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Chen Xiaowu's words made Zhang Xiaomo feel a little: "Therefore, not all of you people are cold-blooded and emotionless. Just like Xiao Wu, there must be many people like you, and so does your little Dongge. ”

Chen Xiaowu nodded: "Yes." Speaking of this, his expression darkened: "But it's only him." And...... He's no longer there. ”

"Gone?" Hearing this, Zhang Xiaomo was even more distressed, in such a painful memory, the only warmth was gone, Xiao Wu must have been very painful when he recalled this, right?

Understanding this, Zhang Xiaomo hugged Chen Xiaowu even harder: "It's okay, it's okay!" There I am! There we have it! I won't let you be alone in the future, and I won't let you suffer anymore. ”

Shrinking in Zhang Xiaomo's arms, Chen Xiaowu finally couldn't help it, and tears fell: "Sister, I ...... it"

"It's okay, I've held it for so long, it will be more comfortable to cry. Shrewd! Cry as much as you want. Holding Chen Xiaowu, Zhang Xiaomo gently touched his head so that he could cry as much as he wanted.

I don't know how long I cried, Chen Xiaowu finally stopped: "Sister Mo, I ......"

"Okay, this matter is a secret between the two of us, and I won't tell Kaiping that stinky boy." Zhang Xiaomo stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face for him: "If you want him...... Tomorrow I will choose a place to pay my respects to him. If you need something, let Su Hua prepare it for you. ”

"Sister Mo, is it okay?"

Looking at his face of prayer, Zhang Xiaomo smiled and reached out and tapped his nose: "What's wrong with this?" Stupid! After speaking, she put her arms around him: "It's a pity that this Xiaodong is gone, otherwise I would also like to meet this good person who protected my family's Xiao Wu." ”

"Sister, thank you! I'll ...... tomorrow, tomorrow"

"Okay, no problem."

After leaving Chen Xiaowu's room, Zhang Xiaomo called Su Hua: "Prepare some memorial things for Xiao Wu, Xiao Wu wants to go to pay homage to his brother who helped him tomorrow." ”

Speaking of this, she paused for a moment: "Su Hua, is it my delusion?" I always feel that Xiao Wu's mood today is a little unstable. ”

Seeing that she didn't know what happened today, Su Hua said: "Madam, maybe it was the previous life of more than a month that reminded him of some things in the past, so he had some emotional fluctuations, right?" Since he came back, I felt that something was wrong with his emotions, and this kind of thing takes time. ”

"It's all your fault, well, I have to put him in that kind of place. Look at what he's become now. Although he knew that Su Hua couldn't stop Chen Xiaowu, Zhang Xiaomo was still a little uncomfortable in his heart: "Don't do this next time, even if you knock him out and tie him up, don't let him do it again." ”

"Madame, you can't tie everyone you know to a safe place. Just as you want to protect everyone, everyone wants to protect you. If you always keep them in a safe place, they won't be able to grow, let alone cope with what they might have to deal with in the future. ”

Even if he knew that Su Hua was right, Zhang Xiaomo still didn't like it: "I will do my best to protect everyone and never let them leave me." ”

In the face of Zhang Xiaomo's stubbornness, Su Hua didn't know how to persuade her, so he could only nod helplessly: "I'll prepare something for Xiao Wu, and take him to the suburbs tomorrow morning to pay respects." "But with this excuse, he can go out with Xiao Wu openly.

When Chen Yu came back from work in the evening, Zhang Xiaomo muttered to her in the room. After knowing Chen Xiaowu's past, Chen Yu was also even more distressed: "In the future, he is not allowed to do this." It's too painful to do it once and remember it once. ”

Zhang Xiaomo sat on the sofa with some worry: "I think the same way, but these things have been experienced by Xiao Wu since he was a child, and they have been deeply engraved into his bones."

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My fear is that he won't be able to get rid of the shadow of the past, and I'm even more afraid that he won't want to get rid of it himself because he wants to protect us. ”

Thinking of Chen Xiaowu's character, Chen Yu felt that what she said was completely correct, and it was precisely because of this that he would not be able to do without this nightmare for the rest of his life: "What are we going to do?" ”

After thinking for a while, Zhang Xiaomo suddenly seemed to have made up his mind, turned his head to Chen Yu and said, "Let's send Xiao Wu away." ”

"Huh?"

"Send him away and send him to study abroad. If we let him stay with us all the time, he will not be able to resist doing those things whenever we are in danger. But if we send him away and let him stay in a relatively peaceful place, he should be able to slowly break away from the past and do what he wants. ”

In fact, if this decision is made, Zhang Xiaomo is reluctant. Although Chen Xiaowu didn't arrive home for a long time, Zhang Xiaomo really treated him as a family member, and if she really sent him away, she would definitely be sad in her heart.

But if the other party is left here, whether Zhang Xiaomo wants it or not, he will never be able to get out of his original life. Such a thing is likely to make Chen Xiaowu stuck in the past and unable to extricate himself, such pain, Zhang Xiaomo doesn't want him to bear it anymore.

Compared to the pain of separation, Zhang Xiaomo would rather let his choices make him free, happy, and live a different life.

At this time, Chen Yu also figured it out, she nodded: "Send him away now, it's a little too obvious, let's talk to him again after a while." It was also during this period of time to see what schools were suitable for him. Although he knows a lot, he has to learn the system well. ”

Thinking of Chen Xiaowu's previous hard study, Chen Yu suddenly couldn't help laughing: "Then he should be more painful, right?" These are enough for him to have a headache at home, if he goes abroad...... It's scary to think about. ”

Laughing and laughing, the two of them still decided Chen Xiaowu's next itinerary.

When I went downstairs in the evening, Qiu Jin and Long Chengang also came back, and everyone got together to eat and drink, but they were also happy. But in the end, Zhang Xiaomo suddenly spoke: "Xiao Jin, are you free tomorrow?" ”

Qiu Jin was stunned for a moment and nodded: "I'm free." ”

"I'll take you somewhere tomorrow." After speaking, she looked at Su Hua: "Prepare two days of luggage, we have to stay there for one night." ”

Su Hua suddenly understood where Zhang Xiaomo was going tomorrow, and he was stunned: "Madam! ”

"Go get ready."

Knowing that Zhang Xiaomo's decision would not be changed, Su Hua could only reluctantly agree: "Yes, madam!" ”

Seeing such a conversation between the two of them, Qiu Jin was a little puzzled: "You two, what kind of dumb riddle are you playing?" ”

"We'll find out tomorrow."

At night, after Zhang Xiaomo fell asleep, Qiu Jin found Su Hua: "Where is Xiao Mo going to take me tomorrow?" ”

Su Hua was silent for a moment, and finally shook his head: "Miss Qiu will know when she arrives tomorrow." Since Madame chose not to say it, it is not convenient for me to say it. ”

Hearing him say this, Qiu Jin was not reluctant, anyway, Zhang Xiaomo would not be able to harm her: "I know." Then I'll go pack my things. "If she wants to stay there for one night, she can do whatever she wants, but Long Chengang hasn't fully recovered yet, so if you want to go out of the hospital, you need to bring a little more things.

Early the next morning, Zhang Xiaomo got up early, and after having breakfast with everyone, he didn't say anything, let Su Hua drive, and left with Qiu Jin and Long Chengang. Originally, Chen Yu and Chen Xiaowu wanted to follow, but Zhang Xiaomo directly refused.

Sitting in the car, Qiu Jin originally wanted to find some topics, but Zhang Xiaomo was silent all the time and didn't seem to want to speak at all. After discovering this, Long Chengang gently grabbed Qiu Jin, shook his head almost invisibly at her, and motioned her not to ask again.

Waiting for the car on flat ground in the suburbs, mounds

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Jin got out of the car: "Huh? It's a nice place. Xiao Mo, where did you find here? ”

Seeing her happy expression, Zhang Xiaomo's face finally brought a smile: "Go over and take a look, you will like it." ”

At the end of the trail, I saw a two-story building in Jiangnan style from a distance, and behind the building was a lush bamboo forest. ”

As soon as he walked to the gate of the small courtyard, he heard a dog barking inside, Zhang Xiaomo pushed open the courtyard door made of bamboo, and a yellow figure immediately pounced. She hugged her: "Huang Mao, long time no see, do you miss me?" ”

In a blink of an eye, two or three months have passed, and the original little milk dog has grown up now. It's not as easy to hold it as it used to be.

Obviously, after two or three months, Huang Mao still remembered Zhang Xiaomo, kept licking her, wagging her tail, and screaming. It seems that I really miss Zhang Xiaomo.

"Ah, Miss Zhang is here?" Sister-in-law Song heard the movement and walked out of the house: "I haven't seen you and Mr. Chu for a while." ”

Hearing Chu Shangyu's name, Zhang Xiaomo reluctantly smiled: "Something happened to him and he went abroad." I'll leave it to me later. The rent, as well as the cost of taking care of the house, I will ask my housekeeper to pay it to Sister-in-law Song on time. As for the rest, I'll leave it to you. ”

So that's the case, Sister-in-law Song smiled: "It's not so troublesome, Mr. Chu paid the rent directly for ten years, and you don't have to worry about the rent of this house for the time being." As for me, in fact, I usually don't have anything to do, I just have time to come up and take care of it, so I don't need to ......."

"That's also bothering you, you still have to give what you should give."

Since Zhang Xiaomo said this, Sister-in-law Song no longer refused. At this time, she also saw Su Hua and Qiu Jin in the back, as well as Long Chengang in a wheelchair, and she said very interestingly: "It's almost cleaned up today, then I'll go back first, and you can play slowly." With that, she turned around and left.

At this time, Qiu Jin understood: "Here...... Did Shang Yu get it? ”

"The secret base of the three of us, there is your room on the second floor, which is considered a wedding gift for you. Behind the house is a bamboo forest, and in winter, we can dig winter bamboo shoots together, spring bamboo shoots in spring, or cut bamboo to make kites......" When he said this, Zhang Xiaomo had already clenched his hands.

"Wang!" Huang Mao's voice brought her to her senses from her grief, and then turned her head to the other side: "Over there, we also have a flock of chickens and ducklings, but now after three months, they should have grown up." ”

"By the way, the swing in that pergola is also ......"

"Enough, Xiao Mo, don't say it!" Qiu Jin opened his mouth to stop her, and then hugged her gently: "Enough!" Stop it! I know. ”

Staying in Qiu Jin's arms, Zhang Xiaomo's tears fell: "Xiaojin, I ......"

"Cry, cry! You've held back long enough to cry. With me here, you don't have to hold it anymore and cry as much as you want. ”

Among all the people, only Qiu Jin understood Zhang Xiaomo's feelings best. Once, the three of them were the best friends in the world and could give their lives for each other, but they didn't expect to end up like this.

Even if Zhang Xiaomo can't forgive Chu Shangyu in the end, the pain in his heart, the former friendship, and the former best friend, the pain of passing away cannot be erased no matter what. But no one can understand the pain.

Only today, Zhang Xiaomo is here, in this secret base prepared by her former friends for the three of them, in front of Qiu Jin, she can finally indulge her feelings and cry to her heart's content.

Seeing Zhang Xiaomo like this, not only Qiu Jin, but even Long Chengang and Su Hua were relieved.

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