forty-six

On the way to the airport, Fan Tianfu had a gloomy face and asked Lin Ximeng to swear to him that no matter what, she couldn't leave him.

"As long as you don't force me, I won't leave you." She said.

"No! Even if I force you, you can't leave me. You have to swear. ”

"I don't! I have sworn to heaven that I will never be the lover of a married man again in this life and this life. ”

"So, if I force you, you're going to leave me?"

"You forced me, not me to leave you."

"What's the way to leave?" She doesn't speak. She had said before that if she left him one day, there were only two ways: one was to die, and the other was to go somewhere he would never find him.

"Ximeng, you must promise me, no matter how I force you, you must not seek short-sightedness. If you think about it, it's like I'm being stripped naked, cut to pieces with a sharp blade, and burned with boiling oil, would you like to? She hugged him tightly and tentatively said, "I don't want to." Well, I'm going to a place you'll never find. ”

"It doesn't work either! I couldn't find you, so I chopped off one of my toes with a knife, and then, one by one, I chopped off ten toes, and I chopped my hands again, and I chopped out my eyes after ten fingers...... When you see me, I'm a blur of flesh and blood. I can do what I say! Lin Ximeng shuddered.

She seemed to have seen a bloody Fan Tianfu.

"So, Ximeng, you must promise me that no matter how much I force you, you will not be able to leave me. I want you to swear to me. Lin Ximeng was conflicted in his heart.

On the one hand, she wanted to swear that no matter how Fan Tianfu forced her, she would not leave him, because it was not that he wanted to force her, but that he was in nature, and he would always regret it later, and he hoped that she would always leave him time to regret it as before.

However, she did not dare to swear to him, because every time he broke his word to her, every time he chose between family affection and her, whenever he did not take into account her feelings for the sake of his so-called big picture, she was hurt and stimulated.

And she knew that even if she swore an oath, she couldn't stop her actions with her oath.

Now she is not what she used to be, and she has completely stood up from the world of feelings. Even if he leaves Fan Tianfu, he will no longer choose the method he said before.

She stood up, she was rational, she walked out of the love season, and now she re-examines the man Fan Tianfu, and deeply feels that this man has also disappointed her.

In addition to his so-called love, what about his career? What about his splendour? She had to admit that during these years of being addicted to love, she couldn't see him clearly at all.

Now, she finally realized: since God didn't give him the man she longed for, she didn't ask for it!

Since there is no man in the world that she can grasp, she can control herself! Since she can't become the woman behind a successful man, she just needs to be a successful woman herself!

This time she went to Beijing, she went completely for herself, she had never been so relaxed, and she had never been so confident.

She felt that life was so wonderful that even a breath of air was easy. With such a beautiful life, why not start a career?

Yes, she's going to start her own business! Go and create your own tomorrow! Go and forge your own destiny!

She looked up, and through the light that came in through the window, she stared at the eyes that were too deep to see, and how they longed for her to swear!

However, she still said categorically: "Tianfu, don't force me!" ”