Chapter 63: Regret

When we were together before, I didn't think that after being separated for half a year, the person had changed a lot, for example, she was getting married, and her boyfriend who had known her for nine years, been in love for seven years, been in a different place for four years, and had almost broken up! The two families have met, and the dates have been discussed, just on the second day of the second month of February after the New Year.

Hurriedly exiting the chat interface, Wang Xiaoshan opened the calendar, unfortunately that day happened to be Tuesday, and I don't know if I can go? I was depressed and couldn't make a guarantee.

Later, they talked a lot more until the man said that she had something to go out, and then they stopped.

Comfortable days always pass quickly, every day is the same life, it is like a day, a little different, and the fourth day after returning home.

That day, Wang Xiaoshan's mother came back from outside, and before she entered the door, she called her name outside. Slowly putting on his shoes, Wang Xiaoshan ran out of the door, came to his yard, and then asked, "What's wrong."

"I heard Ran Ran's mother say today that she is going to get married the day after tomorrow, will you go?" Mom asked.

"Ranran?" Wang Xiaoshan couldn't remember who this name was for a while.

"Wang Ran, don't you remember, you two played so well when you were young, she got married in two days, will you go?" My mother said and said, and there was some nostalgia, "When you were a child, you didn't always go to and from school with her, you went early every day, and I don't know why you didn't contact you later." ”

As soon as her mother said this, Wang Xiaoshan remembered that Wang Ran was indeed her best friend in elementary school, and there was no one, but after going to junior high school, the two of them gradually drifted apart. Before, she didn't quite understand why the two of them were like this, but it wasn't until later, after experiencing that incident, that Wang Xiaoshan realized that the two of them had different paths, not because of anything else, but because their ideas and concepts were a little far apart.

Think about it, the second year of junior high school was really different for Wang Xiaoshan, except for sitting at the same table with Niu Jincheng for two weeks, and then what happened to Wang Ran in April of the spring of the second year.

Wang Xiaoshan didn't know about the day of the incident, and it wasn't until the next day that she learned the ins and outs of the incident from other people's discussions.

Early in the morning, except for a few students with good grades, other students either slept there silently, or whispered there. And Wang Xiaoshan at this moment is quite special, she neither sleeps, nor speaks, let alone endorses, because at this moment, she is also drowsy, but she is unwilling to waste a good time in vain, she can only take a nap while carrying a book, the efficiency of learning is really not high, and her attention is also very scattered, and then she unconsciously heard the discussion of several people around her.

After she figured out the ins and outs of the matter, she was completely sober, and she didn't know what to say to that person for a while.

Yesterday there was an aunt who sat under the flag-raising stand at their school all night, really all night, came during the day, but did not leave at night, and did not leave until this morning. And the person who made her so exhausted was none other than her daughter. It is said that yesterday afternoon, the head teacher of the next class called in person, because her daughter did not come to class in the morning, and asked the whole class, no one knew where she went, let alone asked the head teacher for leave, and at the same time, there were two boys from the next class who disappeared together.

As soon as the two head teachers found out about the incident, they immediately called.

The aunt hurried over from home after answering the phone. Faced with the teacher's question, she was even more unable to answer, she didn't know where her daughter had gone, and she was angry and worried. So she waited in the school, waited for an afternoon, there was no figure, and when the teachers got off work, all the students returned to the dormitory after school, and the person she was looking forward to still did not appear, and her heart became colder and colder. The weather in April is not very cold during the day, but at night, it is still very cold. But the chill on his body is not as good as what he has in his heart.

She didn't go anywhere, neither went home, nor spent the night in her daughter's bed, so she just sat under the school flag-raising platform all night, and didn't even blink an eye.

So much so that the next day, when the students walked into the classroom one after another, many people saw this scene. As for why Wang Xiaoshan couldn't see it, it can only be said that she got up a little early and was too focused on the road under her feet.

Then, after all the students had walked into the classroom, the aunt walked into the office of the homeroom teacher next door. Then, when the teacher re-entered the class, he saw the man who had disappeared all day. And then, no one knows what it is. It's obviously something that just happened, and I don't know how it spread so fast, and it has been passed from the next class to theirs.

"What's that girl's name?" Wang Xiaoshan suddenly spoke, startling the people around her, in their impression, this person is like air, without a sense of existence, and does not take the initiative to talk to someone, today, this sun is coming out in the west?

However, it turns out that Wang Xiaoshan's abnormality has nothing to do with the fact that the sun came out of there, and she only had a bad premonition after hearing about it, so she asked them who this girl was.

"I heard it's called Wang Ran," the person next to him returned.

Maybe it was just a strange classmate to them, but only Wang Xiaoshan knew how shocked she was when she heard the name. Because this person is none other than her best friend in elementary school! "She's not at school, what are you doing" her eyes straightened, as if she couldn't believe it, Wang Xiaoshan wanted to know the whole story.

"I heard that I ran out of school with my classmates, slipped into the city to play, and then went to an Internet café for a few hours" replied the person just now. "You're actually interested in this?" The man couldn't hold back, curiosity got the upper hand, and asked.

Wang Xiaoshan just smiled awkwardly and didn't answer, and then turned his face and continued to look down at the book, but as a result, he naturally couldn't read anything.

She recounted her life in the past ten years, and then seriously recalled the interaction between her and a girl. Obviously, she used to be very well-behaved, and she was not the kind of rebellious child, because she was the eldest in the family, she felt more sensible and reliable than Wang Xiaoshan, the second child in the family. Wang Xiaoshan couldn't understand why she had changed so much in just two years.

Even, she wanted to rush over and ask the man how he had become so rebellious. It's a pity that Wang Xiaoshan thinks a lot, but he takes very little action, a sentence comes out of his heart, he wants to ask, but he can't ask, he wants to run out of the classroom, but he is bound by the discipline of 'no running around in class', and he doesn't dare to move. So much so that in the end, she could only sit in her seat and feel sorry for herself.

She thought that if time could go back to the past, to yesterday, she would definitely ask that aunt to sleep with her, at least not to freeze outside. She also wanted to go back to before and get along with that man, maybe he wouldn't have done such crazy things. It's a pity that there are many regretful things in this world, and there are many people who want to go back to the past, but I have never heard of anyone who has fulfilled his wish.

The matter spread so quickly that it disappeared so quickly that it seemed that for these students, it was just one of many gossip that did not pay more attention than to small talk. It wasn't until later, when news came, that this incident made a few splashes in the class again.

And this news hit Wang Xiaoshan again, as if five thunders had hit the top, and it was as unbelievable as five thunders. That person actually dropped out of school! At such a young age, at an age when I didn't know anything, I made a choice for my future life!

Wang Xiaoshan didn't know whose idea it was to drop out, whether she didn't want to go to school herself, or if her parents didn't want her to go to school. Wang Xiaoshan had the heart to inquire about the news, but no one was in school, and no one knew more about the inside story, so she naturally had no way of knowing. She could have gone to the man's house to ask for clarification, but at that time, the timidity in her heart prevailed again. To put it bluntly, Wang Xiaoshan is really timid, or it would be more accurate to describe her as cowardly!

After that, they saw each other less often, and they rarely met each other, even though they lived very closely. For so many years, the only time Wang Xiaoshan saw her was when she went to high school and had a summer vacation.

On that day, she was on her way back from the field after bringing water to her mother, and she happened to see her. It's also strange to say, when they used to meet often, the two of them ignored each other, but now that they don't see each other, the two of them can also say hello to each other, and then ask about the recent situation. Perhaps, it's because the two of them have grown up, and they are not as naïve as before, or maybe this person has forgotten all those things, and such a small thing may really only be remembered by Wang Xiaoshan himself.

Hearing the news that her mother told her, Wang Xiaoshan didn't think about the question of whether to go or not, her problem was how much gift money she would have to take if she went, and the relationship between the two was actually very weak, and they had not been in touch at all for so many years; Less, Wang Xiaoshan felt that it was his best playmate when he was a child, which was very contradictory.

In the end, she still asked her mother, these people have contacts, she really can't compare to her mother at all!

On the day of Wang Ran's wedding, Wang Xiaoshan went with the 500 yuan in cash she had exchanged with her mother, and their home was really close, and it took less than ten minutes to walk. Originally, because of the changes caused by the construction of a small bungalow in recent years, Wang Xiaoshan was still a little vague about the location of her home. But walking on that road and seeing the only place where lights were shining, trumpets were blowing, red lanterns and small buntings were hung, Wang Xiaoshan was sure that it was Wang Ran's house that she hadn't been to for a long time.

Walking in all the way, it was a little embarrassing, it was full of uncles and aunts in the village she didn't know, and she knew that she wouldn't refuse her mother's proposal to come with her.

Without squinting, she walked directly into the back room, and saw a few people who were about the same age as her, and some of them were familiar, although she couldn't remember who it was, but she still felt a lot more relaxed. Crossing the crowd, I saw her sitting on the bed, wearing a white wedding dress, which was very good-looking. The air conditioner was turned on in the house, and Wang Ran wore this, but he didn't feel cold.

Standing by the bed, looking at her, Wang Xiaoshan didn't know how to describe her mood at the moment, happy, yes; Unfortunately, there is; Nostalgia, and. was stunned for a long time and didn't speak, and finally when she looked over, Wang Xiaoshan showed a relieved and blessed smile. Yes, each other is such a big person, those pasts, have long disappeared in the long river of memory with time, they are at this moment, she is at the moment, as long as they are happy and happy, it is good, those unspoken regrets, it seems to be nothing.

After sitting down beside her and talking for a long time, the two seemed to become familiar again, but only they knew that the years of no contact could not be filled in just a few minutes.