"I see, you're kidding, aren't you?" Even if there was a possibility, Wang Xiaoshan didn't want that to come true.

"No" Zhang Nan replied quickly, and also cut off her slightest luck.

Deletion, deletion, deletion, and reduction, Wang Xiaoshan didn't know what she should reply, and in the end she directly refused "I'm sorry, I can't accept it."

Zhang Nan: "What can't you accept, can't accept that I like you?" ”

Fortunately, the person can't see the expression on his face now, but fortunately, the person is not in front of him now, otherwise Wang Xiaoshan is afraid that she won't be able to speak, she replied, "You can like anyone, but don't like me." ”

Zhang Nan looked at the sentence, a little stunned, the meaning of this refusal can only be so obvious, but he didn't want to give up like this, swallowed the bitterness in his heart back into his stomach, and returned to "Like it is my own business, whether I like you or not is not up to you." What he didn't say was that he couldn't say anything about it.

Wang Xiaoshan really doesn't know what to do now, because in her opinion, liking is also a person's thing, just like she likes Niu Jincheng, just like she is willing to wait for ten years, but she doesn't ask for a response, just because she is responsible for her own feelings, she just wants to give herself an end, then let go, and then leave!

Xu is person's point of view is too similar to his own, Xu is experienced such a thing to experience the joys and sorrows, Wang Xiaoshan couldn't bear it, she finally returned, "When are you free, let's say it in person!" "If you refuse to face to face, so that the person doesn't have a glimmer of hope, he should give up! Like at this moment, if she knew about that person's situation, knew that he already had a girlfriend, and even got married, would she be able to give up now? Isn't there no need to wait any longer?

Putting down the phone, Wang Xiaoshan sighed, and then closed his eyes. For a period of time, she did deliberately not think about the next thing, deliberately ignored the upcoming summer vacation, deliberately forgot the ten-year covenant she set for herself, and couldn't tell why she didn't think about it, why she ignored it, perhaps, she was still afraid subconsciously!

I made an appointment with Zhang Nan at noon the next day, and it could be seen that this person didn't rest well and was a little haggard, of course, he was haggard maybe because the experiment was done yesterday, not necessarily because of what she said. But even if you think about it on your toes, it's very small. But at this moment, Wang Xiaoshan just doesn't want to face reality. scolded himself in his heart for being a coward, cowardly, and escaping from reality, but his face was still terrifyingly calm.

"What do you want to tell me?" Zhang Nan looked at Wang Xiaoshan unscrupulously, he used to have some scruples, but now his eyes are slowly full of liking, and there is a trace of imperceptible injury.

When he asked like this, Wang Xiaoshan suddenly couldn't speak, she pursed her lips, and then seemed to have made up her mind, and said, "Yesterday, the thing you said, what I want to say is that it is not a person's business, liking is to be mutual, it is a matter of two people, if it is only one person's is, it is called unrequited love!" So".

"So what, so you like me too" Before Wang Xiaoshan finished speaking, Zhang Nan took over with a smile, but it was better not to laugh at all.

"You, I don't like you, so don't like me," Wang Xiaoshan replied, "I just came to make this clear, and I think Zhou Ying is very good, it just so happens that she is interesting to you, you can think about it." ”

"Are you reluctant to accept me because of her?" Zhang Nan

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Still smiling.

"No, she doesn't have anything to do with this," Wang Xiaoshan paused, and then continued, "I have someone I like." ”

"Really? Then why did Du Dong tell me you didn't? It was He Wen who told Du Dong" Zhang Nan lowered his head, the smile on his face finally couldn't be hung up, and he continued, "If there is, then why did you go back to the sorority last time, why did you still run to it to play games, aren't you afraid that he will know?" ”

Wang Xiaoshan choked, she really didn't think of this problem, and then she defended, "I went to join in the fun, and He Wen pulled me to play games, I didn't plan to go up." ”

"Really?" Zhang Nan asked. "Then what He Wen said, how do you explain it."

"I didn't tell the people in the dormitory, they naturally didn't know," Wang replied.

Zhang Nan didn't continue to speak, the air seemed to freeze, and after a long time, he continued, "Can I know who he is?" ”

"Can't" Wang Xiaoshan didn't even think about refusing directly.

"Just because you can't mean there is no such person at all," Zhang Nanqiang argued.

Wang Xiaoshan frowned, but in the end she still compromised, "I said, he is a classmate of mine in junior high school."

"No way, you don't look like the kind of puppy person you love!" Zhang Nan vetoed this possibility.

"I didn't lie to you, he is indeed one of my junior high school classmates, and the two of us are still at the same table, but I didn't understand it at the time, and now I think about it, I like him." Wang Xiaoshan's voice became smaller and quieter, this was the first time she had talked about that person in front of others, and it was also the first time she admitted that she also had such a person she liked.

Further back, no matter who asked her, she always buried this person in her heart, and she only smiled faintly in the face of other people's jokes.

"And where is he now?" Zhang Nan asked.

Where the god is, she doesn't know where the person is now, Wang Xiaoshan can only be silent for a while.

Wang Xiaoshan couldn't answer, Zhang Nan continued to ask, "What is he doing now, does he like you or not, you also said that liking is a matter of two people, if he doesn't like you, can I also persuade you not to like him." ”

At this moment, Wang Xiaoshan even had the heart to die, she really lifted a stone to shoot herself in the foot, why was this person so stubborn? "I don't know, don't ask, it's okay, I'm just here to talk about this, and the rest is my business and has nothing to do with you."

"That means you're just unrequited!" The mysterious smile resurfaced on Zhang Nan's face again, different from the slightly bitter smile last time, this time there was more sincerity.

"I said that's my business, we can't!" Wang Xiaoshan's words are categorical.

"Okay, no matter what I do, just say I like you, don't rush to answer me first, you are thinking about it, instead of liking someone you don't know if he likes you or not, instead of pinning your life on the unknowable future, I want you to see the present, the future and the present, you have to think clearly." Zhang Nan suddenly stood up after saying this, and then he continued, "Don't be in a hurry to answer, think more, think carefully." Then he didn't take Wang Xiaoshan to refute and left directly.

Think about it, think about it, do you need to think about it? Anyone who is a little more normal knows to grasp the reality, to grasp the present, not to mention the illusory future, and the possibility of this future is almost zero.

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Wang Xiaoshan does not belong to that normal category, if she belongs to the normal category, she will not dare to admit that she really likes that person until now, and the ten years of waiting are not just to give herself an end, in fact, she is very greedy, she is also very empty, she wants to get a response from that person!

With his hands open, he buried his face in it, his eyes blinked unconsciously, and his eyelashes gently swept over his fingers, just like he was at that time, every word and deed could touch his heartstrings. She thought, does she still need to think? Do you still need to think about it? Isn't the answer already clear!

Back in the dormitory in the evening, Zhou Ying was there, Wang Xiaoshan walked to her desk in a few steps, put the schoolbag on the table, and after brewing for a long time, she mustered up the courage to say, "Zhou Ying, I talked to Zhang Nan today, I have already rejected him, you can do the rest yourself!" Also, I didn't tell you before that I was not doing things well, but that's because he didn't tell me before, and I could just feel it, but I wasn't sure, so I didn't say it. ”

"What's more, when you asked me, I really didn't know, we added WeChat for a long time, and I didn't say more than ten words, and then later, after you came back from going to the pear orchard, he took the initiative to send me messages many times, and after that, you didn't ask me, and I have no responsibility to tell you about myself."

"I'm done with my words, you can do whatever you want in the future, and the relationship between the two of us is also up to you, if you think I'm not worthy of being your friend, then we'll be two strangers in the future, and no one should provoke anyone."

Wang Xiaoshan's passage is the longest sentence she has said for so long, and she finished it in one breath, without a jam in the middle, also because this paragraph has been pondering and revising it repeatedly since the afternoon. Even after preparing for so long, she still forgot to say one thing, that is, she can usually do anything, but there is a premise, and the premise is that the person who provokes her is something she values very much.

is like a roommate in college, that person has played well with him from the beginning, the two have been together for three years and have never had a conflict, Wang Xiaoshan also regards that person as his best friend, but in his senior year, there was a little accident because of a competition, and the person misunderstood herself, but in the end, when that person came to apologize, she chose to forgive without much consideration, because she was reluctant to have three years of friendship.

And that choice to forgive, Wang Xiaoshan still feels that he has done nothing wrong, and the relationship between the two has been almost a year since graduation, and it is still the same as before. The only thing that makes Wang Xiaoshan feel guilty is that when she got married a few months ago, she failed to stagger the time because of experiments, so that now she regrets missing her best friend's wedding.

As for Zhou Ying, she thought that even if that person came to apologize, they wouldn't be able to go back to the past, and at most they would be a more familiar ordinary friend in the future, not to mention, looking at her appearance, she didn't look like the kind of person who would come to apologize.

As Wang Xiaoshan expected, the man didn't say anything, but after listening to Wang Xiaoshan's words, his face was a little strange, and his lips moved, but he didn't seem to move. Zhou Ying felt that she should say something at the moment, but in the end she didn't say anything, because she didn't know what to say.

Since then, the two have been regarded as bridges and roads, each unrelated, and they have nothing to do with each other, until the day of graduation, or more precisely, the day of Zhou Ying's graduation, because Wang Xiaoshan took the initiative to apply for Zhibo. Of course, that's all for later.

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