Chapter 185: The President and the Mysterious Wife (37)
Hearing that Ling Junxuan's blackened state was a foregone conclusion, Yun Dui, who was originally worried, was actually relieved.
It is strange that sometimes people are happiest not when you are happy, but before you are about to be happy. The most painful thing is not the second you get the bad news, but the time when you wait for the bad news.
When the dust settles, no matter how bad things are, the heart is settled.
The situation can't be worse anyway, and things will definitely slowly develop for the better.
As people often say, those who are barefoot are not afraid to wear shoes, since there is nothing to lose, then go forward without fear.
Before Ling Junxuan was about to turn black, Yun Dui's mind flashed through a lot of miscellaneous thoughts and words of persuasion, but when the words came to her mouth, she felt that none of them were right.
Everyone will have moments when they can't restrain themselves, just like she asked Qu Mingzhu before to not suppress her emotions that she wanted to cry, because we don't need to treat ourselves as saints to transcend things.
No matter what happens in life, cry what you should cry, laugh what you should laugh at, accept your loss, cherish your gain, you might as well be relieved!
Yundui has always felt that the word mourning is inhumane, mourning cannot be controlled, let alone controlled, all tears and sorrow are self-deception, just like smiles and happiness will run out of their eyes as if nothing happened.
Instead of trying to cover up, it's better to be frank.
It's not a good thing at all that joy and anger are invisible, and if you have been suppressed for a long time, you will either explode or become perverted.
Yun Du finally understood why she couldn't say anything when she said it before, because the fact that she asked Ling Junxuan to suppress her emotions didn't fit her three views at all.
No matter how upright Ling Junxuan looked and how glorious and positive his image was, he was just an ordinary person.
People just have seven emotions and six desires, and everyone will have moments when dark thoughts come up, which is not shameful.
If you peel back the cocoon of life, you will find that people are only attached to two things in this life, what they need and what they lose. These two things can be collectively referred to as one name, which is called desire. Hope.
Desire. Hope never deceives, it can clearly tell you what you want, what you want, and what you are afraid of. Instead of suppressing it, it is better to give desire. Looking at a reasonable living space, then it will not be like a suppressed spring, the deeper the restraint, the more ruthless the rebound.
If your needs are reasonable, go for it.
If you really can't let go of some knots, then keep them.
Like Ling Junxuan, who obviously minded his life, but didn't ask anything, didn't say anything for Yun Dui, followed her thoughts, and indulged all of her, the result was that the worries in his heart were constantly suppressed by him, and the force of the rebound directly blackened him.
In fact, when Yun Duan was in the second world, he vaguely noticed that Ling Junxuan was showing signs of blackening. Maybe it's because they've been separated for six years, and in the four years after they got married, Ling Junxuan always used a lot of force when he had intimate contact with her, as if he wanted to embed her into his body.
Compared with the gentleness and delicacy of the first world, he has endless tricks in the second world, like he wants to lock her in bed. In between, in this way to prove that she was there for him.
This is a sign of insecurity.
Although the second world of Yundui is under Ling Junxuan's various means. She couldn't, and she was greatly satisfied, but this happiness was based on the other party's fear, and she also felt guilty.
However, given Yundui another chance to choose, she will still leave for six years to fulfill her ideals.
But the world is different.
In this world, there is no conflict between pursuing ideals and guarding love, and game streamers don't need to go for six years.
She was willing to stay by Ling Junxuan's side and untie all his knots little by little.
Those who give up their small homes for everyone deserve the highest respect from the people, but they can also make a contribution to the strength of the country by living their own small life seriously.
Holding the bag in her arms, Twilight sees a screen in the distance showing the number of seconds countdown.
The second batch of racing competitions is about to begin, the starter raised the starting pistol in his hand, and at the starting point, the Bugatti driven by Lu Ting is like a bonfire burning in the night, bright and eye-catching.
Thinking that Lu Ting had just reminded himself under Ling Junxuan's pressure, Yun Duan walked up to Ling Junxuan and raised his head to look directly into his dark eyes.
She didn't want to say anything to Ling Junxuan I love you, I won't leave you, I will always be by your side.
Some words will only appear weak when they are said at the inappropriate time, Ling Junxuan has turned black at this moment, it is the time when he is sensitive and sickly, and saying that no matter how much he promises, he is just stimulating him.
What Clouddusk wanted to say was a sparse and ordinary thing.
Because after Ling Junxuan turned black, she felt very relieved, and she was glad that he finally had the opportunity to face all his dark side.
In the distance, there was the roar of dozens of cars rushing out of the starting point, and with a soothing smile on Yun Dui's lips, the voice was very soft and soft, like a feather slowly floating in the air, and then slowly drifting into Ling Junxuan's heart.
"Jun Xuan, you know what? For a long time, I wanted to be anyone but myself. ”
Before Ling Junxuan could reply, Yun Duan continued, "The reason for this thought is that I have too high expectations of myself. Growing up, my parents told me to work hard and be competitive, and my teachers taught me to have lofty ideals. I did do my best to become a nice person, even a little complacent. However, when I stepped out of the campus, met more people, and entered a larger circle, I realized that I was far from being as good as I thought. ”
She is talking about her own world, the original world, the world that has gone through the end times.
She got a good score after the college entrance examination, passed the first line, and was able to go to a university steadily. As a result, before the summer vacation after the college entrance examination was over, she encountered the end of the world.
Before the end of the world, she always felt that she was good enough, because she was in the top few grades since she was a child, even if it was only in a school in a fourth-tier city.
After the end times came, she suddenly faced all the unbearable difficulties, as well as the human nature that could not see the lower limit, and people struggled, sank, and lost in the last days.
She found herself unable to do anything, unable to protect her best friend who had been dragged into the grove in order to get her escape, unable to prevent her food from being taken away by someone stronger than her. If she hadn't given up everything immediately, even she wouldn't have been spared.
She became desperate, resentful, and even twisted.
Before she finally had to give up all her conscience, she arrived at the chief's base.
No matter how young she is, she will never forget that scene and what he said.
It was that passage that relieved her and made her lose her way.
At that time, the chief gave a speech on the big screen in the central square, his military uniform was close-fitting and heroic, and the words he spit out were extremely sonorous: "Justice and law will not collapse because of the end times, and we will encounter darkness, so we must pursue light rather than do evil." Those who break the law are guilty of the same crime as ordinary people, and those who refuse to change their teachings will be killed! ”
Clouddusk was initially skeptical of this statement, but when she settled down, she found that the chief had done what he said and forbidden. He re-established the order of the last days with the power of thunder, and did everything possible to improve the possibility of everyone's survival, no women were forcibly abused in his jurisdiction, and no supernatural people created chaos.
He is the most powerful Adept since the end times, and is also called the most powerful fool by some.
Only Cloudwilight knew how glad she was to meet such a powerful fool.