Being chased and asked like this, Wang Xiaoshan was a little stunned, so that on the way to the classroom the next day, she moved her steps with great difficulty. There has never been a moment like this moment, which made her unwilling to see Niu Jincheng, or afraid to see Niu Jincheng, and the first thing she said to him was around the topic that made her lose face and throw her face to her grandmother's house yesterday.

However, the truth is really as Wang Xiaoshan expected, she stood in the same place yesterday, and saw Niu Jincheng who was also standing in that position yesterday, and she didn't know whether to advance or retreat for a while.

A gust of cold wind blew, and Wang Xiaoshan's hesitation was blown away in an instant. Walking quickly to the door, as usual, as the person who had only herself every day, and no one else, she took out the key, opened the door, then turned on the light, and closed the door casually. It's as if she's really the only one out there.

It's a pity that Wang Xiaoshan has a hand, and that person also has it, and even has much more strength than her.

The two were in a stalemate for a long time, and just when Wang Xiaoshan thought that she couldn't stop it, she let go of her hand in frustration and turned back to her position.

"I don't know how you are, why don't you let me into the classroom" Niu Jincheng didn't know why, seeing that the man didn't answer, he continued, "Are you okay?" ”

"Don't ask me if I'm okay!" She had heard this sentence more than 180 times yesterday, and her ears were calloused, so that her reflexive decision was piercing today.

Niu Jincheng was stunned, this person seemed to be angry, but it was strange, he continued, "Why can't I ask you if you are okay?" He said so, but he knew better than anyone else why this man didn't let him ask.

Glaring at him, Wang Xiaoshan turned her face away, not looking at him, in order to prevent him from saying the words 'it's okay' again, she blocked her ears tightly with both hands, and kept reading in her mouth.

With such a posture of obviously not explaining and ignoring, Niu Jincheng was so angry that he even listened to her reading a little bit of self-amusement, listening and remembering at the same time, if you don't know what she said, you have to remember not only the content of the book. What he wanted to listen to and remember was her voice, her timbre, as if it had been deeply rooted in his bones.

Maybe I won't have the chance to listen to her so closely in the future!

For the next whole day, Wang Xiaoshan didn't hear this person talking, it wasn't that he didn't speak, he didn't talk nonsense, it was as if he had suddenly returned to the way the two of them sat together at the beginning, the distance was very close, but there was always a sense of alienation.

I don't know what's wrong with this person, Wang Xiaoshan wanted to ask, but she couldn't open her mouth, after all, in the morning, she refused to talk to this person. She thought that she was going home today anyway, and the next time we saw her would be on Monday, maybe he would be fine, and if it wasn't good, she would ask again at that time.

It's a pity that after such a delay and hesitation, Wang Xiaoshan never had a chance to ask him again. Even later, Wang Xiaoshan wondered if if she had asked at the beginning, the relationship between the two would not have frozen, and everything would have been different. It's a pity that she can't go back to the past, and the answer is unknown.

On the Monday when I came back from the holiday, something that no one expected and made Wang Xiaoshan feel like five thunders had happened. It's also not accurate to say that, at least two people know, one is the one who made this happen, Lao Ban; The other is Niu Jincheng, who is still sitting next to Wang Xiaoshan at the moment, silently hanging his head and not knowing what he is thinking.

On Monday, just like the one two weeks ago, at the moment when everyone was still in the midst of Monday syndrome, drowsy and unable to lift their spirits, the old class suddenly walked into the class, swayed back and forth in it two or three times, and finally walked to the side of the podium, reclining. Looking at the students in the class, they didn't make a sound, and they didn't know what they were thinking.

Then, he stood up and knocked on the table, and then said, "Stop, wait a while, and now stand outside, in order of height, men and women stand in a row." ”

Wang Xiaoshan, who didn't care about it at first, instantly guessed what the old class was going to do, and was a little flustered and a little scared, but his thoughts were uncontrollably thinking about those aspects. So sometimes a woman's sixth sense is still very accurate, just like at this moment, she has already predicted what she will be like next, and she thinks that the days when she will be at the same table with him may have come to an end. Yu Guang quietly glanced at the person on the right, well, that was not Yu Guang anymore, all her attention was attracted by this person, but this person still just hung his head, not knowing what he was thinking.

Next, as Wang Xiaoshan thought, rank, re-rank! Not according to the grades, but according to the order of height, the small one in the front, the big one in the back, once into the classroom, the good thing is that instead of sitting in order, the first person chooses the seat first. Wang Xiaoshan was the fifth to enter, and her former tablemate Liu Yue went in with her. Regardless of where he was going to sit, Wang Xiaoshan took care of himself and found a place on the side of the window and sat down. Seeing this, Liu Yue could only follow, there was no way to let the old class stipulate that the person who came in together was the next tablemate, and the height of the two of them happened to be at the same level in the class.

Silently looking out of the window, this position was actually the position that Ni Jia had done before, the innermost column in the class, the third row, leaning against the window, was the best position that Wang Xiaoshan thought before. It is in the outer circle of the class, quiet, and will not be disturbed, and at the same time, there is a scenery outside the window to enjoy.

It's just that now my eyes are looking out the window, but my heart doesn't know where to go.

......

Wang Xiaoshan returned home and was treated like never before. In the past, the family was poor and had no money to buy something to eat, Wang Xiaoshan himself didn't want it, but now life is getting better day by day, as soon as he gets home, the table and the cabinet are full of delicious food, including fruits, snacks, and yogurt. Her mother hadn't heard her since she saw her, but at least two of the three sentences said that she had lost weight!

Wang Xiaoshan thought to herself, isn't it just right that she has become thinner, although she wasn't very fat before, but she was still too strong, but now it's just right, no, she feels a little fat.

"Come back and have a good rest, if you're hungry, eat some snacks first, and then call you when you're ready" The old mother happily led people into the house, and then walked into the kitchen by herself and began to cook.

Looking at a large pile of snacks on this table, she remembered the previous few times she went home, it seemed that there were not so many, not even half of them, but this time, my mother actually prepared so much! I looked left and right, I didn't want to eat, but I felt that my mother's mind was in vain. I picked and chosen, and finally picked up a bottle of yogurt on the table and drank it.

I don't know how much thicker the taste of this yogurt was much thicker than the one the man gave her before, but when I drank it, I always felt that something was missing. Maybe I drank too much later, and my mouth became tighter, or maybe it was just because the two bottles of yogurt were given to me by that person, so I felt a little more different.

Xu sat on the train all night, Wang Xiaoshan didn't sleep well, lying on the sofa, and after putting down the yogurt bottle, she couldn't open her eyes sleepily. Then he pulled a blanket and covered his body, and Wang Xiaoshan fell into a deep sleep. It's not that she doesn't want to go to bed to fall asleep, it's that no one has slept in her bed for a long time, and the mattress on it has been taken out by her mother to dry, and now it's just hanging outside, so she can only be aggrieved.

Xu thought too much along the way, even when he slept, Wang Xiaoshan still couldn't recover from that long memory.

Sitting in front of the window, it was not until everyone sat down that the squeaky sound began to appear in the class, and Wang Xiaoshan stood up as if he had been awakened from a dream. Then she walked to the familiar and unfamiliar position, where she was the only one left at the moment, and that person's table and stool had already seen Wang Xiaoshan move away as he walked over step by step. Well, also because his position was very close to the previous position, just behind him.

walked over, didn't say anything, but the movements were abnormal ink and hesitation, Wang Xiaoshan knew what he was thinking, and he also knew what he was inking, it was nothing more than the person who greeted him, even if it was just a perfunctory smile at her, it was okay!

Unfortunately, the man sat in his place as if he had suddenly changed into a different person, his face facing the wall, his arms on his pillow, and his eyes closed.

Well, in the end, this person didn't look at herself, Wang Xiaoshan couldn't tell what it was like, she always felt like a fantasy, like a dream, in just two weeks, she began to wonder if she had never appeared.

Fortunately, the table is not heavy for Wang Xiaoshan, she has been working in the field with her family since she was a child, and she has done a lot of rough and heavy work, and she can be regarded as a strong man among girls. He took off a small part of the book and placed it on the stool, then grabbed both sides of the table with both hands, and with a single effort, the table legs lifted off the floor, and then stumbled across the classroom to the other side. Setting the table away, she turned around and turned back, staring at her stool, not squinting, walked over, raised her hands, and walked back quickly with the book on it. Contrary to the previous grinding and chirping, at this moment, she wants to be more than she wants.

Then, no matter what others were, she didn't even have time to see who she was in front of her, so she forced herself to throw herself into the book. She thought, when she was busy and her mind was full of knowledge from books, she would have no time to think about anything else.

It's just that people's energy is limited after all, and when she can't force herself, her brain begins to think about something uncontrollably. And this thought is more than half a day, even more than the time she spends studying.

"What are you looking at?" Liu Yue asked. When he asked this, he had already followed her gaze.

Suddenly came back to her senses, Wang Xiaoshan realized that she had just wandered again, and the focus of her gaze happened to fall on the other side of the classroom, the person near the window, her eyes still did not retract, she looked at the gaze but changed silently, and then she calmly returned to "It's nothing, just look out the window." Nothing, just look at the man by the window, or rather, the guy with his back against the window, a little further forward than the window.

"I see," Liu Yue nodded and replied. It's just that his four words are very harsh in Wang Xiaoshan's ears, he knows, what does he know, he knows that she is looking at the window, or knows that she is not looking at the window, but looking at the person by the window again!