Lin Ximeng felt more and more the wonder of human beings. She loved Fan Tianfu passionately, regarded this man as an indispensable part of her life in this life and this life, and longed for this part beyond her own cherishing of her own life.

However, when she went home three times to divorce Zhuo Qi in order to get this part of her life, she failed.

She never had the courage to walk out of the home where she had lived for fifteen years. Why is that? Isn't Fan Tianfu worthy of her abandoning her husband and children in this family?

I don't know, she really doesn't know. When she put aside her desire for Fan Tianfu, put aside her desire to get this man's hope, and regarded this man as a dispensable ordinary person, in order to have her own right to love and the right to be loved for Zhuoqi, she was full of courage and strength, and left the house without hesitation.

This is the first time she has put aside her feelings and used reason to think about her life path, and she found that she was so relaxed.

Once upon a time, she was a slave to her own emotional world, everything was governed by feelings, carrying a heavy cross all year long, all month and all day, living for love, living for love, and dying for love.

Now, suddenly waking up, standing up from the world of feelings, shaking off the heavy emotions, and using reason to dominate these feelings, I found myself the master of feelings, not only enjoying these feelings, but also enjoying the right to dominate them.

This not only did not diminish the happiness in the former emotional world, but miraculously swept away all the pain in the former emotional world.

She had to think like this, an emotional woman, once she grasped the reins of reason, then, happiness was in the palm of her hand.

And how stupid she used to be! In order to love Fan Tianfu, she almost lost herself.

For the sake of Fan Tianfu, she ridiculously tried every means to gain weight, and ridiculously kept long hair that was not suitable for her...... Take long hair as an example, she has been wearing her hair for nearly half a year under the persuasion of Fan Tianfu, and he even asked her on the phone if her hair was long and how long.

She knew that long hair was no longer suitable for her, and she wanted to cut it off several times in Beijing, but every time she thought of Fan Tianfu's hope, she had to keep it.

And in the ten minutes they met a few days ago, Fan Tianfu looked at her long hair that had just grown over her shoulders, and said mercilessly: "You are not suitable for this hairstyle!" It's better to cut that short hair! She was angry with Fan Tianfu and complained about herself, so she didn't hesitate to cut her hair short.

Looking at her ideal image in the mirror again, she was overjoyed. Fan Tianfu said: "How good is this, this hairstyle is the most suitable for you, this is my patent." She couldn't help but blame: "You asked me to keep my long hair, I kept it for almost half a year, but you hated it, and asked me to cut my hair short." You have bad intentions to make me look ugly in front of so many people in Beijing in the past few months. Fan Tianfu said: "Not bad at all! As long as you leave me, whatever hairstyle I tell you to wear and what clothes you wear, you have to keep whatever hairstyle and clothes you wear. "This man who deserves to be killed!

She hated: "Then you are not afraid to go back to Beijing so beautiful now?" He laughed, "It's past the danger period." She suddenly realized that she should not do what she thought she should not do, or give up what she should not give up in order to cater to her lover.

Then when you lose yourself, it is also when your lover gives up on you. Do everything for yourself, so that you don't lose yourself.

As long as you exist, you are not afraid of not being able to get your lover. When she even loses herself, what does Fan Tianfu love again?

She washed her hair, put on makeup, dressed up, and looked at herself in the mirror: thick eye-length bangs, short ear-length hair, fluffy, slightly bent forward, and smoothly drew two graceful arcs along the cheekbones to the cheeks, and in the middle of these two arcs, a plump and moist red lip was prominently set off.

Tall and graceful figure, wearing a red high-neck pullover cardigan, black and brown tight wool trousers, black sheepskin high-waisted boots, a black thick cashmere shawl, the shawl is embellished with a few red decorative stripes, up and down, vibrant, graceful, with only maturity, rationality, struggle, perseverance, elegance and charm, in addition to this, there is no trace of just had surgery.

To her surprise, there was no trace of melancholy in those eyes, like two flames, burning with hope.

A fervent desire for tomorrow swelled in her body. She had to thank God, who gave her the passion that could never burn in her life; She had to be grateful to her father, who gave her the belief that she would always be victorious in her life.

Lin Ximeng couldn't help but think of Yuan Jun's divorce. What will be the state of Yuan Jun's wife Zhou Fen after the divorce?

When Fan Tianfu told her about Yuan Jun's divorce, he showed a shocked look. He spread out his hands and said, "Which place is not good about Lao Yuan?" Playing, pulling, blowing, playing everything, good facial features, dignified appearance, there is nothing bad outside, and he is a well-known model husband at home, laundry, cooking, taking care of children, and he does all the housework. Zhou Fen opened her mouth when she was eating, and she stretched out her hand when she came to her clothes, and she actually filed for divorce, which is incredible. If these words came out of the mouth of a village woman, Lin Ximeng would feel very normal; But she didn't expect Fan Tianfu to think the same, and she felt shocked.

The whole sycamore was boiling everywhere, talking about this sudden marriage change. Brother Liu even went to the Red Star Decoration Company every day, going everywhere to confirm whether the marriage was true or false and how it was going, and spread the news to the campus of No. 39 Middle School at any time.

So, everyone ran to tell each other: Lin Ximeng went to the sea and capsized; Lin Ximeng's family is ruined; Lin Ximeng slept with someone else in less than a week after going to Beijing; Lin Ximeng loves to be in the limelight, going to the sea to catch up with fashion, and even getting divorced is fashionable; At the age of seventeen, he had a teacher-student relationship, and now he is divorced from his teacher; Lin Ximeng was kicked out of the house by Zhuo Qi and was penniless, and she couldn't go back to Hongxing; Fan Tianfu is so orthodox, how could he let the company have such a person, even if he can tolerate it, the other brothers of the Fan family can't tolerate it; Wait and see, Lin Ximeng will ...... in the future Lin Ximeng turned a deaf ear and smiled.

She's going back to Beijing. She had already called Mu Hongkuan and offered that once Zhuo Qi asked him to be a matchmaker, he must help, which was her only request now.

Mu Hongkuan never refused what Lin Ximeng proposed, this time he hesitated, but still agreed.

In the evening, Lin Jin'er and Lin Chaoyang both gathered at Lin Chenshuang's house. Lin Jiner has graduated from college and is preparing for the graduate school entrance examination.

Lin Ximeng told them: "From now on, no one is allowed to say a word that damages Zhuo Qi's image in front of outsiders, and you must defend him as before." As far as divorce is concerned, after all, I am leaving. I had an affair, it was my fault, and it was painful for both sides to break up this family. Lin Ximeng put down the phone, and Lin Chenshuang and Lin Jin'er both cried.

Lin Chenshuang stuffed her with a stack of money, and blamed her: "I haven't studied in college, and my education level is low, but I don't understand how to let you do all the shameful things." Wait and see, you lose people again when you remarry. Lin Jin'er has grown so big, she has never blamed Lin Ximeng, this time she blamed it and became a robbery: "It's not good for you!" To love someone, you must be responsible for him for life, otherwise you should not accept this love in the first place. Since you accepted it in the first place, how can you not be responsible for him? How can you love others again? Lin Ximeng could only listen to these accusations, couldn't eat and walked, and had no right to speak.

Whether they can remarry or not is a question for the future; As for shame, there is no such word in her dictionary for a long time, as long as she wants to remarry, even if people all over the world mock and ridicule her, she will not put it in her eyes.

But now, she has no hesitation. Lin Chaoyang saw that Lin Chenshuang and Lin Jin'er were incessantly accusatory, so he stood up and stopped: "Okay, okay, it's my sister's own business." What can you know? Is my sister bad? I don't believe it! Shame on you, shame on whom? I'm not afraid! Look who dares to talk about my sister's divorce in front of me! It's good to say good things, once you say something ugly, if you don't dig out his tongue, I'm not Lin Chaoyang! None of them spoke, and the room was silent.

At this moment, the phone rang again, Lin Chaoyang went to answer it, and then gave the microphone to Lin Ximeng, saying that it was his father's phone and looking for her.

Lin Tianming said on the phone: "Ximeng, don't worry about moving forward boldly." I will not pursue any of the previous matters. Who also has a young time, young people make mistakes inevitably and can be forgiven, but later it will be different. ”

"I know, Dad." Lin Ximeng replied clearly.

"The cost of your school is all on me, and I, Lin Tianming, have nothing more than the right to cultivate another daughter. However, you have to give me the right way, don't blame your dad for being rude! Lin Ximeng hurriedly agreed and swore to Lin Tianming.