Deep Affection (1)



In the haze, I felt Xiao Se take off my coat, pick me up, and gently put me on the bed, then take off my shoes and socks.

"Don't take off your socks." I muttered in fright, "My feet are ugly." ”

Xiao Se didn't stop moving, I heard his voice, warm to my heart: "In my eyes, your feet are the most beautiful." ”

"Xiao Se" was half-asleep, I whispered, and I felt tears quickly fill my eyes, "Thank you, no one has ever said that." ”

"Tong Xin," his voice was as gentle as a sigh, "I have always understood you, but you have never wanted to enter my heart." ”

I wanted to shake my head in denial, but I didn't have the strength at all. I fell asleep, and when I woke up, it was already dawn, and the light of dawn was shining through the window. I was shocked at first, I forgot to set the alarm clock last night, and overslept, and then I remembered that I could rest for half a day this morning, hold a meeting in the group in the afternoon, and hold a celebration and thank-you dinner in the evening.

As soon as I breathed a sigh of relief, a heart was suspended again, and there was another person on the bed, lying very quietly, as if he was asleep. His arms wrapped around me, my face was against his chest, through the white shirt, I could hear his heartbeat "poof" and "poof", the heartbeat was calm, powerful, regular, my heart gradually steady, closed my eyes, and listened to this heartbeat wholeheartedly. Listening to it, I was dizzy, and I only felt a strange, warm feeling that the waves surrounded me, surrounded me, and drowned me.

I sighed.

"Why sigh" Xiao Se also woke up, caressing my hair.

"Why did you sleep in my bed?" I asked rhetorically.

He let out a sullen laugh in a lazy tone: "Your reaction is strange. According to the TV series, when you find a man on the bed, you shouldn't scream first, and then lift the quilt to look at yourself

There are no clothes to wear. ”

I was amused. "That's redundant, whether you have clothes or not, can't you feel it?"

"Actually," Xiao Se lengthened his tone and paused deliberately before saying, "You are already **, and the clothes I put on for you later." ”

I'm not so stupid, and if he really did something to me, I couldn't have felt nothing. "Bored," I hummed, my head rolling over his chest.

"Don't move," he shouted, "if I fall, you'll go down with you." ”

That's when I realized that my single bed was too narrow for the two of us, and that I slept in it with my back not against the wall. In other words, Xiao Se's body was not fully implanted, and it was difficult for him to sleep like this all night without falling to the ground. Also, he seems to have only a small corner of the quilt around his waist, and basically the whole quilt is wrapped around me. After a night like this, it was easy to catch a cold, and he was too miserable.

"I used to occupy a lot of space, but you keep squeezing on me, and the more I sleep, the more I go out." Xiao Se said very aggrieved.

My face was hot, and I couldn't help it. "You take your hand away, and I'll move inside."

"Listening to your tone, you still want to lie down with me, and you are reluctant to get up." He teased, "Well, let's do something more"

"Shut up," I scolded.

Xiao Se sighed as if moved. "I'm glad that you're finally willing to approach me and trust me."

I felt the meaning of these words, and my eyes moistened. I didn't expect that I would fall in love with someone I used to hate and fear, and lie in the same bed with him like this. Although I barely knew him, and although Lynnmo's shadow still hadn't been erased, he was like a magnet that had firmly attached me to him.

Xiao Se raised his hand and glanced at his watch. "It's almost 7 o'clock, I should get up, I have something to do in the morning." His voice was full of joy, "If you can't bear me, I'll come back tonight." ”

"I wish you were gone." I'm at odds.

He actually pinched my nose. "Lying nose grows."

I let out a long breath through my nose. "I'm not a three-year-old."

He laughed loudly, got out of bed, and put on his blazer, unbuttoned, and left it open. The tie is not tied either, and it is tucked directly into the pocket. But it doesn't look sloppy at all, and it's quite fashionable.

I also sat up, the quilt slipped off, and I was stunned for a moment when I saw the pajamas on my body, I remember wearing a sweater before falling asleep last night. "You gave me a change of clothes"

"As I said earlier, I put on the clothes for you later, and you don't believe it." Xiao Se grinned at me, "What's so surprising about this, you haven't been seen by me a long time ago." ”

"You" I wanted to scold the bastard, but I couldn't.

"Bastards, hooligans." Xiao Se said it for me himself, he shrugged his shoulders and raised his eyebrows, "But I didn't do anything, I was afraid that you would catch a cold, so I didn't even look twice, I just said that you ** wanted to scare you." Don't look at my nephrite warm and fragrant arms, it's actually quite miserable, it's like I participated in a sumptuous dinner, but I was hungry and didn't eat anything. ”

This is a very apt analogy, I smiled at the corners of my lips, and hesitated to speak: "Will you participate in tonight's celebration and appreciation banquet?" Paul rushed back to France after the first performance to attend an important event, his cooperation with our dance company has come to an end, and Xiao Se has no obligation to be a translator.

Xiao Se looked at me, his face was serious and serious, his eyes were gentle and deep. "Do you want me to participate?"

There seemed to be a rush of heat rushing through my body, and the word "hope" blurted out.

A smile spread across his eyebrows and eyes. "Since you want me to participate, of course I'm going."

The heat filled my face, and I couldn't help but lower my head. I only heard his laughing voice: "Then I'll go first, see you in the evening." ”

"See you in the evening." I whispered in response, and saw him pull the door open and look outside. He also realized that if I was seen, it would have a bad effect on me, and he became cautious.

Xiao Se probed for a while, but did not go out, as if he had found something. I strangely got out of bed and walked over, and he shrank back and closed the door gently.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

He's mysterious. "There is a man who opens the door from the next room, next door is Yu Meng's dormitory."

I was amazed. "What does that man look like, do you know him?"

"I only saw the back, he was very tall, I was worried that he would turn around, so I didn't dare to look too closely." Xiao Se said, "But looking at his figure and walking posture, he looks like a dancer." ”

I "chuckled" in my heart, the man who made Yu Meng love crazy was a certain actor in our dance troupe Since they all went to stay overnight, why did Yu Meng still say that the person was just a dream for her, was the man unwilling to be responsible for her, or was there any unavoidable hardship

"What are you thinking" Xiao Se hugged me from behind me and wrapped me around his chest, his chin pressed against my sideburns.

I stood still, in a trance.

"I'm worried about Yu Meng" Xiao Se really understands me, "Maybe you're too worried, going out of her room, it may not be anything, just like the two of us, aren't we innocent." ”

I lowered my head and my eyes fell on his hand wrapped around my waist. "We are like this, we call it innocent"

Xiao Se suddenly turned my body and lifted my chin with one hand. His beautiful eyes stared at me with a special light. "You mean, we're not innocent anymore, yes, we seem to have done everything except the last step."

I blushed myself and my tongue froze.

Xiao Se didn't smile, but the uncontrollable, hateful smile spread over his face.

"Shameless" I finally relented, gritted my teeth and cursed.

Xiao Se's fingers relaxed and gently touched my chin. "Chasing girls is to have the spirit of rushing forward without shame."

I was stunned for a moment, my mind was a little confused, and I couldn't use my tongue again, and I didn't know what to say.

A self-deprecating smile floated across his lips. "Alright, it's time for me to go."

"Where are you going?" I was suddenly reluctant to go.

"I'm doing something very meaningful." He stared at me, "If you're interested, Christmas is coming soon, how about leaving me Christmas Eve then?"

"Okay." I said yes.

His eyebrows furrowed. "Then it's decided, I really have to go, I have to deal with some things first, and I have to go to Zhao Junning later, he wants to do a performance art."

"Ah, he invited me too, I forgot." I have forgotten what Zhao Junning said when he came to the stage to present flowers.

Xiao Se retracted the steps he had taken. "Do you want to go?"

"I don't know the location." I don't have a good impression of Zhao Junning, I didn't want to go, but when I heard that Xiao Se was going, I also had a stupid idea in my heart.

"I'll pick you up then." He volunteered, "That place is nearby, you can continue to sleep, and I'll call you when I'm almost there." ”

I was secretly happy in my heart, but my face was calm. "Okay, thanks."

He walked to the door, looked back at me deeply, then opened the crack and looked at it for a while, as he had done before, and this time there were no accidents, and he left without incident.

The door closed. I stood there for a while, then returned to the bed and collapsed back on. I lay there on my back, looking at the ceiling, feeling groggy. There was still the shadow of Xiao Se floating in front of my eyes, his eyes, his smile, his hug, for a long, long time, I lay motionless like this, letting everything in Xiao Se occupy all my thoughts, until I could no longer open my eyes.

I fell asleep again, dreaming of many bizarre things, one moment on the shore of the Lover's Lake in Yejia Village, one moment in the butterfly valley where butterflies fly, and then it became the rehearsal hall of the dance troupe Xiao Se was always in front of me, and kept calling me back, I ran desperately to him, but I couldn't reach him, I kept running, running until my back hurt, but he was still so far away from me.

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