138. Silent, painful and hurtful
The breeze peeked through the window, and it was clear that it was May, but for some reason I was blown down my back by the gust of wind. It's not a word of advice. When he first refined this elixir, he never thought of retreating, never thought of turning back. I seem to see the frost clothes turn into slush, the ink hair falls into dust, and the 100,000-year-old scene is in ashes and leaves nothingness.
It seems like another 10,000 years have passed.
I began to react, raised my head and said to Meng Ze: "Since it can't be reversed, then Meng Ze, this elixir...... And you use it. β
He raised his head suddenly, but I knew that he couldn't see me, he held my hand and never let go, he directly put the pill back into my palm, his face was solemn and firm, and he refused directly: "I am blind and will not use this pill." β
He said that even if he was blind, he wouldn't use this pill, so why did he suffer.
I didn't know what I was thinking, but he couldn't see it anyway, so I pinched the trick on my fingertips to make him faint and give him medicine. Meng Ze, who couldn't see anything anymore, was naturally caught off guard, and when he reacted, the trick had already rushed into his eyebrows. All in all, it seems that this is the first time I have really done something to Meng Ze. Thinking of this, sad empowerment: This Divine Monarch's current immortal power cultivation is so poor, and he can still deal with Meng Ze, it is conceivable that he will be bullied by many immortals in the future, and how many original enemies will be trampled under his feet. I especially remember that the East China Sea was far away, the sea breeze was howling, and he was young and pure, but he singled out 20,000 shrimp soldiers and crab generals in the East China Sea, set up a seafood hot pot to have a full meal, and saw the god of war in the Eastern Wilderness who came to crusade against him, and he drew his sword and rose up without fear.
What about now? At this time. The rivers and mountains live together, the eternal green, the immortal road is free, and mortals envy. But they don't know that immortals also have times when they are sad and do not die in pain.
I struggled to prop him up to the bed.
The pill in the palm of my hand, the blood mist was still overflowing, floating to my lips, and there was no more relaxed mood when I gave Zhuohua the medicine, and when I opened my mouth to say "to Meng Ze" to it again, all that passed from my right heart to my blood was like a nymph ant gnawing and silver needle pricking.
But I still used this pill after all.
Lord Tianzun, I obviously know that this elixir was exchanged for the next 100,000 years of immortal life, but I still gave it to Meng Ze, you ...... Do you blame me?
I knelt beside him, shivering open his eyelids, the blood mist seeping into his eyes, washing out a few faint strands of purple light in the whites of his eyes. His body twitched suddenly, his eyes closed tightly, as if he was about to break through my trick and struggle to wake up. I touched his eyebrows with my fingers, pressed the trick in, and soothed, "Meng Ze, don't move yet." β
But he didn't listen to me, his body still wanted to roll, he still wanted to struggle. I had no choice but to add Dao to his eyebrows. He finally despaired, lying upright on the bed motionless, and for a moment I thought he was dead.
The pill and the blood mist finally disappeared, I lowered my head to soothe his frowning brows, and by the way, I said with a trembling mouth: "Meng Ze, in fact, I don't know if it's useful or not. This elixir can save lives temporarily...... But Lord Tianzun didn't tell me if it could restore the clarity of his eyes...... So, if it still doesn't help you, are you afraid? β
Without a trick barrier, he shook his head violently. We got out of the bed and performed a spell at a distance to wake him up. The light seeped through the center of his brow, and in an instant he had risen from the bed, and all the hair I had combed for him had been scattered in the struggle he had just had, and he rushed overβ
I saw his eyes, the whites of which had faded a little purple, but ......
Hitomi is still floating.
So, he slammed me on the shoulder, still unable to make out where I was.
Just when I thought that the elixir was useless, a gust of wind suddenly hit behind me, pulling me into my armsβ
"Ayu!"
I looked up in shock!
His eyes seemed to be trying to meet my gaze, but he couldn't do it now, so he just tried to lower his head close to my eyes, word by word, and said with a hideous expression: "Benjun!" I don't want to use this pill he refined at all! β
I stretched out my hand tremblingly, stopped in mid-air for a long time before daring to touch the corner of his eye, and asked in a choked voice, "Can you see me now?"
Meng Ze let go of my arm, closed his eyes in pain, and a few tears of blood flew out of his eyes: "You go!" Don't come to me again! β
ββ¦β¦ Can you see a little bit clearly? Still standing in front of him, I asked, unrelentingly.
He bit his lip so hard that a little blood oozed from the corner of his lip. He finally stretched out his finger and whispered an inch to the left of the tip of my nose, "The corner of the lip." β
The fingertips moved an inch up to the right to stop the center of the eyebrows, and said, "The tip of the nose." β
I understand that he can now dimly see some ghosting, and he still can't make out the specific appearance. I still held his fingertips, rubbed them over and over again, and said distressedly, "I know you can see it." "It's just still not clear.
He pulled his fingers out of my palm, shook off his sleeves and turned his head, his voice was sad, and his shoulders trembled: "So, you go." You can go back and take a look at the recipe. I didn't have time to tell you that you used magic on me, you know, back then...... When my mother took this elixir refined by my father, my father locked himself in the main hall in pain, hit his head and bleed, and when he woke up, he was immediately emaciated. You go back and see him...... But it was fine. β
I staggered out the door, jumped on the clouds, and galloped all the way back for thirty-five days.
A few days ago, he brought me back from the Yanghua Palace in Zhuohua, and when I opened my eyes and saw him after half a month, I found that he was a little thin. I thought he was losing weight because I was gone, and I didn't want to miss me wholeheartedly, but I didn't think about it, I didn't even know that if I used this pill, he would lose weight quickly as Meng Ze said.
I wiped away my tears.
This god doesn't know anything. I have lived in the divine realm for 120,000 years, but I am still a little bit of a scholar and I don't know anything.
I didn't know that Meng Ze would go behind my back to Fu Ling to ask for purple jade, and I didn't know that Lord Tianzun would give up his future life for me. They want to hide it from me, but every time this god king is caught off guard like this, it hurts even more.
Lord Tianzun is always like this, he is always like this.
In the Kongtong Illusory Realm, he didn't even say a word to me, and he went down to earth to receive ordination, just to try to keep the situation in the illusory realm developing according to the real things of 50,000 years ago; He twisted and turned, and he did not hesitate to make the sixth senior brother bear the blame, so as to make Shen Yu suffer such a serious disaster as much as possible; The huge Jiuli Demon Refining Pot pressed straight down from above the raging Lechuan Sea, and he pushed me away with a folding fan, pushing me into the water, and he was crushed.
He never told me in advance that he was against Prince Yu Qi to snatch my purple jade from him; He never explained to me why he had to say things like "That Changning shouldn't have lived".
I occasionally had a thoughtful look: "You asked me so, but you found the whereabouts of the last piece of purple jade?" β
He always replied with a smile: "You don't have to worry about this, just wait for me to take it back and hand it over to you." When the time comes, you will definitely remember what you are saying now. β
But when he got the purple jade back and handed it to me, was it really a relaxed and leisurely thing on his face?
Looking back now, since I knew him, he has done these things silently, and these words he has said lightly, are there still few!
At the top of the Great Fanyin Palace, his slightly cool fingers slid across my neck, "You won't only live for three years Xiaoyu, I'm here." β
In the wing room of Qingwei Palace, the corner of the wall where I listened, "I didn't plan to bring her to the bottom of the seal, she just had to identify whether the purple light was reflected by the purple jade made of her heart, and as for taking it back, the deity would do it herself." Su Ran, her cultivation over the years is far inferior to yours, you go with us tonight, and you must bring her back to Qingwei Palace when the time comes. β
When he first saw Kongtong Fantasy Domain, he looked like Shen Yu who was about to play a hooligan, and his expression pretended to be extremely aggrieved, "Xiaoyu, I just came back from the mortal realm, and I'm really tired...... After all, the tribulation will consume a lot of cultivation physical strength, and tonight I am afraid that I will vomit blood, have a fever, etc., if you bear that I am alone and left to fend for myself, then I will withdraw my hand and leave, if you don't withdraw your hand, I will accompany me tonight. β
In the kitchen of Danxue Mountain, he decocted medicine for me, and when I heard that I was afraid that he would be involved in the chaos of Shang Yue's rebellion, he smiled easily and indifferently, "Did Shen Yu tell you about it?" Oh, after 50,000 years of death, I haven't lost much in my ability. I should have played a tune for him in advance to make him confused for ten or eight years, so that he wouldn't worry about what he shouldn't say. β
I don't believe it, he also has to smile, and his demeanor is calm to reassure me, "Xiaoyu, since I am the Nine Heavenly Venerable, I am not so easy to die, no matter what your sixth senior brother and Shen Yu say to you today, you can't believe what he said." β
It's a pity that every time he says this, this god lord believes it. Whether he is too good at acting or I am too stupid to tell the difference.
In the final analysis, it is I who don't understand Lord Tianzun after all, it is because I trust him too much in the status of Lord Tianzun, and I believe too much in his ability to settle everything.
The love he gave me has been silent. But when I reacted, it was always painful.
All living beings, how can there be such a wonderful immortal as him.
I touched my tears, but immediately my eyes were filled with mist. Then I let it go.
Therefore, when Zhuohua stopped me in mid-air, it was when I cried the most, tears and snot stuck to my face, and I couldn't care about any image. Instead, she was in a trance for a moment, and found that the silk handkerchief wiped it clean for me without disgust. I bowed politely to her, and said hoarsely: "If the Lord of Zhuohua Palace still wants to take Liangyu and go to Yanghua Palace to repay the debts of the previous marriage god, please come back another day, I want to go back to Lord Tianzun now." β
She stopped me again and asked, confused, "What's wrong with him?" β
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