(End of memory)

At this point, Liujun's words fell silent. The picture in the memory is vivid, but I didn't expect that I still can't let it go.

"Your mother treats you like this, why do you want to get to know her? Didn't you say you never wanted to see her again? After listening to Liujun's story, she couldn't help but sigh, it was not easy for him to be so cheerful.

Liujun secretly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, after so many years, his heart is still hurting, and he can't help it.

can't wait for Liujun's answer, and the concubine is not in a hurry, she can lift the most painful scar in her heart, it is not so lightly, it has been smoothed over many years.

The breeze is blowing, the leaves are rattling, Liujun is quietly immersed in his own memories, you should sit on the swing and be silent, just wait slowly, and wait for him to finish the rest of the story slowly.

"Abel, Abel" Haoyuan walked into the store and called loudly.

"Haoyuan, you're here, I'm here" Nan Xun sorted out the tools for digging medicinal herbs, but he didn't expect this kid to really come.

"Abel, where are we going today" Hao Yuan held the rope of the basket in his hand, and his heart was full of anticipation.

"Let's go to Beicun" Nanxun carried good things, and there was no bottom in his eyes, Haoyuan was very special, maybe he could go and see her.

"Good"

Nan Xun took Hao Yuan to Beishan and looked for a lot of ordinary and precious medicinal materials, and Nan Xun also explained to Hao Yuan seriously and patiently. I used to be so persistent, and I am grateful to God and fate for the favor that allowed me to meet Master. Although I don't know why the master is so sad, I don't know what Liujun thinks now.

"Thank you, Abel, for bringing me here today to get to know so many medicinal herbs." Hao Yuan said happily with a full load of medicinal herbs.

"Actually, your talent is very high, it's just because you're not familiar with it, I can only give you a reminder, a reminder"

"Uncle is modest, it's not early, let's go back" It's been out for a long time, it's time to go back to find their mother.

"Don't worry, you accompany me to a place, I'll take you to meet a special person" Nan Xun asked Haoyuan's opinion.

"Okay"

"This is the place to come in!" Nanxun led her to a hut in North Village. The cottage looks old and out of place with the surrounding houses.

"Is there anyone else in here?" Hao Yuan asked suspiciously, what did Abel bring himself here for.

"Yes, Master, Master, I've come to see you," Nan Xun called loudly at the top of his voice. shouted early and turned around and walked with Haoyuan in his arms.

"Let's go, Master, she agreed, I'll take you to have a look."

"Huh? Uncle, I didn't hear a sound" Hao Yuan turned his head in confusion, he obviously didn't hear any sound.

"Come on" Nanxun didn't explain, just took him all the way to the house.

The room was clean and spotless, and the furniture was neatly arranged, which was very different from the appearance of the house. Nan Xun led Hao Yuan through the hall and came to the courtyard at the back, where there were many medicinal herbs.

"Abel, then, is that an ice coffin?" The white coffin in the pavilion startled Hao Yuan, this kind of coffin that he had seen with his mother, was very rare and expensive, and required extremely high spiritual power from the spirit to maintain it, so as to ensure that the corpse did not decay.

"Do you know about ice coffins? Let's go, go and see" Nan Xun was shocked, this kid is really different, he understands much more than he imagined.

"Uncle, is this your mother?" Looking at the kind and kind grandmother in the ice coffin, Hao Yuan felt very shocked.

"It's not"

"Oh, Grandma, Grandma's sick, isn't she? Otherwise, he wouldn't have left so early," Hao Yuan said regretfully.

"Yes, she left before she knew it. How do you know? Nanxun looked at Haoyuan incredulously?

"Grandma, she has gray hair, which is understandable, but this skin is wrinkled badly, not like growing old, on the contrary, it is like" Hao Yuan frowned, this symptom was mentioned in the book of medicine and spirit medicine that Uncle Yu gave him.

"Like what?"

"Well, it's like a night, no, maybe not overnight, just get old" Hao Yuan gently held the hand of the grandmother in the ice coffin, what made her so old overnight.

"That's right, it's really less than one night," Nan Xun said sadly.

"Then why didn't Abel let her be buried in the ground? Do you want to find out the cause of your grandmother? "I've never seen this kind of disease before, I don't know if Abel has a clue.

"That's not it, it's just that Master, she's waiting for someone, waiting for someone she owes all her life, come back and see her"

"Ah, is it grandma's relative?"

"Yes"

"Then why didn't Uncle go to that person for Grandma?"

"I can't go, Master won't allow it, she said she wants him to come back with hatred for himself. So I put Master in the ice coffin she had prepared herself, and every few days I brought the spirit to see her and maintain her physical body."

"Grandma, don't worry, the person you are waiting for will definitely come back to see you, no matter what, I believe that you love that person very much"

"Come, Haoyuan, let's boil some medicinal herbs, give it to her, you can help me"

"Good"

"Auntie, do you think I'm particularly stupid, should I hate her, hate her at all costs." After waiting for a long time, the wind dried the tears from the corners of his eyes. Liu Jun slowly spoke.

"I don't know, whether you should hate her or love her is a matter of moments"

"However, she brought me far more scars than she left me with love"

"And then? She hasn't looked for you since you left? The concubine said cautiously, although she couldn't empathize, but she could also think that the pain was difficult to solve.

"Later, later......"

(Liujun's memories)

I left my house and walked to the town of Osan alone. There is no looking back, and there is no longer any nostalgia for that home for me.

"Wait, wait, Liujun, Liujun"

I thought it was my mother who came back to look for me, but I turned around happily and found that it was my aunt. The smile on his face also became stiff.

"Auntie, why are you here?"

"Child, I just knew that your mother was going to drive you away, she might be angry, you go back with your aunt, and live with your aunt for a while, okay? When your mother is out of breath, she will take you back," my aunt said, holding my hand and panting.

"Auntie, I'm not going back. You have to take care of yourself, Brother Nanxun is great, he will take care of you and your mother for me, right? I held back my tears and hugged my aunt, it turned out that she was the one who gave me the most warmth. If you had a choice, I wish I could be my aunt's child.

"Liujun, you go back with your aunt, where can you go alone?"

"Auntie, I've already decided, now that I can support myself, you can rest assured. Go back, I'm leaving."

"Alas...... Liujun, my aunt knows that you have been sensible since you were a child, and you are very resolute in doing things. You insist on leaving, and your aunt can't keep you, so take this with you. It was prepared for you by your mother, child, go to the town to find a place to stay, you must tell your aunt, you must believe that your aunt and your mother are the people who love you the most, and don't live with hatred. As for spiritual power and studying medicine, it's all in the past, don't go to it, find a life that suits you, and have a safe journey, Liujun."

"Got it, Auntie, you have to take care. Take care of her, I'm gone."

After taking the burden, I immediately turned around and left, I was afraid that my tears would fall, and if I wanted to leave, I had to leave strongly. Raising his hand, he shook it behind his back and shook it to his aunt.

"Child, come back when you're sad and hurt," my aunt shouted loudly at my back, tears streaming down her face.

I walked for a long time with my baggage, decided to take a break, opened the baggage, and in it lay some silver, a white bottle. I held the bottle and looked at it for a long time and still didn't see anything, but it was so white that it felt pure and seemed to hold all my sorrows.

"Xiaobai, you will always be with me, right, I will work hard to give us a home"

At first, I was a junior in a restaurant, although I was not rich, but at least I could give myself a place to stay, I didn't move the money my mother gave me, I wanted to live with my own ability.

Later, I was framed by a rich man in the store, and I was beaten violently, and I fled from the crowd with my things half-dead, and hid in the mountains and forests of Osan Town.

But the white bottle in his arms shook, "Xiaobai, why did you move, are you the same as me, you are about to leave this world"

"Child, you really have a fate with this winning lottery" An old but familiar voice sounded.

“…… Grandpa, word grandpa, how did you end up here" turned out to be the grandfather who taught himself to write many years ago? Did he come back to see me write?

"Hey, kid, you've grown a lot over the years." Grandpa touched my head with relief.

"I'm sorry, grandpa. I probably won't be able to write to you."

"It's okay, what's wrong with you? You want to die, don't you? ”

"Well, tell you the truth, grandpa, I learned to write from you to prove it to my mother, but she didn't care. Later, I studied medicine again, I worked hard, and I also achieved success, but my mother was not only unhappy, but also burned the medical books that I had worked hard to sort out, which I had worked hard for many years, and in the end, my mother kicked me out of the house. Grandpa, I have no home, no relatives, no expectations, so I don't have the direction to work hard and live. The world is so big, and now there is no place for me, you say, is there still the value and meaning of living for me like this? It's better to leave early and save the pain."

"Working hard to achieve achievements for the mother to see, that is every child's instinct, is the recognition that every child needs, you don't need to feel that this is a burden. Your mother, who gave birth to you to give you life, also gave you the right to choose, you don't need to live for anyone, and you don't need to work hard for anyone. What you need to do is to find what you like, find a way that belongs to you, and work hard, so that you can really get your mother's approval and get the meaning of life. Death can indeed solve many things, but it can only show that you are cowardly, and that you are ashamed of life. Children, life is hope, life is meaning, you have to believe that no matter how dark the day is, there is also warm sunshine"

"But, but I still don't know what I can do" Grandpa's words hit my heart, can my life also be illuminated by the sun? Is it possible to re-gas hope?

"Do you know what the white bottle in your hand is?" Grandpa looked at the bottle in my hand and asked me seriously.

"What? I don't know."

"This is the winning lottery, it is the most aura, the most pure spiritual weapon. It only belongs to those who are destined, you have the ability to be a guardian of spiritual weapons."