Chapter Eighty-Nine: Unfamiliar
"No need, I'm going back now, you're visiting, this ticket price is not cheap" Without the slightest hesitation, Zhang Nan directly refused, and after that, he got up directly and strode away directly, without even a second of pause.
Zhou Ying stared straight at his position, which was already empty, leaving only an unopened bottle of drink quietly in her sight, which looked really a bit ironic. She thought that if he took it, it meant that he would drink, and she thought that he just put it aside because he was not thirsty.
He reached over and took the bottle, unscrewed it, and poured it into his mouth in a big gulp, not knowing who he was punishing. After sitting for a while, the irritability faded, and only loss remained in my heart. She took out her mobile phone and sent a message to He Wen, and then left.
Back in the dormitory, Wang Xiaoshan was the only one in it, and in the face of Wang Xiaoshan's question, she only said "I'm tired, I'll sleep first" and then didn't speak all day. In the following days, she had little communication with Wang Xiaoshan, and she was afraid that she would not be able to control her temper and quarrel with Wang Xiaoshan.
She also knew that Wang Xiaoshan couldn't be blamed for this, but she just couldn't help but wonder, does Zhang Nan like Wang Xiaoshan? That's why it was so different. What about Wang Xiaoshan? She said that she didn't know Zhang Nan well, so what's the matter now?
After many more days, she finally stopped being entangled, she made up her mind to ask clearly, and then the reason for borrowing reagents last time, Zhou Ying saw Zhang Nan again.
That day, she deliberately waited early for Zhang Nan to go to the laboratory, and then blocked him. He wears a glove on his hand and holds a reagent bottle in his hand. "Senior brother, it's such a coincidence, I just want to change the reagent from last time back." Zhou Ying said with a smile.
"Give it to me, I'll take it back," Zhang Nan said.
Zhou Ying's hand holding the reagent moved to the side, and she then explained, "It's okay, senior brother, you don't wear gloves, I'll send it to you." ”
Hearing this, Zhang Nan didn't say anything, just walked by himself, and as he walked, his fingers flew on his mobile phone, looking like he was chatting with someone.
"Senior brother, why did you go back first last time, you didn't even have time to see the pear blossoms, I heard that if you go up again, you can see more." This is the conclusion that Zhou Ying came to when she saw the pictures He Wen posted to the circle of friends.
After a pause of two seconds, without waiting for Zhang Nan to speak, she continued, "Although the pear blossoms are gone now, I heard that the lavender is blooming, senior brother, you have time this weekend, let's go and have a look." ”
"Go ahead, I'm going to do an experiment this weekend" Zhang Nan refused without thinking about it.
Zhou Ying's face turned blue and white for a while, and she was directly rejected, which was really embarrassing and embarrassing. Again and again, in the face of her invitations, this person always refuses, no matter how good-tempered a person is, he can't bear it, not to mention that her temper has never been very good.
However, she ignored one point, in the face of other people's rejection, normal people will not continue to entangle at all!
"Then senior brother, you do the experiment, I'll ask someone else to go" was extremely irritable in her heart, there was fire but she couldn't send it to the person in front of her, she could only pull the corners of her mouth, showing a look of indifference, as if the invitation just now was just a casual gesture.
After changing the reagent back, Zhou Ying didn't even say hello and left directly. When she returned to her lab, she couldn't help but ask, "Hey, you say, if one person has two completely different attitudes towards the other two, what would be the reason?" ”
She asked
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The person who arrived looked confused, "What is a two-person person, I didn't understand." ”
"For example, there are three people, two women and one man, suppose the boy is A, A and B girls have known each other for a few months, B and C also know C, C knows A, I think A is good, I want to know more, but it is estimated that the relationship between A and B, so C asks B if she is familiar with A, B answers unfamiliar, and then C wants to contact A more, but A always ignores C, A is very good to B, do you say that A likes B" Zhou Ying said.
"Wait a minute, can you say it simply," the man was confused.
"That is, C likes A, but A is very cold to C, A is very gentle to B, does it mean that A likes B" is a simple and clear sentence, Isn't it good to be honest?
The man reacted for a moment, thought for a few more minutes, and then nodded, "I think it should be!" ”
In an instant, the alarm bell in Zhou Ying's mind rang. She suddenly thought of what Wang Xiaoshan said to her that day, "She and Zhang Nan are not familiar", but now it is not the reason why she is not familiar, it is that Zhang Nan likes her, and she likes Zhang Nan! Originally, she believed in Wang Xiaoshan's words, but now, she was very skeptical.
Anger filled her heart, she picked up her mobile phone and wanted to ask clearly, but she felt that this was all her own guess, thinking about it, she clicked on WeChat and asked, "Senior brother, are you and Xiaoshan fellow villagers?" ”
An inexplicable sentence made the man scratch his head, but he gave an affirmative answer, "Yes." ”
Then Zhou Ying asked again, "Are you familiar with Xiaoshan?" ”
Zhang Nan "Let's take the car home together, do you say you're familiar?" ”
The hand holding the phone tightened, and she continued to ask, "But Kosugi said that she is not familiar with you."
Zhang Nan: "That's what she told you?" ”
Zhou Ying hadn't sent it out yet, and Zhang Nan followed up with a message, "I'm not familiar now, I'll be familiar soon." ”
"You, do you like Kosugi" pointed his finger on the send button, but he never dared to let go, afraid that once he let go, the answer given by the man made her no longer able to deceive herself.
Sometimes, however, things are not under your control at all.
"Is Zhou Ying going to eat?" A person next to her suddenly reached out and patted her on the shoulder, and unfortunately, with a movement of her fingers, the sentence still came out. At that moment, Zhou Ying was stunned, and she roared angrily, "What are you doing? ”
The girl who slapped her was startled and whispered, "I just asked if you want to go to dinner." After speaking, she thought about it again, felt that she was very aggrieved, and felt that Zhou Ying was very excessive, she said, "If you don't go, if you don't go, I'll go by myself." After speaking, he didn't wait for Zhou Ying to answer, and walked directly to the door.
Looking at the back of that person, Zhou Ying suddenly felt that she was too sensitive, but now that she asked her to chase out and apologize to that person, she was a little speechless, so she could only sigh and silently withdraw her gaze. At that time, she just remembered the message sent by her, the person hadn't replied yet, maybe she hadn't seen it yet, and hurriedly clicked to withdraw, but found that she couldn't withdraw it, and her irritability doubled for a while, and Zhou Ying became even more irritable.
After a long time, when Zhang Nan saw the message and replied, it was already evening, "Yes, but don't tell her yet." ”
Zhou Ying didn't reply to Zhang Nan, because her heart had exploded. At first, she was just sad and depressed, but the more she thought about it, the more she felt that Wang Xiaoshan had known about it a long time ago, but she didn't tell herself, and she let herself fall so deep in vain.
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If she had told her earlier, she would definitely stay away from Zhang Nan, and she would definitely not try to get close to him, even if she saw him at the beginning, she would have thought so much.
Next, that is, at the beginning, Zhou Ying was indiscriminate and spoke coldly, Wang Xiaoshan looked confused, and felt very wronged.
But now, who's to say whose fault it is! said that Zhou Ying speculated wildly and targeted Wang Xiaoshan for no reason, but her guess was the truth, in the recent period, she felt that Zhang Nan was different from herself, but the incident she made passionate about ten years ago had too much impact on her, if it wasn't for the certainty, she wouldn't believe it easily.
"What you said is true?" Wang Xiaoshan felt that this was not like what she said, she had been divided into three halves at the moment, half used to talk to Zhou Ying, half used to think about whether this matter was true, what should she do, and half of what she used to think if it was not true?
After thinking about it, only if this matter is fake, the whole thing is misunderstood, which is the simplest situation, and she is also biased in this aspect.
It's just Zhou Ying's next sentence that makes this matter go in the most complicated direction, she said, "It's true, he sent me WeChat personally, oh, he didn't let me tell you yet, but do you know, what does this have to do with me?" ”
Wang Xiaoshan only felt that her brain was not enough to think, so she could only ask coldly, "Then what do you want?" ”
"What do I think? You actually ask me what I want? Zhou sneered, Wang Xiaoshan asked, how did she answer, can she do whatever she wants? Or can she turn back time, and she can then Zhang Nan dislike Wang Xiaoshan and like herself instead? After muttering for a long time, she could only say, "What I want can't become a reality, what else can I do?" ”
Turning around, ignoring Wang Xiaoshan, Zhou Ying sat back on her stool and lay on the table silently, I don't know how long it took, Wang Xiaoshan's legs were numb, and she said, "This incident should be treated as if it never happened, you should act as if you don't know anything, there is no contradiction between the two of us, and you don't know that Zhang Nan likes you." ”
Wang Xiaoshan didn't refute, she didn't know what to do at the moment, in the face of this sudden liking, her first reaction was impossible, and her second reaction was to refuse. Even though it has changed a lot, the things that are imprinted in the bones have never changed. Just like her in the past, once someone wanted to give her something to eat or give her something, her first reaction was to refuse. In her subconscious, everything is mutual, and once she accepts the kindness of others, she has to return the same kindness to others, and the same goes for liking. At the moment, she can't stand the liking of others.
But now the question is, what does she have to say, how to refuse? How can we do as much as possible without harming others?
Before she could figure out a good solution, the man sent another message to himself, "Kosugi, have you slept?" ”
After hesitating for a long time, she replied, "No." ”
Immediately after, without waiting for the person to continue to send messages, she replied directly, "Don't send me messages in the future, I won't reply when I see it." ”
It kept showing that the other party was typing, and Wang Xiaoshan waited for a long time, but there was still no news.
After a long time, he replied, "You, you know everything?" "It's a question, Zhang Nan has basically determined it at the moment, he doesn't know what his heart is like at the moment, to be honest, when he told Zhou Ying, he just wanted to break Zhou Ying's mind. But don't tell Wang Xiaoshan, what he said was very contradictory.
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