Chapter 936: Be your truest self

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After crying for a while, Zhang Xiaomo finally controlled his emotions: "Xiao Jin, I'm sorry." ”

"Silly girl, what's there to be sorry for? We're friends, and I know how you feel. Qiu Jin helped her to the pavilion and sat down: "How are you better now?" ”

After seeing her nodded, Qiu Jin said, "Actually, I ...... Accompanied Uncle Chu and them, they handled Shang Yu's funeral. He was buried in the Garden of Grace, where the mountains and rivers were close to the water, the air was good, and it was relatively quiet, which he would like. ”

Hearing this, Zhang Xiaomo's eyes turned red again: "I didn't even go to see him off for the last time." ”

"At that time, you were still lying on the hospital bed, if you really went over, I was afraid that Shang Yu would be in a hurry with you."

Listening to this joke, Zhang Xiaomo glanced at her angrily: "The joke is very cold, not funny." "Indeed, how can a dead person be in a hurry with her?

Qiu Jin just smiled and didn't answer. However, seeing that Zhang Xiaomo's mood was better, Qiu Jin could finally settle down and take a look at this small courtyard.

It can be seen that Chu Shangyu put a lot of thought into arranging this small courtyard at the beginning, not only completely restoring the secret base in everyone's memory, but even doing it better.

In addition to the hydrangea path, the courtyard is also carefully planted with various potted plants, and even if it is the height of summer, there are all kinds of flowers blooming in the courtyard. For Zhang Xiaomo, who likes flowers the most, he couldn't be happier.

And this traditional old house is Qiu Jin's favorite style, a big yard, a thatched pergola where you can be in a daze, and boredom can swing, drink tea, bubble coffee, don't think about anything, just empty yourself.

You don't even have to go in yourself, you can imagine that the furnishings in the room will be arranged according to everyone's favorite style.

In fact, Chu Shangyu has always put the two of them in front, and even ignores himself, so this room is not so much a secret base for the three of them, but as the residence that Zhang Xiaomo and her most yearn for. There may not even be anything Chu Shangyu likes in the middle.

Qiu Jin sighed lightly: "We have always said that we are three people in one, but in fact, it has always been Shang Yu who has taken care of the two of us, he has remembered all the words we said, remembered all our preferences, but not himself." ”

Zhang Xiaomo was silent for a while before saying: "Shang Yu likes blue and gray, likes to eat chopped pepper fish heads, likes lettuce, likes blues music, and likes ......" As she spoke, her eyes turned red again.

In fact, she knows Chu Shangyu's preferences, and when she usually gives him gifts, or when he comes to eat at home, she will choose what he likes, but ...... None of this can ever be done for him again, even if he is alive now......

Thinking of this, Zhang Xiaomo and Qiu Jin couldn't help but shed tears.

Staying aside, seeing the two of them crying, Su Hua was about to step forward, but Long Chengang grabbed him: "I'm a little tired, send me into the house to rest first." ”

Hearing him say this, Su Hua glanced at Zhang Xiaomo worriedly, and then pushed the wheelchair and sent Long Chengang to the room: "Do you need me to carry you up to rest?" ”

"No, you go boil some water, and the two of them will want to drink tea for a while. Also, make some desserts for them to calm their minds. ”

It could be seen that Long Chengang was worried about the two of them, but Su Hua didn't understand why he didn't let himself go up just now: "Why did you stop me just now......"

"Today is the time for the two of them to pay tribute to their old friends, so don't bother them."

So it turned out that this was the case, Su Hua nodded: "Then you sit here for a while, and I'll go boil water and make desserts." ”

"Go get busy."

Here Zhang Xiaomo and Qiu Jin cried and chatted, and sat in the gazebo in a daze. still

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Fortunately, this is a suburb, and it is on the mountainside, and there is a bamboo forest behind it, so even if it is almost noon, the yard is still very cool, and two people sit there, but they don't have to worry about heat stroke.

Su Hua had already boiled water and prepared desserts at this time, he made a pot of milk tea, and then brought it over: "Madam, Miss Qiu, it's hot, drink some tea, eat something and talk slowly." ”

"Su Hua, thank you." For Su Hua and Long Chengang for giving them this today, the two of them are still very grateful.

Su Hua only nodded slightly, and then quietly retreated.

After a long while, Zhang Xiaomo took a sip of warm milk tea: "Am I worrying everyone again?" ”

"You're not alone?" Qiu Jin looked at her, stretched out his hand and fed her a snack: "Okay, I've cried when I've cried, I've talked about what I've talked about." I think that Shang Yu will want the two of us to live well no matter when, so after crying today, the two of us should cheer up, otherwise it will only make him more sad. ”

Listening to Qiu Jin's words, Zhang Xiaomo was silent. After a while, she spoke: "Xiao Jin, if there is no news from Ah Xuan in the past two days, I want to go abroad to live for a while to relax." If possible, I will bring the children with me. ”

Hearing her say this, Qiu Jin thought for a while, and finally nodded: "It's okay, you've had too many things happen recently, and staying here all the time is not too good for your body and mood recovery, and it's not bad to take the children out for a walk, but you have to pay special attention to safety." ”

Zhang Xiaomo nodded: "Well, I'll pay attention." It just so happens that I haven't seen Xiao Han and Xiao Yu for a while, so it's not bad to take them out for a walk. ”

"It's just that your current body, still with two children, can you take it?" After all, he was shot in the chest, and now it has only been more than two months and less than three months, although it is said that the wound has recovered, but the vitality of the wound is not something that can be recovered in one day or two days, and in a short period of time, it is not allowed to work too hard. Even on rainy days, she feels like she can't breathe in her chest.

It is precisely for this reason that Qiu Jin is still a little worried about Zhang Xiaomo's intention to take the children out: "Otherwise, you go out for a walk first, and then pick up the children when you are better." Otherwise, if your body and mood are not good, it will also affect the children. ”

Thinking that now the children can run all over the ground, they should be able to talk a lot, but he is missing this time, Zhang Xiaomo still feels a little sorry for the children. That's why she wants to take the kids out with her.

But what Qiu Jin said is not unreasonable. After understanding this, she nodded: "I understand, when my body is better, I will take the child to my side." ”

"Hmm. When are you going to go? ”

"Tomorrow the day after tomorrow. I said hello to my family tonight, and then asked Su Hua to prepare, and then set off. ”

Although she felt that the itinerary was a little rushed, thinking about her situation here, Qiu Jin also felt that the sooner she left this place, the better: "Okay, have you chosen a good place?" ”

"Not yet, let it be as fate will come." It's not that Zhang Xiaomo didn't worry about Qiu Jin, so he didn't tell her, but he really didn't think about it.

Qiu Jin didn't think much about it, she believed that with the strength of the Long family, it would be no problem to ensure Zhang Xiaomo's safety. As long as it can make her happy and cheer up again, it's better than anything else.

Seeing that the time was almost up, and he also smelled the smell of food from the kitchen, Zhang Xiaomo stood up: "Let's go, go into the house to eat." No matter what happens, you have enough to eat before you can continue. ”

"Hmm."

During the meal, Zhang Xiaomo announced her decision, and Long Chengang was also very in favor of her decision, as for Su Hua, it has always been Zhang Xiaomo who makes the decision, and he is responsible for implementing it, and there will be no objections.

After dinner, after the lunch break, Zhang Xiaomo called Tian Tian, and Tian Tian was very much in favor of her decision

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Zhi suggested several places for her vacation, from picturesque plain countries to small islands in the sea, as well as ancient countries full of history and exotic places.

didn't expect to make such a willful request, Tian Tian not only did not object, but also supported himself like this, Zhang Xiaomo felt a little embarrassed: "Mom, I ......"

"Good boy, don't think too much, you're just too tired because you think too much. I'd rather you let go of something and just be yourself. Only by doing your best can you take care of other things. This...... It is all these years that I have learned to be a woman of the Long family. ”

To be a woman of the Long family, do you have to be yourself first? Although Zhang Xiaomo couldn't understand this sentence, he also kept it in his heart: "Mom, I know." I don't know if I'll be able to do it, but I remember it. ”

"Well, write it down first, and you'll understand it slowly."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Xiaomo sat there and began to start. Although she decided for herself, she really didn't think about where she was going. And this so-called recuperation is actually only ...... I just want to get out of here for a while, and I want to escape from all this.

Although, it seems a bit shameful to be a deserter. But Zhang Xiaomo believes that as long as she is given a period of recuperation, she will definitely be able to recover and come back again to deal with all the battles.

In the evening, Zhang Xiaomo and Qiu Jin finally didn't let Long Chengang and Su Hua continue to stay in the house, and even asked Su Hua to stop staying as housekeepers, and everyone sat together like friends drinking tea and chatting.

Originally, he didn't agree, but at everyone's strong request, Su Hua could only sit down and stay with everyone.

On this quiet summer evening, the four of them chatted about the past, the present, and the future, just as it had been a long time since three young friends sat on the roof of the starry sky and chatted about their future.

Early the next morning, everyone packed up their things and said to Sister-in-law Song again, and then left the hut.

Back at home, Zhang Xiaomo began to pack the things she wanted to take out, in fact, there were not many, most of them were packed by Su Hua and Mo Wanrong, she only needed to pick out some of her personal belongings and bring them.

Just when she was still hesitating where to go, she seemed to faintly hear Qiu Jin's exclamation, frowned slightly, and walked towards Qiu Jin's room. Qiu Jin has always been a very stable person, and there are not many things that can make her exclaim like this. So, is something happening to her?

knocked on the door, and when he was about to push the door in, Zhang Xiaomo found that the door had been locked: "Xiao Jin, are you in the house?" What's wrong? ”

Her knock on the door alarmed Su Hua, and he rushed over: "Madam, what's wrong?" ”

"I heard Xiao Jin's voice just now that it wasn't quite right, so I wanted to come over and take a look, but the door was locked......" As he was speaking, the door had already opened, and Qiu Jin looked at Zhang Xiaomo outside the door: "Xiao Mo, why are you here?" Isn't it time to pack up? ”

Zhang Xiaomo ignored her question, but asked her, "What about you?" What happened just now? Wrestling or ......"

"Well, I didn't pay attention when I first washed my hands, and some hand sanitizer fell on the floor, and I slipped and fell, but fortunately, I held on to the sink and didn't fall, but I was startled." Qiu Jin looked at her and smiled: "Okay, you go and get busy with you, I'm fine." ”

"Well, be careful yourself." After saying this, Zhang Xiaomo left. Qiu Jin, on the other hand, breathed a sigh of relief after closing the door. However, she looked at the phone on the table, and her face sank again. After thinking about it, she still called Long Chengang: "Chengang, something happened to me here, can I come over?" ”

Usually, if there is anything, Qiu Jin comes to look for him, but today he suddenly wants to go over by himself, Long Chengang knows that something serious must have happened.

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