Volume 1, my name is Lin Xiaoqiang Fourteen, mourning is greater than heart death

When Lin Xiaoqiang was pulled out, he was covered in blood and mud, and Nurse Xiaoxia really didn't recognize Lin Xiaoqiang. When I arrived at the emergency room, I wiped my face with cotton, and Nurse Xiaoxia found out that it was the third brother. This small hospital knows who it is, all the previous files are there, Lin Xiaoqiang left his name and ID card last time. Putting these aside for the time being, the doctor on this side is rescuing, and the nurse Xiaoxia on the other side is running up and down, the registration should be registered, the arrears should be handled, and the one who should pay the money will be put on him first, this is a busy job.

Fortunately, Xiaoxia nurses sent them early, and the hospital operated in time. Lin Xiaoqiang was injured all over his body, bleeding from internal organs, fractures of ribs and sternum, concussion, rupture of the Achilles tendon of his left foot, and dozens of contusions and abrasions all over his body. The doctors in several departments were busy all night, and only then did they save Lin Xiaoqiang's life.

This time the injury was indeed too serious, compared to the last hospitalization, this time Lin Xiaoqiang closed his mouth most of the time to rest, and even more often it was Li Bing who was controlling his body. Major and minor surgeries were performed one after another, and various tubes were inserted into the body, and all kinds of pain came from the whole body all the time, such as burning pain, tearing pain, pinprick pain, swelling pain, if any part of the body was not painful, Li Bing still felt a little unaccustomed. Fortunately, Lin Xiaoqiang is young in the end, and the results of his constant practice have also made his physical fitness much stronger than that of ordinary people, and under the treatment of doctors, the recovery is still very good, the skin trauma is scabbed, and all kinds of tubes are removed, but daily infusion is inevitable.

"Little third brother, the doctor said that the recovery is good. Here, take another bite. "During this time, in addition to the nurses arranged by the hospital, taking care of Lin Xiaoqiang basically relied on Nurse Xiaoxia. From feeding water and food to pooping and urinating, Xiao Xia comes over whenever she is free, whether it is during work hours or rest time. Although he knew that Xiao Xia was a nurse, when he first started to take care of his urine, whether it was Lin Xiaoqiang or Li Bing, he was ashamed. Sometimes, men are more embarrassed than women. I don't know how Lin Xiaoqiang feels, Li Bing really thinks that Lin Xiaoqiang, this kid, has met a nobleman, and I really don't know if Xiao Xia owes him anything in his last life.

"Thank you." Li Bing controlled his body, and he really didn't know how to chat with girls.

"Hee-hee, thank you. Hurry up and get better, I haven't learned the magic trick I was taught last time. ”

The doctor came over with the folder, flipped through a few pages, looked at the bed and said, "Lin Xiaoqiang, right?" ”

"Yes." Li Bing didn't know what was going on.

"In this way, the danger period is now over, but there is still some time to be hospitalized. You are also sober now, you should quickly contact your family and settle the expenses first. If you come in for first aid, you are in arrears, and if you don't pay again, you may have to stop taking medicine. ”

"Okay, I'll figure it out."

The doctor put down the thick slip, instructed Nurse Xiaoxia a few words, and left.

When Lin Xiaoqiang woke up, Li Bing told him what the doctor said. I still have the money, but I can't get it myself. Li Bing tentatively asked him what he meant to call Xiaoman over, but Lin Xiaoqiang was silent for a long time and still rejected the proposal.

After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Xiaoqiang proposed to trouble Xiao Xia to go to his residence. The address was told to Natsu, and the key was placed inside the fire faucet on the previous floor. Where is the money, where is the ID card. Lin Xiaoqiang didn't dare to tell Xiao Xia about the dangers he might face, but he repeatedly told him to go during the day when there were many people, and he must be careful and pay attention to safety.

When Nurse Konatsu heard that she was going to get so much cash, her head shook like a rattle. But looking at Lin Xiaoqiang, it is really pitiful, and no one can help Lin Xiaoqiang with this. As soon as his heart softened, he agreed. She didn't think too much about the safety issues that Lin Xiaoqiang repeatedly asked, but she just thought that the reason for carrying so much cash was the reason.

Everything is not dangerous, Nurse Xiaoxia took the money and helped Lin Xiaoqiang buy a mobile phone and apply for a card.

The body is getting better day by day, and the itch is worse than the pain when it heals. Now I have a cast on my left foot, but I can stand up and go to the toilet on crutches. Occasionally, when the weather is good, Li Bing proposes to go downstairs to the grass for a walk, but Lin Xiaoqiang always nests in the ward, preferring to play with the new mobile phone that Xiaoxia helped him buy.

"Doctor, how are my injuries?" During the ward rounds that day, Lin Xiaoqiang suddenly asked the doctor.

"The trauma is fine, it's better to keep up, you can see it yourself. The bones are not very heavy in several places, and the bones are mainly cracked, this can only be raised slowly, you are young, and the recovery is fast. ”

"What about the feet?"

"The foot is more troublesome, and the break is too thorough, although the stitching is more timely, but it remains to be seen what it can be restored."

"How long will it take? Can you still walk? ”

"It depends on the healing. It's no problem to walk, but it will have some effect, after all, the injury is too serious, and it is too difficult to be completely normal. ”

"How much of an impact will it have?" Lin Xiaoqiang asked anxiously.

"It's hard to say. Now watching the film heals well, and I won't know the specific situation until the plaster is removed for recovery training. If the recovery is good, the function will be 70 or 80 percent of the previous one. ”

"What's going on with seventy or eighty percent?"

"Normal walking won't be too much of a problem, the movement is a little bit affected, but it's not too obvious. If you want to run or jump, it may have a bigger impact. Don't think about it yet, take care of your injuries, young man, recover quickly. If you can move, you can move more, go out for a walk if you have nothing to do, and going to bed every day is not conducive to recovery. ”

"Okay, thank you, doctor."

Lin Xiaoqiang then began to go downstairs in circles every day. As the days passed, the plaster cast was removed, and I went to the rehabilitation department again to do exercises every day to restore muscle strength.

Li Bing found that Lin Xiaoqiang was unusually serious, and he was in a cold sweat with pain, and he also seriously cooperated with the doctor to do various exercises. Li Bing knew what Lin Xiaoqiang was thinking, but it was not easy to break it.

The weather is getting colder and colder, and Lin Xiaoqiang can also be discharged from the hospital. Standing at the door of the hospital again, Li Bing was in a trance, he was still standing here in a daze when he started a new life last time, and now in addition to the leaves of the wood, the weather is cold, the patients coming in and out of the door are still crowded, and the traffic coming and going outside the door is still turbulent. But Lin Xiaoqiang's heart gradually sank to the bottom.

Although the operation was timely and the treatment was very good, as the saying goes, if you can cure the disease, you can't cure your life, and the recovery of Lin Xiaoqiang's left foot is not very good. I can walk on it, but it's a little lame, and it's not very obvious, but I can still see it if I look closely. It's almost hard to run, and it's really not much faster than walking at a brisk pace. When this fact was in front of him, Lin Xiaoqiang lay in the ward for two days.

"It's over." Lin Xiaoqiang briefly told Li Bing the conclusion.

"How is it over?" Li Bing tried to comfort Lin Xiaoqiang: "Isn't it possible to go, it's hard to pick up a life, don't be so pessimistic." ”

"You know!"

Such conversations always broke up unhappily, and even when Nurse Xiaoxia was elated with Lin Xiaoqiang's mobile phone number, Li Bing couldn't feel any mood swings from Lin Xiaoqiang. Until he was discharged from the hospital, Li Bing no longer took the initiative to bring up similar topics.

"Where are we going now?" Li Bing felt that standing at the door stupidly was not a solution.

"I don't know. Let's go back first. Lin Xiaoqiang's tone was also dead.

Li Bing wanted to speak and stopped. Lin Xiaoqiang limped out, and the screen display in front of Li Bing's eyes shook differently than before. The human body displayed on the screen as a whole is showing a state controlled by Lin Xiaoqiang, showing red, but at the place of the left foot, a gray section appears. During the process of recuperating from his injuries during this time, Li Bing saw that there were many gray parts on his body, but as the wounds healed, they slowly returned to the red when Lin Xiaoqiang controlled them, or the blue when he controlled them. Only the left ankle, which has always been gray. Li Bing knew that this meant that it was impossible for the injury to be fully recovered, in other words, Lin Xiaoqiang was now crippled.

Although Li Bing has not fully adapted to Lin Xiaoqiang's life as a thief, he knows what it means for a person like Lin Xiaoqiang to make a living by stealing property. In the past, relying on Lin Xiaoqiang's so-called ability, he could look down on anyone, he could despise all kinds of rules and constraints, although he lived on the edge, but at least he could live a stubborn life according to his own ideas. But now, a small cripple means that it is difficult for him to rely on the previous means to obtain an economic basis for survival. The blow was huge.

"I'm stupid." This is the complaint that Lin Xiaoqiang will come out of the cold in his residence. Because now that the medical bills have been paid, Lin Xiaoqiang has little money left.

"If you don't tell them everything, you might be able to finish the business and get some money and run away. Now, wait to starve to death. Lao Tzu is so stupid, knowing that he has no partner, everyone else can't believe it, and still take this business. It's stupid. ”

Li Bing didn't dare to answer at this time, and let Lin Xiaoqiang talk to himself. Lin Xiaoqiang often collapsed on the bed or on the sofa and began to pour out self-blame. According to him, if his partner doesn't die and he can have a team, then he can fly away after earning this money. I was alone, I revealed everything, I unloaded the mill and killed the donkey, and I deserved it.

"You mean they don't need you to get that will?" Li Bing finally asked curiously.

"Nonsense, they also have fast hands under their hands. Everything is ready for others, why do people want me? Just by getting close to them, they can find something that is no slower than mine. ”

"Do you suspect that Gong Bao and Liu San killed you?"

"I doubt anyone. I suspect there's a! What should I do now? ”

Li Bing was also not easy to answer Lin Xiaoqiang's complaints. Now, I don't have much money, and I can barely live for three or four months. But now that it's the end of the year, the rent of this house has to be paid to the landlord, and after these few months, what will you live on?

Li Bing originally proposed to go out and look for a job first. But before I mentioned it, I was vague first. This body belongs to Lin Xiaoqiang, he has no education, no work experience, no connections, and I don't know if anyone will trouble him again. Besides, now that even his feet are crippled, what kind of work can he find when he goes out? Even if he finds a job that can make a living, will Lin Xiaoqiang work with peace of mind? Or do you insist on controlling your body and doing all kinds of menial work to feed this body?

There was no answer for a while, but soon, when Li Bing went out to buy vegetables, he found that worse things began to appear. The kind of symptoms that make Li Bing dizzy and make Lin Xiaoqiang's body stiff appear from time to time. Walking on the road well, suddenly my eyes lit up, and then I snapped and fell on the road. Fortunately, he was walking with a limp, and others thought he had fallen on his own. Of course, even if he didn't think so, it is estimated that few people would dare to come up and help him or something. I went to the hospital for an examination, and everything was normal again. After the fusion of the two and the special functions of the old man, both of them faintly felt that a force that could not be verified by science was eroding the body, and when they came up with this answer, the two were completely desperate.

"I'm dying, right?" Lin Xiaoqiang asked at night: "No. 1, you are a person who has died once, what do you say death looks like?" ”

"Dead? I don't know. It's just that it's dark in front of me, I don't know anything, I don't feel anything anymore. When you wake up again, it's in your body. ”

"And what will happen to us this time? It's dark, and then neither of us knows anything? ”

Li Bing heard a burst of sadness. I did die once. After waking up, in that empty and endless confined space, Li Bing's loneliness and fear were far greater than the fear of death. For death, or Li Bing is not as afraid as Lin Xiaoqiang, but if death really comes, who can not be afraid?

"One, I suddenly want to see what you look like."

"Oh? How did you come up with this idea? ”

"I don't know. You've been in my body for so long, you know exactly what I look like and what kind of person I am. But I don't know what you look like or what kind of person you are. You say, you've been with me for so long, why do you think of a way to see what you look like? Coming, dead, dead, I don't even know what you look like, are you wronged? ”

"Hey, I always thought I hurt you. If it weren't for me, maybe you would have done a few big deals with your partner by now, and you would have gotten some money away. ”

"Hehe, what's the use of saying this? It's all fate. I don't blame anyone, and I don't wronged anyone. My master used to say that in our business, if we can live for one day, we will live happily for one day, and if we can't live, we will die in peace. Even his old man doesn't know where he died, so what am I afraid of if I leave it here? ”

Lin Xiaoqiang was obsessed with seeing Li Bing's appearance, discussed for a long time, and decided to go to Li Bing's former home to have a look.

Returning to the extremely familiar community, Li Bing's heart was in a trance. It seems to be back to the past, I got off work, bought good food, got off the bus, and step by step that the hard-working swallow-like home, that is home, I have my own wife, and I have my own reasons to endure all kinds of fatigue and all kinds of bitterness. And now, when I go home again in another body, everything is so real, and so trance. Is this nothing but a vicious joke? Maybe it was supposed to be a dream? When I woke up from a dream, there was no Lin Xiaoqiang, there was no cornices and walls, and I still ran between the unit and this home, occasionally recalling this strange dream, or would I forget it in the middle of my life?

Li Bing stood in place stunned, Lin Xiaoqiang called again and again, but there was no response.

Suddenly, someone hit Li Bing from behind, Li Bing was caught off guard, and with an oops, he sat on the ground with his ass.

"Oh, are you alright?" A twenty-seven or eighteen, tall and thin man with tall and thin eyes hurriedly put down the things in his arms and came up to help Li Bing: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't care to talk to the master, I didn't pay attention to you in front, are you okay?" ”

Li Bing stood up with his strength, and then he relieved himself, the man in front of him, followed by four or five people who looked like decorators, seeing Li Bing limping up, probably wondering if he had encountered porcelain.

Li Bing patted his clothes: "I'm fine, what are you?" ”

"Hey, I'm not decorating, leading the masters to load. Masters, go up first, 402, the door is open, I'll come. The eyed man said to Li Bing as he beckoned to the workers.

"Wait a minute? You say it's 402? ”

"Ah, yes, 402. What, what's the matter with you?" The man with the eyes straightened his waist, lifted his glasses, and asked.

"Oh, no problem. Asked casually. This is a second-hand house. ”

"Where can I afford a new house, this house is finally encountered, cheaper than the market price, I scraped together to buy it, no, it's been almost half a year, and I don't even have the money for decoration."

"Oh, you're in luck. It's okay, busy with you, pay attention to the next time you walk, if you really touch an old man or something, I'll see what you do. ”

"Okay, then you're busy, I'm busy with mine, goodbye, goodbye." The man with glasses is quite polite.

Li Bing felt powerless. This powerlessness welled up from the bottom of my heart.

"What? That house is yours? "No matter how stupid Lin Xiaoqiang is, he knows what's going on.

"Hey, she sold the house. She actually sold the house. Li Bing was dumbfounded: "This is her favorite house." ”

"Alright, let's go back first."

"Why did she sell the house?" Li Bing didn't care what Lin Xiaoqiang said.

"Hey, I said One, let's go. Let's talk about it later. Lin Xiaoqiang consciously snatched control of his body, and the slight discomfort in his body woke Li Bing up.

"I said, you have to think like this, for other people, you are dead, there is only one family left, every day in that house, what, what is dead?"

"See things and think about people."

"Yes, you know it yourself. Seeing things and thinking about people every day, people don't panic? Okay, let's go back first. ”

This originally the easiest road was cut off like this, and after discussing for a long time, the only way was to see if Li Bing's grave could be found. But there are three cemeteries in this city, and the area is so large, how to find them?

Li Bing has been in a daze, but Lin Xiaoqiang seems to be quite excited. After Lin Xiaoqiang's analysis, Li Bing jumped off the building at that time, and he was smashed by Li Bing. Then Li Bing and himself must have been sent to the same hospital for rescue. If he is alive and Li Bing is dead, then Li Bing's body must be placed in the morgue of this hospital. How to deal with this corpse, the hospital will have some clues, right? In this hospital, where can acquaintances help inquire? The answer is yes.

Picking up the phone, Lin Xiaoqiang dialed the only number saved on it, Nurse Xiaoxia.

(PS: I don't have much inventory in my hand, and I'm close to the National Day, so I'm busy, so I'll change every two days for the time being.) Thank you to all of you who left a message. )