Chapter 186: The President and the Mysterious Wife (38)
Thinking of the chief, a very strange feeling appeared in Yun Dui's heart, she stared at Ling Junxuan's face, her gaze traced inch by inch, and only then did she dilute the strange feeling.
In the last world, she thought that Ling Junxuan was a bit like that chief, and this world felt that he looked more alike.
But after such a careful comparison, she felt that the two of them were just alike.
Probably because good-looking faces are always similar?
Retracting her thoughts, Twilight continued to express what she had not finished saying: "Growing up is a process of gradually getting to know myself, and I gradually accepted the fact that I am just an ordinary person, and gradually learned how to face the gap between reality and ideals. ”
In the last days, she slowly understood that the existence of darkness does not make you give up everything, but makes you guard everything.
She sees the weaknesses of humanity and the shadows of the world, and encounters a lot of malice that tries to hurt her.
But she didn't give up on herself.
Because of the chief's attitude of not compromising with sin, she suddenly understood that people strive to grow and become stronger, not to change the world, but not to let the world change themselves.
Don't let the so-called darkness erode your original intention.
After saying this, she looked at Ling Junxuan's cold and silent face, and said, "Up to now, I have found that many people who are far better than me also have their own troubles, and they also have their own pains under their glamorous appearance. It turns out that the people I envy are also envious of others, and the self I hate is also envied by others. ”
Ling Junxuan seems to be omnipotent in this world, and she can't figure out what the killer weapon is, so that he is enough to solve the problem in this racing valley where most of the powerful families in the imperial capital are gathered, it is simply a sideways walk.
However, isn't he blackened because of a small move by himself?
Everyone has their own needs that they can't get or can't do anything about.
Yun Duan showed a relieved smile, her clear peach blossom eyes were filled with the glimmer of moonlight in the dark night, reflecting Ling Junxuan's face: "Jun Xuan, I finally dare to look directly at my own imperfections, and I hope you can also look directly at your own imperfections." ”
Hearing this, Ling Junxuan seemed to have relieved all negative emotions in an instant, and finally laughed.
This smile was matched with his handsome and boundless face, even Yun Twilight couldn't resist such a lethal force, and he was in a trance for two seconds.
[The male protagonist's favorability +5, 5,000 bonus points.] 】
Ling Junxuan was really happy at this moment, even if Lu Ting ruined his plan, he was still very happy.
Because Twilight is dissecting his own heart with him.
And he could hear that she was talking about her true self, not the identity of the world.
However, even if this is the case, he will not let Twilight go.
He will do everything he can to keep her, even if it doesn't look like himself, even if it is unscrupulous.
Ling Junxuan raised his hand and touched Yun Dui's jet-black and silky hair, his expression seemed to be smiling rather than smiling, looking both righteous and evil: "Even if my imperfections will hurt you?" ”
Yun Duan took the initiative to rub Ling Junxuan's palm, squinting and smiling, "Hurt me? I can't even think of anything so good. ”
This fearless tone was extraordinarily arrogant, which directly made Ling Junxuan laugh angrily.
"Then don't cry then." Ling Junxuan's palm moved down, stroking Shang Yundu's face.
Yun Du continued to rub his face against Ling Junxuan's palm, his eyebrows and eyes crooked, and he was extremely arrogant: "You can hurt me...... It was a dream come true. ”
Ling Junxuan has too high requirements for himself and too many constraints, and being a person who is perfect is a heavy burden that ordinary people can't imagine.
Admit your limitations, admit that you can't be absolutely selfless, and accept that you will do it for your own selfishness. The fact that he wants to break his vows is the main reason for his blackening.
For a long time, Ling Junxuan has set extremely high moral standards for himself in love.
It's him who can't let go, it's him who loves so much that he can't bear to hold on to it, and it's he who tolerates Yundui's shortcomings, regardless of the return.
Forget it.
Leaving aside all the good shells, the essence of love is exclusivity.
I just hope that your heart is full of me, I am before going to bed, and I am when I wake up.
The morning dew is me, the afternoon sun is me, and the evening breeze at night is me.
Everything else, everything is inferior to me.
I want to grow old with you, and let you draw the ground as a prison!
Of course, true love is not paranoid to the point of really imprisoning people, but it will certainly show its own possession. Yes. Desire.
Suppressing all his inappropriate thoughts like Ling Junxuan is too restrained and unreal.
Ling Junxuan felt the warm touch coming from his palm, and his eyes were deep.
Half of Clouddusk's face was buried in his palm, half of her face dimpleed by a smile.
Her expression was as fearless as the words she spoke, flamboyant and surprisingly cute.
There was no alcohol in her dimples, but he felt that his drunkenness had risen.
Ling Junxuan knew that he was not drunk, but the wind at night was so gentle, and the bright moon in the sky was so round, and the girl in front of him who was unscrupulous and spoke wildly looked at him with a smile, which really made people can't help but feel excited, and wanted to get closer to her a little more.
His slender fingers slowly slid over her face, pinching her chin and making her tilt her head.
Twilight had no intention of struggling, and her smiling face was mixed with arrogance and obedience, and the contrast made it more and more difficult to control, and she felt like a rare little wild cat that might slip away in the next second.
Ling Junxuan looked at her for a few seconds, and finally lowered his head.
At this moment, he no longer thinks about the past as before.
He left Yundui's personal thoughts behind, the crowd of onlookers, and the consequences of being photographed.
All he knew was that at this moment, he wanted to kiss her.
His lips slowly fell.
This kiss is not as touching as last time, and his temptation is gentle but not to be refused, both caring and strong.
In the process, Twilight heard his heartbeat clearly, steady and powerful, and jumped a hundred and sixty times.
When Ling Junxuan left her lips, two minutes had passed.
This was the first time that Ling Junxuan only considered his own thoughts to make a decision, and he felt that it would definitely not be the last.
Because the feeling is really addictive.
Just follow your heart.
After the kiss, Yun Twilight felt that her body was a little soft, but more often than not, there was a particularly sweet feeling in her heart, and the whole person was so happy that she was fluttering.
She was not disgusted by Ling Junxuan becoming a little domineering, and even liked it very much.
Because he's being himself.
In the love between the two of them alone, Yun Duan didn't need Ling Junxuan to be so high-spirited, but showed his truest side.
Even if his truth goes too far and slowly evolves into control of Yundui, that's something they need to negotiate later.
The premise is that he starts being himself.
Twilight doesn't need him to give her up, she wants them to pamper each other.