When Lan Jingyu was in the dance company in the past, she was arrogant in front of us peers, but she was very stubborn to the leader, and she also took the initiative to dedicate herself to the artistic director. Now that he has left the dance troupe, he has turned his face and denied people, no wonder Hu Tong is so angry.

"Where did you send that slut yesterday, the report said that she seemed to have been violated, where was she violated, she took the initiative to send it to the door, and then pretended to win sympathy, it's too cheap!" Yin Jingshu has a deep prejudice against Lan Jingyu, and I can't tell her about Lan Jingyu being stuffed with golf balls, so I can only say perfunctorily, Lan Jingyu is going to the hospital, and we will send her to a hospital and leave.

"Don't worry about her business in the future, that kind of woman, it's not worth your worry about her!" Yin Jingshu is still indignant.

"Okay." I agreed, but in the end I still couldn't harden my heart, and after separating from Yin Jingshu, I bought some tonic and went to the hospital to visit Lan Jingyu.

When I entered the ward, I saw Lan Jingyu curled up on the hospital bed, her face was pale, her lips were bloodless, and she seemed to be in a state of coldness.

I put what I was carrying on the bedside table. She raised her eyelashes and looked at me in a daze, a weak, feeble smile on her lips.

"Are you feeling better?" I asked with concern.

"Thank you for coming to see me." She replied, "I am very grateful that you and Xiao Se saved me yesterday and asked the nurse to take care of me." I used to be jealous of you and took every opportunity to fight you, but when I was in trouble, it was you who helped me......"

"Don't talk about the past." I looked at her sincerely, "I just hope that something like this won't happen again." Don't worry, those reporters don't know about your trip to the hospital, and it is not written in the newspapers. ”

She shook like an electric shock. "Did you see the news?"

"I didn't see it, but I heard about it." I answered truthfully.

She didn't ask me who I listened to, just smiled wryly. "Then you must also know that that person is Hu Tong's husband? Have you heard that I seduced her husband? ”

I nodded.

"Liu Zhaoxiong, that pervert!" She became excited, her beautiful and dark eyes flashed with gloomy light like a wounded leopard, "I didn't seduce him, he came to provoke me!" We met at the kick-off party of a TV series, he was the sponsor owner, and then he visited the crew several times and approached me, intentionally or unintentionally. A few days ago, Fang Zhaoxiong came to me again, saying that he wanted to invest in a TV series, the production team is very strong, and there are many big names, if I am willing to be his lover, he will praise me to become the female number one. Actors eat youth, I am 27 years old, not as good as those little girls in their early 20s, if you don't seize this opportunity, it will be difficult to have a bright future in the future.

Yesterday evening, he took me to the house and said that Hu Tong was not on a business trip, there was no one else at home, and we could have a good time. After I slept with him, he asked to play something special, and I was scared to see the golf balls, but he said that he could take them out if he put them in, and he had tried them on other women before, and not only did it not hurt, but it was also very pleasurable. And promised to stuff one golf ball, give me 1 million, and two give 2 million. I admit that I am a money-hungry woman, and when I heard that there were 2 million, I obediently let him be tied to the bed. That liar, I can't get it out at all, I'm dying of pain, he won't take me to the hospital, let me get dressed and go by myself, and threaten me, if you dare to tell that thing, not only will you not get 2 million, but you won't want to mix in the film and television industry in the future. As soon as I went out, I was followed and surrounded by those reporters, who, like Liu Zhaoxiong, were as inhumane as Liu Zhaoxiong, who only cared about grabbing the news, regardless of whether I lived or died. If I hadn't met you, I might have died. ”

She buried her face in the palm of her hand, and her voice floated out of her palm in a suppressed voice: "Xiao Se is right, only a clean woman can win the respect of men, otherwise, in their eyes, she is just a plaything, and she will throw it away if she gets tired of it." It was because I was unclean that I was treated as a plaything by men. ”

She finally came to her senses, but what a terrible price she took!

"You understand now that it's still too late, don't think about relying on men in the future." I said euphemistically, "You have good appearance and ability, so there is no need to be like that." ”

"I just always feel that my appearance and ability should stand out from the crowd and be infinitely beautiful." She said sadly, "However, when I was in the dance company, I was not as good as you, and my luck was not as good as yours, and when I came back from the Paris competition, I was completely disappointed, and I never had the chance to win another prize. Later, I got acquainted with Jia Xing, who admired me very much, thought I had good looks and acting talent, and was willing to pay for me, so that I could leave the dance company while I was still young and move to the film and television industry.

Jia Siheng is also very good to me, although their father and son are romantic, they will give me the same reward as paying, unfortunately, they are all dead, and a good TV series is also in the soup. I lost my backers and lost my initial luck. I'm not from a professional background, nor am I an acting genius, if no one praises me, it is difficult to have a good opportunity, but I can't go back to the dance troupe, and I don't want to go back to the old way, so I can only squeeze into the film and television industry, I have no money and no backstage, except for accepting the unspoken rules, what else can I do? But after accepting the unspoken rules, and relying on the hard work during filming, at most he only mixed with third-tier actors, and he still has no future. That circle is a place of unkindness, and most of those who are willing to praise actresses are handy, and most of them will be dumped after eating, wolf-hearted. That's why I agreed to Liu Zhaoxiong's request, otherwise I would feel disgusted when I slept with that fat-headed and big-eared old man. ”

"What are your plans for the future?" I asked with a sigh.

"I will never have anything to do with Liu Zhaoxiong's pervert again, but I have to ask for the 2 million he owes me first. Then rest for a while, and the rest can only take one step at a time. Her eyes became even sadder, with a sad and sad look, and she asked in a low voice, "Zhuo Yichen, how is he now, is he still single?" ”

I nodded yes.

Her voice was tinged with grievances: "The only man I have ever loved is Zhuo Yichen." The time I spent with him, even if he was hot and cold to me, was the happiest time of my life. I used to be very eager to marry him in the future, but he only had you in his heart, and no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get into his heart. Tong Xin, I am very jealous of you, until now, you have the glory I have dreamed of, and you also have the heart of the man I love the most, and there is a rich and handsome person like Xiao Se, who treats you wholeheartedly, and God really favors you too much. ”

"Actually, there is nothing to be jealous of, such as people drinking water, knowing their own warmth and coldness. What you see is only the side of me that is favored by God, the dedication behind me, and the suffering I have suffered, you can't see it. "I took off my shoes and socks, pulled up my trousers, and showed her my bloodied feet, scarred calves, and knees." I was just discharged from the hospital yesterday with traumatic synovitis of the knee and was hospitalized for a week. The older I get, the more injuries I have, and I don't know how long I can last. And my feelings, and I've experienced a lot of setbacks, which are also things you don't understand. ”

She looked at me silently for a long time before letting out a heavy sigh.

I continued to practice hard day and night, and indulged in the "32 laps". That night, when I finished training and stopped to rest, I found Xiao Se standing at the door of the practice room, I don't know how long I had been standing. How many years has this familiar scene not been seen? He leaned his back against the door frame, staring at me silently, and I walked up to him, looked up into his eyes, and asked softly, "How long have you been here?" ”

He didn't speak, and for a long time, he didn't say anything, just stared at me. The long, focused gaze made me fluster, I flashed my eyelashes, and my head lowered involuntarily.

"I'm here to say goodbye to you." He finally spoke.

I looked up, knowing that he would have to leave sooner or later, but I still couldn't contain my sadness. "I'm going to France again."

"Yes, but it should be back in two months." His words caused a wave of joy in my heart, "The architectural firm where I work in France set up a Chinese subsidiary this year and won the first place in the bidding for a road and landscape design project in Haicheng. The project will be under construction soon, and the company will send a design team from the French headquarters, and I will be the main member of the design team, so I will be back for a longer time.

"Oh," I tried to speak, but I couldn't make a sound.

"Tong Xin," he approached me, reaching out and gently touching my hair, so light, as if I was made of glass, and it would shatter with a little force, "Can I ...... Kiss you goodbye? ”

I was suddenly distraught, my eyelashes drooped, and I was a little overwhelmed.

He held my chin in his hand and wouldn't let me run away. Then, he gently hugged me, leaned his head, his lips lightly pressed against mine, and I swooped back, instinctively. He looked down at me with a hurt look in his eyes. "Is it really that serious? You've rejected me so much? ”

I stared at him, my mind a little confused, and I entered the world of nothingness again.

"Answer me!" His tone was even more low and stubborn, too strong for me to resist.

I felt like I was being hypnotized, completely submissive," I ...... OK. ”