Desire is a mirror of demons.

It can shine through the dark corners of the world where black and white are reversed, and it can also shine through the tigers, leopards and jackals hidden behind human nature.

When I was a child, the sky was always blue and white. At that time, when I played the game "Who is the bravest knight" with my friends, I always longed for myself to be the brave and dashing general, stepping on a tall horse and galloping between the fields. However, when he became an adult, he did get a colorful horse, a carved saddle, a diamond-embellished head, and a high-quality leather bridle. However, sitting on the top, I was not at all as brave as I dreamed of when I was a child, and I even trembled in it. It's just that this horse under the crotch, after passing through the mountains and rivers and flying rocks in the sky, I have abandoned the praise of others, and some people even look up to it and will be nervous and trembling. That's because the name of this horse is Desire.

When I was a child, I didn't understand what desire was, and when I was young, I didn't understand that desire can be divided into several layers to investigate, and even too many people didn't know the profound harm of this word to human nature until their souls fell. I'm lucky to know that it's better than drugs at my midage.

Here, I need to thank one person. In order to avoid personal privacy, I call her Little U.

Little U is a very beautiful girl, the same age as me. I'm 170CM tall, and U is half a head taller than me. Big eyes, slender limbs and a slender waist, in today's words, a typical big and beautiful white. Well, although Xiao U is not particularly white, it doesn't affect the title of beauty at all.

I've known Xiao U for too many years, and it's been so long that I don't know how to say it. During my internship in my last year of college, I spent some time with U. Xiao U is very good to me, thinking back to myself at that time, if in terms of self-care ability, it is not an exaggeration to describe it as a baby.

In this society, beautiful girls are always prey in the eyes of men, this sentence is not false at all. As a result, Xiao U is single, and there is no shortage of frequent suitors around him. And every kind invitation with deep pockets, my tail is naturally indispensable. During that time, the dazzling world dazzled my eyes and illuminated my closed three views. Then, desire is like a giant mirror that first deforms me, and then I lose my true self.

I often tell those around me to be patient with their curiosity, because curiosity can lead to disaster, and this is the absolute truth.

When I was first fascinated by the clouds of desire, I saw that the world was full of rainbow splendor, and the self-righteous arrogance was the basic embodiment of frivolity, and extravagance breeded, like a bacterial infection and spread, unscrupulously spread to every person in the net, and immediately arrived.

I was very timid since I was a child, so when I first stepped forward on horseback, I trembled as if I were walking on thin ice. However, at that time, I seemed to have forgotten the devastating effects of the external environment. A mere guts is propped up by a greedy fat man.

The adaptability of this desire is far beyond the scope of human thought and cognition, starting from the heart and acting in the brain, you can not think about it, do not listen, do not listen to it, but the reason of the thought has been solidified into a form in human nature, extending to the little aspects of life.

Once people have desires, then subconsciously, they will inflate themselves in order to satisfy their own affirmation by self-deception. At that time, I had no ink in my chest, no thousand years in my brain, and it was unrealistic to say that my brain was full of substances, in short, like a blank piece of paper, fluttering, blown east and west by the wind. When people are arrogant to a certain extent, the outside world admonishes them, and even the seven emotions and six desires that are basically down-to-earth are simply abandoned. I feel good about myself and pursue things that are not necessary, but in the end, I am at a loss to be more blind than anyone else.

After a period of time, one time while drinking coffee, an elder who was roaming in high society chatted with me and said something like this: "When you hold coffee, you think you are a person who pays attention to the quality of life? Not really. People at any social level don't like to pay attention to those outside their circle who have nothing to do with them, and people in the same circle, your every move is just a lame clown show. When you live to be in your 50s, you sometimes have insomnia and don't know how to go down. Sometimes, I regret what has passed. I regret that I stepped on this horse of desire at a young age, and the more you want to jump, the happier it will run. By the time you think I have to get off the horse and walk for an ordinary day, it's too late, and the speed of the horse is enough to make you fall half to death. "His words were very meaningful and had a profound impact on me.

I have always regarded him as a noble person in my life, and he taught me that occasional fainting is not terrible, but I must learn to be aware of my own situation and the normality of society at the beginning of my desires, and to restrain myself from the precipice.

Landing from a high altitude is not unpleasant. When you don't deliberately pursue something that is not commensurate with you, you will find that happiness and joy are just easy to come by.

I had a white horse,

Stepping on the vast land of youth.

One day, I rode home,

But suddenly I found that

The grass that once hid the horse's hooves,

There are countless wastes.

The land without grass can't keep the heart of the white horse.

thereupon

I put it,

I also let myself go.

Desire is the result of human nature, moderate and positive desire will make you move forward steadily, and those greedy desires that take bold steps forward will only end in loneliness and sadness.