[Essay] 20: A variety of life, a hundred feelings of me

Introduction: As soon as the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win countless in the world. During this period of time, eating happily, drinking richly, playing romantically, and being at ease, it is more rare, more memorable, and more beautiful. How nice it would be for every day of my life! Although the virtual world of mobile phones can fill people's empty and lonely feelings, they can't fill that lonely heart. Sometimes you can accompany others to be a green leaf, just a green leaf is far from being comparable to the mobile phone, there is no why, you can't understand it if you're not in it, you can't understand it if you're not in it, because you don't want to be lonely anymore.

The infatuation is a little sad, and the truth is difficult to rest. Sigh to whom, frost full of white birds. Stealing half a day of leisure, but my heart is tied to the sky. Without you, life seems to be boring anymore. Every gray evening, the sound of firecrackers crackled, although it was only a celebration salute when people opened, but this kind of scene still made me feel as if it was close to the end of the year, am I too tired, or is my heart old? It's really not easy to pretend to be stupid, especially in order to contrast with others, maybe it's time for me to rest, this may be a sign, but it's a fact, but where to go? Go to the West Lake, go to the Ecological Park, or go home! There is no place to care, it's just my own reason, it has nothing to do with the outside world, and it has nothing to do with others, I lost my heart, and I lost myself!

One of the most painful things in the world is eating the bowl and wanting to eat the pot, and even wanting to hold it in someone else's hand, food is so tempting! Now I don't have any hobbies, I just like to eat, it turns out that it is a great blessing in life to be able to eat and eat delicious! However, there is also a great mourning event in the past two days, my fish died violently, I don't know why, why God is so cruel, maybe this is life, fragile and precious! I think that at the beginning, I made a bet with others that I could raise me until I left, and the fish was also very competitive and lived a slippery life, but this was only at the beginning, and now I am "alone", just like me, living alone in this world. Think about the oath I made, and still stick to it, but who remembers, remembers the stupid but sincere me?

Some things, as long as they are poured into emotion, are inseparable! I searched many places, looking for many scenes, but I couldn't find it. How lonely it must be, although it can't speak, but it will express its loneliness, it will be quiet, as if missing. Bet with friends, bet that you can raise it for a long time, but now it's gone, sad, and a little overwhelmed! Last night I was not only silent for the fish, but also sad for not being able to protect that sincere smile. It turns out that there are some things that are difficult to control by manpower, but more often than not, I don't know how to exaggerate.

On a whim, but also to vent the sorrow in my heart. Young and frivolous, what about it! Youth should have a taste, if you want to do it, start immediately, and if you don't want to do it, let it go! Wander around the Great Fuyang Empire, go to enjoy the wind and grass all night, smell the chirping of insects all night, watch the Zhanzhan water waves flow eastward, feel the vitality of heaven and earth, cultivate their own character and virtue, do not walk thousands of miles, enter the eyes are a flower and a world, enter the ears are born life, tedious life is difficult to reach the mystery of nature, tired to rest, rest and then tired, life, not familiar work, so people are always so tired!

Originally, I was going to walk back to my hometown Taihe from Fuyang, but it turned out that he was far away, and it turned out that some things were really not easy to do, so I chose to take the car back to my hometown, but found that the scene was still the same - in the past few years, every time this time, my hometown will be invaded by a larvae called the American white moth, and this autumn is even worse! The American white moth is an invasive alien species, also known as the American lamp moth, the female lamp moth can lay 200 million eggs a year, can not eat or drink for 15 days, birds do not eat, poison does not die, and is very adaptable! Nowadays, many poplars and mulberry trees have been eaten bald, climbing on the ground, hanging on trees, and many don't know where to go, which is really an ecological disaster!

After returning home, my father and I talked for a long time through video chat, and talked a lot about urgent topics such as love, making money, marrying a wife and having children, although I was reluctant, but I still patiently listened to my father's teachings! O man! For the so-called face, vanity, exaggeration, seriously destroy themselves, waste their lives, damage their own health, and waste their own families, the purpose is only for these, most of the time in this life is for outsiders to live, whether it is to do things or to be a person, affecting the moment of life, from sperm to egg cells, to people running out of oil, turning into a piece of loess, interfering in all aspects of life, but this is indeed the rule of people, if you want to live well, admired and praised by others, you can only do this, It must also be done, in this ordinary situation, ordinary people, ordinary life experiences, ordinary lives. Although some people can do their best and are admired by thousands of people, there is endless abuse and criticism, and the honorary twin brother is this, inseparable and difficult to give up. There are also some people, who are doing their best, living their own lives, meeting the people they are meeting, he lives casually, and he is kind to others, although sometimes he is not good, but this is already his biggest and best, but it is easy to be treated as stupid and heartless by institutionalized people, and treated as alternative monsters, and finally understand that people like Jigong and Li Xuan will look at the world with cold eyes, and finally understand the truth of human feelings, but who is the sad tragedy, each has an answer, but the facts are always facts, It will never change, and it will not change, even if time passes by...

There are serious topics, happy and painful things, since I ate the Tang Drunken Immortal Duck a few times in the Great Fuyang Empire, the whole person is "unwell" - in the evening, I ate a few bites of roast duck from the town in my hometown, and I actually felt like I was going to vomit, and it was difficult to swallow. It turns out that there is really a so-called 'after eating the world's best food, the taste buds will begin to dislike other ordinary products', the temptation and harm of food is here, it is really a gentle injury!

The time at home always flies quickly, soon it gets dark and the day dawns, and the day passes like this, and this unit only has two days off a month, so I don't have too long to be at home, so I took a lot of photos, in order to retain these nostalgia and nostalgia - the vicissitudes of life, like a different world, things are not human, and it is not suitable to use here, because this is a familiar hometown, but there is still a word that is more appropriate: change! The changes in the hometown have witnessed the passage of time like a white horse, never to return, and also witnessed that those children are no longer young, or thirty-seven years old, or twenty-nine years old, driven by time, pushed by fate to run to the nodes of life, until death. Where has the time gone? In fact, it has always been there, we are the masters, and it has always been us who have been stumbling on them! Perhaps, in the long history of human beings, there will be countless individuals who have experienced similar scenes countless times and asked the same question countless times: What is happiness? But what really makes the difference is the way you choose. Although countless ancestors and countless living beings once naively believed that their lives were unique, in fact, many times, in addition to their own differences, most of the time life is repeated and the same, but it can determine the degree, the degree of happiness, and contentment.

Life is always incredible, because you don't know when it will surprise you - I didn't expect the family to have two Chinese pastoral dogs for the first time, which is so gratifying! Well, it's actually for me, they're disgusted, disgusted with being a dirt dog, disgusted with not growing up, but it's just a complaint, in fact, the two of them are really fun and cute! In a few moments I was playing with them, and dogs were more loyal than humans, and out of amusement, I gave them both elegant names: Yellowstone and Topaz. Yellowstone's nature is as tough as a stone, so it is very powerful; And topaz is as gentle as jade by nature, and likes to stick to people and like to lick the back of people's hands, but this is just a general situation, and you must not be deceived by them, because their roles will be reversed, so the cuteness of dogs is also here! In fact, littermates like this highly similar trait breed always have differences, as long as you observe patiently, and the difference between Yellowstone Topaz is the diameter of the skull and the black hair from the face to the tip of the nose, so the deeper is Topaz, but the head is smaller, so it looks handsome, and the shallower is Yellowstone, the head is larger, so it looks more honest! When playing with dogs, if the dog's tail swings to the right, it means that they are happy and like this feeling, if they swing to the left, most of them are growling, warning, and expressing dissatisfaction: Boy, you are over my territory, hahaha!!

Closing Statement: Good times are always short-lived, and I'm about to leave my hometown and go back to work. On the way back to the unit, I saw many ruins that had been demolished and rebuilt, built and demolished, and I really didn't know what people thought. Imagine that there is really a civilization in the extraterrestrial galaxy, or that kind of supercivilization. One day, when they drove the warp speed spaceship through the blue starfish, they saw that this originally rich and beautiful planet was made into a miasma by Nonmalt: digging mountains and filling lakes, killing innocents indiscriminately, and even killing each other, it would definitely send such a message to the deep cosmic space: Nonmalt is a virus in the universe, clear and clear...... Sooner or later, human desires will run out of play on the earth, but it will be human beings themselves who will bear the brunt of it, and the earth will still exist at that time, but it will take time to recover from the wounds and overdrafts......