"Meng Ze, can you ...... Turn your head to look at me? I asked in a panic.

It was this sentence that shook him suddenly.

"Meng Ze, now, look at me."

"Go back......," he said, "and I don't want to see anyone now." ”

I don't know why I had to force him to look at me, but I did say to him, "Turn your head, I'm ...... I'm not going to laugh at you. ”

I saw his fingers clenched, and the green tendons on the back of his hand stood out. A year ago, if I had seen him clenched his fists, I would have dodged with all my might, and I was afraid that he would get angry and go crazy and kill me. But now, I'm not scared at all, if he is willing to find someone to beat him, if he beats someone, it will make him feel better...... I'm willing to be a punching bag.

But I was afraid that he would not make a move, that he would close himself in the wing, and that no one would see him, and no one would run away. I'm afraid that he used to be a dignified demon Xuanjun who was proud and bright and didn't pay attention to anyone, and because he couldn't see with his eyes, he would let himself be depressed and gradually decayed.

But he didn't make a move, after a long time his fingertips loosened, his shoulders trembled slightly, he turned his head, and said with a smile full of joy: "Ayu, in fact, I don't have any eyes, I can see you vaguely now, I can really see you, maybe...... After a while, when I take care of it, I will be able to see it clearly. Don't worry. ”

I covered my eyes with my hands, and because of what he said, I couldn't bear to force him anymore, and tears burst and gurgled out of my fingers...... I didn't tell him, I had crept up to him, intending to sneak another look at how badly his eyes had hurt. Yes, I was clearly in front of him, but he turned his head and said, "I can really see you," and where his gaze fell...... Obviously empty. But he pretended to be able to see clearly, and told me, "After a while, when I take care of it, I will be able to see clearly." Don't worry. ”

So...... I was finally sure that Meng Ze's eyes couldn't see anything.

He still kept his head turned, pretending to be happy and said to the air, "Ayu, you go back first." There are so many people in the Xuanluo Palace, they can take care of me. ”

I quietly moved behind him again, facing his turned face, his eyes ...... The pupils couldn't gather in one place, and the whites of the eyes were deeply seared by the abnormal purple.

I suppressed my voice, trying not to choke up, and asked softly, "I know...... I know you can see me, but I want to know who hurt you like this? ”

He slowly turned his head back, as if unwilling to tell me. I walked up to him again, hastily wiped away my tears, knelt beside him, and held his white face: "Meng Ze, tell me who injured you like this?" ”

He bowed his head, and after a long time, his voice was full of regret when he spoke: "Ayu, I'm useless, I can't even take back the purple jade from the demon girl's hand and return it to you." ”

I was shocked. It's the Whisk.

stood up suddenly, but unexpectedly, a heart palpitation and unstable body slammed on the ground. He heard the sound and reached out to pull me, "Ayu, what's wrong with you?" But he couldn't see it, and stretched out his arm to touch it forward little by little, and he looked anxious and panicked because he couldn't find me.

I quickly got up and held his hand, "I'm fine......"

He felt a little at ease.

"You're looking for the Whisker? Her eyes were hurt like this, right? I asked softly.

“…… But I didn't get the purple jade back for you and make up for your heart. ”

He still thinks about that purple jade in his heart! His eyes are like this, and he still wants to make up for my heart!

After 10,000 years, I threw myself into his arms again, hugged him tightly, my forehead pressed against his chest, and my tears became more and more turbulent: "Meng Ze...... I want to be with you......"

He was stunned, his arm was raised, he hesitated for a long time but never hugged me into his arms, he said lightly: "Ayu, do you feel guilty, that's why you ......?"

"It's not. No. I shook my head in denial.

But what am I? It's not guilt, but what is it.

A few days ago, I received the edict of the Emperor of Heaven, and I will marry Lord Tianzun in the future. What else can I give to Meng Ze but guilt? I couldn't help but reach out and hammer his chest a few times, crying while reproaching: "Why are you so stupid, don't you know that Lord Tianzun was once hurt in order to take the purple jade in her hand?" Don't you know that she is already familiar with the many functions and ingenuity of the purple jade? Do you know that all the immortals who have affection for me can be hurt by her use of that purple jade? ”

He still didn't dare to touch me, his arm froze in mid-air and didn't dare to move, but he said softly: "I thought I was better than Changjue, I thought I could do what he couldn't do...... I thought I could snatch the purple jade back from her so you wouldn't die. ”

I thought I was better than the long trick, I thought he couldn't do it, I could do it...... I thought I could snatch the purple jade back from her so you wouldn't die.

What came to mind was the scene where he and I were drinking in the mortal painting boat not long ago.

"I heard that the spirit is holding a jade ...... your heart in his hand," he asked.

At that time, I turned the wine glass in my right hand, supported my chin with my left hand, and said to him with a smile, "There is also a purple jade, Changjue Tianzun will find it, with this purple jade, I will not die." ”

At that time, Meng Ze's expression was loose, and he also turned the wine glass in his hand, at that time, the wine was turned against the mouth of his glass but did not spill the slightest, after a long time, he looked at me, his eyes were moist, "If you can, Ayu, I also want me to find the purple jade for you, and I also want to bear everything for you by your side...... But I don't have a chance. He said.

Why didn't I have a heart.

Why didn't I hear what he meant?

Why didn't I think much about why he mentioned the spirit and the purple jade again for no reason.

Why didn't I think in advance that he would fight for my life, and he would also run to find the spirit of the whisk to grab the purple jade.

What if I had asked more "Are you going to find it for me?" at the beginning, even if I had stopped it a little more, "You must not go, she is very vicious". But I didn't, when he said, "If you can, Ayu, I also want me to find the purple jade for you, and I also want to be by your side to bear everything for you", I was only slightly surprised, and I just comforted him, "You don't owe me anything."

"Ayu, I still haven't helped you...... Are you, are you really dying......" Meng Ze, who was no longer visible, his voice trembled, and his heart was still thinking about this matter.

I looked up and wiped my tears: "No, no, Meng Ze." Changjue Tianzun has already retrieved the purple jade last night, and I won't die. ”

He looked stunned, and finally put down his raised arm, he looked in the direction of my voice, lowered his head and smiled: "That's fine." He's better than me after all. ”

I suddenly remembered the life-saving pill that Lord Tianzun had sealed in my body, one was used to save Zhuohua at the beginning, and now there are two more. I don't know if it's useful or not, but I have to give it a try, so I happily recited the formula, and the elixir slowly floated out, it was still the same red elixir as last time, it came to my lips, and I trembled and said, "Give it to Meng Ze." The elixir floated very spiritually in front of Meng Ze, stagnated for a while, and gradually floated to his eyes, and the blood mist was withdrawn from the elixir and filled layer by layer. My right heart is already in my throat.

But Meng Ze realized it, even though he couldn't see it, he reached out and grabbed it with the breath that seeped out of the elixir! His face was shocked, and he suddenly opened his mouth and shouted, "Ayu! Don't you want to die? ”

I don't know why, but I just feel uneasy in my heart: "Meng Ze, what's wrong with you......"

"Is this condensed by your Blood Yuan Divine Power?! How much cultivation do you still have in total, you can't even save your own life, how can you refine this life-consuming pill! ”

I was stunned and said, "...... You just said it was ...... A life-consuming pill? ”

"Take the next 30,000 years of immortal life as a sacrifice, scatter the past thousand years of cultivation, and collect the heart and blood at this time for three days. When I was a child, my father refined this pill in order to save my mother's life, and later my father really passed away because of this bead immortal, so I clearly remember this pill, and I can't be wrong at all! He looked excited, as if he expected that this elixir was refined by me.

"Does an elixir have to live 30,000 years less? That...... What about three? ”

He suddenly got up and found my arm in a panic, and as soon as he grasped it, he almost screamed: "Nearly 100,000 years of immortal life!" Ayu, are you crazy! ”

It's not that I'm crazy.

It's Lord Tianzun who is crazy.

When he goes crazy, he really wants to be destroyed by heaven and earth, and he will not leave himself a way to live. Nearly 100,000 years. Isn't he going to live any further? Did all his words about waiting for me to get well and be with him for a long time were used to deceive me? While he tried his best to find the purple jade for me to bring back, thinking about replenishing my heart, what about himself, he himself broke his immortal life for 100,000 years at once, what is the use of leaving me alone in this god realm?

I finally knew why he was faintly angry when he knew that I was holding the pill to save Zhuo Hua's life: "She has locked you up for so long, and you still want to save her?" Wasted that elixir. ”

He doesn't say anything. He wouldn't tell me anything.

I looked at Meng Ze and said desolate with the last shred of hope: "This elixir is not mine...... Can it turn back into blood element and cultivation, and make up for 30,000 years of lifespan? ”

He held the pill tightly in his right hand, and finally understood that I didn't know about the pill, and the corners of his lips trembled and asked, "Is this a long trick?" ”

I couldn't say a word.

"Ayu, just like you once sacrificed your left heart, this kind of thing is irreversible and can't be turned back."

I didn't have time to think about the meaning of the sentence he said that I was "sacrificing my left heart", and my mind was full of just eight words-

Irreversible, there is no turning back.

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