Chapter 62: It Doesn't Hurt
"What do you know?" asked Wang Xiaoshan in a panic.
But the man didn't answer, as if he hadn't heard her speak, maybe he was pretending to be mysterious, or maybe he didn't want to listen to Wang Xiaoshan's strong defense.
Seeing that he didn't answer, Wang Xiaoshan didn't know what to do, she wanted to say, 'She's really looking at the window, not the person who looks at the window anymore', but when she said that, it seemed that she was weak-hearted, but there was no silver three hundred taels here.
She simply turned around, put her right hand on her cheek, and looked out the window in front of her, she didn't believe that she could look at that person again.
I don't know who she was angry with, as if she was angry, but also like sad, she wanted to ask why the person suddenly changed, but she couldn't speak.
Just as she mustered up the courage to ask what was going on, her body began to shake incessantly, like the kind of shaking that was being pushed and constantly shaking, and at the same time there was a soft call in her ears, "Xiaoshan, Xiaoshan, get up and eat".
When I opened my eyes in a daze, I saw a pair of hands pushing me, constantly pushing harder and harder. "Grandma, you let me sleep for a while, I'm sleepy" Wang Xiaoshan muttered, I didn't feel it when I didn't sleep, and I really didn't want to get up at all when I fell asleep. It's really sleepy! Also, she still has important things to do, and she still has something to say to that person!
"Hurry up and go to bed after eating!" In the face of someone's unconscious coquettishness, my mother can't see it at all, she still insists on her own opinion, if you want to sleep, you must eat first, and sleep how you want after eating!
No, Wang Xiaoshan could only struggle to get up. She couldn't lie down peacefully with such strong interference from the outside world.
Picking up my phone, I wanted to glance at the time, but I didn't want to be distracted by the green dot that kept flashing. While putting on your shoes and following your mother to dinner, you clicked on it to look at the messages on your phone. Not surprisingly, it was a message from her cute roommates. It was a group, a small group of the four of them.
first reported their situation one by one, and then found that one person had not spoken, so the three of them began to bomb in turn!
"Wang Xiaoshan".
"@王小杉".
"Fat Hill"
……
Because the depression caused by the dream finally dissipated at this moment!
A simple reply with a smiling expression, in addition to expressing her good mood at the moment, there is also the vibrator does not know what to say, she feels that no matter what she says, these people will not let her go.
As she expected, in the next few minutes, the phone was swiped again, and the screen was full of "Are you home, why don't you say a word when you get home, see how you clean up when you come back!" ”
Wang Xiaoshan: I'm not going back, hum!
Wang Xiaoshan: I'm going to eat, my mother's cooking.
Then she also posted a picture, which was the dish that her mother had just made today, not much, three dishes, but they were all what she liked to eat.
Then, this naked show-off and brazenness made those who were still in school, or who had not yet arrived at home, crazy, and in an instant, the screen was full of bloody kitchen knives!
Wang Xiaoshan was not angry, and in the end, she ended the topic with only three simple words: 'It's time to eat'.
"How long are you on vacation?" Mom asked while eating, but she had already asked this question many times.
"Almost three weeks, after the New Year, the thirteenth day of the first lunar month" Wang Xiaoshan replied again. There was no impatience, but I felt a little distressed, as if the older she was, the shorter the time she spent with her mother.
"Why are you putting it so short, haven't you used to put it for a long time?" Mom was still eating, but the anxiety in her words was obvious.
"We are all tutors now, and the summer vacation will be shorter, I heard that it is only two weeks," Wang Xiaoshan replied.
"Okay, okay, you can eat this" said Wang Xiaoshan and put a piece of chicken thigh meat in the bowl.
Silent, Wang Xiaoshan picked it up and ate it, and only after half a sound did she think of a question, "What about Abba?" Didn't he come back? ”
"I went to work, I was in the surrounding villages, and I came back in the evening" The old mother was a little angry when she said about it. However, you can't blame your mother for her bad temper, even Wang Xiaoshan, who has a good temper, can't say anything to her father.
Every time he comes home, he is too lazy to do any work, and he doesn't want to do any housework, but he doesn't let him do any housework, just if the bench at home is broken, let him fix it, he can delay it again and again, and he will only fix it until his mother is about to get angry.
The "oh" topic ends.
After eating, Wang Xiaoshan cleaned up, didn't go out for a walk with her mother, she turned her head and ran back to the sofa, half-lying, compared with the aggrieved can't even stretch her legs last night, now it is really much more comfortable.
The boring, comfortable, and decadent winter vacation has just begun, and I can't believe it, when I'm busy, I'm really busy, and I'm always thinking about when I can rest. And when she could rest well, she found that such a free day made her panic.
I have to say that getting used to it was a terrible thing, and it was the same for her at that time.
In those two weeks, his voice would always ring in her ears, talking about things that had nothing to do with studying, but when she could finally sit down quietly to study at this moment, Wang Xiaoshan found that she couldn't read the book, and she couldn't write math problems, so that when she took the math class, she was always frightened, for fear that the math teacher would suddenly ask about homework, but fortunately, the math teacher didn't ask every time, she thought that she must not go on like this, and did a lot of ideological construction for herself. I finally succeeded in pulling my attention back to studying. But all of these, when they heard about one thing, completely failed.
At noon that day, she had dinner with Xu Jing and the others again. Girls, in the interval between meals, they always have to talk about some gossip, and that day is no exception, but the center of this gossip is nothing else, it is Niu Jincheng. Oh, there was another person who had dinner with us that day, Wang Zixuan.
It's just that she didn't eat with us, but there happened to be a few empty seats around us, and the man sat down with her little friend. Regarding Niu Jincheng, Wang Zixuan is also talking.
Wang Xiaoshan didn't listen much to what Xu Jing said, she lowered her head, looking like she was concentrating on eating, but the slower and slower movements betrayed the fact that she was eavesdropping on other people's conversations.
Wang Zixuan said, "Didn't I go back late last night? Guess where I went? "I want to say it, but I want to whet people's appetite.
A girl across from her said, "I don't know, just say it."
"Yesterday, I was in the small bamboo forest with Niu Jincheng, do you know what he asked me?" Answering a question, Wang Zixuan threw another hook.
The man shook his head as well. And Wang Xiaoshan, who listened to the words of the two people clearly, suddenly froze.
"He actually asked me if I could kiss me, of course I didn't want to" Wang Zixuan looked incredulous, just like when she heard the man ask her this question.
"And then?" The man asked again.
"Then I went back to the dormitory, I rejected people, why am I staying there!" Wang Zixuan said as a matter of course.
This matter, in the eyes of the two of them, may not be a big deal, it may not matter if it is heard in Xu Jing's ears, maybe, Xu Jing didn't pay attention to it at all, but when it fell into Wang Xiaoshan's ears, she seemed to have fallen into a cold winter, and her body was so stiff that she couldn't even move a finger. Her heart is wooden, it doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt at all, it just makes her unable to think, and her mind is full of the words Wang Zixuan said.
Knowing that Xu Jing called her, she came back to her senses, put down her chopsticks, and followed them out of the cafeteria.
Back in the classroom, she buried her head in hard work, trying to let this complicated formula squeeze those few sentences out of her mind, but unfortunately, the simple few sentences seemed to weigh as much as a thousand pounds, and she wouldn't even move, steadily occupying the most conspicuous and largest position in her mind, and simply lying on the table and closing her eyes to recuperate.
I don't know how long it took, the people around me also came back, and I was a little surprised to see such an abnormal Wang Xiaoshan, but the accident was an accident, but I didn't ask her what was wrong. She thought that after mixing in the class for most of the semester, but there was no one she knew, she could be regarded as a failure!
It's false to say in my heart that I'm not lost, but it's impossible to really let her take the initiative to talk to others. Alas, sighing, Wang Xiaoshan even felt that she might be lonely like this for the rest of her life. With his face facing out of the window, he simply stopped closing it, anyway, no one would see him like this, well, no one would pay attention to him at all.
"Hey, Wang Xiaoshan, lend me your math homework to see" was patted on the shoulder, and the voice came from behind him, Wang Xiaoshan straightened up suddenly, and then glanced back.
The position has been changed for two or three days, she has not noticed who is sitting behind her, the person in front of her knows, no way, during class, the eyes have been going back and forth between the teacher's blackboard and her own book, how not to pay attention, the afterglow can always be seen.
Turning his head to look at it, it felt a little magical, and a little surprised, this person was actually Zhang Yao! However, she still had no expression on her face, turned her head, said nothing, rummaged through the table, and then took the math homework to him. And Wang Xiaoshan continued to lie on the table, his face facing the window, not knowing what he was thinking.
Well, as you can see from the above, Wang Xiaoshan is a good person, who borrows homework to anyone who says it nicely, and if it doesn't sound good, she just won't refuse, although she doesn't want to lend homework to others.
Compared with before, Wang Xiaoshan has really changed a lot, he is not like before, he is unwilling to take the initiative to talk to others, and he will not be silent, swallowing all his dissatisfaction back into his stomach. Now she rejects others and is first-class, and she is more free to do things, combining work and rest, and her efficiency is higher, and her learning is much easier.
Now, for example, when she is bored, she starts harassing others, harassing her roommates who haven't been home yet, as well as her friends in the same lab, and her former classmates who had a good relationship in college. Just catch one, and you can talk for a long time.
No, she and her friend who hadn't seen each other for half a year were chatting happily.