After returning to Beijing for many days, Lin Ximeng's heart still hasn't settled down, and the weight of that anxious night of waiting for her spirit has not yet come through her breath.

Now she was in terrible pain. She had made a home look like this, and her heart was too fragile to withstand any blows.

When she imagined that he was already at home with his wife hugging him, her heart was like a knife, and she burst into tears.

She swore that in this life and this life, she would never be the lover of a married man again. When she had to ask Fan Tianfu to divorce in all kinds of pain, he actually said: "There is no reason now, I can't say that I want to divorce and marry you, right?" This sentence made Lin Ximeng stunned, and she couldn't believe her ears all night.

When she had to ask him to separate from his wife in order to create the conditions for divorce, he refused because he didn't think it was necessary.

She is deeply in love with Fan Tianfu. In this world, she doesn't know if there will be a woman who will be as infatuated as her, and for love, she is so ruthless that even Fan Tianfu has to ask

The extent of "why are you so ruthless". But Fan Tianfu actually treated this infatuation and love like this!

How she wished he could think for her from a woman's point of view, if he were a woman, how would he judge the man in front of him who was in love?

He will be for his

"Thinking about the big picture"

"The Long Term"

"Long-term planning" and nodding yes, oral convincing? She was in extreme pain, her head was swollen and painful, she couldn't eat well, she couldn't sleep well, she couldn't listen to class, her classmates in the dormitory said that her face was ugly, and persuaded her to see a doctor, but only she understood that she was not just ugly?

What's the use of being a good doctor? Zhuo Qi's letters flew in one after another. He had told Lin Tianming the truth about what happened between them.

Lin Tianming was very angry when he heard this, because this was something he never expected. Lin Tianming thinks that Lin Ximeng is always unrealistic, on the surface she is very complicated, in essence, she is surprisingly simple and naïve.

Lin Tianming's attitude is very clear: if you can get together, you will try your best to get together, and if you can't get together, you won't have the power to return to heaven; I hope Lin Ximeng will make a decision as soon as possible and not be too selfish.

Zhuo Qi said in the letter: I don't agree to separation, I am a black or white person, and the separation is up to you.

As for who I love, this is my right and freedom, and you have no right to interfere. Your plan is undoubtedly extravagant and extremely selfish, and you want to hurt not only me, but also Yao Huijuan.

As for whether I can accommodate you, it needs to be the way things develop. Again, I can't afford to wait, I can't afford to delay, and I can't afford to lose.

You're gambling now! It's playing with fire! Think back to our love history! I can't listen to other people's nonsense, I only believe in the sincere love between us.

So, no matter how the outside world rumors about you, I only believe in the love between us. Only love is eternal, only your son is real, and you will have it until the last moment of your life!

If you don't believe this, you will not only lose everything, but you will also be ruined and cornered. You are powerless to change the moral code of society, you are powerless to break through the net of society.

I hope you don't see this as intimidation. Just when Lin Ximeng was anxious, Shi Siyuan, the bearded man who often sent her letters, ran to their dormitory almost every day.

In the name of looking for Liang Fengyan, Shi Siyuan didn't want to leave as soon as he sat down, and chatted with Liang Fengyan there, but Lin Ximeng's eardrum was about to crack.

On Saturday night, Lin Ximeng was lying on the bed and wanted to read some books to divert her mind, and Shi Siyuan came again.

He sat down again to talk to Liang Fengyan, she knew that he couldn't walk for a while, and she couldn't say anything, so she had to put on her shoes and lie down on the sofa in the hall downstairs.

But there were too many people coming and going, so she had to get up again, go out for a walk, too tired, and when she returned to the dormitory, Shi Siyuan was still talking.

Lin Ximeng came out again, went to another girls' dormitory to lie down for a while, and when people were about to sleep, she had to come out and return to the dormitory.

Shi Siyuan hasn't left yet. Lin Ximeng had to lie on the bed again with a numb scalp. Lin Ximeng was about to collapse.

She put her headphones on and started listening to music. But the sound of the song still couldn't cover up Shi Siyuan's voice, she really had no choice, so she had to sing loudly along with the tape recorder.

And it worked! After a while, Shi Siyuan stood up and said to Liang Fengyan: "Don't bother, I'll go back." "Thank goodness!

Lin Ximeng took off the headphones, and Liang Fengyan and Liu Jie laughed together.

"What are you laughing at?" Liang Fengyan said: "Liu Jie said just now that the bearded man fell in love with you. ”

"Nonsense!"

"Really," Liu Jie said,

"He's always staring at you from behind when you're in line to eat."

"Now that anyone loves me, I have to jump from the fifth floor."

"In that case, the beard will catch you at the bottom of the building......"

"Spare me!" Lin Ximeng was anxiously waiting for Fan Tianfu's news about whether the house on Bailang Island would be bought.

Fan Tianfu had already called to say that the owner of the house did not want to sell it, and the reason was nothing more than the delay in payment.

She didn't know how Fan Tianfu would handle this matter. He had sworn to her to buy the house so that she could move in it from the winter break.

And she's always thought it should be. The problem she is facing is that if she were to file for divorce, her father would have to show her the title deed in her name before he could consider whether to approve of her to do so.

This is undoubtedly putting pressure on her. In order to get her father's consent, she lied and said that she did, and in her heart, she hoped that Fan Tianfu would get the real estate certificate as soon as possible and write it in her name.

The damage caused to her by Fan Tianfu's backfall was almost fatal, which was qualitatively different from the injury that Zhuo Qi gave her.

If Fan Tianfu breaks his promise again this time, then she will no longer have any hope for Fan Tianfu. Before Fan Tianfu got divorced, she would never get divorced.

She didn't dare to entrust the rest of her life to a man who didn't talk much. After a day and a night of painful thinking, Lin Ximeng finally made a decision: stop going to school, return to Wutong, return home, return to Zhuoqi and Niuniu, and start her own business.

Why she came to Beijing and under what circumstances, only Fan Tianfu knows best. And now, when she decides to leave Beijing and return to Wutong, who knows her helplessness?

Who knows her pain? Who knows how much pressure she's on? She has gambled her whole life to get to this point, as long as Fan Tianfu can give her back a steadfastness and minus her pain, she will wait for him in any corner of the world!

What could not be endured for her any longer? What can not be left behind? However, Fan Tianfu did not.

Faced with Zhuo Qi's snowflake-like letters, Lin Ximeng had to make such a decision. From now on, she would never mention in front of Fan Tianfu anything like getting him a divorce or wanting him to separate.

She wanted to see how Fan Tianfu loved her. She immediately wrote a letter to Zhuo Qi to inform her of this decision, and strategically asked him to intercede for her in front of Chen Xiaqiu, so that Chen Xiaqiu agreed to her to contract their company's decoration project.

In fact, this is exactly what Chen Xiaqiu suggested, but she had to do it for Zhuo Qi. At the same time, she wrote a letter to Niu Niu.

She wants to stop going to school in Beijing, which is a big deal after all, and it is necessary to tell her parents. At noon the next day, she called home, and when Lin Tianming answered the phone, as soon as she heard that it was Lin Ximeng, she immediately roared angrily: "What are you going to do?" Lin Tianming has never been angry with Lin Ximeng, this is her special encounter among her brothers and sisters, including after he knew about her teacher-student love affair with Zhuo Qi, no matter how big things are, she will discuss them politely.

After he learned that Lin Ximeng divorced Zhuo Qi, he calmly persuaded her to think twice. Lin Tianming's opinion, if she plans to marry Fan Tianfu before divorcing, he is firmly against it; If she didn't divorce for Fan Tianfu, he would have agreed.

But what's wrong with him today? Lin Ximeng hurriedly said, "Dad, I plan to go back." ”

"Which day?" What day? Can it be so fast? She said,

"Wait until the end of the semester."

"What?" Lin Tianming yelled on the phone,

"Are you going to let these people live? Come back soon! If you can't learn, you can come back to me first! Come back soon! You don't care about other people's lives or deaths, don't you? If you don't come back within three days, I'll call your school leaders......" Lin Tianming was furious.

Lin Ximeng was stunned and promised to go back immediately. put down the phone and quickly dialed Lin Chenshuang's phone again: "Chenshuang? ”

"Sister, where are you?" Another hundred thousand anxious voices.

"Still in Beijing."

"Come back soon! Zhuo Qi is going crazy! ”

"What? What's going on? ”

"Last night, he gave to his mother's family, my family, Jin'er's family, and Chaoyang's family...... All our relatives have all called, abused you on the phone, insulted our parents, and counted your affairs with Fan Tianfu, which was very ugly, making every family uneasy. It's your fault, Mom is sick, Dad is going crazy, I don't know how to contact you, you don't even leave a phone call......" Lin Ximeng stood unsteadily, leaning against the wall.

"Sister, come back quickly, Dad is even ready with a knife, and he has to fight hard with Zhuo Qi." Lin Ximeng put down the phone and kept fighting with his legs.

Why? Zhuo Qi? Why on earth are you doing this? I would have understood and tolerated you before I had made a decision, but what I never expected was that you would have done it that night even after you had received my phone call and seen my letter, and were fully aware of my decision!

Oh my God, why is that? At this time, I received a letter from Zhuo Qi, and an article "Looking for You Thousand Degrees".

You left, with the sadness of youth never returning, with that scarred heart, with my deep thoughts and concerns for you.

On the autumn night, the cold stars are twinkling. I know that it is your hazy teary eyes that tell the boundless loneliness and sorrow, and it touches my stomach full of bitterness and misery...... A few years, a few wind and rain.

The years have made me mature a lot. I don't dare think of you, because that would make me even more depressed.

Every time I walk to the side of the road, wander on the lawn, and the cool evening breeze carries a few wisps of bitterness, my heart ripples again, and my mind reproduces your elegant figure.

has not experienced the days of great joy and sorrow, but ushered in the years of sadness and tears alone. Yes! My dear, I once wept for you, for the season when I lost you, and now I have no tears, but are the years that have passed more than a faint memory?

On the day when the boat of years set sail, I have already packed my bags, full of hope, I want to relive the time you spent together, I want to look for your footprints at the end of the world!

After reading this "Looking for You Thousand Hundred Degrees", as written in it, it touched Lin Ximeng's bitterness and bitterness...... Once upon a time, she and Zhuo Qi sincerely went on a blind date, loved each other eagerly, and spent so many happy days despite tears, although those youthful years were not as brilliant as she expected in her heart, but she still had no regrets.

At the beginning, her beautiful wish was to have his sincere love for the rest of her life, regardless of power and status, and thought that as long as she tried her best, she would definitely make him a successful man.

"Graduate school was my goal in the 80s." How many dreams and desires did this sentence give her!

Deep down, she has always longed for the man she loves to become famous and prove what she is capable of. But what made her feel cold in her heart in the end was that Zhuo Qi was neither successful nor famous, just being an office director, she got carried away to this extent...... Lin Ximeng couldn't say anything to Zhuo Qi.

Just when she was about to go back to Wutong to settle her parents and family and stop Zhuo Qi's behavior, she suddenly received an express mail from Fan Tianfu.

Ximeng: When I saw your letter, I was filled with emotion. The ups and downs of the past three years are as vivid as a movie, and I deeply savor the unforgettable scenes...... Ximeng, to summarize the situation in the past three years, my first sentence is: thank you - my lover who lives and dies together!

It is you who have injected new vitality into my life and made me more vivid and rich; It was you who held my arm and gave me confidence and courage when I was in trouble. It was you, in my otherwise ordinary life, who gave me endless pleasure; It was you, and only you, who gave me holy love and made me a confident, abundant man.

My lover, at this moment, how I wish someone would ask me: You have suffered so much in the past few years, how much money have you earned?

I will solemnly tell him: I only earn sincere love, earn a real woman that belongs to me.

I'm satisfied. I died without regrets. On the occasion of the third anniversary of the establishment of the company, I would like to dedicate this message to my lover who is far away in Beijing.

Tian Fu. In addition, there is a postscript: Ximeng: Tell you a piece of news that you must be unhappy to hear.

Tonight, I've moved everything back from the house on Bailang Island. Walking up and down the stairs six times with heavy steps.

When I scanned every corner of the room for the last time, I finally burst into tears.

On your behalf, I silently thank you to the hut. Ximeng, like you, I feel very sad in my heart.

You don't know what it's like when I'm packing up. Rest assured, I've packed up our belongings, including a piece of waste paper, and placed them in my office, and I won't let anyone touch them.

When we move into our new home, let you open it with your own hands. Don't be sad, Ximeng, with love, don't worry about not having a home.

Lin Ximeng, your eternal home, burst into tears and cried loudly. Don't be sad, Tianfu, you are my home, and love is our home!