan didn't let me send it, so I could be busy with whatever I should do.

When I still wanted to insist, Jiang Yan said, "How can a big man still pay his mother-in-law and mother-in-law, it's good to be busy with you, they all enter the campus, and nothing will happen!" ”

After that, he waved hello to me and turned around and walked into the campus.

I hesitated, but I still didn't follow, but stood in place and looked at Jiang Yan, who was still kicking the pebbles on the soles of her feet from time to time, looking like a carefree girl.

It's just that on the other side that I can't see, Jiang Yan has a somewhat lonely expression on her face......

When I saw Jiang Yan's back disappearing into the campus, I also turned around and took a taxi to the community where Su Chan lived.