Ximeng: I don't know how to comfort you, ask for your forgiveness, I am very remorseful, sad, even scolded and cursed myself, I shed a lot of tears...... In the face of your bloody and tearful accusation, I bowed my head of repentance.

I just realized that I was trampling, trampling on the most sincere and holy love in heaven and earth. I was imagining, seeking, how to punish myself.

When I sobered up a little, I sighed that man is the greatest monster in heaven and earth, who can give emotion and spirituality to everything in the world, even if it is a stone, a grass, or a piece of paper...... And weep for it, laugh for it, kiss it, be annoyed by it, praise it as God, and trample it under your feet - in creation, in destruction, in destruction, in creation, this is human beings, this is why human history has developed today.

Humanity may have been repeating this endless creation and destruction. In the evening dream, my brain is blank at the moment, like water, like clouds, and there may only be the sun, moon and me left in the world.

I stood in abrupt sorrow on the highest and highest place on earth, until I became a stone without spirit, and stood there forever, forever...... Never care about the so-called creation and destruction, forever cold, lonely.

The eerie darkness and loneliness gave me only a moment of comfort. Suddenly, I jumped up again...... Yes!

The colorful years of grievances, the colorful trees, and the colorful love, sobbing and leaving me. I shouted and ran as if I was so far away from me, never to belong to me again.

I fell and lost everything...... Suddenly, a miracle happened, and I suddenly found that everything that was colorful was cast in the stone man, never to be left forever.

I don't know how long it has been, I have been hallucinating, no, I should say that I am clearly imagining, for a moment like Tarzan pressing on the top, I can't breathe; For a while, it was like white clouds and flowing water, floating around easily.

I used to be confident in my feelings, but at this moment, I can't say what it is.

I could only cry and laugh and shout: everything I have created is for love, and love does not understand my creation and

"For". Sometimes, in order to save our heads, we have to cut off our feet. Ximeng, my feelings may never be understood or understood, to say a word from the heart, at this moment I am very relaxed, I really feel that you are more charming and lovely.

As a man, at this moment, I feel that I have the fullest and most colorful woman in the world, and what we have lost is just a piece of paper, and the real colorful years will always be with us...... After reading the letter, his mind went blank.

All his nerves were numb, and he sat down in his back chair. When he regained his senses, his brain was stuffed with stuff from all sides...... Slowly, these things subsided again, and there was only one fact left: Lin Ximeng had a love affair with another man.

And this man is Fan Tianfu. is a man who he thinks is most relieved not to have a relationship with Lin Ximeng.

This man doesn't read much, his education is not high, his grade is not enough, he is just a soldier, and he can only draw a few strokes.

This man is the most orthodox, the most conservative, and the most honor-minded. This man is of good character and is praised by everyone.

Otherwise, how could he have agreed to let his wife work next to this man? How could it be reassuring or even supportive of her working beside this man?

How could it be that when she quarreled with this man several times and was angry and didn't come to work, he tried every possible way to persuade her to let her go back to this man?

Yes, without these, otherwise, it would not be possible. But...... But what's going on?

He was confused. Zhuo Qi is relieved of Fan Tianfu. What he didn't worry about was Lin Ximeng. Since she went to sea, she often came home late at night.

Her explanation was that it was a work affair such as a banquet. As long as he heard that he was with Fan Tianfu, Zhuo Qi would be relieved.

However, how could he know if she was really always with Fan Tianfu instead of going on dates with other men?

Recently, she has come back late at night more often, her graduate admission notice has already come, and it has been less than a month since she left school.

He can't ask Fan Tianfu if Lin Ximeng is with him every day, right? The more Zhuo Qi thought about it, the more suspicious he became, and finally couldn't sit still, and while Lin Ximeng was away, he sneaked into her office and opened her drawer with a stolen key...... When Lin Ximeng was urgently called by Zhuo Qi at one o'clock in the afternoon, she was attending a hotel opening ceremony banquet with Fan Tianfu, and Zhuo Qi's voice on the phone was low and hoarse due to overstimulation: "Come back, right away!" Paged one after another, Lin Ximeng felt that something was wrong, so she had to ask Fan Tianfu to drive her back to the office first.

opened the drawer, and sure enough, the letter that Fan Tianfu gave her half a year ago was gone. She understood everything and told Fan Tianfu.

Both of them turned pale. Fan Tianfu began to complain about her carelessness. Lin Ximeng knew that she was in a catastrophe, but she instinctively wanted to protect Fan Tianfu, as long as Fan Tianfu was undamaged, what would be a pity for her to die?

"As long as you can keep it down for a while, no matter what." Fan Tianfu said. As soon as Lin Ximeng walked into the courtyard, Zhuo Qi locked the big iron door with his backhand.

His face turned pale, he grabbed her arm, twisted her hard, and twisted her to her knees on the couch.

His voice trembled, still low and hoarse: "Say it." Lin Ximeng lowered his head, not daring to look at his face distorted by pain, his only wish was for him to beat himself to death, so that her physical pain could offset a little of his mental pain.

However, Zhuo Qi didn't move anymore, sat weakly on the sofa in front of her, and ordered: "Say, tell all the private feelings between you and Fan Tianfu from beginning to end." She hesitated for a moment and said, "There's nothing to say." When Zhuo Qi heard this, he was furious, slapped him a few times, and then punched and kicked, scolding while beating: "I let you have nothing to say, mom stinky ×, you said it lightly, there is nothing to say, then there is only something to do, you tell me!" I can't escape you today! The severe physical pain calmed Lin Ximeng a lot, and she gritted her teeth: everything can be said, but she can't say that she has fallen in love with Fan Tianfu.

She knew Zhuo Qi too well, he had a special temper, he would never allow people to lie and deceive in front of him, he could tolerate her not loving him and filing for divorce, but he could not tolerate her falling in love with someone else during the marriage.

For more than ten years, he has given her all his love in an almost peasant way, and if she now says that she no longer loves him and falls in love with Fan Tianfu, it will be cruel to Zhuo Qi to almost kill him.

There are only two ways in front of her: one is to say that she is in love with Fan Tianfu and immediately go through the divorce procedures with Zhuo Qi.

This was not only cruel to Zhuo Qitai, but he must have made countless copies of Fan Tianfu's letters and posted them in the downtown areas of Wutong streets.

At this time, since he can say it, he can do it. Not to mention the wind and rain in the city, it will inevitably detonate the ** library in Fan Tianfu's backyard.

In that case, now this enterprise can no longer be engaged, and it is bound to destroy Fan Tianfu's plan. The second is to show that he had a sexual relationship with Fan Tianfu, and that he seduced Fan Tianfu and used sex to retaliate against Zhuo Qi's beating and scolding of her, and promised to cut off all contact with Fan Tianfu from now on, temporarily quell this uproar, as long as he can go to Beijing for graduate school, he will talk about it later.

Lin Ximeng chose the second path. That night, Zhuo Qi went to Red Star with her, quietly packed up all her belongings, and took them home.

The next day was Sunday. In the morning, Zhuo Qi called Chen Xiaqiu and said that Lin Xilin had something to do with him, and asked him to wait for her in the office at 8 o'clock in the morning.

After breakfast, Zhuo Qi took her to Wutong Real Estate Development Company. Zhuo Qi submitted a report on leave without pay to the normal school before the summer vacation, and came to report to Chen Xiaqiu the next day after the summer vacation, and has been working for several weeks now.

Chen Xiaqiu was already sitting there, seeing that Lin Ximeng was too haggard, he split his head and asked, "Are you fighting with Tianfu again?" She didn't answer and sat down on the couch.

Zhuo Qi tilted his head to look at her. Chen Xiaqiu reproached her: "It's so easy for you to think about starting a business? I think Tian Fu is good. It's good for you, if you say pick a pick, you pick a pick......"

"It's not." Zhuo Qi interrupted him,

"Manager Chen, not this time." Zhuo Qi called Chen Xiaqiu to another room. After a while, the two came back again.

Chen Xiaqiu stopped talking and sat there. Zhuo Qi said to Lin Ximeng: "You talk to Manager Chen and tell Manager Chen your plan." Zhuo Qi went out after speaking.

Chen Xiaqiu looked at Lin Ximeng and asked, "What's the matter?" She kept silent, guessing that Zhuo Qi had already told him what had happened.

Chen Xiaqiu didn't ask anymore. The two of them sat in silence for more than ten minutes before Lin Ximeng spoke: "Zhuo Qi didn't let me go to Beijing to study for graduate school, he asked me to come to work here." ”

"Where's Tian Fu?"

"I'm not going." She whispered back. Chen Xiaqiu had already understood the general situation, and sat there silently. Last night, Zhuo Qi asked her to stop going to work at Red Star and not go to Beijing for graduate school, and asked her to persuade Chen Xiaqiu to let Chen Xiaqiu allow her to work in their real estate company.

She said yes one by one. But she knew in her heart that now, there was only one way to Beijing left in front of her.

Until then, she was deeply worried about taking the risk. She could not have predicted the consequences of leaving Fan Tianfu.

What will happen to him? What will happen to her? God, she will be exhausted and exhausted by her thoughts. However, it has come to this point, and there is no other way out.

"Anyway, I'm going to go to school in Beijing," she said. Think about it, how much time and energy I spent, how much hardship I suffered, and how much meat I lost before I could easily get in. It has been my wish to go to graduate school for more than ten years, otherwise, what would I do if I would go to study for a junior college after graduating from a high school teacher? The reason why I couldn't take the exam a few years ago was not because I couldn't take the exam, but because I had no financial foundation and no money, how could I study with peace of mind if I was admitted? And now, since I have been admitted and have been engaged in the business for three years, I will go anyway. She drank some tea, glanced at Chen Xiaqiu, saw his cold expression, and continued: "Besides, I can't come to work with you anyway." Think about it, you have such a deep personal friendship with Fan Tianfu, he is so respectful and respectful to you, and you can see my role in the Red Star at a glance, if I come to you directly from him, what can he be if he doesn't think you are digging into his wall? And, once I come to you and we stay together all day, what will my sister-in-law think? She's too small to allow a young woman to say hello to you, and it's no wonder she doesn't eat you when I'm around you all day! In that case, no matter how innocent we are, it will be difficult to argue. Besides, what do your sons think of you? What do people in society think of you? How do you do your job? After listening to her, Chen Xiaqiu thought for a moment, and said slowly: "Go back to No. 39 Middle School to teach your books, okay?" ”

"Nope." She flatly refused,

"I was adamant not going back to teaching. From the day I left No. 39 Middle School, I never thought about going back. Chen Xiaqiu was silent again.

"Is that good?" He suddenly said,

"Set up a decoration company from the real estate development company, you are an independent legal person, affiliated here, do the decoration project here, pay a little management fee every year, but do not work here, go to rent office space for you, what do you think?" Lin Xi dreamed of it, it was good to be so good, and he no longer had to go out to contract decoration projects.

But she was determined to go to Beijing. What's more, for her, money doesn't matter, and the most important thing is Fan Tianfu.

If there is no Fan Tianfu, what is the meaning of her life? And to achieve the goal of combining with Fan Tianfu, it is not something that she can solve with money.

Thinking of this, he said, "This is not going to work. ”

"Why can't this work? This pair of Tianfu can also explain the past, to society, to family, and to anyone. ”

"You can't explain it to me."

“……”

"Think about it, I have been in the sea for three years, and in the past three years, how much suffering I have suffered, how many sins I have suffered, don't you know that you can't bear to let me suffer two more times, and suffer two more sins, and you are only willing to wait for me to drown in the sea? In that case, your heart will be too hard and too cold, just like the cold image you have now. Besides, I don't know anything about decoration, I don't know anything at all, how can a layman lead a group of insiders? I don't go anywhere, I just go to school. Lin Ximeng moved his body in the direction of Chen Xiaqiu and looked at him beggingly.

"Zhuo Qi just wants to grit his teeth and not let you go, what should I do?"

"It's up to you. I'm begging you, no matter what, you have to do everything you can to convince Zhuo Qi. I know what you are capable of, and if you want to convince him, you will be able to convince him. Besides, he doesn't listen to anyone but you, and only believes you. Chen Xiaqiu sat for a while and said to himself: "I think it's quite difficult." When she heard this, she was anxious, and said desperately: "No matter how big or small, you must convince him." I just made up my mind, I won't go anywhere except to go to school in Beijing. Chen Xiaqiu couldn't help it, smiled and said, "Try it." ”

"There is only success and no failure. Otherwise, I will call your house every day, especially when you are not at home, change all kinds of bewitching tones, and have a good life for your sister-in-law. At this moment, Zhuo Qi returned.

Chen Xiaqiu said with a smile: "Lin Ximeng just said that she wants to call my home every day. Seeing this atmosphere, Zhuo Qi thought that Lin Ximeng had almost persuaded Chen Xiaqiu to agree to let her come here to work, and said with a smile: "Is it an ultimatum?" ”

"It's kind of like that."

"She can do anything!" Zhuo Qi is a pun.