Drama (5)



I looked up and saw Xiao Se leaning back in his chair, looking at me quietly. "I'm sorry." He was sincerely apologetic.

I hummed softly between my teeth, turned my face to look out the window, and ignored him.

The car player was originally broadcasting a radio program, and at this time, the song floated out during the intermittent time of the program, and it turned out to be the one that was criticized as vulgar and poisonous perfume, Lan Jingyu still hummed in front of me, what "He said he loves my lips the most, my requirements are not high, treat me as good as before" The lyrics behind it are indeed very vulgar, "You have the smell of her perfume, it is a sin committed by my nose, you shouldn't smell her beauty, wipe everything off and sleep with you"

Xiao Se laughed out loud. "What kind of song is this, the lyrics are so cheap. has the smell of other people's perfume on his body, and he has to sleep with him. ”

Somehow, I remembered that Lin Enmo was here, and I didn't smell the smell of perfume on Xiao Se's body tonight, but Lin Enmo didn't seem to wear perfume, and my sensitive nose didn't feel the fragrance when I was close that night. In the middle of the night in the cool winter, this cheap song has a desolate charm to my ears, and suddenly a chill passed through my heart, Lin Enmo, if she knew that I was sitting in the same car as Xiao Se at this time, she would come to me for trouble, oh, I am really a little nervous

"I don't smell like other women's perfumes." Xiao Se suddenly said with an oath.

"That's because the woman doesn't use perfume." I said it in passing.

Xiao Se was silent for a few seconds and smiled. "Your little bit of caution is so cute."

"What to think about," I turned to look at him.

He smiled and said nothing.

Before the "what" behind "you laugh" came out, I sneezed again. Although he covered his mouth and nose with his hands in time, saliva still splashed on Xiao Se's face.

I embarrassedly handed him a tissue, but he didn't answer it, blinking his pretty eyes. "This is a jade dew, how can I be willing to wipe it off."

I frowned. "It's disgusting."

He still looked at me and smiled. "Isn't that saying you're disgusting?"

I snorted and was silent.

As he spoke, the big iron gate of the dance troupe was in front of him. Xiao Se said that he would send me back to the dormitory, I did not refuse, Lin Enmo's matter is a stone that has been resting on my chest these days, and it will press on my fragile nerves at any time. After such a bold and intimate encounter tonight, no matter what the truth is, I hope that Xiao Se can give me an explanation in person.

Xiao Se got out of the car first, took off his blazer, and draped it over me. "Don't refuse, you're a little cold, it's important to keep warm."

I looked at his thin white shirt, and my heart was warm and sour.

After I got out of the car, he tightened my coat for me, went to the front and said something to Uncle Xiang, and walked with me into the big iron gate of the dance company.

As soon as I entered the dormitory, Xiao Se was very attentive to pour boiling water and hand me pills, I took the medicine, returned the blazer to him, and took a coat to put on.

Xiao Se sat down on the small sofa and crossed Erlang's legs, looking very leisurely.

Last time Lin Enmo came, he was also sitting on that sofa. Inexplicable jealousy rose in my stomach.

"You really want to know about my relationship with Lin Enmo" Xiao Se looked at him with a smile in his eyes, and there was a look of research.

"Nonsense, if it wasn't for trying to figure things out, how could I possibly let you into my dorm." I rubbed my breathless nose with my hands.

Xiao Se put a smile away, and I felt that there was an underlying nervousness in him. "Tell me first, when did she come to you and what did she tell you?"

She said, "I gritted my teeth and let it go," she said, "and she said that you often forced her to do all kinds of perverted things in bed, and forced her to take emergency contraceptives, which caused her to almost go through menopause." ”

"Did she really say such a thing," Xiao Se asked in amazement, a little exaggerated, very cutely exaggerated.

I'm a little angry. "I'm done anyway, believe it or not."

"Do you believe her words," Xiao Se looked at me with a slight frown.

"Half-convinced." I answered truthfully.

Xiao Se smiled bitterly and hooked his finger at me. "Come and sit down, and I'll tell you from the beginning."

"Where do I sit" The sofa was single, and he was already occupying it alone.

He patted his thigh. "Sitting, of course."

I ignored him and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Xiao Se stood up suddenly, an arrow rushed towards me, pushed me hard, I fell on my back on the bed, the whole person was pressed under him, the single bed that was not firm shook greatly, making a "squeak" and "squeak" screeching sound.

"The bed is going to collapse," I exclaimed.

"So you're just worried about the bed collapsing." Xiao Se held my face with his hand and stroked my skin with his thumb, "In that case, let's go out and open a room." ”

"Stinky rascal, get out of here" I began to regret and worry about myself for bringing the wolf into the house.

Xiao Se still held me still, he looked at me deeply, his eyes burning with power, and I felt myself gradually dominated by his power, limp and melt under his gaze. "If I were really a hooligan, I would have gone in directly, and I would have to wait until now."

He said it so bluntly that I knew my face must be so red that I couldn't see it.

"I'm not going to force you, I'm going to wait until you're willing." Xiao Se's voice was a little hoarse.

"You have repeatedly approached me just to make me willing" I quickly intersected, and I didn't understand why I was so agile in this situation, and I couldn't control my mouth and tongue. I can see what will happen to him if he is angry.

But I was wrong, and his eyes were unexpectedly calm. Neither angry nor angry, just calmly asked, "How much do you know about me?"

I frowned slightly, a little confused.

Xiao Se raised his head slightly. "Forget it, I'll tell you about Lin Enmo first."

He seemed intent on just leaning on me and talking to me. "You get me up first." I was sick and lying like this, my nose was stuffed even more, and I had a headache. I wanted to sneeze again, we were so close that I couldn't move my hand, and if I sneezed again, I would spray him in the face.

"You can get up, but you have to agree to sit on my lap." Xiao Se and I bargained.

I couldn't screw him, so I had to give in. So he sat back on the couch, and I sneezed, wiped it with a tissue, and sat on his lap, his hand around my waist, in an extremely ambiguous position.

"Lin Enmo, the daughter of my father's comrade-in-arms, we often played together when we were young, and we had a good relationship. But the more I grew up, the more I didn't like her, she was the pearl of my parents' palms, the spoiled daughter. Xiao Se began his narrative, "Originally, I had less and less contact with her, but on the eve of her taking the college entrance examination, her parents, who were busy with business abroad, wanted to rush back to accompany her, but unfortunately suffered a plane crash. The plane was almost on the ground, and she could clearly see the plane through the glass of the terminal building. The accident happened, and it is said that the plane broke before landing, and after landing, it was accompanied by an explosion and burning, and her parents were killed in the explosion. ”

I didn't expect Lin Enmo to have such a tragic experience, I sympathize with her, and I am not so disgusted by her vexatiousness.

"Lin Enmo witnessed such a tragic situation with her own eyes, and her whole person collapsed, and she did not take the college entrance examination that year." Xiao Se continued his narrative, "Our two families are close friends, and after that, my father took Lin Enmo to our house and took care of her as his own daughter. She didn't think about tea and dinner all day, she was depressed, and it was useless for my father and aunt to persuade her. She suffered from depression, committed suicide by slitting her wrists, and made her family jump. Because I was the same age as her and easy to communicate with, my dad gave me the task of accompanying and enlightening her. Throughout the summer, I watched over her almost every step of the way, and then she finally stopped looking for death, but developed a very strong dependence on me. ”

Xiao Se sighed. "When I was going back to Beijing to go to college, she cried to death, my father arranged for her to repeat her studies, and hired the best tutor for her, but she didn't have the heart to study, so she went to Beijing every once in a while to find me to see if I was going to get along with other women behind her back, I talked about a girlfriend when I was in college, but she ruined it. Later, she finally took the college entrance examination seriously and was admitted to a good local university, I thought that she went to college, had a wide circle of friends, and would slowly get better, but I didn't expect that more than two years have passed, and the situation has not improved at all, and her depression treatment has not improved. ”

"You're worried that if you stimulate her, she'll seek death again, so everything follows her" I don't know much about depression, but I've seen no less than the news of people with depression committing suicide.

"You're right, that's it." Xiao Se hugged me tightly and said earnestly, "I do sympathize with her and care about her, but I have absolutely no other ideas, let alone anything to do with her." I still underestimate her, in order to sabotage, I did not hesitate to make up such a lie, even disregarding my own reputation, I now suspect that she not only has depression, but also schizophrenia. ”

The word "schizophrenia" reminds me of Lin Enmo holding a blade in his hand, with a chill on his back, like a small insect crawling, and he can't say how uncomfortable he is. "It is true that the wicked have their own evildoers." I sighed.

Xiao Se reached out and pinched my chin. "You're really cold-blooded, and you don't have any compassion at all."

"I'm not cold-blooded." I broke his hand.

"Then comfort and comfort me." He stroked my face again.

The gentle rubbing felt quite comfortable, but this time I didn't dodge, my mind was a little foggy. I'm really tired enough today, and with the effect of cold medicine, I'm starting to feel drowsy. I muttered, "How to comfort"

"Kiss me." There was a magic in his voice, an irresistible power.

As if hypnotized, I turned my head and put my arm around his shoulder and kissed him lightly on the cheek.

"I've decided not to wash my face tomorrow." He looked flattered.

I smiled confusedly, and just snuggled up to him, my head resting on his, my eyelids getting heavier and heavier.

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