The Moon Represents My Heart (5)
My face was hot, and it was as if I was in a hurry, and although I was indeed in a hurry, it was really embarrassing for me to say it from my father.
"Your parents, are all right" Xiao Pengcheng asked another question that surprised me.
"It's good." I asked, "Do you know my parents?"
Xiao Pengcheng looked at me gently. "I saw you when you were very young, but you certainly don't remember me."
I was about to ask, but the door to the emergency room opened, and Xiao Se was pushed out. Because of the anesthetic, he was still in a comatose state. The doctor said that the wound had been sutured and did not hurt the muscles and bones, but he still needed to be hospitalized for observation.
"Xiao Se is fine, you can rest assured. I'll ask the driver to take you back, and I'll just stay here and take care of it. Xiao Pengcheng said with concern, "Your face is very bad, you need to rest." ”
"I want to wait for him to wake up." Xiao Pengcheng's care makes me feel warm, but I don't want to leave like this, I want to watch Xiao Se wake up, I still have a lot to say to him.
"Okay." Xiao Pengcheng didn't say anything anymore, and asked the driver to bring me a clean coat to put on. It was a women's cashmere coat with a lilac fabric of high-end fabric. My pajamas were also stained with blood, and I was hesitant to put them on for fear of staining that fancy coat.
"It's okay to get dirty." Xiao Pengcheng saw my hesitation, "This is my wife's coat, she has so many clothes that I can't wear them all, this one has been eliminated." ”
I felt a little more relieved and put my coat on and buttoned up.
When Xiao Se woke up, the light of dawn had already shone into the hospital room. With a kind of burning pain, he searched the room with his vision, and as soon as our eyes touched, they were immediately like two streams of lightning, twisted and could no longer be separated.
For a long time, I stood there, my head bowed and sighing. Xiao Pengcheng looked at Xiao Se and sighed. "I really regret that I shouldn't have asked you to accompany her to comfort her in the first place."
I silently retreated outside the room and let their father and son talk.
Not long after, Xiao Pengcheng came out and said that Xiao Se had something to say to me.
I went back to my room, walked to the bedside and sat down, Xiao Se's face was even paler, the wound was covered with thick bandages, he who had been so unruly and energetic, but now he was tired and depressed, I looked at him, my heart throbbed, uneasy and worried.
He grabbed me with his uninjured right hand, which was burning. "Lin Enmo and I really haven't done anything." He was still thinking about the conflict we had before the injury, "I really didn't know that Lin Enmo was coming. My belt and clothes were untied by her while I was sleeping, and when I was woken up, she yelled that there were bad guys in the minibar, and I was so confused that I didn't figure out what was going on, and followed her to the minibar, and then there was a noise outside, and she suddenly let out a scream, grabbed my arm and threw me backwards, and I was defenseless, and fell on the sofa with her, and then you came"
"I see, I believe you." Tears welled up in my eyes, blurring my vision, and I looked at him and pleaded, "You take care of your wounds, and let the past pass." ”
After a moment of silence, he pressed his burning hand against mine. "I'm sorry, Tong Xin." He groaned and said, "It's my fault, I made a mess of things." ”
He turned his head to the side, but grabbed my hand. "Can you pour me a glass of water?"
I poured a glass of water, put my hand behind his head, lifted his head and fed him water, he drank the water in a big gulp, turned his head sideways, put his burning lips on my arm, kissed me gently, and whispered: "When I was lying on the ground injured, I thought a lot, I shouldn't disturb your life anymore, Lin Enmo is like a time bomb, it may explode at any time." I'm not in a position to pester you until the bomb crisis is over. Besides, I'm tired too, so let's stop here while we haven't done any real damage to you. ”
His voice wrangled my heart, and I looked at him in amazement, he meant to draw a line with me, how could he do this, it was he who repeatedly teased me, tempted me, and when I was in the depths, he wanted to get out. Xiao Se, you said that you didn't cause me substantial harm, and my ** was indeed not harmed, but do you know that if you stop at this time, it will make my heart suffer a heavy blow
I complained frantically in my heart, but I couldn't make a syllable in my mouth, he was hurt like this, how could I bear to quarrel with him. Tears rolled down my cheeks as I put his head back on the pillow. "When your injuries are healed, let's talk about our problems, okay?"
His hand trembled and stroked my cheek, and he muttered indistinctly: "Tong Xin, I can't bear you, but I'm really tired." You've been tired all night, go back and rest, and we'll calm down for a while. ”
At this moment, I couldn't tell whether I was happy or sad, and I didn't know whether I loved or hated him.
When I got back to my dorm, I collapsed on the bed exhausted and woke up with a headache that I couldn't get out of. I had a fever, and the main reason for my illness was probably that I was frozen last night, coupled with restless and emotional agitation. My bag was left on my RV last night, my phone was in my bag, I couldn't call for help, I was tossing and moaning in bed, beads of sweat rolling down my forehead. In the haze, it seemed that I heard someone knocking on the door, I thought it was Yu Meng, and wanted to respond, but my throat was hoarse and couldn't speak.
The doorknob squirmed and the door was pushed open, and I was glad I hadn't locked it. It was Mu Mian who came in, and she brought my handbag and clothes that I left on the RV. I was in a trance, and my brain couldn't turn at all. Mu Mian is like a good doctor, taking good care of me. She went out to help me buy medicine and prepare food for me. I was very sick, with a fever of 39 degrees, and it didn't go away, and I was groggy.
The sick people were very weak, and I cried to go home, calling my mother like a child. Mu Mian stayed by my bedside every step of the way, and when I was sober, she persuaded me softly. Mu Mian and I couldn't even talk about friends before, but she took care of me so carefully, I melted into this strong friendship, and I was a little angry because I was moved.
I woke up from my slumber again, and it was already dark. Mu Mian was not around, and I overheard a conversation at the door. "I'm leaving." It seems to be a bleak voice. I was taken aback, Xiao Se was not injured and hospitalized, how could he come here
"Why don't you wait for her to wake up and coax her," Mu Mian asked rhetorically, "Maybe she'll be fine as soon as she sees you sick." ”
"Nope." Xiao Se quickly replied, he paused for a while, and then said in a painful, low, self-muttering tone, "The two of us may have no fate, alas"
The sigh of helplessness touched the sourness in my heart and caused me to shake strongly. Through the door, I could see his thick eyebrows frowning slightly. And the wound on his shoulder, it must still be painful. For a moment, I wanted to call him in, take a good look at him, and talk to him. However, the sound of his footsteps quickly left the doorway, and he was gone.
I closed my eyes, and a wave of melancholy welled up in my heart.
Mu Mian closed the door and came back, her cool hand on my feverish forehead. "Tong Xin, it's time to take medicine."
I opened my eyes, and there were tears in my eyes. "He said he had nothing to do with me, why?"
"You heard everything," Mu Mian comforted me, "He used to be held by the stars, and he was very proud and willful, but now he is whispering to you, and the psychological gap is too big, so you can understand him."
I don't know exactly what happened to you, but I think he just can't think about it for a while, and it will be fine soon. ”
I sighed deeply and turned my face to the wall. I knew that things were by no means as simple as Mu Mian said, and I could hear the discouragement in his tone, he was unrestrained on the surface, but in fact he was very thoughtful.
My repeated attitude and distrust of him broke his heart again and again, and Lin Enmo got in the way, he was really tired and wanted to give up. "I want to redeem it, is there still a chance?" I asked with tears in my eyes.
Mu Mian's hand rested gently on my shoulder. "Don't think about it, when you get better, I'll help you find a way."
At night, my fever finally subsided, but Mu Mian didn't worry about me, so he squeezed into a small bed with me. Although I was weak, I still treated her like a driftwood in the ocean, and told her intermittently about my grievances with Xiao Se, including what happened last night.
"There is such a thing" Mu Mian obviously didn't know anything about what happened last night, "I said goodbye to you last night, went to my brother and they stayed for a while and then went home." In the morning, I received a call from Xiao Se and asked me to go to the RV to see the situation. I went, everything was normal, and your colleagues were still sleeping soundly. I told Xiao Se, and he asked me to help you send your bag and clothes first, and by the way, to see how you are, he was very worried about you, saying that you had a bad face when you left the hospital. When I went into the room to get something, Yin Jingshu was snoring loudly. ”
The motorhome must have been driven back by the driver and everything was back to business as usual, and no one else knew what we had been through last night. I still have a lot of questions, but I can't explore them anymore, I think about Xiao Se in a trance, since the reunion, he has always cared for and loved me, and even used his body to block the knife for me, and even came to see me with injuries. I was always hostile to him, provoking him with harsh words. I called out in my heart, and all my internal organs spasmed.
The next day, before Mu Mian left, I saved her phone number on my mobile phone, saying that if there is anything, please feel free to find her. I dragged my weak body to participate in the exercises and rehearsals, and the success of the performance won us many opportunities, and the next performances were already full, both local and out-of-town, and I had to cheer up and not relax for a moment.
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