Cherish and Possess (1)
Before leaving, I wanted to call Yu Meng together, and I saw that her dormitory door was locked from the outside, and I didn't see her during the group warm-up and rehearsal, she said she was uncomfortable yesterday, so why didn't she rest in the dormitory, but I didn't know where I sent it to her
message, I saw her reply when it was close to noon: I have relatives from my hometown, and I asked for two days off to accompany me, and I didn't live in the dormitory for these two days.
I rubbed my swollen forehead, I don't know what kind of important relative it is, so that Yu Meng can delay the rehearsal as a companion.
After the rehearsal at 5 o'clock in the afternoon, I went to the hospital, I was worried about Xiao Se, as long as I was free, my mind was immediately occupied by him, and even the entanglement between Zhuo Yichen and Lan Jingyu was completely ignored.
But when I arrived at the hospital, I was told that Xiao Se had been discharged, and it was said that he insisted on going home to recuperate and refused to stay in the hospital. I looked up Xiao Se's number from my mobile phone, hesitated, but still dialed it, but I heard a cold female voice: "The number you dialed has been turned off"
I feel so lost, I don't know where Xiao Se's family is, and I don't dare to go rashly, not to mention that there is a Lin Enmo in his house, I don't want to see that woman, I hate her, but there is nothing I can do about her, my heart is like countless insects crawling, scratching my heart and scratching my liver.
I had to call Mumian, maybe she would find out. Mu Mian told me that Xiao Se was indeed discharged from the hospital, but he did not return home, but found another quiet place to recuperate, and she didn't want to be disturbed for the time being, and she didn't know where that place was. However, Mu Mian revealed a message to me, Xiao Se's birthday is December 18th, and it will be coming soon, and I can prepare a birthday gift to surprise him at that time.
I went to another hospital to visit Ye Zihan, who is still hospitalized. Ye Zihan is another knot in my heart, and I think it's time to talk to her.
Ye Zihan's spirit and complexion are very good, and the power of love is really great.
As soon as I entered the room, my eyes were drawn to a large bouquet of lilac evening primrose flowers in a vase. "This flower was given by Director Qin"
"Yes." She smiled sweetly and movingly, "Qin Feng knows that I love evening primrose flowers the most, and when I have time, I will drive to Yejia Village to pick them for me." ”
I couldn't help but sigh, from the dance troupe to Yejia Village, it took more than three hours to drive back and forth, Qin Feng worked tirelessly just to pick a bouquet of flowers, no wonder he was able to move Ye Zihan's heart. "No one knows when you started to hide it so tightly."
Ye Zihan's eyes were full of tenderness. "We've been in love with each other for a long time, but we haven't been able to pierce that layer of window paper. It wasn't until I went to Yejia Village to collect wind that he finally confessed to me by the lover's lake, the night before leaving, we had a secret date in the room for the first time, and it was really exciting and wonderful, although it was forced to be interrupted because of movement outside. ”
"It was you and Qin Feng who were in the room at that time," I was stunned. I always thought that it was Lan Jingyu and Qin Feng who were cheating inside.
Ye Zihan was also surprised. "It turns out that you are the one who made the noise outside"
We looked at each other for a moment, then laughed at the same time.
"It turns out that you little girl ruined our good deeds." Ye Zihan said with a smile, "I thought my dad or my mom was back, they were all antiques, and they would be scared if they knew that I was in the room with a man." I had no choice but to pull down the main gate on the third floor, creating the illusion of tripping, and sneaking out of the room with Qin Feng in the dark. ”
I stared even more stunned. "Oh my God, there was such a complicated secret behind the power outage that night." Because of the power outage, I fell while taking a shower, and I made a big appearance in front of Xiao Se, I never dreamed that the real culprit was Ye Zihan. At the same time, I thought of a question, Ye Zihan said that she had a date with Qin Feng for the first time that night, and they hadn't pierced the layer of window paper before, that is, what Qin Feng said to Lan Jingyu that the other woman he "slept" with was not Ye Zihan.
Qin Feng, Qin Feng, how many romantic debts have you provoked within the dance troupe, except for Ye Zihan, who is seriously engaged, there are two women I know who have had a relationship with him, and there is also a Yin Jingshu who has a crush on him who is sad for him. Outside the dance troupe, how many more
"If I knew it was you, I wouldn't have bothered so much." Ye Zihan asked again, "Then who do you think is the person in the room?"
"I" I can't tell her, I thought it was Lan Jingyu and Qin Feng, she is now in love with Qin Feng, how can I cause trouble, "I thought it was your parents inside." ”
Ye Zihan couldn't stop laughing. "You think of my parents too openly, since I was a child, I have never seen them have any intimate behavior, not even holding hands, let alone hiding in the room**."
I smiled in disguise. "When are you going to get married?"
"At least another two years. Qin Feng's father just passed away at the beginning of this year, and the custom in his hometown is that he must observe filial piety for three years before he can get married. Ye Zihan was not in a hurry at all, "I don't want to get married so early, after I completely turn to choreography and directing, I need to devote myself to producing more good works." ”
She mentioned turning to the choreographer, I couldn't help but feel sad again, what a good actor she was, but she said goodbye to the stage too early, she must be full of unwillingness and grievances, but she didn't want to show it.
"Tong Xin, don't feel sorry for me. If you lose the east corner and harvest the mulberry elm, I believe that God will have its own arrangement. Ye Zihan comforted me in turn, "In fact, the memories related to ballet are far more painful than happy. But wearing those dancing shoes was like putting on the shackles of a spell, and I couldn't stop dancing.
The reality is too narrow, and ballet gives us a quiet and elegant dream in the world, but this dream will eventually wake up, and it is only a matter of time. Now that I've broken the spell early, it's not a bad thing. The white swan fell into the mortal world, faded the aura of God, and became more relaxed. And, I'm not going to leave ballet, I'm still with you. ”
Her words were earnest, but I still had some difficulty letting go. "It wasn't an accident, was it?"
Ye Zihan raised her head and looked at me deeply, and after a while, she said four words softly: "It's rare to be confused." ”
I looked at her, wondering what those four words meant.
"At first, I knew I couldn't dance anymore, and I couldn't accept it. But I quickly figured it out, life is not as good as I should be, I can only accept it calmly, change the way of life, and strive to live better. Ye Zihan spoke again, his words were faint, as if he was enduring a certain emotion, "There are so many things in the world, if you want to exhaust everything, you will be very tired." I want to make myself more relaxed, forget about those unpleasant things, enjoy the moment, enjoy the beauty of love, and enjoy a new life. ”
When she mentioned love, I somehow remembered Zhang Teng, he said that he had always liked Zihan, but he just wanted to see her often and would never hurt her. "One thing, I want to tell you, the last time I came to visit you in the hospital, I met Zhang Teng. He said something to me, and I thought I should relay it to you. ”
I told Ye Zihan what Zhang Teng said that night.
She was silent for a long time, sighed, and said melancholy: "This incident really has nothing to do with him. Speaking of which, he called an ambulance in time and saved me. After this tribulation, I have also seen a lot. Life is short, so why cling to the past. For Zhang Teng, my heart is no longer full of hatred. Of course, I can't turn enemies into friends with him, but I won't be in a bad mood because of his actions, he can be a security guard if he wants to, and he can see me if he wants, as long as it doesn't affect my work and life, let him go. ”
I hesitated for a moment and asked in a hesitant tone: "You said that it has nothing to do with Zhang Teng, that is, you know very well the truth behind this matter."
She suddenly smiled freely, patted my shoulder with her hand, and pretended to be relaxed: "I won't pursue it as a party concerned, what can't you let go, promise me, don't think about that matter again, don't mention it again, okay?"
I nodded in understanding.
Ye Zihan took a deep breath. "My biggest regret is that I can't dance the heroine in the first performance in person, that's my wish, for my sister, and for the Ye Ying I admire the most." Her eyes are frank and sincere, "However, I am very pleased to see your performance so dedicated and successful, and I want to thank you for fulfilling my wish."
The success of the performance will let more people know the ancestral teachings and tragedies of Yejia Village, and know that there were brave men and women who fought tenaciously for their love at the cost of their lives. Love is the eternal theme of human beings, those who can't love, still have to break through the barriers, the pursuit of their own happiness, like us can love, what reason not to cherish the love they get and have"
After leaving the hospital, Ye Zihan's words were still lingering in my ears, and the last sentence seemed to be said to me intentionally. My heart was gloomy, I finally saw my heart clearly, and I was willing to cherish and have it, but what about Xiao Se, is he still willing My body has not recovered, I have been tired all day, and when I returned to the dormitory, I was dizzy, my legs and feet were weak, and I didn't even have the strength to take a bath, so I fell asleep on the bed after taking medicine.
The rain made the air pressure low and dull. I still live a monotonous and repetitive life, but the eternally dark sky seems to press on top of my head, and I always feel breathless.
It was Xiao Se's birthday in two days, and I was worried about the gift for a long time, so I thought about it and decided to make a birthday cake for him. I don't know anything about this, so I can only ask Yu Meng for guidance, Yu Meng is a good teacher, she opened a teaching class in Yin Jingshu's apartment, patiently and meticulously guided, and taught me how to make a birthday cake.
I didn't hide it from Yin Jingshu, and told her the truth that it was for Xiao Se.
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